All I Want for Christmas Is a Duke (11 page)

Acknowledgments

Thank you to Liz Pelletier, who welcomed me to Entangled without a blink and who always answered each and every one of my DMs, no matter how many I sent, lol. Thank you to Robin Haseltine, whose attention to detail made this shine. And thank you to everyone at Entangled who is working hard behind the scenes. I appreciate you all SO much.

Thank you to Jessa Slade, who always dives into each and every one of my pages, no matter how high I pile them. Superheroes are real. You’re one of them.

Thank you to Máire Claremont, who nudged me into doing something Christmas. I’m so thrilled we decked the halls together!

And last but not least, thank you to all my readers. Without you, there is no me. Thank you.

The Twelve Days

Of Seduction

Máire Claremont

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

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First Edition December 2012

The author acknowledges the copyrighted or trademarked status and trademark owners of the following wordmarks mentioned in this work of fiction: Broadwood Grand.

For Delilah Marvelle, who is an amazing woman and even more amazing friend. And as you say, London, baby, London

And my mother, who was there, cheering me on in spirit.

Chapter One

On the Eve Before Christmas

My True Love Gave to Me

One Offer Most Seductive

Yorkshire

Christmas Eve

1859

“I should throw you out into the snow.”

The duke’s words traveled the short distance between them, reverberating through the cavernous gallery. Adriana Flint shivered. That heady voice filled her with awareness and forbidden desire. A most terrifying combination.

She lingered silently before him, bathed in the red glow of the enormous fire stoked to blazing. Uncertain how to reply.

The boisterous notes of “God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen” being played down the hall on the new Broadwood Grand in the drawing room, complemented by the numerous guests, all made merry by many cups of mulled wine, drifted through the champagne-hued brocade walls.

It was a song that usually made Adriana sad at Christmas. It reminded her of the loneliness she had always felt on the most hallowed and anticipated days. Now, that song reminded her of the bold girl she’d been. The bold girl who demanded she give back as good as she’d been given. But this last year, she’d practiced meekness so well that now… Well, now, her own voice was hesitant and meek.

After all, she’d been in awe of the duke for almost a year now. An aching year in which she’d masqueraded as the perfect governess.

The worst of it was that she felt a hint of fear that sent her heart pounding against her ribs. It was an emotion she wasn’t particularly comfortable with. Squaring her shoulders, she said softly, “No, you won’t throw me out thus, Your Grace. I know you won’t.”

He took two sure steps forward, the black wool of his perfectly tailored frock coat and trousers straining against his well-muscled form. He stared down at her, his face a mask of dark shadows. Yet, even so, those whiskey-tinted eyes glowered from under two black slashes of brows. “And how do you know?”

She bit her lower lip and glanced toward the holly- and evergreen-decked mantel.

That voice, it slid over her skin like liquid sin. Every time she’d been in his presence, every moment she’d heard that timbre, heat had coiled in her belly, teasing lower and lower still. Sadly, as a governess, she’d seldom been in his company. And so, she’d savored every brief encounter.

Only now, he thundered at her, a menacing sort of growl that should have frightened her out of her wits. But she was no schoolroom miss to quake at a man’s displeasure. She’d been cornered in the galleries of a theatre by men who didn’t understand the meaning of desist, and she’d sent those men packing. So, even a duke’s censure couldn’t frighten her. Not truly. Not physically. Only. Only, she desperately didn’t wish to lose her place at Highburn. She was safe here. She had a place. A home. A little girl to love and who loved her in return. Oh, no. She wasn’t simply going to skulk away.

She drew in a steadying breath then gazed up at him through her lashes. “How do I know? Because unlike some of your station and sex, you are not cruel. You would never cast me out to such a rash fate.”

His square, perfectly shaved jaw set in a hard line. “Do you know what I have heard about you, madam?”

She inwardly winced. She could only guess. “There are many things I don’t doubt you might have heard. The important question is, from whom did you hear them?”

He paused as if considering keeping his source a secret. “Mr. Betterton.”

My publisher.

How in bloody Hades had he found that man? She’d always been so careful with her correspondence and, in London, she wore a veil when she went out on business. “Did you follow me?”

His lids lowered, half hiding his molten, amber gaze. “Yes.”

He’d followed her? Himself? Surely a duke had far more important interests than following his governess. She was beneath his notice and yet…he had noticed. Blast. That didn’t bode well. Not for her future at Highburn. “Why did you follow me?”

“You were acting most strangely, dressed like a woman in mourning, scurrying out of my home.”

She fought a misplaced grin. It was too preposterous. “So you followed me. Based upon your displeasure with my choice of dress and manner. My, but you are suspicious.”

His gaze narrowed. “You are avoiding the point.”

She widened her eyes innocently. “What point?”

A low sort of growl seemed to rumble from his throat. “Your black reputation.”

She offered him a slow, wry smile. “I imagine you must have thought of me in quite a biblical light to be so upset.”

“If you infer I am comparing you to the Virgin Mary, you are most mistaken. I doubt virgin and your name can be uttered in the same sentence.”

It was tempting to allow indignation and anger to rule her, but he was correct. And he even had a right to be angry. She’d misrepresented herself to the world, assuming the guise of a prim and proper governess, leaving that Adriana Flint behind.

“Speechless?” he demanded. “Surely it is I who should be shocked.”

A laugh, quite inappropriate, escaped her lips. “Not speechless. I’m simply certain you’re thinking more along the lines of the whore of Babylon. It sounds like something Mr. Betterton might say.”

“You said it, not I, Miss Grey. Or is it…Miss Flint?”

The imperiousness of his wide stance didn’t escape her. He thought himself so above her, so high. A prince among mortal men. That coolness didn’t detract from his attraction. Perversely, it only added to it. She’d always loved strong men. A weakness, since strong men could not be managed.

“Miss Grey?” he repeated.

Anna Grey. What a tiring name she’d taken on. Now he knew. But how much? How much did her employer know and why was he interrogating her, not simply having her chucked out by the housekeeper?

Under his fierce stare, any woman would confess all and beg forgiveness. Years of scraping along in the streets, buying gin for her father and fighting off the advances of the artists who had worked in her parents’ studio had made her hard and determined. It had been some time since she’d needed to draw upon that strength but… “It is Miss Flint, and if you fear I am a whore of Babylon, from what I understand of your proclivities, you are its king.”

He stared down at her for a long, blank moment, then a sharp laugh boomed from him. Humor was absent from the sound, yet he laughed. A devil’s laugh. “My God. I have allowed you to guide my ward, and you don’t even try to deny your past.”

“To deny it wouldn’t avail me, would it?” She smoothed her hands down the front of her simple dove-grey gown, suddenly very concerned that the man she had watched and secretly admired from afar might indeed cast her out into the frigid North Country winter the night before Christmas. “You clearly have confirmed information, or I wouldn’t be standing before you.”

He shook his head, hair blacker than a raven’s wing brushing his brow. “You are nothing like a governess should be.”

“But I am one. I have been now for some time.”

“And before that?” he demanded.

“Many things.” Oh, how many, she couldn’t count. Flower seller, matchstick girl, student, prostitute in training, and very nearly a woman of the night. So near, she’d been burned but had not been consumed in those dangerous flames.

A tired sigh escaped him. “I cannot castigate you for immorality.”

The smirk that curled her lips was entirely unbidden. She had no idea where her sudden boldness came from, but she found herself speaking as Adriana would have. Not Anna Grey. “I never did take you for a hypocrite.”

“That, I refuse to be. But Miss Flint, I cannot allow you to look after my ward.” He strode back toward his massive desk. Reaching for his pocketbook. “She is a child, and your morals are that of a hardened jade.”

She stiffened, surprised at how much the insult hurt. She’d believed herself impervious to such things. She’d lived through the pain of her parents’ broken lives, the rod in cold schoolrooms, and later the dangers of the street.

She lifted her hand to the small green velvet ribbon at her throat, her only nod to the festive season, and pressed it lightly. “That is hardly fair.”

“You are a liar, and I cannot trust you.” He reached for his quill.

Her throat tightened. He was clearly about to give her the last of her salary and send her off. Away from her home. Away from Georgiana. She strode forward. “Your Grace—”

“You cannot deny your dubious past, can you?” He didn’t even look up as he opened the inkwell.

She looked away, her heart hurting in a way she had not felt for years. What a fool she had been to begin to allow herself to care. To allow herself to find peace here. Hadn’t she learned so long ago that one was never safe? “No, I cannot.”

“You’re a…a—” His mouth twisted with distaste. “A bloody novelist.”

There were far worse things she could have been. Almost had been. She nodded. “In fact, my books are on your library shelves.”

He stared down at the paper on his desk, sighed, then pulled open the top drawer, dragged out four leather-bound green books, and dropped then on the desk as if the mere touch contaminated his skin. “Once I discovered your name, I read them. They were surprising.”

He hesitated then moved his strong hand back to the books, letting his fingers hover over them. He looked up, his eyes softening with sympathy. “Your life— It must have been very hard before you took on your new identity, to write so well about the lower classes.”

That sympathy, suddenly turning his hard gaze warm, burned her more than any harsh words might. How did she stay strong when he looked at her as if he could see every misfortune, every harrowing moment of her childhood? Every day her father had hit her, every night her once beautiful mother had gone out to make money for food, and every day she’d shivered in the rain for lack of proper clothing.

How did she make him see her? The woman. Not the governess. Not the wretch who’d clawed her way up from the pits of misery that haunted London.

One look about this room and it was clear he was different than other men. Five hundred years of family mottos, stained glass, and armory presently swathed in green boughs and red velvet ribbon decking his walls. All meant to remind him how tied he was to his dukedom. How could such a man ever see someone like her? A girl from the gutter who had no pedigree or fortune, but the wits to secure a place in his home.

But she had to try.

She rushed forward the last few steps and braced her hands on the desk, daring to stand with nothing but the solid, polished dark wood between them. “In all this time, have I in any way misguided Georgiana?”

Lord, she’d slaved to be the perfect lady. More than perfect. A governess had to be an even more appropriate example than a true lady of society, lest she be sacked. And here she was about to be sacked by the very man who had made her long to be more than a fraud. He made her long to have been born a lady and able to meet him as an equal, not as a woman who would do anything for the only security she’d ever known.

“Unfortunately, that no longer matters.” He looked up, his dark eyes hard. “You have no qualms of conscience. Look at you. You aren’t even repentant.”

Her breathing slowed. There was no point in pretense any longer. She could do away with the milk-faced young woman she had forced herself to be. Anna could fade and Adriana could be herself again. She leaned forward, angling her head so that her few loose curls spilled against her throat. Temptingly. “Is that what you wish?” She wet her lips with her tongue. “My repentance?”

The silence that stretched between them was filled with something dangerous. Something exciting. Fire flared in his eyes, like charcoal sparked with flint. And in that silence, Adriana realized something. He hungered for her, too.

Holy God. Every fiber of her being seemed to leap to life as she imagined this man touching her. He was so different than the others. The ones her mother’s friend had sent her way, trying to turn her to the “trade.”

This man’s hands upon her skin would consume her like wanton fire. And he’d take his time about it. It was there, in his eyes and the way they burned over her. She could give herself to a man like this because it wasn’t just lechery she saw but the desire to give her pleasure. Not just take.

And that was why he had followed her in London. Because he had watched and wanted her in secret. Just as she had watched and wanted him.

“Your Grace,” she said softly, daring as she had never dared before. “I lied because I couldn’t make enough money as an author to support myself and was afraid of the rough life a friendless woman such as myself would be forced to live in the lesser parts of London.”

He said nothing.

“This is my home now. Your dau—” She pressed her lips tight, cutting off the rest of the word. Very few knew the duke had fathered Georgiana in a
mésalliance
, or that he loved the girl deeply but almost never saw her. Everyone believed he had found her in the streets of Paris, unable to turn the small, crippled, yet beautiful creature away. “Your ward,” she continued, “is like my own.”

He planted his closed fists against the hard mahogany of his desk, as if her words had hurt him, despite his inherent strength. “Georgiana has a great affection for you,” he finally said. As he lifted his gaze to hers, a momentary sadness flickered in his amber eyes. “And I do not wish to break such a bond, but I cannot trust you.”

The very fact that he desired her was reason enough for him to send her away; Adriana knew that. Any man with sense would get rid of a governess he desired. It was such a cliché for a lord to dally with a servant, and the duke could never be accused of being a man of predictable tastes.

Still, in the last year, she had forged a home here, winning over the staff. Winning shy, reticent Georgiana, who trusted so few. And most importantly, she had found a place to belong. She wouldn’t give that up. Not without a hard fight. “I do not wish to leave this place.”

“You wear too many masks, madam.” He placed his quill down and contemplated her, his gaze wandering over her face, looking at her as if truly seeing her for the first time. Meaning, he saw the woman, not the servant. “I have no idea who you truly are.”