You know where?
I just said I didnt.
Right got any way to contact him?
No.
Then how do you know he woke up?
Because hes not in the morgue and hes not in the hospital, what do you think?
All right, thanks. Ill try and find him. I hung up quickly, before she could shout any more.
I spent the day with the pigeons, on a bench in Trafalgar Square, my bag of belongings huddled to my chest in case someone thought of taking them, and a pile of breadcrumbs at my feet. I let the pigeons congregate around me, listening to their thoughts, too brief and insubstantial to be anything other than a glimpse of yellow sound or sight. Eventually a local warden came up to me and said, Sir, we ask people not to feed the pigeons, with such an expression of civic determination that I pretended not to understand English. Instead, I lisped my way through various eh? sounds until, having exhausted his two words of French and three of Spanish, he concluded that, since I was neither nationality, I wasnt worth the bother.
Though the pigeons thoughts were too fleeting to give me anything really coherent, I lingered in their minds, drifting with them over the rooftops, until a tingling on the edge of my senses warned me that my own body was starting to get pins and needles. London from above only emphasised how dense, furious and busy it was; with the height of the houses obscuring the streets, all you could see was building on building, stretching as far as the pigeons sight could perceive, way beyond Alexandra Palace on its hilltop to the north, and then beyond that by quite a way, and south as far as the Downs, whose slopes were obscured by sprawling suburbs. At ground level, it was harder to remember that only a few metres away was another street running parallel, and another and another, each filled with as many people as those you could see. Doubtless they had the same sense of significance as I felt when I went about my day, all of them walking at the Londoners brisk speed to their own Very Important Meeting Thank You. It was only the pigeons overhead who under stood the scale of the city.
The rats were more useful. Their brains were sharper, and as I sat by the dumpsters behind a restaurant in Chinatown, letting them flock around me and nibble at the chocolate Id bought for their delight, their noses picked out scents that the pigeon brain was simply too harried to consider. A flash of strong, unusual scent creatures that were sometimes rats and sometimes foxes and sometimes neither. I dabbled my senses in the rats memories, felt the claws flex at my fingers and a pelt of dark, greasy fur on my back, remembered how it was to sense the width of the tunnel with the twitching of my whiskers and to smell the tantalising poison of the rat-catcher being laid down three floors above me.
In the evening, I sat by the Regents Canal, near Caledonian Road, with a hamburger in a box and waited in the drizzle for the foxes. They came along the towpath, limping in the twilight from badly healed injuries or scampering with uncertain fearfulness out of their holes, and nuzzled at the hamburger with their curious black noses, sniffing through the stench of their own matted fur for a scent of something interesting.
I stroked them behind the ears, and through that contact borrowed their senses, searching their brief memories for a recollection of something out of place. A flash of an unfamilar smell, the sound of unusual movements, the image of a creature that resembled a fox but wasnt quite of the right mould. Weremen left all sorts of interesting scents across the city, to which the animals were perhaps more sensitive than even the average alert magician. I took the sensations gleaned from the rats, the foxes and the pigeons, who along with the beggars and the dustbin men probably see and know more than anyone else in the city, and followed the wavering smells theyd detected, to where the strongest sense of something out of place seemed to combine; the smell led north, to the wide, tree-shaded streets of Muswell Hill.
To most of the population of London, Muswell Hill is simply a name. An interesting name unlike many, there is no easy guess at how it arose. Certainly theres a hill, but was there a Mr Muswell who named it, or was it simply well mussed? It has none of the easy recognition of Bishopsgate or Aldersgate the gates for bishops and aldermen, in their times nor of Westminster nor Kings Cross each with a physical feature to give it a name. More, it was hemmed in by places that had tube stations, whose very presence on the underground map made recognition a hundred times easier Wood Green, Finsbury Park, Crouch End so that Muswell Hill tended to exist in relation to somewhere else.
The scents and memories I had gleaned from the animals werent enough to pin down the weremans location to one particular house, not least since the red-bricked, heavy doorways of every street seemed identical, and the long, curved avenues made it hard to judge which way was north or south.
From the overall impression got from the pigeons, foxes and rats, I focused on a block of four streets. These encased a series of terraced Edwardian houses, whose windows featured rectangles of stained glass set above the larger panes, to give an impression of traditional gentility rendered on a reasonable budget.
The glances of the foxes and the swoops of the pigeons gave me no clue as to street number, and there were too many houses for me to start knocking on doors. But after wandering for a while I found a flat green telephone switchbox tucked into a corner of one road; and with much banging, and levering with the end of my penknife, I finally coaxed the cover off it, to reveal the circuits inside. I pulled out my newly purchased mobile phone and, from my paint-splatted satchel, a thread. I tied the thread round the phone at one end, and round a single wire in the telephone box at the other, turned on my phone, spread out my coat under me and sat down to wait.
In a while, my phone started to talk.
Hello, love, uni treating you OK? Hum. Hum. Yes, Dads here too
I just want you to talk to me! Is that so much to ask? Just talk and
Three pizzas with the mushroom topping and the
no, the mushroom
yes and the
no, crispy crust
Look, I was really sorry to hear about
Tomorrow evening? Yeah, great, what shall I wear?
As my phone caught the signals travelling through the wire, the sound of it was strangely therapeutic, like a medley of lullabies being sung just for me. I sat on the pavement and waited for something to happen; in the mean time it calmed us down, made us feel stronger for it. This was, after all, where we had come from bits of life transformed into electrical signals and sent round the planet, all those sighs and laughs and shouts and thoughts and feelings transmitted in electrical bursts until eventually, as these things must, they had become too much for just one signal to contain and had, in their own way, come alive, become us. Perhaps, now we were no longer in the telephone wires, it would all happen again. Maybe even now, a new blue electric angel was starting to grow, fed by all that surplus life in the system, and would eventually become like us, and start to feel alive.
We felt somehow happy at the thought. It seemed like an appropriate development, the right thing. Circle of life doing its revolving thing, all over again, just like it probably should. It made sense.
Sweet and sour pork, special fried rice
yeah
yeah
black bean sauce
I was in! I was in all bloody day and you people couldnt just wait for the bell to stop ringing to see if Id answer the door
you try without hot water!
OK, can you see the button in the left-hand corner? Now I want you to click on it just once
look, you rang
me
, do you want this document to print or not?
Please press one to top up. Please press two for customer services. Please press three if you wish for payplan details. Please press the hash key for the flight of angels. Please press the star key to hear the options again
I shifted my weight, and wished Id brought a coffee.
Yeah, hi. No, we dont know. Yeah. No, were going to keep him here a bit. No. I heard. Yeah.
I sat up.
Dont, for Christs sake. Not even the sorcerer, he might
Clutching my phone, I pressed the call key. Hi, Charlie?
There was a grunt on the other end of the line and a tinkling of something falling. Then, a voice trying not to shout but not quite making it: Who the hell is this?
The sorcerer, remember me? Swift?
Swift? How the hell did you
Magic. I managed to bite off the duh sound before it could escape my lips, but only just.
Right. Yeah. Of course.
We need to talk.
Im
Im on the phone.
Yes, I noticed that. And hello whoevers at the other end of the line, sorry for interrupting.
A womans voice, confused but otherwise friendly enough: Its fine.
Is there going to be a problem?
Charlies voice: Where are you?
Muswell Hill.
What are you doing there?
Looking for you and doing, I think, a very good job of it too. We
really
should talk.
Theyd put him on a bed too small for him in a room too small for anyone, dominated by a large wardrobe and with a stool by the bed. The curtains were closed and, as I entered the room, Charlie warned, No light. I fumbled my way to the stool in the orange glow seeping past Charlies outline in the doorway, and sat down next to Sinclairs bed.
Charlie said from the door, I heard Lee is dead.
Yes. Was all along, really.
I heard the Whites killed many of their enemies.
Yes. Although some of them were dead already too.
My friends helped you.
Yes.
Some of them died. It wasnt a question, but still surprised me.
Yes, I said. Im sorry.
They knew what they were doing. Everyone who went to the Exchange knew what they were doing even Lee.
I looked up at the tone of his voice. Charlie added, Do or die. Thats how sorcerers are theres no middle ground. You fight or you die.
Thats not true, I said.
A voice wheezed from the bed next to me, audible only because of its strangeness, Yes it is.
I looked down at Sinclair. His eyes reflected dark puddles in the orange glow from the doorway, and his breathing was slow and laboured. His skin looked a strange, sickly yellow, his eyes protruded, and his chin had been badly shaved. He raised a hand towards Charlie, but I couldnt read the gesture dismissal, warning, greeting, hard to tell. Whatever it was, Charlie didnt move, although his jaw grew tight.
Sinclair smiled a grim smile at me and added, Sorcerers
burn too brightly. Their magic is life: their life and the lives around them. When you fight with the purest powers of blazing life, all you can do is fight
or die. He coughed and feebly gestured again at Charlie, who reached past me to the top of the wardrobe and took down a bottle of water, tenderly lifting the old mans head to help him drink.
When Sinclair was done he flopped back, eyes staring up at the ceiling as if turning his head was too much effort, and said, I think I am meant to thank you, sorcerer.
I didnt answer.
Candid as ever, he said. Good, of course. Khay is dead, Lee is dead
Was dead, all along.
He dabbled in necromancy.
He wrote the essence of his life on a sheet of paper and swallowed it whole, I answered. Thats how dead he was.
Really? Sinclair let out a disappointed breath that rattled through his throat like it was made of loose marbles. An absence in the files. And now
I want to find Harris Simmons.
Hell run.
Why?
Hes a poor magician. He depends on other peoples enchantments Lee was always the toughest, and you made an alliance that
crudely, I suppose
killed him good. There was a tone of harsh mockery in his voice. Simmons knows he cant stand up against that. Hes always been a coward.
Where will he go?
A half-shrug, followed by another burst of wheezing.
The Tower wont be destroyed until the money stops; Simmons provides the money.
The Tower is already crippled; why waste the time? Youve killed the security, the soldiers
I want Bakker to know, I said. I want him to know that Im coming. I want him to know that therell be nothing left. All of it, gone.
Revenge, rasped Sinclair. Of course, of course
revenge is perhaps a mundane motive, but when it leads us to excel, perhaps
perhaps useful. Listen to me. Come close. Listen.
I leant closer. The woman Oda there is something about her you must know.
I know shes part of the Order.
A glint of surprise, then a smile. Good, good. Yes, I am glad. Good. She hates with such fire, she despises you all. All magicians. She is their killer. Do you understand me? Their killer, their assassin, the lady of the knives, thats what they call her. They think I dont know, but in the Order
there are also concerned citizens.
Charlie was telling me about concerned citizens.
Good; it is good you know. They will send her after you, she will try to kill you.
I know.
Do
not
trust her. She hates with such fire
I know. I wont. You have
contacts
in the Order?
Contacts? Yes, yes, I suppose I do. It is a tool, sorcerer, a useful entity: gather up the hate, the anger, put them in one place, use them
A tool?
Use them to
to eliminate creatures as dangerous as they are; and they have such hatred, such passion