You Found Me (231 page)

“Y
e
a
h
,
I
'm
a
ng
ry
w
i
t
h
m
y
s
e
lf
.
” 
I
w
as
sho
c
ke
d
t
o
he
ar
th
e w
o
r
ds
c
o
mi
n
g
ou
t
o
f
my
m
outh
.
I
'm
no
t
a
ng
ry
at
m
y
s
e
lf,
w
h
at
a
m
I
th
i
nk
i
ng
?
B
u
t
no
.
S
o
me
p
a
r
t
o
f
me
r
e
a
lly
w
a
s
a
ng
ry
at
m
y
s
e
lf.
“
I
'
m
a
n
g
r
y
be
c
a
u
se
o
f
..
.
ev
e
r
y
th
i
ng
.
I
d
on
't
kno
w
if
it
r
e
a
lly
w
a
s
my
f
a
u
l
t
,
o
r
i
f
it
w
as
so
m
eth
i
n
g
e
ls
e
. S
o
m
eth
i
n
g
th
at
c
a
u
s
e
d
it
t
o
b
e
my
f
a
u
l
t
.
I d
on
'
t.
.
.
”
I
p
a
u
s
e
d.
I
do
n
't
kno
w
w
h
at
w
a
s
h
a
ppen
i
n
g
,
bu
t
I
w
a
s
spe
a
k
i
ng
.
“I
d
on
't
kno
w
w
h
at
it
w
a
s
th
at
h
a
ppe
n
e
d.
W
h
at
i
t
w
a
s
th
at
I
c
ou
ld'
v
e
d
on
e
t
o
sto
p
it
o
r
s
t
art
it
o
ve
r.
I
j
u
st
k
n
o
w
it
h
a
ppe
n
e
d.
M
a
yb
e
it
w
a
s
a
l
l
my
fa
u
l
t
.
M
a
yb
e
i
t
w
a
sn
'
t
.
I..
.
d
on
'
t
.
..k
n
o
w
.
”

Th
at
w
as
th
e
po
i
n
t
in
w
h
ich I
kne
w
my
t
i
me
th
e
r
e
a
n
d
se
r
ve
d s
o
me
p
u
r
po
se
in
th
e
g
r
a
n
d
s
c
he
me
o
f
th
i
ng
s.
I
'd
h
ad
an
hone
st m
o
m
e
n
t
,
on
e
i
n
w
h
i
ch
I
f
e
lt
my
l
i
fe
c
h
a
ng
e
m
o
r
e
th
an
I
h
ad
in
th
e
t
w
ent
y
y
e
a
r
s
I
'd
bee
n
li
v
i
n
g
.
S
o
m
eth
i
n
g
h
ad
t
a
k
e
n
ho
ld
o
f
m
e
,
a
n
d
th
e
t
r
u
t
h
a
n
d
b
e
e
n
s
e
t
f
r
e
e
.
W
hy
,
I
n
e
ve
r
k
n
e
w,
bu
t
th
e
po
i
n
t
w
as
it
h
ad.

O
n
e
w
ay
o
r
a
noth
e
r
,
my
he
a
r
t
,
b
r
o
k
e
n
f
o
r
a
lm
o
st
s
ix
m
onth
s,
sp
o
k
e
f
o
r
th
e
f
i
r
st
t
i
m
e
.

I
aw
ok
e
t
h
e
nex
t
m
o
r
n
i
n
g
c
ontent
.
Y
e
s
t
e
r
day
h
ad
bee
n
a
go
o
d
d
a
y
,
a
n
d
h
ad
m
ade me s
m
il
e
.  I
c
o
u
ld
n
't
r
e
m
e
m
be
r
th
e l
a
st
t
i
me I
s
m
il
e
d
be
f
o
re
I
w
en
t
t
o
be
d
,
as
i
n
a
n
ho
n
e
st
t
o
g
o
o
d
ne
ss
h
a
pp
y
s
m
i
l
e
.
I
'd
s
m
il
e
d
w
he
n
I
'd
f
all
e
n
a
sl
ee
p
m
a
n
y
t
im
e
,
bu
t
i
t w
a
s
be
c
a
u
se
I
'd
ma
n
a
g
e
d
t
o
t
a
k
e
a
way
s
o
me
o
f
my
p
a
i
n
.
B
u
t
th
i
s
?
Th
i
s
w
as
d
iff
e
r
en
t
.
I
k
n
e
w,
b
e
yon
d
a
sh
ad
o
w
o
f a
do
ubt
,
I
w
as
h
a
ppy
.

W
hy
?
F
o
r
w
h
at
r
e
as
ons
?
I
'm
no
t
r
e
a
l
ly
su
r
e
.
I
w
a
s
n
't
r
e
a
l
ly
ov
e
r
w
h
at
h
ad
h
a
ppene
d
,
n
o
t
in
a
n
y
s
en
se
o
f
th
e
w
o
r
d.
B
u
t
I
f
e
lt
li
k
e it
w
as
s
o
m
eth
i
n
g
I
c
o
ul
d
ov
e
r
c
o
m
e
.
S
o
m
eth
i
n
g
th
at
w
a
s
n
't
j
u
st s
t
a
n
di
n
g
i
n
my
w
ay
d
a
r
i
n
g
me
t
o
c
o
me
a
n
d
t
r
y
t
o
kno
ck
it
d
o
w
n
.
I
t
w
as
a
lm
o
s
t.
.
.po
s
s
i
b
l
e
.

W
he
t
he
r
i
t
w
ou
ld
b
e
o
r
no
t
w
a
s
n
't
r
e
a
l
ly
f
o
r
me
t
o
d
e
cid
e
.
I j
u
st
k
n
e
w
th
i
ng
s
h
ad
be
c
o
me
e
asi
e
r
.
I
f
e
l
t
,
in
a
s
en
s
e
,
th
at
ev
e
r
yth
i
n
g
w
as
gonn
a
b
e
ok
ay
a
f
t
e
r
th
i
s.
Th
e
f
ee
li
n
g
w
a
s
s
m
a
l
l,
s
m
a
ll
e
r
t
h
an
a
n
y
oth
e
r
f
ee
l
i
n
g
I
'd
ev
e
r
h
ad,
i
n
cl
u
di
n
g
t
h
e
a
ng
e
r
a
n
d
fr
u
s
t
r
a
t
i
o
n
I
'd
h
ad
ov
e
r
th
e
l
a
st
w
h
i
l
e
.

M
a
yb
e
the
re
w
as
ho
p
e
.
M
a
yb
e
no
t
.
B
u
t
I
k
n
e
w
I
w
a
sn
't
go
i
n
g
t
o
r
e
a
l
ly
b
e
l
e
t
d
o
w
n
.
To
day
w
as
my
l
a
st
day
h
e
r
e
.
T
o
da
y
,
a
t 1
:
30
p
m,
I
w
a
s
go
i
n
g
t
o
b
e
f
r
e
e
.
Th
e
r
e
w
ou
ld
b
e
n
o fa
n
f
ar
e
,
n
o
p
a
r
ad
e
,
n
o
b
a
ll
oon
s
f
a
lli
n
g
fr
o
m
th
e
c
e
ili
n
g
wi
t
h
a
m
a
r
c
h
i
n
g
b
a
n
d l
e
adi
n
g
th
e
w
a
y
.
At
th
e
s
ame
t
i
m
e
,
a
ll
o
f
th
at
w
ou
ld
b
e
go
i
n
g
o
n
. A
n
d
it
w
ou
ld
a
ll
b
e
r
ai
ne
d
o
u
t
.
A
ll
o
f
t
h
at
w
a
s
go
i
n
g
t
o
b
e
go
i
n
g
o
n d
ee
p
i
n
side
m
e
.
P
e
op
le
s
c
r
e
a
m
i
n
g
a
n
d
s
hout
i
n
g
“
Hoo
-
r
a
y!
”
a
n
d
th
r
o
wi
n
g
c
on
f
ett
i
i
n
t
h
e
ai
r
,
d
o
i
n
g
c
ra
zy
da
n
c
e
s.
The
n
,
r
i
g
h
t
in
th
e
m
iddle
o
f it
a
l
l,
it
w
ou
ld
st
a
r
t
r
ai
n
i
ng
.
P
o
u
r
i
n
g
d
o
wn
ra
in
th
at
w
ou
ld s
en
d
peop
le
r
u
nn
i
n
g
a
w
a
y
.