Authors: Scott William Carter
For Katarina and Calvin
Knowing that it's impossible to thank all the people who helped bring this book into being, I would like to single out a special few with the hope that those my faulty memory forgets will be forgiving. Again, at the top of the list are my trusty editors, David Gale and Navah Wolfe. Special thanks to John Silbersack, my literary agent, for his guidance and expertise. To the wonderful owners of the Historic Anchor Inn on the Oregon coast, where a chunk of this book was written: You always make me feel like family. A warm and loving thank-you to my children, Katarina and Calvin, for getting so excited when I was describing the book to you that first time. You don't know how much that meant to me. And, as always, to Heidi, my first reader, chief publicist, and partner-in-crime in life: I wouldn't be where I am today without you. Thanks for sticking with me.
I
n the old days news traveled quite slowly. Even if something amazing happened, it still took a long time for people to hear about it. So although something extraordinary had certainly happened in this little town at the edge of a great forest, the first strange person didn't show up asking about it until nearly winter.
By then Pino had worked as an apprentice alongside his papa for nearly six weeks. It had been long enough that he'd started to forget all about his old terrible life. It had been long enough that he'd started to feel like nothing bad would ever happen to him again.
The knock came as he was learning how to sharpen the rasps, watching the master wood-carver swipe the stone across the blades with swift confidence. This made a sound that was quite loud and unpleasant, so they did not hear the knocking until the person was pounding hard on the door, startling them both.
The wood-carver handed Pino a rasp and told him to tryâthey were making a tableâthen wiped the dust and sweat off his face with a dirty rag and went to the door.
With the weather having only recently turned toward fall, they'd just begun to use the stove, keeping all the windows in
the workshop shuttered after the sun went down to trap in the heat. If not, they would have seen the man coming, and Pino probably would have gotten a good look at him instead of only hearing his voice.
His papa opened the door, the man said hello, and then the wood-carver stepped into the night. Crisp air snaked into the room, sending goose bumps crawling up Pino's arms. The door was left partially open, but from Pino's vantage point he could not see either of them.
They spoke in low, murmuring voices, and because Pino was afraid to stop sharpening for fear his papa would be angry, he could not make out what they were saying. But there was something quite odd about the man's voice.
He sounded terribly sad, just as his papa used to sound before the change.
A few minutes later his papa returned. Without a word he shut the door and returned to his stool next to Pino, his head low, his curly white hair shading his eyes. The lantern on the hook above them cast long shadows throughout the workshop. His papa picked up another rasp from the table and set to work.
“Who was it, Papa?” Pino asked.
“Oh, just a man from the neighboring village.”
“What did he want?”
The wood-carver focused on his work, sharpening, not looking at Pino.
“Papa?”
“To make something,” his papa said gruffly.
“What?”
The wood-carver sighed impatiently and looked at Pino with a stern expression. Then, as if he was reconsidering what
he was about to say, his eyes softened and he reached out and tousled the boy's hair. “Doesn't matter, Pino. It's something I can't make.”
Pino had not been with the wood-carver long, but he found that comment very strange. As far as he knew, there was nothing his papa could not make out of wood.
He could make anything.
Anything at all.
*Â Â *Â Â *
It wasn't until the second strange person came calling that Pino began to get some idea of what they wanted. He and his papa were at the well, drawing a bucket of water for dinner, when they heard a mournful sound coming from the other side of the blackberry bushesâa terrible moaning that made the hairs on the back of Pino's neck rise.
Dusk had fallen, the sky was slipping into lavender, and a cold wind shriveled the leaves.
“Who's there?” his papa said. “Show yourself.”
The moaning stopped. His house and workshop resided at the distant edge of the village, and so there was no one close by to help if the person in the bushes wished them harm. Pino seized his papa's rough hand. He did not know what he would do without his papa. It was too terrible to even imagine.
“Come now,” his papa said, “we know you're there. Don't make me get my pistol.”
Finally the bushes stirred. Out rolled a slender person in a brown cloak spotted and blotched with blackberries. The face came up, and Pino saw that it was a young blond woman, hardly more than a girl, but her face was so twisted and contorted in strange ways that she looked much older.
In the fading light Pino could not see her well, but he could still tell that she had been crying. Her cheeks glistened like the dew-coated bark of an oak.
“Signore Geppetto,” she said. “Signore Geppetto, you must bring back my husband.”
“What?”
“Heâhe was a good man. A sailor. There was an accidentâhe fell overboard. I miss him so terribly much.”
Geppetto bowed his head. “I'm very sorry for your loss. Now, if you'll excuse usâ”
“It wasn't supposed to be! It wasn't his time!”
“Yes, I'm sorry. These things happen. Now, it is getting late and my boy has not had his supper.” He turned away.
“IâI know what you've told everyone, signore,” the woman said. “I know you said it can't be done again. But can't you try? I will pay you whatever you want.”
Geppetto headed back to the house, tugging Pino along. He gripped Pino's hand so tightly that it caused Pino pain, but Pino was too afraid to complain. The woman's faceâhe had never seen anything like it, so grotesque were her features. It reminded him of his bedside candle when it was burned nearly to the bottom, what remained of the wax all misshapen and lumpy.
They hadn't gone far when the woman caught up to them, grasping Geppetto's hand.
“Please,” she said.
“Let go,” Geppetto said.
“Please. I'llâI'll do anything.”
“Let me go!” Geppetto cried.
There was a brief tussle, Geppetto managed to free himself, and then Pino and his papa fled into the house. Geppetto
was sobbing, and that was almost as horrible as seeing the woman's face. Pino could not remember ever seeing his papa cry in such a way.
The woman cursed and screamed and kicked at the door. Pino was very afraid. She stayed for a long time, but eventually they heard her walk away. Pino would never forget the last thing she said, a shout from far down the road.
“We want what you have, Signore Geppetto!” she cried. “We just want what you have!”
W
hat does âdied' mean, Papa?”
Pino did not ask the question to cause trouble, but he saw right away, by the expression on his papa's face, that this was not a question like the others he had asked.
It was not like asking what it meant when food spoiled or where the sun went at night or why goose bumps formed on the backs of his arms in a cold wind. Geppetto always answered these questions with a smile. This time his papa froze, like the way a leaf in the wind froze when a fierce wind pressed it against the window.
Dinner had been eaten, the dishes washed, and Geppetto was pulling the wool blanket up to the boy's chin. Behind the closed curtains icy rain clicked against the windowpanes like someone's fingernails.
“Well,” Geppetto said, as if he meant to say more, but he didn't.
“I heard that woman say it,” Pino explained.
Geppetto scratched his chin. The day's stubble had formed, making the scratching rough, like the sound maple made when Papa took a plane to it. “Well, died is . . . it's like somebody not being around anymore. They're here and then they're not.”
“Oh,” Pino said. “Like the customers? They're here and then they're not.”
“Mmm. In a way. But when someone dies, they don't come back. Not ever.”
“Why don't they come back?”
Geppetto looked at Pino a long time, then rose and opened the first drawer in his dresser. He fished around until he pulled out a tiny wooden box.
It was stained a dark reddish hue, inlaid with an intricate pattern in black iron. He sat on the bed with the box in his lap, looking down on it, until finally he opened it and pulled out a yellowed sheet of paper. After contemplating it for a time, he turned it around to face the boy.
It was a sketch of a beautiful woman. Her skin was as white and smooth as finely polished ivory. Her long black hair rippled like the feathers of a raven in flight.
“This was my wife,” Geppetto said. “Antoinette.”
“Where is she?” Pino asked.
“Well, my boy, that's why I'm showing this to you. You see . . . excuse me, this is difficult.” He swallowed and tried again. “You see, Pino, she died. So she was here and now she's not. She died in childbirth.”
“Was she my mother?”
“Oh, no. The child died too. It was . . . a very sad day. But she
would
have been your mother if she were still here. She would have liked you very much.”
Pino looked at the picture again. “I would have liked her too.”
“I think so, yes.”
“What about me?”
“What's that, Pino?”
“I wasn't here and now I am.”
“Yes,” Geppetto said. “Yes, that's . . . being born. In a way, it is the opposite of dying.”
Pino thought about this for a while. “Is that what that woman wanted? She wanted her husband to be born?”
Geppetto smiled sadly, then ruffled Pino's hair. “You're a very smart boyâas sharp as our sharpest blade. Yes, in a way, that was what she wanted. She wanted me to make him out of wood. She thought . . . she thought this would make him alive again.”
“Would it?”
“No.”
Pino was quiet. Even under the covers he felt cold. He was afraid to ask the next question, but he had to know the answer.
“Papa, aren't you glad I was born?”
Geppetto's face darkened. He lifted the boy and hugged him fiercely. He smelled of sweat and woodsmoke, but it was not at all a bad smell. It was just the smell of his papa.
“Oh, my dear boy,” he said, “of course. It was the best thing that ever happened to me.”
“So, it would be good to be born again?” Pino said.
Geppetto pulled away, searching the boy's eyes. “Again?” he said.
“Yes,” he said. He pointed at the picture in Geppetto's lap. “You could make her just as you made me. She could be born again. Then I would have a father
and
a mother. And we would all be happy.”
Pino expected his papa to be delighted by this suggestion, but instead his eyes misted. He seized the boy's hands. “No, my dear Pino, you mustn't think that way. What happened to you, it was a miracle. You were once made out of wood, and now you're a real boyâonly a miracle could make that happen.
That's what I have told the others, and what I will tell anyone who comes asking. It could never happen again. It would be foolish to even try. Nothingânothing good could come of it.”