Animate Me (51 page)

I love her passionately, with all my super powers.

I love her tenderly, still mindful of her fragile heart.

I love her completely, until she understands the majestic way she has filled me, heart and soul.

Our climax unravels what was twisted up, showering us with fragments of light and sensation. She is completely open and brilliant as she pulls me in. I surrender to her open arms, falling deeper into her.

My B-Girl’s back…and she’s mine.

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There are a lot of choices here, just pick one! Pick one so we can start!” ~Marlin
^xxx

I
t’s a beautiful Sunday morning when I take Brooke’s hand and gently pull her toward my parents’ front door. As we pass through the threshold, Mom walks down the hall toward us, and calls out to Dad, “Arthur, Nathan and Brooke are here.”

She wipes her hands on her apron as she approaches us. “Brooke,” she says with reverence. She reaches out and pulls Brooke into her arms.

I can tell Brooke is taken aback, but she welcomes Mom’s affection. When they finally move apart Mom takes Brooke’s face in her hands. “Darling girl, what you did for my son…” She shakes her head with a wide smile. “I still can’t believe how brave you were.”

“I don’t know if I was brave,” Brooke says. “I just had to do whatever I could for Nathan.” Brooke lowers her head, like she’s still struggling with her role in the situation.

“We’re so grateful,” Mom says.

“I’m just so glad it’s over,” Brooke admits before smiling and turning to me.

Just then Dad bounds down the stairs, buttoning the cuff of his shirt.

“Brooke, our heroine!” he booms. His hug is considerably more awkward, yet still heartfelt.

“I agree, Arthur. Brooke’s our heroine…our super hero!” Mom exclaims.

Dad nods enthusiastically.

I cringe at their corny effusiveness. I hope Brooke isn’t too embarrassed.

“Thank you,” Brooke says softly. “You’re too kind.”

I lean over and kiss her on the cheek, completing the mush in this sappy love-fest.

I’ve just polished off my second serving of waffles and sausage when Dad shifts the conversation to Brooke’s work plans.

“So Nathan said you’re planning to open your own company. Will you be a consultant solely, or do you have other ambitions?”

“Yes, eventually I’d like to develop properties into shows and other licensing opportunities. Usually as a consultant, you’re brought in as a knee-jerk reaction to a problem with an existing show. Frankly, new work would be more rewarding.”

“And you won’t miss working with a larger company?” Mom asks.

“No, not to say I didn’t appreciate the big paycheck and high profile, but I felt like I was dying a slow creative death there. Every decision was made for financial viability with no regards to quality or conceptual integrity.”

“Well, my guess is that you will feel empowered once you rise above the corporate quagmire,” Dad responds. “I worked for a large company once, and it brought understanding to that joke about how many executives it takes to screw in a light bulb.”

“Yes, that was right after we were married,” Mom chimes in. “I felt so bad for Arthur, he was always frustrated.”

“And I was lucky because my sweet wife was willing to go without, so that I could try to make a living on my own.”

“I’ve always believed in you…and I knew you would be so much happier forging your own path.”

Dad nods in agreement. “It’s liberating to be able to make a sensible decision of your own, without having a gaggle of naysayers to offer up their two and a half cents.”

Brooke laughs out loud. “Yes, being able to make decisions without a committee is exactly what I need.”

I look at my parents and realize I hadn’t really heard them talk about this period of their lives around me in years. They’ve weathered their struggles so well, and it gives me hope that Brooke and I can too.

We all pitch in to clean up. Brooke and I clear the table. Dad’s washing the dishes while Mom puts things away. I keep noticing Brooke watching them with wonder. At one point Mom goes up to Dad while he’s working and kisses him on the cheek then whispers something in his ear. He laughs, then suddenly turns around and pulls her close for a kiss, his soapy wet hands wrapped around her waist.

Brooke catches me observing them and she blushes. I’m so used to Mom and Dad’s affection that I don’t think anything about it, but it seems to be a revelation to Brooke.

Before we leave Mom asks me to take the scraps to her composting thing in the back of the garden. Brooke follows me out and seems to be paying particular attention to the look and layout of the garden as I finish my task.

At one point she just stops and takes it all in. “It’s so beautiful out here,” she says softly.

“It sure it is,” I agree. “And now that you’re their heroine, they’ll want you to hang out here all the time.”

She grins. “They like me, don’t they Nathan?”

I pull her into my arms. “They love you,” I assure her. “But how could they not? My mom told me once that she always hoped I’d meet someone like you.”

The kiss that follows lingers as a shimmer of light falls over us through the trees. Everything just feels incredibly right; it’s that moment when the final piece of the puzzle slides into place.

We say our goodbyes to my parents and head to the phone store. As we get out of the car, Brooke pulls out her cell phone and examines it. “Arnauld picked this out for me and I think when we’re done buying a new one I’m going to run over this one with my car.”

“I’ll be happy to help you with that,” I joke. But I’m not joking as I imagine backing up and going forward, over and over.

Brooke getting a new phone is going to be cathartic for us both. Even though it escapes logic, I feel betrayed by the old phone as it didn’t help me reach her during my days of desperate need.

Once inside the store, I stand back and watch Brooke with the salesman as she tries every phone that fits her requirements. She asks all the right questions and makes a confident decision. I make it a point not to chime in like Arnold would. Besides, I love watching my girl in action. She knows what she wants.

I hold her hand while we wait for them to do the data transfer and get her paperwork set. She looks at me bright-eyed. “This is a fresh start, isn’t it?” she asks smiling.

I nod and kiss her on the forehead.

“It’s funny how the small things can make me so happy,” she shares.

I nod. “I’m like that too.”

The salesman hands her the bag full of phone stuff, and she turns towards me. “Can we go home now?” She realizes her slip and corrects herself. “…I mean, back to your house?”

I grin. “Sure, let’s go.”

Back at my place I try to keep the mood casual. While I water the plants in the backyard, Brooke sits out on the back porch working on something. When I approach her to see what’s she’s up to, she pulls it up to her chest to hide it. I realize she has my sketchbook and the colored pencils I gave her are spread out next to her.

“What’re you doing?” I ask in a casual voice.

“None of your concern,” she answers, making a face at me.

“Is that the sketchbook I gave you?”

“Maybe,” she teases.

“Are you doing a drawing for me?”

“Maybe.”

I smile and continue watering the flowers next to the porch.

“Hey Nathan, you know I’m not good at drawing, right?” she asks, suddenly worried.

“Brooke, I don’t care if you draw stick-figures, I just want to see us the way you do.”

“I think this should be in the future since there’s no mystery as to where we are right now.”

“That’s true.” I grin at her words and the certainty in her tone. The reality of our relationship is no longer a question that needs an answer.

“The future’s good,” I agree. “How about a couple of years from now?”

She tips her head considering, but doesn’t seem convinced.

“…or five years or how about ten?” I figure I’m pushing it, but why not? As far as I’m concerned, Brooke owns all of my future.

Her eyes light up like she has a picture in her mind. “Okay,” she replies smiling, before ducking her head and getting back to work. But then she looks up again.

“This won’t be a masterpiece, but it’ll be from my heart.”

“That’s what matters the most to me,” I assure her.

“But your drawings are so amazing,” she laments.

“Brooke,” I warn her. “What did I say?”

“That the fact that it’s from my heart matters most to you.” She grins.

“Exactly.”

After dinner I ask Brooke if she wants to see a movie, but she has something else in mind. She still hasn’t shown me her drawing, but I figure when she’s ready to, she will. I watch her expression as she tries to decide what to do.

“Nathan.” She pauses and seems hesitant, then finally looks up at me. “Would it be okay if you showed me your studio again…you know, where you work on B-Girl.”

I smile inside. “Sure, I’d love to.” I guide her by the hand down the hall and into the studio. She’s been in this room before, but back then she didn’t know about B-Girl. This will be a much different visit. I point to the drafting table. “This is where I’ve sat endless nights thinking about you and drawing B-Girl.”

She smiles sweetly at me, noticing the Wonder Woman figurine overlooking where I create.

Before we start I pull open my flat files and take the current work out and spread it across my drafting table. There’s already a full set of the printed final B-Girl issues at the side of the table closest to her.

She looks shy and apprehensive to be here, but I’m excited. She reaches up and slides the top comic toward her. “You’ve got such a great story sense, Nathan. And you have no idea how much I love B-Girl, and not just because I inspired her…she’s a great character.”

“You read them already?” I ask, pointing to the stack of comics. “All of them?”

“Yes, I did…of course. I read them all this week and loved every single issue.”

I smile at her. She can only imagine how long I’ve hoped to hear those words.

“Can you tell me about your process?” She asks excitedly. “How do you get your story ideas? Do you write the entire story out first, then go back and illustrate it?”

I love it so much that she’s genuinely interested in how I do this. I pull out of the pile loose pages of notes and some rudimentary layouts to show her. “I outline the story first, then do a real rough layout where I start blocking in the type.”

“I can’t believe you’ve done all of this yourself,” she says with admiration.

“Well, luckily I’m pretty fast. And besides, it’s exciting to me. I’m inspired since I’ve always been in love with my subject…” I grin at her and she grins back. “…and I still am.”

She runs her fingers along my arm. “So what are you working on now?”

“I just finished these pages. It’s the conclusion of the Monkey Man storyline. I’m retiring him now. I don’t think he’s relevant.”

“Did your lawyer tell you to drop it?”

“No, the agreement Arnold signed protected me against all future claims, but I’m done with him. I want him out of our lives.”

“I agree,” she responds as she considers what I’m saying. “So how did you end the storyline? Did you kill him off?” Her eyes get wide, her expression playful.

“No, that would have been too easy. Here.” I sort through some of the pages. “Do you want to see? It’s not pretty.”

“Hell, yes,” she says in a low voice that isn’t entirely playful.

“So the minions had turned on Monkey Man and to enact revenge, he planned to blow up the factory while they’re still inside. B-Girl got to him in the nick of time and disabled him with her stun power. The authorities arrived to find him a quivering, drooling mess on the floor.”

“Oh yeah,” she comments with a dark pleasure.

“And from there he was transported to Primate Prison where he was thrown in the same cell as a massive alpha gorilla named Big Lou. Unfortunately for Monkey Man, Big Lou is in an amorous mood and has a thing for little furry monkeys.”

“Oh no…you didn’t!” She giggles.

I hold up the drawing. “Yes, I did. See, the last time we see Monkey Man he’s clinging to the cell bars crying for help while Big Lou picks the bugs out of his fur and prepares him for mating.”

“Oh, that’ll be really painful.” She laughs mischievously. “Poor, poor Monkey Man!”

“Yeah, my heart just breaks for him,” I agree, rolling my eyes.

“You’re so clever,” she says, sidling up to me.

“Gee, thanks.”

“You know I noticed when I was reading that you worked some of my real life outfits and mannerisms into the story from the very first book on.”

“You noticed.” I’m embarrassed and pleased at the same time.

“You really did pay close attention to me back then.”

“I’ve always paid close attention to you.”

She picks up another issue and lays it open on the desk, then points at B-Girl. “See, here’s that cute outfit I wore the day we met at Geek World.”

“You looked so sexy in that. Will you wear it again for me sometime?”

“How about tomorrow? It’s not like I have to dress up for work or anything.”

I get excited realizing that she intends to see me tomorrow too and not just throw herself into working all the time. Maybe soon the days and nights will just blend into each other and we’ll never be apart.

“Hey, can I watch while you draw B-Girl? Maybe you could draw something for me?”

“Sure.” I think about it a moment and then brush my hand over a fresh page of paper in my pad before teasing her by drawing soft, loose lines that slowly build towards an image.

Brooke stands up and leans in, looking over my shoulder. I feel her breasts against my back and I have to push the dirty thoughts out of my head while I work. I can feel her breath against my neck and a tiny moan when she sees B-Girl finally take shape.

Her warmth against me is distracting in the most wonderful way. I can barely keep working and it takes my complete focus to finish the drawing. Finally, I hold the pad up and review the image of B-Girl sitting on top of the world, like it’s an oversized beach ball. She looks powerful and sexy…and of course, she’s beautiful. I took extra time sketching her hair so it’s flowing behind her.