Demonology (7 page)

It could be optioned
—the story of the attractive professional woman caught in the crossfire at a local McDonald’s, taken hostage by renegade gangsters
bent on seizing control of the local government, bent on revolution, bent on assassinating local government officials, and
her husband, a mild-mannered actor and screenwriter who infiltrates the cadre of separatist revolutionaries at their fearsome
ghetto redoubt using only the tools of the trade he has learned from action films. The prejudicial vigilante justice on which
he thus embarks brings him and his wife closer together. This vigilante justice could be optioned for much better terms than
the
2%
promised her for the tale of small-town America and the strong woman character.

—Are you all right? she asks Thea. She takes diminutive hands into her own. They are sitting up, in the backseat. —Any broken
bones?

—What happened, Mom?

—That man was firing a gun. I don’t have any idea why. Are you all right?

Thea says nothing, and resumes the contemplation of her doll.
It makes every other piece of luggage obsolete.
Lily starts the Mercedes and they ease out onto Pico, which fills
with traffic, as if nothing out of the ordinary has taken place, which indeed nothing has. They go as slowly as the Sunday
drivers of Laurel Canyon. Lily’s breaths are shallow.

—Mom? Thea says.

—Yes, darling?

—We forgot our food.

—I think you’re right. Do you want to go back?

—No.

Lily wouldn’t go back anyway, and there isn’t time since she is late, really late, to pick Evan up from his I.Q. test. But
she pulls the car over nonetheless, double parks, though it is still as if recent events were a projection upon some screen
somewhere —at the Chinese theater, or in Century City; she double parks by a public telephone, gets out, dials 911. Eleven
minutes later, the operator takes her call. Lily pronounces her words emphatically, as though delivering lines,
I
was witness to gunfire on Pico at the McDonalds, there was this really young boy and he was firing an automatic weapon into
a crowd nearby, a crowd of teenagers, and my daughter and I
…

—How did you know it was an automatic weapon? replies the operator.

—Well, I’ve seen them in the… I mean, when he fires off so many rounds in a minute… It must be a… It was almost a hundred
bullets, I’d say, maybe a hundred and fifty, you should see the side of my car. I mean, it’s not my car…

—Thank you very much —

—Don’t you want to take my name?

No, the operator wants no such thing
and the line is disconnected, and Lily looks back into the car, where Thea is playing with her doll, where Thea is whistling
quietly, gently.
The traffic is heavy. She dials 911 a second time, and goes through the whole thing again, the conversation identical; again
the operator asks,
How did you know it was an automatic weapon?
and asks in addition how Lily is able to identify
the perp
if she was crouching in the backseat using her body as a shield and asks furthermore why Lily was at McDonalds in search
of juice, since everybody knows its only Coke, Diet Coke, and Sprite.
As if Lily’s story were a test screening
and the emergency operator one of those disgruntled teens in search of narrative credibility problems who’s more interested
in flirting with pals in the back row. Once the interview has become antagonistic, Lily hangs up, and there is no choice but
to proceed to Evans school, though the way Lily’s foot trembles on the gas pedal suggests that this is not a good time to
be driving.

—Thea, I would really like it if you would come sit in the front seat.

Her anxious tone finally works the magic, and Thea, pliable and sweet, levers herself between the seats and tumbles into the
front. She leans against Lily as they are heading down Melrose. Lily thinks briefly, once more, of luggage. Where is her husband
now? Could she call him? Has she done everything she might do to make her husband happy and to put him at ease? She once had
collagen injected into her lips. She once fucked him in a doorway. Should she get a breast job? Should she abandon acting
for good? Should she raise her children in another town and lead a quiet life? Should she leave off speaking the Latinate
vocabulary of attorneys? Should she whisper the last of her movie pitches? Should she climb off the baggage carousel, where
she has spent years locked in a metaphysical and purely
imaginary struggle with a blonde, a fully poseable action figurine, a doll with the multiple polymer outfits? Should she walk
here among the streets? Should she get out of the car, out of the city where the car-pooling lanes are always empty, where
every vehicle has its radio up loud and solitary drivers are singing lamentations and arias to the lifeless melodies of classic
rock stations, arias that treat of a city
where lives are influenced by demographically calculating mass-market fictions?
Are all these questions equally ridiculous?

Last night Evan asked her to read to him in bed. The time of night when streetlights and sunset vie for eminence, when the
layer of haze dims each until it is like the incomplete luminosity of faded paintings of the great masters, smudged on a ceiling
of some monastery in the mad latitudes of southern Europe. She knelt at the edge of Evans bed, and tried to get him to make
eye contact for ten seconds, as she does each night —it’s good practice, making eye contact. When Evan was done looking into
her eyes, he announced that he wanted to tell her about
Carousel
by Rodgers and Hammerstein, and he gave her again the exact date of composition (1945) and reminded her about how it was
based on a play by a Hungarian (Ferenc Molnár) and told her of the women of the northeast with their thankless small-town
jobs, and how, in the ashen landscapes of industrial New England, the only thing to look forward to was the fair, when carousels
and ferris wheels would come to town, and the women waited for the fair, and they courted the unhappy men at the fair, and
sang, each of them, upon the rotating platform of the carousel, threading their way between the gilded horses, their hair
pinned up and their lips
painted, wearing their fine dresses, and then Evan began to sing to her, her boy with perfect pitch, and she whispers now
to the sleeping Thea, beginning to sing herself, her hands clammy and tight upon the wheel, Evan’s reedy little voice inherited
from her, there in his bedroom, here in the car,
Words wouldn’t come in an easy way, round in circles I would go
…
I’d let my golden chances pass me by.

M
y dad was for midwestern values; he was for families; he was for a firm handshake; he was for a little awkward sweet-talking
with the waitress at the HoJo’s. Until he grew to the age of thirty-four he worked at one of those farms owned by a big international
corporation that’s created from family farms gone defunct. Looked like a chessboard, if you saw it from the air. This was
near Bidwell, Ohio. Don’t know if it was Archer Daniels Midland, Monsanto, some company like that. The particular spread I’m
talking about got sold to developers later. I guess it was more lucrative to sell the plot and buy some other place. The housing
development that grew up on that land, it was called Golden Meadow Estates even though it didn’t have any meadows. That’s
where we lived after Dad got laid off. He’d been at the bar down by the railroad when the news came through.

So he took the job at Sears, in the power tools dept. About the same time he met my mom. She’d once placed in
a beauty contest, Miss Scandinavian Bidwell. They got married after dating a long while. My mom, probably on account of her
beauty crown experience, was eager for my dad (and me too, because I showed up pretty soon) to get some of that American fortune
all around her. She was hopeful. She was going to get her some. The single-story tract house over in Golden Meadow Estates,
well, it was a pretty tight fit, not to mention falling down, and we were stuck next door to a used-car salesman nobody liked.
I heard a rumor that this guy Stubb, this neighbor, had dead teenagers in the basement. The Buckeye State had a national lead
in serial killers, though, so maybe that wasn’t any big surprise. My mother convinced my dad that he had to get into some
other line of work, where there was a better possibility of advancing.
Was he going to spend his whole life selling power tools?
Her idea was raising Angora rabbits. He went along with it. They really multiplied, these rabbits, like I bet you’ve heard.
They were my chore, matter of fact. You’d get dozens of these cages with rabbits that urinated and shat all over everything
if you even whispered at them, and then you had to
spin
their fur, you know, on an
actual loom.
If you wanted to make any kind of money at all. I didn’t have to spin anything though. I was too little. But you get the
idea. Turned out my mother didn’t have the patience for all that.

Next was yew trees. Some chemical in the yew tree was supposed to be an ingredient in the toxins for fighting cancers. Maybe
my mother was thinking about that cluster in town. I mean, just about everybody in Golden Meadows Estates sported a wig, and
so it wasn’t newsworthy later when they found that the development had been laid out on
an old chromium dump. Meantime, we actually had a half acre of yew trees already planted on some land rented from the nylon
manufacturer downtown, and there were heavy metals there too, which must have been fatal to the yew trees. The main thing
is they cooked up this chemical, the yew chemical, in the laboratory by the end of the year.

Mom made a play for llamas. She went down to the Bid-well public library. To the business section. Read up about llamas. But
what can you do with a llama anyway? Make a sweater?
Well, that’s how we settled on ostriches.
The ostrich is a poetic thing, let me tell you. Its life is full of dramas. The largest of birds on planet Earth. The ostrich
is almost eight feet tall and weighs three hundred pounds and it has a brain not too much bigger than a pigeon’s brain. It
has two toes. It can reach speeds of fifty miles an hour, and believe me, I’ve seen them do it. Like if you were standing
at the far end of the ostrich farm we had, the Rancho Double Zero, and you were holding a Cleveland Indians beer cup full
of corn, that ostrich would come at you about the speed an eighteen-wheeler comes at you on the interstate. Just like having
a pigeon swoop at you, except that this pigeon is the size of a minivan. The incredible stupidity on the ostrich’s face is
worth mentioning too, in case you haven’t seen one lately. They’re mouth-breathers, or anyhow their beaks always hang open
a little bit. That pretty much tells you all you need to know. Lights on, property vacant. They reminded me of a retarded
kid I knew in grammar school, Zechariah Dunbar. He’s dead now. Anyway, the point is that ostriches are always trying to hold
down other ostriches, by sitting on them, in order to fuck these other ostriches, without any regard to whether it’s a boy
or girl animal they’re trying to
get next to. And speaking of sex and ostriches, I’m almost sure that the men who worked on my father’s farm tried to have
their way with the Rancho Double Zero product. With a brain so small, it was obvious that the ostrich would never feel loving
congress with some heartbroken Midwestern hombre as any kind of bodily insult. Actually, it’s amazing that the pea-sized brain
in these ostrich skulls could operate the other end of them. Amazing that electrical transmissions could make it that far,
what with that huge bulky midsection that was
all red meat,
hundreds of pounds of it, as every brochure will tell you,
but with a startlingly low fat content.
In fact,
tastes like chicken,
as my grandma said before the choking incident. Okay, it was almost like the ostrich was some kind of bird. But it didn’t
look like a bird, and when there were three or four hundred of them, running around in a herd at fifty miles an hour, flattening
rodents, trying to have sex with each other, three or four hundred of them purchased with a precarious loan from Buckeye Savings
and Trust, well, they looked more like conventioneers from some Holiday Inn assembly of extinct species. You expected a mating
pair of wooly mammoths or a bunch of saber-toothed tigers to show up any moment.

I’m getting away from the story, though. I really meant to talk about ostrich eggs. After ten years of trying to get the Rancho
Double Zero to perform fiscally, my parents had to sell the whole thing and declare bankruptcy. That’s the sad truth. But
it was no shame. Everybody they knew was bankrupt. Everybody in Bidwell, practically, had a lien on their bank account. When
we were done with the Double Zero, we had nothing left but a bunch of ostrich eggs, the kind that my parents used to sell
out in front of the farm, under a
canopy, for people who came out driving. There were three signs, a quarter mile apart,
See the Ostriches! Two Miles!
And then another half-mile.
Ostrich eggs! Five dollars each!
Then another.
Feed the ostriches! If you dare!

I remember giving the feeding lecture myself to a couple from back East. They were the only people who’d volunteered to feed
the ostriches in weeks. I handed them the Cleveland Indians cups. They were dressed up fine.
You can either put some of this corn in your hand and hold it out for the ostriches, but I sure wouldn’t do that myself because
I’ve seen them pick up a little kid and whirl him around like he was a handkerchief and throw him over a fence, bust his neck
clean through. Or you can hold out the cup and the ostriches will try to trample each other to death to get right in front
of you, and then one of those pinheads will descend with incredible force, steal the entire cup away. Or else you can just
scatter some corn at the base of the electrified fence there and get the heck out of the way, which is certainly what I’d
do if I were you.
Who would come to Bidwell from anywhere, I was asking myself, unless they were trying to avoid a massive interstate manhunt?
Probably this couple, right here, laughing at the poor dumb birds, probably they were the kind of people who would sodomize
an entire preschool of kids, rob a rich lady on Park Avenue, hide her body, grind up some teenagers, and then disappear to
manage their investments.