Worth the Drive (46 page)

The woman finally takes me in the little room and we put our keys into the drawer together and then she leaves to give me privacy. I take the box out and bring it over to the high table in the center of the room. There are four tall stools around the table. I scooch onto one, wishing I was bellying up to the bar to order a brew, not opening the lid on my deadly past.

I turn the key and lift the heavy lid. I open it slowly, as if something inside could strike out at me.

There are only seven items in the box. My birth certificate. My California driver’s license. My Social Security card. A stack of hundred dollar bills totaling four thousand dollars. A picture of my father. A gun. And a sealed envelope.

The identification things I quickly move to the bottom of the box. They are no good to me now, and could get me killed. The cash is my safety net, it goes back into the box. The gun…the gun may be needed, but not today.

I finally come to the sealed envelope, not able to put it off any longer. I don’t know why the procrastination now, after I’d hurried like hell to get here before the bank closed.

Yeah, on some level I do know why. Because what I find it this envelope may blow my safe world apart.

I take a deep breath and place my finger under the flap of the envelope and quickly slash it across, causing a momentary flash of pain from a tiny paper cut. The envelope flap turns a diluted pink where I bleed, ever so slightly, onto it.

Holding the offending fingertip out of the way, I pull out the contents of the envelope, careful not to let them touch the bloodstain. Two photos. Both single shots of a man alone. Different men. The first is a face I know well.

Knew
well.

Or maybe, never really knew at all.

I see now that the resemblance to the handsome man in the desktop picture is surface, at best. Black hair, blue eyes, extremely good-looking, yes. But this man…my man…has a gleam in his eye, a charming predator look that draws one in.

Drew me in.

But I flew away.

I swallow down emotion, careful not to examine closely what the exact emotion is, and place that photo back into the envelope. Left remaining is a photo of Uncle Chazz. I take the folded printout of the desktop picture out of my pants pocket. I slowly unfold it, pressing out the creases with my now shaking hands.

I lay the picture from the envelope, a smaller snapshot, onto the table next to the unfolded printout.

He has aged, but it’s Uncle Chazz. There are differences, yes. But even if I hadn’t been sure, and I now was, the man in both these photos has a small scar running through his right eyebrow. Very tiny, not very noticeable, unless you were looking for it.

Or looking
at
it. As I had, at five years old, when I saw him standing over my father’s body, gun in hand. He’d lifted his index finger to his lips as he watched me watch him, in a “shhhh” motion. It wasn’t necessary. I didn’t scream. I didn’t speak. I only stared at the man who had just killed my father.

My little eyes had followed the line of his index finger as if it were pointing straight up, and saw the scar that bisected his eyebrow. I suppose I was already going into shock because all I
could think at the time – and I still remember this, twenty-two years later – was “ I wonder how Uncle Chazz got that owie?”

My finger glides over the scar in the printout of the desktop photo, as if it might be embossed, and I could feel the nail in Uncle Chazz’s coffin.

I’m not sure how long I sit and stare, but I finally put the snapshot back in the envelope, careful not to look at the other picture in there. I fold up the printout and add it to the envelope. I don’t want it in my home. In fact, Nick Carpenter’s IMAC is going to be nothing but nuts, bolts and motherboard by then end of the day.

My hand slides over the gun as I place it on top of everything in the box. Yes, I silently tell it, I will be back for you soon.

I put the box back into the long drawer, call the woman in and we both lock it up and take our respective keys with us. I thank her and walk out of the bank, wondering how I can possibly drive home.

I can’t. Not yet. I’m not even sure I’d be able to find my way home, as shaken up as I am. I look at the coffee shop across the street and head over. I spend the next two hours nursing a black coffee, turning a muffin into a pile of crumbs and plotting how to kill Uncle Chazz.

My hands stop shaking at some point and I know it’s okay to drive. I clean up my mess, half expecting to see napkins littered with murder plots, but no, I’d done all the planning in my head.

On the drive home I turn over all the different ways to exact revenge.

No, not revenge. Vengenance.

Plots and schemes skim through my head, one idea more delicious than the next. I turn down my street and head toward my driveway. The entrance to my safe haven. My nest. A place I hadn’t ventured far from for four years.

A soft sound, almost a wail, escapes from me as I realize none of these plans for Uncle Chazz will happen. None
can
happen.

I have finally found my father’s killer.

And there’s not a damn thing I can do about it.

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Chapter
One

Get it together, I told myself.

This isn’t life or death. It’s just college basketball. Nobody was going to die from what I was about to do.

And yet, if not death, it could be very…unpleasant if I failed. I could almost hear my foot screaming out from remembered pain.

I quietly practiced a street twang. I tried to conjure up all the female bad-asses I’ve seen in the movies but couldn’t picture Lara Croft doing what I was about to.

Finally, I just let JoJo come out.

I adjusted the gold lame tube top to show optimum cleavage for my very average bosom, hiked my mini skirt up, set the grocery bag I was holding on the carpet, looked up and down the empty hallway then pulled the thong wedgie out of my butt.

It’s not like I hadn’t done this before, but that thought didn’t make it any easier. It only made me slightly sick to my stomach to find myself in this position again.

Enough with the self-pity, I only had myself to blame.

I took a deep breath and knocked on the hotel room door.

After a moment, the door opened and I came face-to-face, or face-to-chest, with a giant. I looked up at the man, boy, really, smacked my gum in a way that would have made my mother cringe, and said, “You Mr. Smith?”

“Hunh?” came the laconic reply. He reminded me of Lurch, a baby-faced Lurch. “Mr. Smith. You him?” I repeated.

He looked down at me, then out into the hallway, as if someone there could give him the answer to his identity. “Hunh?” he grunted again.

“Who is it, Lurch?” came a voice from inside the room.

I mentally smiled to find I wasn’t the only one to peg the giant with the nickname. And it hadn’t even been in the team’s media guide.

“Don’t know,” Lurch said to the voice behind him as he kept his eyes on me. Me and my cleavage.

The giant was brushed aside – not an easy task – and a much smaller, and much darker man took his place
.
Ebony and Ivory. Mutt and Jeff. The two were complete mismatches, but it only confirmed that I had the right room.

“I think I’ve got the wrong room,” I said.

Lurch seemed to accept the mistake, nodded and turned back into the room. The other kid, however, was not quite ready to see his unexpected visitor leave. Probably pretty damn boring for these kids being cooped up in a hotel room with just text books to study and TV to watch.

“Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. Who you looking for darlin’?” His eyes roved over my body and I had to hold myself very still instead of smacking him one. “Mr. Smith? I could be Mr. Smith.” He spoke with an urban slang to his voice.

South side of Chicago. Hell, I even knew who his eighth grade coach was. His mother and sister sang in the church choir and here he was trying to make time with some floozy who showed up at his hotel door.

But then he flashed a grin that spanned his whole face – surely that was way more teeth
than a human head could possibly hold – and I forgave him for the leer.

I almost – almost – smiled back.

I hid my amusement and instead raised my brows and licked my lips. I looked him up and down, jutted my hip out at a hard angle and said,  “You sure, sugar? You don’t look like you could afford me.” My voice sounded so foreign to myself and I waited to see if the kid would call me on it or if he would bite.

“Awww shit, baby, give me an hour and you’d be paying me.”

Hook, line and sinker.

I snorted with laughter, turned to leave, and then pretended to see someone down the hall. My feigned look of fear alerted Mr. Smith who started to step into the hallway to take a look for himself. Before he could, I placed my hand on his chest, pushed him backward and followed him into the room, shutting the door behind me.

“Wasss up?” Mr. Smith said with a drawl.

“Just give me a minute, sugar, ‘kay?”

“Somebody out there?”

I nodded. “Yeah, security.”

“Hotel security?” Mr. Smith asked.

“Oh shit,” Lurch said behind us.

I brushed past Mr. Smith, walked further into the room, and set my grocery bag on the desk. I took a quick glance around the room. Duffel bags, gym shorts, and tee shirts were strewn all over. And all adorned with Central Iowa Wild Hogs logos. Definitely the right room.

“No problems, honey,” I said to the nervous Lurch. “Let me just make a quick call, wait for security to scram and I’ll be out of your hair.”

Lurch breathed a sigh of relief while Mr. Smith grunted his disapproval. “No need to be hasty. Stick around. Make sure the coast is good and clear.”

I turned around and looked at Mr. Smith. I gave him a pitying smile. “Don’t get your hopes up sweetie, I didn’t sign on for a party of three.”

“Lurch here was just leaving, weren’t you, Lurch?” He gave Lurch a hopeful look.

“Hunh?” Lurch said, looking from Mr. Smith to me.

I chuckled. “You don’t wanna throw your poor roommate out in the cold, honey. That’s not neighborly.”

The black young man waved a hand of dismissal at his sidekick. “Aw man, he can go crash with any one of the guys. We already had bed check, nobody will know.”

I made a show of looking around the room, pretending to notice the athletic gear for the first time. “You on some kind of team or something?”

Both male chests puffed out but it was Mr. Smith that answered. “We’re the Central Iowa  Hogs, defending conference champs. Final Four.”

And I could list both their stats for the last three seasons. But I swallowed my pride, looked back and forth between them, put a bored look on my face and said, “That’s basketball, right?”

The chests deflated. “Yeah,” Lurch said and then turned and sat on one of the two beds, pulling an open text book that had been lying on the bed onto his lap. His eyes, however, stayed on me. Or, more accurately, on my chest.

I pulled a cell phone from my large, bejeweled purse and punched speed dial. “Stu. What the fuck, man? You gave me the wrong damn room number,” I said into the phone, careful to turn away from the men so they couldn’t hear Stu’s response. So they couldn’t hear that there
was no response.

No Stu. Just a dead phone.

“Yeah. Right. That’s where I’m at, Stu. And there ain’t no fucking Mr. Smith here.” I  shot Mr. Smith a warning look over my shoulder, correctly halting a smartass comeback. “You got a number?” Pause. “No number, Stu? That’s fucking great.” I turned back to the room, looked at the men staring at me. “I’m wasting valuable date time here watching two college kids get hard at the sight of a working girl in their room.”

Lurch pulled his textbook higher up on his lap. Mr. Smith flashed me a toothy grin.