Yes, No, Maybe
Authors: Emma Hillman
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Yes, No, Maybe © October 2009 Emma Hillman
eXcessica publishing
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Yes, No, Maybe
By Emma Hillman
Author’s Note
If you would like to know how Kevin and Mia met, please read Location, Location, Location first
(eXcessica © 2009). This novel can be read as a stand-alone book however.
Chapter One: Kevin’s List
1. Print out a copy of the List and distribute to all the players.
2. Each player individually fills out his or her own List. Answer Yes for “I’d totally do that!”, No for
“Never ever!” and Maybe for “Possibly, if the circumstances are right…”.
3. Compare the Lists together.
4. Have fun!
* * * *
69 — Yes.
Biting — Yes.
Blindfolds — Yes.
Bondage — Yes.
Bondage Toys — Yes. More toys!
Body Paint — Yes.
Cock Rings — Yes.
Delaying Gratification — Yes.
Dirty Talk — Yes.
Double Penetration — Maybe if you’re willing. I’ve done it before. Have you?
Erotic Massage — Yes.
Erotica — Yes.
Exhibitionism — Maybe.
Fantasizing Together — Hell yeah.
Fantasy Rape — Maybe, but not my thing.
Fingering (Giving, Anal) — Yes. You know how I love your ass, baby.
Fingering (Receiving, Anal) — Maybe.
Fingering (Giving, Vaginal) — Yes.
Fingering (Receiving, Vaginal) — N/A
Fisting — Maybe.
Food Play — Yes.
Full Body Kissing/Mouth Play — Yes.
Group Sex (four or more) — Maybe. 4 is a lot though.
G—Spot Play — I know how much you love that so a definite yes.
Hand Job (On Penis) — Yes please.
Hand Job (On Vulva) — Yes.
Ice Cubes — Mmm, why not…Yes.
Intercourse (Anal) — Fuck yeah.
Intercourse (Vaginal) — Yes.
Lap Dance — Why have we never done that? Yes!
Massage — Yes.
Making Videos — Good thing we have a safe. Yes.
Masturbation — Yes.
Monogamous Group Sex — Intriguing idea. Maybe.
Mutual Masturbation — Yes.
Nipple Clamps — No for me. For you? You chose — Maybe.
Open Relationship — No.
Oral — Giving to Opposite Sex — Yes.
Oral — Receiving from Opposite Sex — Yes!!
Oral — Giving to Same Sex — Been there, done that. Not interested any longer. No.
Oral — Receiving from Same Sex — Ditto. No.
Outdoor Sex — Man, that brings back memories. Yes.
Position – Kneeling — I’m game for every position. Yes to all.
Position – Rear Entry
Position – Side by Side
Position – Sitting
Position – Stand And Carry
Position – Standing
Position – You on Bottom
Position – You on Top
Phone Sex — We’re good at that, I must admit. Yes.
Pornography — What does that mean? Watching porn? Yes.
Public Sex — Uhmm. Maybe.
Quickies — Yes.
Role Play — Wanna be my nurse? Yes.
Rough Play — Yes.
Sex Clubs — Could be interesting, what do you say? Maybe.
Sex Parties — Same answer. Maybe.
Shaving/Grooming — Yes.
Spanking — Anything to do with my favorite part on your body is gonna be a Yes.
Strip Tease — Yes.
Swinging — No.
Taking Erotic Photographs — I’m not very good at that but why not. Yes.
Threesome (MMF) — That’d be your call. Wouldn’t be my first time by far but it’d be for you. What do
you think, honey? Maybe.
Threesome (FFM) — Yes.
Titty Fucking — Yes.
Uniforms — Nurse uniform? Yes.
Vibrators — Yes.
Wax (Dripping) — Yes.
Webcam Sex — We’re good at that one too. Yes.
Webcam Sex with Strangers — No.
Chapter Two: Mia’s List
1. Print out a copy of the List and distribute to all the players.
2. Each player individually fills out his or her own List. Answer Yes for “I’d totally do that!” No for
“Never ever!” and Maybe for “Possibly, if the circumstances are right…”
3. Compare the Lists together.
4. Have fun!
* * * *
69 — Yes.
Biting — In the heat of passion, yes.
Blindfolds — Yes.
Bondage — Can I tie you up this time? Yes.
Bondage Toys — I know how much you love your toys. Yes.
Body Paint — Yes.
Cock Rings — I like the one which rubs against me at the same time. Yes.
Delaying Gratification — Yes.
Dirty Talk — Yes.
Double Penetration — With a toy or…? Yes.
Erotic Massage — Yes.
Erotica — Yes.
Exhibitionism — No.
Fantasizing Together — Maybe.
Fantasy Rape — I guess. Maybe?
Fingering (Giving, Anal) — Maybe?
Fingering (Receiving, Anal) — Yes.
Fingering (Giving, Vaginal) — Uh, no?
Fingering (Receiving, Vaginal) — Yes.
Fisting — You have big hands. Scary. No.
Food Play — Yes.
Full Body Kissing/Mouth Play — Yes.
Group Sex (four or more) — 4 or more??? No.
G—Spot Play — Yes!!
Hand Job (On Penis) — Yes.
Hand Job (On Vulva) — No.
Ice Cubes — Yes.
Intercourse (Anal) — Yes.
Intercourse (Vaginal) — Yes.
Lap Dance — Maybe.
Massage — Yes.
Making Videos — Maybe.
Masturbation — Yes.
Monogamous Group Sex — No.
Mutual Masturbation — Yes.
Nipple Clamps — That’s…Yes.
Open Relationship — Maybe.
Oral — Giving to Opposite Sex — Yes.
Oral — Receiving from Opposite Sex — Yes!
Oral — Giving to Same Sex — No.
Oral — Receiving from Same Sex — No. Maybe. I don’t know.
Outdoor Sex — Yes.
Position – Kneeling — Yes.
Position – Rear Entry — Yes.
Position – Side by Side — Yes.
Position – Sitting — Yes.
Position – Stand And Carry — No.
Position – Standing — Yes.
Position – You on Bottom — Yes.
Position – You on Top — Yes.
Phone Sex — Yes.
Pornography — Yes.
Public Sex — No.
Quickies — Yes.
Role Play — Maybe.
Rough Play — Yes.
Sex Clubs — Like a strip club? Maybe.
Sex Parties — What does that mean? Maybe?
Shaving/Grooming — Yes.
Spanking — Maybe.
Strip Tease — Maybe.
Swinging — Maybe?
Taking Erotic Photographs — Of you, yes.
Threesome (MMF) — Maybe.
Threesome (FFM) — No. I don’t know. Would it make you happy? Maybe?
Titty Fucking — I know you like that one but I don’t get the appeal. Maybe.
Uniforms — Yes.
Vibrators — Yes.
Wax (Dripping) — Ouch. Maybe.
Webcam Sex — With you? Yes.
Webcam Sex with Strangers — No.
“You want an open relationship?” Kevin roared as he looked up from the printed sheet of paper. “Are
you fucking kidding me?”
“I didn’t…I don’t—“ Mia licked her lips. Damn it! “I thought that’s what you’d want me to answer.” And
she’d been dead wrong, she realized as she read his answer. A definite no. Shit! “I’m sorry.”
“Why would you think that? Have I ever said that?”
“No, no, it’s just…I know how you were in your previous relationships and I thought—“
“I didn’t marry any of them, Mia! I married you and surely that’s gotta count for something!” He
jumped up and started pacing the room. “Maybe to swinging?” He whirled around and stopped in front
of her. “You want to try swinging?”
“Uh, no. I thought you—“
He cut her off, “No, let me guess. You thought I’d like that too.” She nodded, biting her lower lip hard.
“Fuck, baby, did you do the same to the rest of the list? What’s the point of doing this if you don’t
answer truthfully?”
“I didn’t! I mean, I did answer truthfully. I just wanted to please you, that’s all.”
“You agreeing to give your answers pleased me, don’t you see? I thought it’d be fun.”
She hadn’t thought the same thing at all. She’d been too busy worrying that him making her do this
was a way of telling her he needed more from their relationship, that he wanted to spice things up.
That he wanted an out. Damn it, she really should stop thinking sometimes. “I’m sorry, I promise the
rest is all mine.”
“Is it really?” He stared back at her until she nodded. “Right,” he sighed as he settled himself once
more in his armchair.
“Nipple clamps?” “Nurse?” They both said at the same time. Kevin gestured to her to speak up first.
“Do you have a nurse fetish I didn’t know about?”
He grinned. “Yeah. I’ve probably spent too much time being patched up over the years.”
“No kidding.” She thought of all the times she’d read he’d been injured during one game or another.
Being a pro football player paid well but it was hell on the body, that was for sure. She could write a list of all the scars marring his skin, each a testimony of how hard he’d played.
“Nipple clamps? Really?”
The curiosity on his face brought her back to the present and she felt herself start to blush. “Yes, I…I’ve always wanted to try them. You know my breasts, only the nipples are sensitive so I thought clamps
would do the trick. Well, I hope anyway.”
“New toy to buy, I’m on it.” He winked at her, making her giggle.
Kevin and his obsession for sex toys was legendary. It was quite amazing in itself that he’d never
bought clamps before. He sure had everything else in his box of goodies.
“Another woman?” “Another man?”
“You first.” She nodded towards him.
“A maybe for a threesome with another man? Baby?”
“It’s just a fantasy,” she replied instantly. “I don’t think I’ll ever go through with it but it sounds better with two men than two women.”
“I said the opposite.”
“Typical. I guess that was to be expected though.”
“Maybe. I just wouldn’t have thought you wouldn’t mind two guys. Wouldn’t you be more comfortable
with another woman?”
She thought about it then shook her head. “I don’t think so. I would spend the whole night comparing
myself to her and that’s just…No. I don’t need that.”
“Why would you even do that?” Kevin looked at her, clearly nonplussed.
Mia’s lips tilted into a sad smile. “Because that’s what women do. So you’ve had a threesome with
another man before.”
“Yeah,” was his curt answer. She stared at him until he gave in. “You know I try everything once, baby.”
“Not good enough. Who was it?”
“I’m not telling you.”
“So it means I know him. One of the guys on your team?”
“Mia, stop it.”
“It is, isn’t it?”
“Mia!”
“Did it happen more than once?”
He tried another tactic. “Why don’t you want to try the stand and carry position?”
That shut up her quite effectively.
“So?” he persisted.
“I just don’t think I’d enjoy it.”
“Why not? You like doing it standing up, it’s the same principle.”
“Yes, no, it’s not the same thing!”
“I don’t understand, baby.”
“You wouldn’t,” she muttered under her breath. She didn’t want to explain her reasons, especially not
to him. He seemed to think she was confident, that she loved her curves and was proud of them. And
sometimes that was true. When he looked at her naked body and automatically got an erection, she
didn’t mind them then. But when she went to games with him and saw his friends’ wifes or girlfriends,
saw the difference between them and her–his wife–she grew faint. It wasn’t that she didn’t trust him
or didn’t think he loved her. She knew that, had always believed him when he said he loved her body.
He’d married her after all.
But he’d had his fair share of partners before her and they’d all looked like those trophy wives. He’d
had a type: long and straight blonde hair, tanned skin, lithe bodies. Women who worked out or danced
