girl feels betrayed by a friend, she will try to think of ways to get revenge in kind, to truly hurt her friend, as she has been hurt. Fighting physically is an unsatisfactory form of punishing the terrible traitor. It is over too quickly. To express anger might work if the betrayer accepts the anger and responds to it with respect. But if she doesn't acknowledge her friend's anger or sense of betrayal, if she refuses to apologize or admit to any wrongdoing, or if she goes further, walking away or mocking or snubbing her friend, at that point a girl may aim to hurt with the most piercing and persistent tools for the job, the psychological tools of indirect, vengeful aggression, with the object of destroying the girl's position, her peace of mind, her right to be. Indirect aggression is akin to a voodoo hex, an anonymous but obsessive act in which the antagonist's soul, more than her body, must be got at, must be penetrated, must be nullified.
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The intensities of childhood friendships, dyads, coalitions, and jihads subside with age, but sometimes just barely. Women remain, through much of their lives, unsettled about other women. We feel drawn and repelled, desirous of a connection and at the same time aggressive toward those who register on our radar screen. We want undying, infinite friendship, we want a Thelma, we want a Louise; but there can be no second act to Thelma and Louise , because to sustain that undying friendship required the women to die. When they proved themselves willing to forsake all else for the sake of each other, they were in a quandary. What could they do for each other, after all? There were just two of them, and there was a world arrayed against them, a world of men; and though they were stronger together in one sense, the sense of themselves, than they had been individually, they were also weakened in their unimpeachable dyad. They couldn't provide each other with everything with money, home, security, physical gratification but as great friends they were positioned, deliberately, heavy-handedly so, as a menace to the world of men, the workaday, home-a-day world. And because the world of men is the world, the women had nowhere to go but into the Grand Canyon, the grandest vagina on earth. Great female friendships often are presented as threats to the prevailing order, and to the females themselves. In the gorgeous movie Heavenly Creatures , Pauline and Juliet are great friends, inseparable fifteen-year-old girls, united in their mutual, isolating imaginative genius. They have to kill
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