Love's Crazy Twists (9 page)

              She pulled and pawed at him until he came up for air.  Then she pulled him up on the bed with her.  He lay on top of her then she rolled over and was on top.  Which is how she liked it! She lowered herself onto his hard waiting cock and they went to town.  After another exciting sexual encounter they both got off together.  He held her for a bit after they were finished.  And she dozed off fast asleep.

              When Julie awoke, she was alone.  “What?”  She thought, “Was it all a dream? But it couldn’t have been.”  She rolled over and looked at the clock, it was almost eleven a.m.!  How could she have slept that long?  There was no sign of Shane.  He didn’t even wake her to tell her that he was leaving.  For the first time ever, Julie had felt used.  It didn’t feel very good.  She lay in bed for a little while trying to remember the previous night without any prevail.  She quickly decided that she must have been really drunk.  She didn’t even remember how she got home.  All she knew right now was that she was naked and in bed alone.

              She finally got out of bed, but only because she had to go to the bathroom.  When she walked into the bathroom she saw a piece of paper taped to the bathroom mirror.  It was a note from Shane.  The note read:

Julie,

Hi hon.  I hope you slept well.

I didn’t want to wake you to tell

you I was leaving.  You looked

so peaceful lying there all curled

up, I just couldn’t disturb that.

I hope to talk to you real soon.

give me a call later if you’re not

too busy.  Have a great day!

Talk to you soon.

P.S. Thank you again!

Love,

Shane

              How sweet thought Julie, but this confirms that what she thought happened really did happen and it wasn’t a dream!

              She was an awful person, that's all there was to it.  She was so angry with Matt because he slept with Kelly and now she slept with Shane, not once…but twice!  Would Matt ever be able to forgive her?  She doubted.  “I have to stop seeing Shane alone.  That’s the only thing to do.  No matter how much it hurts me and matter how much it breaks Shane’s heart.  If I want to get back with Matt that’s what has to be done.” She thought aloud.

              She picked up the phone and called Matt.

              “Hey,” She said smiling into the receiver. “What are you doing?”

              “Nothing.  Just watching some TV.  Why, what are you doing?” He asked.

              “I thought that maybe we could spend the day together…or just a few hours.  That is if you’re not busy.” She added that last part just for sympathy.

              “No, I’m not doing anything.  What did you want to do?”

              “Maybe we could just hang out at your place…” She paused and then punished, “Or maybe you should come here…I don’t know if I can come to your place yet.”

              “OK, that’s fair.”  He said.  “When do you want me to come over?”

              “Can you give me and hour to get ready?” She asked.

              “Yeah, but what do you need to get ready for?”

              “Well, I can’t let you see me in such a mess.”  She laughed.

              “Honey, I’ve seen far worse than you could ever do.” He laughed too.

              “Well, just the same…can you wait an hour?” She asked.

              “Yes, I can wait that long.”

              “OK, see you in a bit.”  She said.

              “OK, later.” He said and then they both hung up.

              Julie went to get a shower and get herself looking presentable.  Why was she so worried about seeing Matt?  He has seen her at her worst.  He even stuck by her when she had the measles!  Nonetheless, she wanted to at least look like herself and not some hung over slob!

              She went and got in the shower, at least if Matt came early she would be clean.  And clean is definitely a good thing.  She showered and powdered, then after some careful consideration she decided to just throw on some sweats.  She was still mad at Matt, and if she got all gussied up then he might jump to conclusions.  And she didn’t need to deal with his sexual advances right now.

              She put on another pot of coffee, and curled up on the couch to wait for Matt.

              He arrived right on time, which was very unusual.  He was usually late.  But then again, he’d never had to meet her when he was sober.

              Julie answered the door, “Hi.  Come in.” she said.

              “Hi, thanks for inviting me over.” Matt said and walked into the living room to sit on the couch.

              Julie followed. She was getting that sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach, she tried to brush it off as a hang over, but she knew that she was worried about being alone with Matt, and what if Shane called?  She was a big ball of nerves.  Maybe this was a bad idea.

              “How are you feeling today?” Matt asked her as she poured another cup of coffee.

              “Well, to be truthful, I think I am a bit hung over.” She tried to laugh.

              “Do you remember anything about last night?”  He asked.

              “If you are trying to insinuate that I might have done something to make you angry then you don’t know me at all, do you?”  She said a little nastier than she was trying too.

              “No, that’s not what I meant.  I meant do you remember me coming over last night?”

              “You came over last night?” When?”  She started and then she thought maybe it was Matt she slept with and not Shane.  “Did we…um, you know?  Did we sleep together last night?”  She asked cautiously.

              “No, we didn’t sleep together.  I came over to see if you were OK after Jen called me to say that you were drunk and insisted on driving yourself.”  He started.

              “Oh.  No, I don’t remember that.”

              “That isn’t the worst part.”

              “You mean there’s more?” She asked.

              “Oh yeah, there is lots more.”  He looked at Julie and frowned.  “I got here and you weren’t here yet.  So while I was waiting on the porch for you to get home, I fell asleep.  But a little later I was awakened by the sound of you and Shane staggering up to the porch!” He half yelled.

              “What happened?”  She asked.

              “There were words said between me and him and we got into a fight.  We were rolling around on the ground until you said that you never wanted to see either of us again.”  He looked at her and knew that she didn’t remember any of it.  “Then you let me in to wash up and then made me leave so that Shane could come in and clean himself up too.”

              “Were you hurt badly?”  She asked him.

              “No, I have a few scrapes besides the obvious black eye.”  He stated.

              “OK, well, did you hurt Shane badly?” She asked.

              He knew that she was concerned for her friend and he tried not to get mad.  “No, he wasn’t hurt bad.  A few bruises probably, maybe a black eye.  Nothing bad though.”  He told her.

              “Oh, OK.  I’m sorry I don’t recall anything from last night.  I was really very upset at you, and I guess I had a little too much to drink. And I still am very mad at you.”

              He started to protest and she cut him off.  “What were you thinking anyway?  You obviously weren’t thinking about me.  So what do we do now?”  She asked.

              “Jules, I still love you. I can’t tell you what you want to do, but I would like so much if we could give it another try.  We are supposed to be getting married in like a year.  And I still want to.”   He looked at her and could see that hurt on her face and his heart was breaking all over again.

              “Matt, I would like to believe you.  I can assure you that it won’t happen ever again.  I promise.”

              “Matt, you can’t make that promise.  I wish that you could, but it simply isn’t possible.  You already promised to love only me and to never hurt me.  And you have hurt me than I ever thought imaginable.  I wanted to die when I saw Chelsea riding you.  You were supposed to be mine.  You were going to be my husband. And now I just want to call you a cheater.” Tears were welling up in her eyes, but she continued. “I loved you with all my heart, and when I saw you making love with someone I used to be friends with, I wanted to kill you and her and then I wanted to die.  It would have hurt less to get stabbed in the back.” She said now crying.

              “Jules, I am so sorry for hurting you.  I never wanted to hurt you.”  He said, and as she looked at him she could see that tears were filling his eyes too.

              “Didn’t you think that I would find out?  Or what?  How did she ever end up with you?  I dropped you off and went home.  Then there were several messages from you on my machine.  Then the next morning you called me at 10am and left a message apologizing for being a jerk the night before.  Then I talked to you as I was getting out of the shower.”  She paused, then the most frightening of realizations came to her.  “Was she there when I talked to you?”  She asked.

              He just looked at her for a second and before he could say anything, she continued.  “I just want you to tell me the truth.  I don’t care how bad it is, this is something I need to know.  Do you understand?”  She asked hoping that he would tell her everything she wanted to know, but still in the back of her mind knowing that he wouldn’t ever tell her everything.

              “Yes, I understand what you are saying, but I don’t think you really want to know
everything
do you?” He asked.

              “Yes!  And you can start with was she there when I talked to you?”  she said angrily.

              “No.  no she wasn’t there when I talked to you.” He answered.

              “OK, if she wasn’t there then, when did she get there and how did you manage to get in bed with her?”

              “Well, about twenty minutes after I talked to you she stopped by looking for Adam, and when I told her that I hadn’t seen him she decided to stick around for a while.  She said that she wasn’t doing anything and asked me if I minded that she hung out and talked for a while.  I told her that we had a fight the night before and that I was waiting for you to call back.  I even told her that you might be coming down in a little while.”  He said.

              “What?  You left her stay when you knew that I hated her?  Didn’t you think that I might be a little upset if I found out that she was there at all?”  Julie asked.

              “Well, I didn’t really think about it.  I knew that you trusted me and that if you did know that she was there you wouldn’t jump to any conclusions.  I didn’t think that she wanted to sleep with me!”

              “Oh, I see now!  You knew that I trusted you and if I found out I wouldn’t jump to any conclusions!  So you knew what you were doing.  You just figured I wouldn’t find out and if I did that I would believe whatever cheesy, bull shit story you would tell me.  Is that it?”  She yelled at him as she jumped to her feet.  She was too upset to sit still.

              “No!”   He yelled back.  “That isn’t it. I never intended to cheat on you.  I was never ever attracted to her in the slightest.  I didn’t want to sleep with her, it just happened.  It wasn’t planned. I promise.”  He said as he stood up and walked toward her.

“Don’t lie to me!  I already know that you slept her!  And I already know that you didn’t wear a condom!”  She screamed.

              “What?  What are you talking about?  I did wear a condom!  I did, I swear.”

              Julie just looked at him with all the pain and anger showing on her face.

              “Julie…” he started, “You have to believe me.  I did have a condom.”

              “Matt!”  She yelled as she slammed her fists into his chest.  “Don’t lie to me!  I caught you in the act!  I ripped her off of you and you jumped out of bed and you didn’t have a condom on!  Remember?  I saw you naked right after I caught you!  Right before I broke that bitch’s nose!”  She was furious.

              “Julie.  Calm down.”  He said.

              “No!  I will not calm down!  I loved you! I gave you my heart and my soul and my whole life.  And what do you do?  You throw it all away and for what?  A sleazy, fat assed whore!  If that is the thanks I get for loving you, then boy was I the stupid one!”

              “No, you aren’t stupid.  I do love you.  I am sorry for hurting you.  I don’t know how many times you want me to say it.  I’m sorry.”  He said.

              “I still didn’t hear an explanation.  Why didn’t you wear a condom?”  She demanded.

              “Julie, I swear on anything that I had a condom.  I got it out and Chelsea said she put it on for me.”  He paused, “so I gave it to her and she put it on me.”

              “Let me guess?  With her
mouth
?  Am I right?”

              He nodded in agreement.  “Yes, so I had one.”