Authors: Sara Craven
navigable again I'm leaving. I refuse to be forced into marrying a
total stranger because of some outdated notion of family honour.
This is my life as well, you know.'
'And perhaps not just yours,' he said grimly. 'Have you thought of
that?'
'What do you mean?'
'Do I really have to explain?' he demanded brusquely. 'You could be
pregnant, you little fool.'
All the breath seemed to leave her body in one horrified gasp. She
managed to choke a strangled, 'No.'
'It's entirely possible, I assure you.' He gave her an ironic look. 'For
a girl who takes pride in being part of the modern world, you are
extraordinarily naive.'
'Well, I'm not even going to consider it as a possibility,' Charlie said
grimly, swallowing down a knot of panic. 'And, if it has happened, it
still doesn't necessarily mean that I have to marry you.'
'You think that I would simply let you go— knowing that you carry
my child?' Now he sounded incredulous. 'That I would allow my son
to be brought up a stranger to me in a foreign country?'
'Son?' Charlie reared up in outrage. 'What the hell do you mean—
son? It could just as easily be a girl—although I suppose a daughter
wouldn't fit the macho image you have of yourself...' She stopped
abruptly, appalled as she realised the path the conversation was
taking. 'Oh, God, I don't believe this,' she wailed. 'I must be as
insane as you are. I'm actually arguing with you over the gender of
some nonexistent child.'
'By the time the river falls we will know for certain whether or not
our baby exists.' He spoke quietly, and Charlie felt a shiver run the
length of her spine.
Our baby,
she thought. Dear God. Three days ago I didn't even
know of this man's existence, and now, between us, we might have
created another human life.
It was ghastly—it was crazy—but, for all the bravado of her
protests, it could have happened. And she would have to live with
the consequences.
But, in spite of that, it was the immediate future that was her most
pressing concern.
Boats couldn't be the only way out of this place, she told herself.
There had to be other means of transport, no matter what he said,
although the alternatives might be difficult and dangerous.
She'd read somewhere that another name for the Amazon rain forest
was Green Hell, but there were worse forms of hell, she thought
grimly, and she was prepared to risk hacking her way through the
jungle with a penknife rather than tamely submit to what he was
suggesting.
All she needed was four wheels and an engine, and she could be on
her way. If she followed the river, sooner or later she would be
bound to come to Mariasanta.
But so too might Riago da Santana in pursuit of her, she reminded
herself. He'd made his intentions more than clear and was unlikely
to let her simply walk out of his life again. And Mariasanta,
naturally, would be the first place he'd look.
On the other hand, he'd mentioned there was a mission at Laragosa.
That suggested organised religion, stability, and a strict moral code.
If she went there and begged for protection and sanctuary they could
hardly turn her away.
But she would have to be careful. Every instinct was screaming at
her to cut and run as soon as she got her clothes back, but that would
be just plain stupid. And if she started asking even casual questions
about vehicles he'd be sure to become suspicious.
However distasteful, she'd have to pretend to succumb, to go along
with his plans, at the same time keeping alert to the possibility of
escape.
'You're very quiet.' His voice cut across her reverie.
'Be glad I'm not having hysterics,' she snapped back. It was
important not to become too tractable too soon. A gradual softening
in her attitude, however, might flatter his male ego, and put him off
his guard.
Only—how many nights like the previous one would she be called
on to endure? she thought, her stomach lurching.
'You are not the only one to suffer,' he observed. His face was
sombre suddenly, his mouth set harshly. 'I decided some time ago
that there was no place for marriage in my life.'
'Then why not leave it like that?' Her voice filled with eagerness.
'You don't have to do this— I promise you. Get me back somehow
to Mariasanta and the
Manoela
and I'll be happy to vanish.'
'And, as I have made clear, that is impossible,' he said. 'Our situation
is like a landslide—one small rock sends it rolling, and then it is out
of control. Thanks to Rosita, our landslide has already begun.'
'A servant can have that much influence?'
'Unfortunately yes, when she has been a part of one's life since
birth.' His tone was dry. 'My mother appointed her originally as my
nursemaid. When I no longer needed a nurse she became my
mother's spy instead. By this time she will have radioed and told her
everything.'
'Your mother's still alive?' She didn't hide her surprise, and his
brows lifted in enquiry.
'Why shouldn't she be?'
'Because this house—the way you live—hardly equates with the
normal demands of family life. I thought you were... alone in the
world.'
'I choose to live as if I were,' he said after a pause. 'But, as well as
my mother, I also have a sister.' Another pause. 'And an older
brother.'
There was tension in the air. Charlie could feel it as surely as if
some invisible cord between them had been suddenly drawn tight.
'You don't see them?' she found herself probing.
'Not for some time.' His tone was flat and discouraged further
enquiry.
There was clearly some mystery here, Charlie decided. On the other
hand, it could just be that Riago da Santana was the black sheep of
his family, and was living in this splendid isolation by popular
request.
What a wonderful prospect for a husband, she thought, moving
restively. To her annoyance, the towel slipped as she did so, sliding
down over her small breasts, and she made a hasty readjustment,
aware of his swift, flickering glance.
He pushed his chair back and rose to his feet, and she shrank inside,
thinking he was going to come across to the bed.
'I'll leave you to rest now, and think over what I have said,' he
remarked instead to her relief. 'Perhaps you would let Rosita know
when it will be convenient to move my things. She would not wish
to disturb you.'
'Move?' Charlie stared at him. 'I don't understand.'
'As my future wife, you are to be treated with all respect.' His smile
was sardonic. 'It is.. .expected. Therefore, until our marriage I shall
occupy another room.'
'That's very considerate,' she said tautly. 'But isn't it a little late?'
'Not,' he said coolly, 'in the eyes of my family, or those who work
for us. Why cause needless offence?'
'Oh, why indeed?' she said bitterly.
'Besides,' the dark face was expressionless, 'I did not flatter myself
that you were eager to share my bed again.'
'I'm not, believe me.' Charlie spoke with clipped emphasis, then
paused. 'If the maids are moving your clothes they can return mine
at the same time.'
He frowned. 'Do you mean the garments you arrived in? I doubt
whether they still exist.'
'You mean you've had them thrown away?' She glared at him. 'My
God, I don't believe it...'
'Why not? They were not particularly attractive, or even
appropriate.' Riago da Santana shrugged. 'Until I can make other
arrangements you may continue to make a choice from those.' He
gestured in the direction of the
guarda-roupa.
'I'll do no such thing.' Charlie sat up furiously, again to the detriment
of the towel.
'Then stay as you are.' This time he allowed himself a more leisurely
inspection as she struggled to cover herself. He grinned at her,
amusement mingling disturbingly with sensuous appraisal. 'After
all, Carlotta, dressed or undressed, you are going nowhere.'
He allowed the words to sink in, made her a slight, mocking bow,
then strode out of the bedroom, shutting the door behind him.
Going nowhere.
It was impossible to relax—let alone think
practically and coherently—with that ringing in her head. After an
hour she got up, picked the simplest bra and briefs she could find in
the frankly exotic collection on offer, and mutinously zipped herself
back into the cornflower dress.
She decided to think about the clothes in the
guarda-roupa
as a
form of stage costume- something she was forced to assume for the
part she had to play.
But she would have to find something altogether more substantial
and robust to wear if she was going to make a run for it, she decided
uneasily. Strong boots, for instance, were a necessity. Her skin
crawled as she thought of all the creeping and scuttling horrors
waiting in the undergrowth—insects, spiders and scorpions whose
bite or sting could bring death within a few short hours. And she
didn't even want to contemplate the snakes.
Oh, God, why did I ever come here? she asked herself frantically.
Sonia's gibe about touring the European capitals suddenly sounded
like plain common sense.
As soon as she emerged from the bedroom Rosita appeared and
swept her kindly but firmly to the dining-room. The scent of coffee
hung in the air, and there was freshly baked bread, Charlie saw, and
a dish of sliced pineapple and mango. She hadn't felt particularly
hungry, but now her mouth was watering, and she found herself
attacking the food as if it were the last meal she would ever eat.
Rosita poured the coffee and hung around solicitously, pressing
Charlie to finish the last crumb of the last crisp roll. Charlie was
made to understand she was too thin.
Clearly Rosita was remembering her days as a nursemaid and saw
her as her latest charge, she thought with wry amusement.
When she'd finished her meal she was taken on a guided tour of the
house. Although Charlie understood little of what was said, Rosita
was clearly extolling its virtues, making sure she appreciated her
good fortune. And if you liked large, dark rooms with
correspondingly large, dark furniture then you certainly were in
luck, Charlie remarked inwardly as she looked around.
It was becoming increasingly obvious that she wasn't going to be
left on her own, she realised with irritation, wondering if Rosita was
acting on Riago's instructions. Perhaps her unwanted fiance
suspected that she wasn't intending to submit meekly to his plans for
her future.
One room was an office, and Rosita ushered her into it, palpably
swelling with pride. Charlie stared around her at the charts on the
wall, the modern desk with its litter of papers and account books,
and the big steel filing-cabinet, and wondered what it all meant—
and exactly what Riago da Santana did for a living in this corner of
nowhere.
Rubber, she thought. He'd said something about this having once
been a rubber plantation before the Brazilian industry fell into
decay. Maybe he was trying a one-man revival here.
She nodded and smiled at Rosita, pretending to share her obvious
enthusiasm. Whatever his involvement, in his nurse's view, at least,
the local boy had made good, she told herself ruefully.
As she turned away she noticed that this was where the radio was
also kept. Not that it would do her much good. Even if she knew
how to work it, there was little chance of anyone responding to her
SOS or understanding her predicament.
Except for one person, she remembered with sudden excitement.
Philip Hughes had been last heard of at Laragosa. The mission there
might have heard of him, know his present whereabouts, and, if so,
surely he would help her—a fellow Briton in trouble—especially
when she told him about his aunt. It was a flimsy straw of hope, but
she grasped at it eagerly. After all, she had nothing else.
The tour over, she was taken to the old- fashioned
sala de estar,
where further coffee awaited on a tray which bore two cups. It
seemed the
patrao
was expected, she thought, a knot of sudden
nervousness twisting in her stomach.
Although there was nothing to get in a state about, she reminded