Authors: Rachel Trautmiller
“Three months is a long time to house an unwilling participant.”
“Maybe they aren
’
t unwilling. And that
’
s why there
’
s no trace of this guy. They know him. Trust him even.”
The profiler they
’
d consulted had said something similar. Their perp was likely well-liked and respected, in the community or communities. Had easy access to these girls. Was educated and well-spoken. And it only narrowed the search by a few thousand possibilities.
“Doesn’t explain how he’s causing the hypothermia.
You
could ask me to lie still and freeze to death and I’m not gonna do it. Not without a heavy dose of drugs. And neither girl had any in their system. Not to mention their bodies weren’t contorted as is normal with hypothermia victims.”
Robinson sat forward, his gaze traveling over her and resting in the vicinity of his sister and the door beyond. “Is she ever going to come out? Or am I going to have to break down the door with an ax?” Desperation hung on each word, his voice a low tenor of its usual boisterous quality.
Amanda closed the file. Couldn
’
t concentrate on it like she needed to anyway. Robinson rubbed both hands over his face and then clasped them between his knees.
She mirrored his stance. Nudged him with her knee. Then flipped the arm closest to him over, her palm toward the ceiling and open. “It’s going to be okay.”
He scanned her from head to toe. And then he placed his hand against hers, his skin warm. It radiated through her as his gaze lifted to hers. His fingers tightened.
The dark suits he wore, on a daily basis, always brought out the green in the beautiful blue of his eyes. Like the reef against the ocean in a violent storm. Turbulent, but amazing. The gray t-shirt and faded jeans he had on, tonight, didn
’
t change the view. Only lent him a relaxed air.
Too bad he wasn
’
t anywhere near the equalizing emotion.
“You won
’
t need any tools. Just some patience.”
“Are we supposed to wait another two hours? Someone needs to talk to her. Now.”
Lilly stood, walked in their direction and took a seat on the other side of Amanda. Her mouth was set in a tight line. She tapped the edge of the photo in her hands against her crossed leg. Rotated it and repeated. “I
’
m with my brother. The longer she hides, the worse this will be. I
’
m for breaking the door down. I
’
ll pay your deposit fee.”
Amanda shook her head. Tried not to dwell on the weird sensation having all three of them in agreement and in the same room created in her chest. “While talking to her sooner would be best, everybody needs to take a breath.”
Lilly stilled. Pointed the nature center photo at Amanda.
She held her breath. Waited for angry words. An ugly outburst. An event that would shatter the one moment the three of them had without any strife.
“Sitting here isn’t doing any good.” Lilly resumed her picture rotation. “You talk to her. She’ll listen to you.”
“You have me confused with your brother.” Amanda extracted her hand from Robinson’s. “He’s the people whisperer.”
He stood. Paced around the coffee table, hands on his hips. “Not when it comes to teenage girls.”
“There
’
s nowhere for her to go that we won
’
t know about. She
’
s a great kid. It
’
s not like she
’
d...”
Run away. Or go with a predator willingly.
But she
’
d skipped school, something Amanda would have argued against, three days ago. It wasn
’
t always followed by runaway attempts, but cause for concerned parents to know the reasons behind it so they could—
UNIDENTIFIED MALE APPROACHING FRONT DOOR.
With Addie
’
s announcement, Amanda turned toward the front entrance. Half expected someone to bust through it.
As if he knew her thoughts, Robinson moved toward it. Didn
’
t look at her like she was half crazy for keeping the thing around. Even though it was exactly that.
Lilly popped up, worry rushing across her face. “It can tell the difference between male and female?”
Fifty percent of the time. Not great odds.
“Expecting anyone, A.J.?” Robinson shot over his shoulder.
She blew out a breath. Tried to get herself together and stood. She was getting too old to fear monsters under the bed. Or strangers at her door. “Not anyone Addie wouldn
’
t know. How about you?”
A half-scoff came from his mouth. “Nobody outside of Jordan and McKenna know I
’
m here.” With his hand on the deadbolt, he paused. And then he unhooked the locks and pulled it open before the person on the other side could knock.
Amanda moved behind him. Noted Eric
’
s raised hand, mid-air, as if he
’
d intended to knock. The other held an envelope. His gaze flicked between them. “Hey.”
What was this?
Robinson didn
’
t seemed phased by the lawyer
’
s presence. He stepped aside and let him in, his eyes connecting with hers. “I needed a favor.”
She pressed her lips together. Tried not to smile at the number of times this man used the phrase. Usually on her. Anything qualified, but he normally didn
’
t ask unless it was related to some type of case. So, what had he needed? “Of course you did.”
Eric shifted on his feet as Robinson closed the door. He passed the envelope to the other man. “I can
’
t stay long. Kelsey
’
s in the car. Apparently, pregnancy calls for late night Chinese. I
’
ll be lucky if there
’
s any left by the time we get home.” Shock floated across his face. He pinched the bridge of his nose, his eyes closing. “And you never heard that.” Then he opened them and dropped his hand. “I expected some exhausting nights once the baby arrives. I did not anticipate worrying over a woman who suddenly doesn
’
t sleep. I wake up at three in the morning and she
’
s cleaning ceiling fans or baseboards. Reorganizing the entire kitchen. Cataloging serving spoons as if the president is coming to dinner.”
Laughter took her by surprise. It mingled with Robinson
’
s. Chased away the chill taking root in her soul with every second he held the information in his hands.
“How far along is she?” Lilly stepped next to Amanda, hands clasped behind her back.
“Eric, this is Robinson
’
s sister, Lilly. Labor and Delivery nurse extraordinaire.”
Lilly shot Amanda a glance full of skepticism and shook her head. Then focused on the father-to-be in the room. “Sounds like some extreme nesting. What
’
s she got? Two, maybe three weeks left?”
“A little over three, but I
’
ve heard...stories.”
“Forget them all. I
’
ve worked every delivery you can think of. Anything from forty-five minutes to sixteen hours. Every one is different.”
Eric swallowed. Adjusted his tie as if the thing were strangling him. “Let
’
s hope it
’
s not the latter.”
Amanda put one arm across her middle and balanced the elbow of the other on it, her closed palm covering her mouth. She tried to cover another laugh with a cough.
A small smirk played across Robinson
’
s mouth as he smacked her with the papers in his hand. Then held them out as if they belonged to her. As if she
’
d asked for them instead of him.
She gripped the envelope. Couldn
’
t help staring at it as if it were the Holy Grail. Of their own volition, her legs carried her to the island. Lilly said something to Eric. The buzz of their voices filled Amanda’s ears, but none of the words made it through the tangled webbing surrounding her brain.
She tore into the package. Flipped through the content. Adoption paperwork listed the general information. Baby girl. Twenty-one inches. Brown hair. Brown eyes. Birth father, unknown. Birth mother
’
s age was seventeen. Her name rested below that.
Bethany Ann Porterville.
Amanda forced air into her lungs. Didn
’
t bother thinking about the other Porterville signature at the bottom of the paper. The one agreeing that all parental rights be terminated. Another bunching of scribbles verified this sorry excuse for a mother had the rights to give away something that wasn
’
t hers.
The next few articles held the information about Camelia and Jerry Jurik. Beyond that, nursing notes concluding the labor process, drugs administered and general health of the little girl. Beneath all that stood another name
Lilly Gabriel, RN.
No. Way. The world was too big for that kind of coincidence.
Amanda
’
s gaze traveled over to the other woman, who still talked with Eric. There was no way she had any idea. And Amanda would be shocked to discover Lilly remembered more than the traumatic cases.
“I
’
m glad I found the information on that.” Eric stuffed his hands in his pockets and nodded toward the papers she held. He hadn
’
t moved from his original spot.
Curiosity covered Lilly
’
s face as her eyes dipped to words she may or may not be able to read. Amanda scrambled to shuffle them back together as if the information didn’t matter. Robinson took in the entire scene in that way of his. As if he knew every thought. Every issue. And was waiting for the moment he
’
d have to step in.
“You asked me for it almost two years ago.” Eric flicked a hand across his nose. “Things got crazy. And since it wasn
’
t about an active case, it got put on the back burner.”
Two years ago? Her heart hammered an unsteady tune. Heat washed her entire body, an icy cold following close behind. She
’
d known about Paige for all of four days. Would never have asked Eric for a favor of this magnitude without a valid reason.
Rules would have dictated he say no. And she
’
d have known that.
Which meant that Beth had asked him. And he hadn
’
t known the difference. She
’
d gone in Amanda
’
s name and crossed an identity barrier that left her wondering how far the other woman had tread in her shoes.
Her gaze connected with Robinson
’
s. Pure revulsion lurked behind an emotion she couldn
’
t pinpoint. Something between all-out anger and bone-deep weariness. He shook his head, his mouth pinched tight and eyebrows raised upward.
She could almost hear his voice.
See what I mean? Always with the games.
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
THEY DIDN’T GET it.
Ariana shifted the dresser she
’
d shoved against the door earlier, in slow increments. Any loud movements might send the three adults, in the house, scurrying toward her door. And, as far as she could tell, only her mom was nearby. Maybe.
It depended on whether or not she
’
d shrunk back into her silent shell and sucked the remnants of the mom Ariana missed with her.
The last few days had been different. Filled with the other woman trying harder. And after one hospital visit, she
’
d even picked up Ariana
’
s guitar and asked for a refresher. Hadn
’
t gotten upset when the mini lesson hadn
’
t gone well. Had used care when she slid the guitar to the floor and asked Ariana if she was hungry. As if she
’
d planned that array of events.
Ariana shifted the dresser far enough from the door for her to open it and peak out. All three adults hovered near the front entry, a fourth man she didn
’
t recognize blocking the only exit. She needed a few minutes of air to clear her head. To stop thinking of the words she
’
d read in Paige
’
s diary. Garbled sentences that didn
’
t make sense, but chilled her all the same.