Zen and the Art of Vampires (4 page)

Her voice trailed behind her even after she was gone from sight.

The light be within me? That was an odd thing to say. “She must belong to one of those religious groups, like the celebrities are always touting,” I said to no one.

I shrugged and turned back to the men, who were still standing in close conversation.

“Boy, I give you guys a chance to go away and cut me a little slack, and you refuse. Fine. Be that way. I might as well get this over with, not that Denise is here to witness it.”

I clutched my books and took a deep breath, then without any further dillydallying, marched myself toward the two men, determined to . . . I didn't know exactly what I was determined to do. Maybe smile at them as I passed, and hope one of them smiled back? If I did that, at least I could face Denise with a clear conscience over the breakfast table.

“Well, hell,” I said out loud, stopping abruptly as the two men split up, heading in two different directions, neither of which encouraged them to so much as glance my way.

Denise's crow of laughter rolled over the square. She had come from the side nearest the park, arriving at the perfect moment to see the two men walk away from me.

“Worst timing ever,” I ground out through my teeth as I forced a smile, waving a hand at Denise to show that I heard her and admitted defeat. “I don't have to take anything more than that, though,” I added softly to myself, hoisting my bag, camera, and books higher.

With one last look at the nearest of the two gorgeous men as he melted into the shadows of a connecting street, I lifted my chin and took myself off to the park.

I was going to have a good time, dammit, even if it killed me.

“Is she gone?”

“One sec.” Audrey, our tour leader and co-owner of Sgt. Patty's Lonely Hearts Club Tours, peeked out from behind the statue of a Viking explorer to scan the immediate crowd. Most people were sitting on the grass, watching with appreciative oohs and aahs as fireworks etched brilliant paths into the equally colorful night sky. Children ran around with the usual array of sparklers, the fireworks spitting glitter as they trailed brief-lived images into the air. The acid smell of the smoke hung heavy around us, slowly dissipated by the breeze blowing in from the water.

“I think that's her over on the other side. She's been prowling around all night looking for me, no doubt to complain about one thing or another.”

“She didn't seem too happy about missing the trip out to the ruins,” I admitted.

“Happy?” Audrey snorted. “She bitched so much about missing the fireworks, I decided it just wasn't worth it, and canceled the trip just to suit her. She certainly ought to be happy. Oh, lord, she's spotted Magda and Ray. They haven't seen her, poor things, and she's making a beeline straight for them. I wish I could just refund her money and boot her from the tour, but Patty would have a hissy if I did anything to piss off a client.”

I patted Audrey on the arm. “You have my sympathies, and I wish I could help you with the truculent one, but I'm pretty much Denised out. I think I'll toddle back to the hotel.”

She turned a distraught face to me. “Oh, Pia, don't go! The fireworks aren't over yet, and after that there's more music. You don't want to miss your chance at having a romantic encounter with a handsome Viking, now, do you?”

I thought of the two men whom I couldn't quite steel myself up to approach, and gave her a grim little smile. “I think I'll pass for tonight. You have fun, though.”

“I'm sorry if Denise has made you feel uncomfortable,” she said, clearly upset.

“Don't be. It's not your problem. I'm a big girl and can handle myself, even with Denise. I'm just a bit tired from seeing Reykjavík this morning, and then all the wandering around the town I did this afternoon. Happy Iceland Independence Day!”

“You, too,” she said, watching me with a rueful look as I made a dash for the exit.

The town we were staying in wasn't large, but its city center was filled with narrow little streets that twisted and turned upon themselves. I got lost twice, trying to find my way to the top of the town, and had to backtrack to the still-brightly-lit main square to get my bearings before setting out again on a street I hoped led to the small hotel we called home.

I'd just left the lights of the square and was making my way down a narrow, dark street that I had a horrible suspicion I'd just been down, when a dark form loomed up out of a doorway, causing me to simultaneously jump and shriek. My jump was to the side, however, not straight up, causing me to crash into the stone wall of the building.

The man said something in an unfamiliar language while I clutched the heart that seemed to be leaping from my chest. “Oh dear god, you scared me. You shouldn't do that to people; you could give them a heart attack.”

The shadowy figure was still for a moment, then moved out into the light. “My apologies, madam,” he said in a voice heavy with an Icelandic accent. “I did not see you, either. Here are your things.”

“No harm done,” I said, scrabbling at my feet for the contents that had spilled out of my purse.

“You are a tourist, yes?” the man asked.

“Yes.” He seemed nice enough, with a freckled face and the same open, cheerful countenance that I was becoming convinced was standard in Iceland. “Just here for a few days, unfortunately. Oh, thanks.” I tucked my bag under my arm, taking the books from him.

He stooped once more and picked up something else at my feet, offering it to me a second before he froze. The light hit his palm, flashing off of something held there.

I looked in surprise at the object he held: a narrow silk cord from which a stone hung, a small oval stone somewhat milky in color, blue and green flashing from the depths.

“Oh, that's nice,” I said, taking it to admire it better. “Is it an opal? It doesn't look quite like an opal.”

“It is a moonstone,” the man answered, his voice kind of choked.

It looked like a bookmark, the kind you slid around the pages and cover of a book, but rather than a charm hanging from the end, as I'd seen before, this one had the moonstone.

“It's very pretty. Did it come from one of my books? I didn't know it was in there. I'll have to take it back to the bookseller. He probably didn't realize this was tucked away inside—”

The man suddenly broke into laughter. “You didn't tell me who you were,” he said, chuckling a last couple of chuckles before he took my arm and steered me out of the alley in the opposite direction. “I thought you were just an ordinary tourist.”

“Um . . .” I didn't quite know what to say to that. It seemed odd to insist that I was, in fact, perfectly ordinary, but I had a suspicion that the nice Icelander thought I was someone else. “I think maybe there's some sort of a mistake.”

“No mistake,” he said, smiling with genuine happiness. “We've been expecting you, you know. The Zenith said you'd arrive today, but we thought you'd be here earlier. I suppose you felt it necessary to maintain your cover as a tourist?”

“OK, now we really are talking at cross-purposes.” I stopped, not willing to get myself any more lost than I had been. “My name is Pia Thomason, and I really am just an ordinary tourist.”

“Pia? Heh-heh. You are very good,” he said admiringly, taking my arm again and gently pushing me forward. “I am Mattias. I am the sacristan.”

“Sorry?” I said, unfamiliar with the word. Would it make me a Bad American if I tore my arm from his grip and turned around to run back to the holiday crowds? With everyone down at the waterfront park enjoying the celebrations, the town was all but deserted.

“It means—let me see if I can translate it for you—keeper of the doors, yes? You understand?”

“A doorkeeper? Is that some sort of a doorman?” I asked, puffing a little since Mattias was hauling me gently but persistently up one of the steep stone roads. “Like at a hotel, you mean?”

“Doorman . . . that may not be the right word. Doorkeeper sounds better. I am doorkeeper of the Brotherhood of the Blessed Light.”

I tried to remember what was the predominant religion of the area, but drew a blank. “Ah. I assume that's a religion?”

He chuckled again. “You wish to play? I will play. Yes, it is a religion, a very old one. Its origins are in the Basque region. We were once known as Ilargi, but now we are called by the name of the Brotherhood. We have been around since the beginning of the darkness.”

“Ilargi?” I asked, startled at the familiar word. I peered up into the face of the man who continued to urge me up the street. “Isn't that the name of the woods outside of the town? The place with the ruins?”

“Woods?” His blond brows pulled together. “I do not understand. Are you testing me?”

I dug my heels in and stopped him a second time. He faced me with a puzzled expression, but I could see no signs of hostility or, worse, madness. He had to have me confused with someone else. “I'm sorry, Mattias, but I really do think you have the wrong person. I do not understand half of what you are saying.”

“It is I who am sorry. My English is not very good.”

“Your English is better than mine. I meant you're misinterpreting what I'm saying, and I haven't a clue about your responses. For example, I don't know where you're taking me.”

“Here,” he said, waving a hand at a building ahead of us. It was a small church made of grey stone that sat at the top of the street.

I relaxed a smidgen at the sight of it, feeling that Mattias was no threat despite his confusion. “Is that your church?”

“Yes. We will go in now.”

I hesitated, trying to figure out how to get through to him that I wasn't the person he thought I was.

“It is all right,” he said, taking my hand and tugging me up the steps to the church door. “I am the sacristan. I am the sun.”

“The son of who?” I asked, eyeing the church carefully. It looked perfectly normal, not at all out of the ordinary.

“Not ‘who' . . . the sun. You know, the sun in the sky?” he said, pointing upward.

“Oh, the sun. You . . . er . . . you think you're the sun?”

“Yes.”

I switched my examination from the church to the man who was leading me into it. He still looked sane, but if he thought he was the sun, perhaps it would be wiser to let him think I was going along with his claims until I could slip away.

The church did much to reassure my nerves. It, too, looked perfectly ordinary, and was pretty much as I had expected from my visits to other ancient Icelandic churches—a small anteroom that opened out into the main part of the church, narrow aisles running down the middle and on either side of two banks of pews. At the far end stood the altar. It wasn't until I was halfway down the aisle that I realized that something was wrong. The church was decorated with the usual crosses and symbols of Christianity, but over these had been thrown small black cloths embroidered with silver crescent moons.

“Uh-oh,” I said, squirming out of Mattias's grip. Had I stumbled onto some strange cult?
Were
there strange cults in Iceland? I had thought they were pagans before Christianity swept through Scandinavia—perhaps this was a pagan cult? “I think this is far enough.”

“Mattias?” A woman called out from the other end of the church, emerging from a room behind the altar. She was middle-aged, with salt-and-pepper hair, and eyes that practically snapped as she bustled down the aisle toward us. She continued in what I assumed was Icelandic.

“Kristjana, I bring the Zorya,” Mattias interrupted her. “She is English.”

“American, actually, although my name isn't Zorya. It's Pia, and I'm really terribly sorry to intrude, but I think Mattias has me mixed up with someone else,” I explained to the woman. She looked perfectly normal, perfectly sane and unremarkable, kind of a plump grandmotherly figure. All but her eyes, that is.

Those intense dark eyes examined me for a moment before she asked Mattias a question.

“I am sure,” he answered. “She bears the stone.”

“You mean this?” I asked, holding up the silk bookmark.

Kristjana's eyes widened for a moment, then she nodded. “You are very welcome to our sanctuary, Zorya.”

“Ahh, a light begins to dawn,” I said slowly as my mental fog cleared. “It's this, isn't it?” I waved the bookmark around. The moonstone at the end of it glowed gently in the dim interior of the church. “That's where all the confusion comes from. I'm happy to tell you that this isn't mine.”

“No, it isn't; it belongs to no one, but you are its keeper now, and you must guard it well. We have much work for you to do,” Kristjana said primly. She gestured toward the back of the church. “You will come now and we prepare for the first ceremony. We were told you would be arriving earlier.”