Alexxxa (27 page)

Alexa pretended to resist. “No, Ginger, stop. He won’t understand.”

Ginger pushed Alexa’s thighs open and stared longingly at her pussy, pursing her lips. “It’ll be our little secret then.” Ginger dove down and started furiously licking Alexa. She cried out and undulated her hips against Ginger’s tongue.

I clicked the button to pause the video. I was beyond turned on watching some woman get down and dirty with the woman I loved. I didn’t know if I should be pissed at myself or glad. Maybe I could let her be with other women after all. I had to watch the rest. I hit play. Alexa’s keening moans made my dick pulse with each beat of my heart. Would it be wrong to jack off to this video? Fuck, I didn’t know up from down and down from up anymore. I unzipped my shorts and began stroking myself.

Alexa’s tiny hands reached down do pull Ginger’s face away from her, and Ginger slid up to kiss her. Alexa’s full red mouth sucked her own juices from Ginger’s tongue. She slid down the mattress a bit and positioned Ginger above her face. Alexa’s pink tongue snaked out to lick Ginger, causing her to buck against Alexa. Her small hands gripped Ginger’s ass as she ate her out. That went on for another few minutes, stopping when Ginger’s thighs trembled and she came.

Alexa pushed Ginger off of her so that she fell on her back. “You’re right. I’ve missed pussy more than I knew. Especially yours, I could play with it all day.” The lines were cheesy, as they usually were in porn, but Alexa’s voice was rough and sexy as hell. She rose above Ginger and positioned herself so that her and Ginger’s pussies were lined up and they were scissor legged. Alexa threw her head back and gyrated against Ginger, working them both over.

“Fuck. Oh, fuck yeah,” Ginger moaned. “No one does it like you, baby. No one.”

She got that part right. I groaned and came into my own hand while staring at a video of Alexa making someone else come. I immediately felt dirty and stopped the video. Who was I kidding? I didn’t want to share Alexa with anyone, man or woman. Somehow watching a video of Alexa had made it seem removed, like it was a dream…or nightmare. Drop that in my bed in real life…and no. It wouldn’t be hot anymore. I clicked out of the site and started calling P.I.s. I needed to find Alexa before I logged onto her site and found her with another man—or men.

~Alexa

I lay on my bed in Ginger’s guest room with my ear buds in, music turned up high. Ginger’s boyfriend Brian had come home while we were still filming our content share. He’d remained quiet and professional until we’d finished. After Tony and the camera crew had left, Brian had tried to entice me into a threesome with him and Ginger. They’d tried to convince me that they wanted to help get me over David faster. I’d considered it. After all, I’d just finished up having sex with Ginger, but I couldn’t bring myself to have sex with a guy besides David yet. I just couldn’t. So for the past hour Ginger and Brian had been going at it like rabbits, very loud rabbits. I suspected they hoped to entice me to join them. It wasn’t going to work though.

I was looking over the rough timeline Tony had drawn up for me to get me back into things. The first step had been the content trade with Ginger. The video of the two of us together would appear on both of our websites as promo. Starting in two days, Tony wanted me to begin the girl on girl campaign. My first full-length film was going to be a follow up story line to what the promo had set up. Ginger and I would arrange a trip together, telling my man that it was a platonic girls trip. There we would hook up again, and bring more women into the mix. I’d be doing a total of five different women. I wasn’t sure who they’d be yet. Not that it made a difference. After we shot that, there were a few more films along those lines, until finally, I seduced a woman whose man decided to join us. So in one week I’d be forced to fuck another guy whether I was ready to or not. When you were one of Tony’s girls, you either did what he said or walked away from the industry. I’d already walked away once, I couldn’t do it again, especially now.

I continued to study the sheet. After that, I jumped right into an orgy movie. During the course of that one I would do five women and five men. So far all of the early films on the list were the type marketed more towards women, the kind with story lines. One week after my orgy movie, I was slated to do a Gonzo film. That was the kind that had no lines and just straight sex. It was to be a gangbang, with a total of eleven guys. I swallowed nervously. Once I did that, there definitely would be no going back to David.

I gave myself an internal shake. I had to stop thinking that way. There was no going back to him now. Once I walked out that door, I’d ruined everything. Still… I turned off my music and popped out my ear buds. I grabbed my cell phone and reclined on the bed, trying to tune out Ginger’s moans and Brian’s grunts that were still going on. I brought up David’s number on my screen and let my finger hover over the
send
button. What if it wasn’t too late? What if I could go back to him right now?

I hit
send
and held my breath. After a few rings the phone clicked on and—a woman answered. I recognized her voice immediately. My heart turned to ice in my chest. It was Natalie. I just sat there not saying anything, listening to my heart pounding in my head.

“Alexa? I know that’s you. David has caller ID.”

“Oh, sorry, I didn’t hear anyone pick up. Who is this?” I was trying to sound casual, like I didn’t care that another woman had picked up David’s phone.

“This is Natalie.”

“Oh.” I didn’t know what to say to that. I’d already known it was her, but she didn’t know that I’d recognized her voice. Now that she was aware that I knew who she was…well she knew I wasn’t a fan and I wasn’t about to pretend I was. “Please put David on the phone,” I said curtly.

“I’m sorry, he’s in the shower at the moment. And frankly I know he’s not going to want to talk to you. He’s already moved on. I will say that I have to thank you though. You did me a favor by walking out on him and making it so easy for me to get him back. Also I should thank you for showing me what he really likes in the bedroom. Things were never as good as they are now, the first time around. I—“

I couldn’t listen anymore. My worst nightmare had come true, and yet when I’d left, hadn’t I thought it was exactly what was going to happen? David deserved to be with someone like Natalie. She was better than me in probably every way possible. I swallowed down my heart and pride. “I’m happy for you two, really. David deserves to be happy. I obviously wasn’t the right choice. I’m glad I could make things better for him.” With that, I hung up the phone, and threw it across the room, smashing it.

I got up from bed, stripping off my clothes as I went. I climbed the stairs to Ginger and Brian’s bedroom feeling numb but determined. I nudged the door open since they hadn’t even bothered to close it. Hoping probably, as I had suspected, that I would join them.

Ginger was on all fours while Brian did her from behind, doggie style. Neither one of them had noticed me standing there yet. “Is the offer to join you still open?”

Brian stopped thrusting and both of them turned to look at me. They then looked at each other before back at me again. “Come here, baby,” Ginger cooed. “Bring that sweet pussy over here.”

“Wait, I just wanted to say one thing first. I don’t know if I’m ready to be with another guy all the way just yet. So Brian you can watch me and Ginger together, and of course you’re going to fuck your girlfriend. Just let me be the one to initiate anything between the two of us, if I decide I’m ready.”

Brian’s face fell slightly, but he nodded his agreement. Ginger motioned to the spot in front of her. “We’re here for whatever you need, Alexa. Now get over here.”

I walked over to the bed and slid in under Ginger, moaning when she took her first lick. “Fuck, I love watching the two of you together,” Brian said as he began pounding into Ginger again.

A few hours later I left Ginger and Brian sleeping in their room, while I returned to my temporary one. I couldn’t sleep because I was pissed at myself. I hadn’t been able to let Brian touch me. I’d tried. I’d wanted him. I’d gotten wetter thinking about him sliding into me while I went down on Ginger, but ultimately I just couldn’t. I didn’t even know why. I’d let him come on my tits though, so Ginger could lick it up and then me some more. Brian was down for the count way before Ginger was done playing. Maybe that was why she wanted some extra company in the bedroom. It’d been fun, but not enough to make me forget about David, not even for a second. I’d pictured him watching Ginger and I together, rock hard. Then I’d imagined him fucking my ass while she went down on me. Never once could I even bring myself to imagine the two of them together. I flopped on my bed and shook my head. I clearly hadn’t left him soon enough. I was already ruined.

~David

I’d come back from my meeting with the P.I. that was going to find Alexa, to discover Natalie sitting on my front stoop. She’d probably heard about Alexa leaving me somehow.

“What are you doing here, Natalie?” I asked with annoyance as I made my way up the walkway.

“I just wanted to talk to you, to see if you’re okay.”

Yep, she’d heard. “I’m fine. Thanks for asking. Did my mother send you?”

She stood and ran her hand through her long brown hair. “No, she doesn’t know I’m here. I’d have to explain to her how I know what I know.”

I quirked an eyebrow. “And what’s that? What do you think you know?”

“Alexa and you aren’t together anymore.”

I crossed my arms over my chest. “How exactly do you know that?”

“I saw the new video on her site. I made an educated guess. There’s no way you’d be with her if she was making films again.”

I hated how smug she looked. “Maybe I’m okay with her being with other women. I actually think it’s hot.” I gave her the once over. “You want me bad enough to go through Alexa? She lets me do other girls as long as we do them together.” I have no idea why I said that. Maybe it was for the reaction I knew I would get from Natalie.

She gasped and her eyes widened. “You can’t be serious.”

I smirked at her. “As a heart attack.”

Natalie raised her chin and scrunched up her face. “I don’t believe you. You’d never be into that.”

When I’d initially broken things off with Natalie, I’d had nothing but goodwill towards her. We’d ended on a positive note, and I could imagine myself even chatting with her if I ran into her in public. But now—it was the combined effort of her and my mother that ultimately drove Alexa away—I hated her. “You don’t know me, Natalie. At least not the way you think you do.”

“That’s not true!” she cried. “David please, just give me another chance.” She dropped to her knees and fumbled for my zipper.

I jumped away from her. “What the fuck are you doing?”

“Isn’t that what you like?” she asked with confusion. “Just let me show you that you don’t have to be with a porn star to have your needs met sexually.”