ROMANCE: The Alpha Howls (Paranormal Werewolf Shapeshifter New Adult Contemporary Romance) (Shapeshifter Mystery Alpha Werewolf Romance) (15 page)

Jane bit the forbidden fruit and it tasted delicious as hell.

“Oh my God! Jane, you are so sexy!” Sarah said and Jane bit her nipples.

Jane kept circling her tongue around her breasts and took a few furious bites of her nipples that turned them erect. Sarah was turned on by Jane’s presence and for a moment, she would feel her breasts melting in Jane’s mouth as she started to suck them hard.

Sarah knew that she was with a pro and knew the tricks and small gestures that would turn Sarah on. From the way she would lick her breasts to the way she would brush her vagina, everything about Jane was different. Sarah had been with a few women in her life before, but it was not the same. Things were so different with Jane, as each and every cell of her being knew that Jane was the one for her. Even though it was the first time when they were making love to each other, it didn’t feel like an accident or something that happens out of the blue.

It seemed like a perfect experiment conducted by the God, and their bodies collided with each other like a perfect big bang.

“You are amazing, Jane!” Sarah moaned as Jane kept brushing her vagina.

Jane’s hands were inspecting Sarah’s vagina as she went down and circled them around her sensitive parts. She kissed her navel and kept licking the space between her navel and her clit, which made her even hungrier for Sarah. She could taste Sarah’s mesmerizing essence on her tongue and finally decided to seize the moment.

She licked her clit and circled her tongue around her vagina, which only made Sarah’s entire body shiver. Jane was having a great time making love to Sarah and finally entered her tongue inside. Sarah closed her eyes and let Jane do her magic. She knew that Jane was a master and absolutely loved the way Jane savored her skin.

Sarah started to breathe profoundly as Jane entered inside of her. She had no intentions to stop and took Sarah to the places she had never visited before. Each and every bone in Sarah’s body was dancing in liaison as Jane gave her an unforgettable orgasm. She came right there in her mouth and had the most amazing sex of her life. She closed her eyes and let that moment sink. She wanted to remember each and everything about Jane.

She inhaled the air and could smell Jane’s presence and their love in it. She could breathe that air forever, without going to any other place. She didn’t want to visit any other place, any other country. She had found her entire world in Jane.

It had been two months since Sarah and Jane have been together and it felt like their entire life had been linked. They had become inseparable and would be with each other for almost every single day. When Jane entered Sarah’s room, almost two months before little did she know that Sarah would end up becoming the most important person in her life and that too in such a short duration!

Every day, after completing work, Jane would come to Sarah’s place and they would have a great time together. They would order for some delicious meal and would explore each other’s body while sharing some exquisite cuisines. Even on weekends, they would stay inside and talk to each other. They would either spend their time cooking together or watching a hopeless romantic movie. They loved spending time with each other and it had its own perks, but Jane wanted more.

They would make love to each other, every night with untamed wildness. The passion and intensity of their lovemaking were beyond their own comprehension. Their body and soul craved for each other, and somewhere, deep within, they knew that there meant to be with each other, but Jane knew that she couldn’t live an unfulfilled life.

Jane started to feel that she was Sarah’s dirty secret and wanted more than that. She wanted a lifetime of togetherness with Sarah and not just a few movies or sex. She wanted everything – the whole of her, but Sarah was letting her taste only a fragment of her life.

It was one of those Friday nights when Jane came to Sarah’s place directly from her office. Sarah welcomed her with a hot cup of chocolate, something that Jane absolutely loved.

As she took a sip of her drink, she realized that she wanted to live that kind of day for the rest of her life. She wanted to come home to Sarah every day, but Sarah had an entirely different world.

“Who am I to you, Sarah?” Jane finally asked her that made Sarah stop working. She was reading some official papers but stopped when she realized the gravity of the moment.

“Where did that come from?”

Sarah asked her and came closer. She moved her seat so that she could sit right in front of Jane, facing her deep blue eyes. She knew that Jane was feeling a little insecure and wanted to try hard in order to make her understand her insecurities.

“You know who you are to me,” she said while brushing her hair.

“I think I do, for a moment, but then I realize that I am nothing more than your secret. We never go out; we never meet each other’s friend. I don’t know anything about your life beyond this room. It feels like I am your secret and we are never going to have the kind of life that I imagined,” Jane gave her an honest reply.

“I know it’s different, but you are that one person with whom I can share everything that belongs to me – from my bed to my bathrobe, my passion to my insecurities. Isn’t that enough for you, Jane?”

“I thought it was, but it’s not. I am not asking you to come out of the closet and tell the entire world about your sexual orientation because that would be wrong and selfish of me. But can you, at least, give me an answer, a security, something to hold onto… Tell me that we are going to have a future together and that a few years down the lane, we would meet each other’s parents and would have a great life. Can you do that for me?” Jane had tears in her eyes as she said those words. Unintentionally, she has asked Sarah to make a choice at that moment. She didn’t want to scare her, she didn’t want her to make that choice right there, but her insecurities took her hold of her senses. She became utterly emotional and wanted Sarah to choose her.

Sarah took a deep breath as she realized that she had to make a choice. She couldn’t let Jane walk away from her life, but at the same time, she couldn’t destroy her hard-earned reputation. She finally realized that it didn’t matter whatever choice she would make, but she would end up losing an extremely significant part of her.

“You are out – the entire world knows about you and I find that as a turn on. You are so confident about your sexuality and you flaunt it out in the public without any fear, but I am not like that. I can never do that, I know it. I can never tell the entire world that I love girls. This will destroy my reputation and it will take back everything that I have earned in my life. I love you, Jane. I love you right here, right now. Isn’t that enough for you?” Sarah said with tears in her eyes.

Jane took a deep breath and kissed Sarah passionately while closing her eyes. She wanted to remember that moment forever. Somehow, Sarah knew what Jane was about to say, even before speaking a word.

“No. It’s not enough. Sometimes, love is not enough.”

Jane said and walked out of the room. Sarah stood up and tried to catch her and Jane left the room.

“Where are you going, Jane? Stop! Come back!” she tried to chase her down, but it was futile. Even before, she could realize what exactly happened, she ended up losing the best thing that had happened in her life.

Heartbroken would be an understatement. Jane was broken beyond repair. She kept walking away from Sarah’s place and found a bench, facing an almost abandoned street in the middle. The city was almost quite as it was dark. Jane knew that it was not safe for her to roam around like that and taped her phone to call a cab.

The moment she unlocked her screen, several notifications started to pop. Her phone started to buzz several times and it was not showing any sign to stop. She opened the notifications which led her to her Twitter app.

She couldn’t believe what flashed in front of her eyes.

“I love you, so much @Jane_Nader. You are the love of my life – come back to me!”

She read Sarah’s tweet with a picture of them kissing each other. It was all out. She finally came out of the closet and broadcasted that message on Twitter for the entire world to know.

There were thousands of gratification and congratulatory messages for that tweet. People were congratulating her for her brave move and a lot of them were insisting Jane to go back to her. Jane couldn’t believe that Sarah could do something like that for her.

She heard someone’s footsteps coming towards her. She didn’t have to look up, as she knew it was Sarah.

“I don’t know what to say, you didn’t have to do this for me!” Jane said, looking at Sarah who was wearing a gorgeous red dress.

“You don’t have to say anything, Jane. I didn’t do it for you – I did it for me, I did it for us. I couldn’t build my entire life on a false foundation. I had to do this,” she said and walked a little closure.

“This is so brave of you, Sarah. I am so proud of you!” Jane hugged her tightly. She didn’t want her to go.

“I don’t know why I was even afraid. People are taking it so constructively and my inbox is full of congratulatory messages. It was like as if the entire world was waiting for me to come out!”

Sarah smiled as she felt fortunate to be with Jane, who helped her bring out the best in her.

“You made this happen, Jane. Thank you!” She breathed a sigh of relief.

“I love you so much, Sarah. You are amazing!”

Jane kissed her wildly and under the moonlit sky, they kept kissing each other. In each other, they found a new home for themselves.

As the night fell, Sarah couldn’t wait to go back home and fall asleep. She was coming back to Boston from New Hampshire, after attending one her friend’s wedding. It was a lavish ceremony and Sarah was one of the bridesmaids. She wanted to stay for the night and attend the reception dinner, but there was something deep within, which stopped her from staying in New Hampshire anymore. She couldn’t stay there anymore, smiling to almost strangers and seeking out to find someone. She was done looking for love and wanted to set herself free.

She gave an excuse and decided to drive back home. She had never been very good at navigation. The route from New Hampshire to Boston couldn’t be any simpler, nevertheless, Sarah found herself lost in the middle of the night. She knew she took a wrong turn while leaving the wedding venue and wanted to go back. As she turned her car, she heard the sound of the engine, almost wrecking. She knew she was in trouble when her car stopped in the middle of nowhere.

“Oh God! No no no! This can’t be happening right now!” she cursed several times and started to ignite the engine. All her attempts were going futile and she didn’t know what to do. She tapped her phone only to discover there was no tower reception. She couldn’t call anyone, she couldn’t ask anyone for help, as there was no one around.

“I just want to go home,” she breathed with regret, knowing that it was a bad idea to leave the wedding in the middle of the night and that too all alone.

“Please God! Do something!”

She unbuckled her belt and stepped out of the car. She opened the bonnet only to discover that the engine of the car was damaged. It wasn’t working and though Sarah didn’t know much about cars, but she knew that her car was not functioning well at all. She knew that she couldn’t find any garage or mechanic in the middle of the night and that too at such an isolated place. She thought that it was best for her to spend the night while sitting inside her car. At least, she would be warm and safe inside. As she was pacing up and down the road, unable to decide what to do, she finally saw a car coming from the opposite direction.

She knew that it was her last shot. Finding a car at such an isolated place was nothing but a miracle. She literally stood in the middle of the road, trying to halt the vehicle. It was a navy colored Ford truck that looked almost black in the pitch dark. The truck was already running at a fast speed, and as the driver hit the brake, the entire atmosphere echoed the sound.

Kurt didn’t expect to find a beautiful woman like Sarah standing in the middle of the road at such an ungodly hour. He had to rub his eyes to make sure if it was true or not. It was not a figment of his imagination and he finally realized that he should step out to check what was happening with the woman.

“Please help me, my car just broke in the middle of nowhere!” he heard the woman’s voice as he lowered the glass. Kurt stepped out of his car and looked at Sarah. He couldn’t stop admiring how beautiful she looked. Sarah was wearing a gorgeous black dress that complimented her curves and flawless body. She had long legs and her matching stilettos were doing magic to her sculpted physique. She was wearing minimalistic makeup or jewelry and even in that pitch darkness, her face was lit up, her lips were lustrous red and Kurt couldn’t think of anything else but to kiss her in the middle of that road. She had beautiful blond hair that was perfectly placed near her shoulders; depicting her amazing jaw line and making her blue eyes glitter in the dark. Kurt had never seen a woman as beautiful as Sarah, and for a moment, his entire world halted. He couldn’t stop thinking about anything but her.

“Can you help me?” Sarah asked him again in desperation. She knew that stopping a car like that at an isolated place could be dangerous, but she had no other option. As Kurt stepped out of his car and looked at Sarah, she knew that she didn’t make the wrong choice.

There was a moment of silence when their eyes met. As Sarah looked into Kurt’s hazel eyes that looked like chocolate brown in the dark, she knew that the man would end up helping her. They say that eyes are the window to our soul – it felt very apt at that moment, as they looked into each other and felt a strange cosmic connection. There was something between their souls that they weren’t able to comprehend. It was as if they were waiting for each for so long, their souls were waiting for that one moment to come.

“Yes, what is it?” Kurt finally asked her and broke her train of thoughts. Sarah couldn’t stop admiring how masculine and handsome Kurt looked. He had short hair that brought out all the features of his face perfectly. He had hazel eyes and a perfectly shaped face. His lips were rugged and he had slight stubble that Sarah wanted to feel. He was wearing an olive green Henley T-shirt that Sarah wanted to rip apart. She could see his bulging biceps and well-chiseled chest, shaping the Henley with his perfect body. Every cell of Sarah’s body wanted to experience Kurt’s masculinity as she couldn’t wait to kiss him wildly under that starlit night.

“What happened? Are you alright, Miss?” Kurt asked her one more time, which made Sarah lose her temper. She was holding on to her thoughts for so long.

“I don’t know. I don’t feel right. I was coming from a wedding, the kind of stupid wedding that I didn’t even want to attend at the first place. But I had to go and smile and hold the bouquet and the bride’s dress and do all those stupid things that I despise the most. I was sick of smiling at random people and telling them the same story over and over again. I couldn’t be there anymore so I decided to leave. I have taken this road so many times, but I don’t know what happened today. I am lost and I don’t know how to go back home. My car is not running, my spirit is low, and I don’t know what to do. I just want to go home.”

As Sarah finished her rant, Kurt smiled while looking at her. He had never met a woman like Sarah and wanted to know more about her. He could feel butterflies in his stomach as he walked towards her and held her hand.

“Do you want me to drop you home?” he asked her with sincerity. Sarah didn’t know what to say. She barely knew the guy and didn’t want to trouble him.

“I don’t know what to say. I can’t ask you for that favor, but I really feel scared right now and I don’t know what to do,” Sarah said in her peculiar accent that turned Kurt on. He wanted to kiss her right there and hold her in his arms, but it was not the right place or time. He wanted to be a gentleman and wanted to help the lady first.

“You don’t have to say anything. Just sit, relax, and let me know where you have to do. I will drop you home safely, I promise,” Kurt said and offered Sarah a ride back home, which she couldn’t refuse.

“I am Sarah,” she said as she buckled her belt and told him about her address in Boston. Kurt was familiar with the route and ensured her that there won’t be any trouble along the way. They both introduced themselves and started to share almost every minute detail about their lives. There was a strong chemistry between them and they wanted to know more about each other.

“I grew up in Boston and I have lived here all my life. I went to college here and after that, I got a job in one of the leading marketing firms. I am working in the same firm for the last three years now. Though the job is very exciting and it still feels like yesterday when I joined them. I like to go fishing with my dad over the weekend, as he stays with his wife on the other side of the city. I am pretty close to him, though.”

Sarah started narrating about her life as Kurt kept asking her different questions. “Why do you live in the suburbs and not the city? I mean instead of traveling so much you can always rent an apartment in the city nearby your workplace,” Kurt suggested as he wanted to know Sarah’s perception towards life.

“I am not a city bird. I cannot stay in the city, I feel trapped in one of those small rented apartments. I want to feel free, go jogging in the morning and breathe the fresh air. I want my own space and sleep in peace at night, which I can’t get so easily in the city. I am pretty happy with where I am living. What about you?” she asked him, as she wanted to know about Kurt’s way of life as well.

“I keep on changing places. I am a freelancer, so I can work from anywhere. I am currently looking for a place to settle and commence my work. I am one of those free birds too. I can’t stay at one place for very long. It’s not who I am,” Sarah was extremely intrigued by Kurt’s reply. He had a very different life with some of the most radical thoughts. He had the kind of life that Sarah always wanted to live and his will and free spirit intrigued her to the core.

“I wish I could be like that one day, free from any obligation and living my life on my terms,” she said and looked out, as they entered Boston.

“Who is stopping you?” Sarah couldn’t reply to Kurt’s question for a moment. “Me,” she finally said after giving it a thought and smiled.

Both, Sarah and Kurt were poles apart. They were the exact opposites of each other, which is one of the many reasons why they felt a sudden attraction for each other. Sarah kept looking at Kurt from the corner of her eyes, admiring his gorgeous face and flawless body. She looked outside and inhaled some fresh air, as they entered her suburb.

Kurt didn’t want that ride to stop. He wanted to be close to Sarah and discuss different mundane details for the rest of his life. He wanted to make plans for their future and live in the moment. He wanted to do so many things, all at the same time with her. He couldn't take her out of his mind, not so easily.

“That’s it. This is where I live,” she pointed out towards her house as Kurt stopped his car.

“Thank you so much for doing this, Kurt. I don’t know what I would have done without. Thanks a lot for dropping me home today!” Sarah said and hugged Kurt. As their bodies met for the first time, they felt a sudden sensation. Kurt closed his eyes and inhaled Sarah’s lavender scent and for a moment, he found peace. His wandering heart found a home in Sarah’s presence and he didn’t want to let her go. Sarah inhaled Kurt’s strong and irresistible musk and got turned on. She wanted to make love to him right there in his car. She didn’t want to let him go. She wanted to know more about him, his life, his taste in music, the kind of food he likes, and so much more.

The hug lasted for almost a minute, and as they let each other go, there was a moment of silence. They stared into each other’s eyes and could see nothing but their own reflection. They realized how much their souls wanted each other. Kurt seized the moment and locked Sarah’s lips with his. As their lips met for the first time, they both felt some thousand things at the same time. They felt a longing for each other, a craving for each other’s touch. They both closed their eyes and as their tongues made way into each other’s mouth, everything got halted. Nothing else mattered; it was as if their entire world had come to a standstill. All those thoughts and noises didn’t exist anymore. They were all in the background as silence took over their mind and heart. They felt each other’s warmth at the tip of their tongues, and knew, just knew that they have found a home in each other.

They both let go of each other’s lips with a longing for more.

“Don’t go. Stay, Kurt. Stay the night,” Sarah whispered in his ears and made him come alive.

“Are you sure about it? I know the wedding was hectic and you want some time for yourself. I don’t want to impose myself on you, Sarah.”

Kurt didn’t want to spoil the moment. He wanted Sarah to be the one and didn’t want her to be a forgettable one night stand. He knew that she was special and deserved to be treated like a lady.

“I want you to come with me to my place and stay the night with me. I want to know you, Kurt. I want to know how you got that scar on your face. I want to know the story behind that tattoo on your left arm. I want to know your past and be your present. Come inside and narrate me your story.” Sarah said and stepped out of the car, knowing that Kurt would be following him. Kurt kept looking at her as Sarah opened the doors of her place and turned around. Their eyes met and as Kurt looked at her gorgeous deep blue eyes, he knew that there was nowhere else he would rather be.