Authors: Anya Bast
“Jack?”
He turned back to her.
“Did you kill those men outside my apartment?”
His stony silence was answer enough.
She blew out a hard breath and glanced away. “Did you have to kill them?”
“My job is to protect you. If they'd lived, they would have known I'd taken you and led your enemies here. If Crane gets you, he'll use you to close a circle, and you will die. Their deaths were warranted. It was you or them.” He paused. “I chose you.”
Their deaths were warranted.
He said it without any emotion.
“It's taken care of. Their bodies are gone. Quick and efficient. They won't be missed by anyone but Crane, and there won't be any trail to lead non-magickal officials to your front door.”
How did you manage that?
The question was poised on her tongue, but she swallowed it, deciding she really didn't want to know the answer. She licked her lips and glanced away from him. “So, there are good witches and bad witches, then? Crane is bad. Annie is good.”
“No. It's not black and white. There's the mostly good, the mostly bad, and there's some gray.”
“What are you?”
He held her gaze and answered steadily. “Gray.”
A wisp of uneasiness curled through her stomach. There was a world of weariness in his eyes when he said that word and she wondered why. “I have questions.”
He turned away and drew his shirt over his head. Muscles rippled along his back and chest, and scars marked him here and there. The sight of him shirtless made her throat go dry. She looked away.
“And you'll get answersâ¦tomorrow,” he replied. “I'm tired. I'm going to sleep.”
“Aren't you going to untie me?”
“I don't trust you won't sneak into the kitchen, grab a knife, and finish what you started in your apartment.” He turned to fix her with his smoldering blue eyes. His voice dropped to something in the sinfully seductive range. “Anyway, I like the way you look tied to my bed. Maybe one day you'll be bound there willingly.”
“In your dreams, psycho.”
He chuckled, kicked off his shoes, and pulled his socks and pants off. Jack stood there in his blue boxer briefs while he arranged his clothing over a chair. She let her gaze travel over his strong, hairy legs, his extremely fine ass, and the bulge in front that looked really,
really
bulgy.
“Hey!” she objected.
He laughed. “That was a delayed reaction.”
“It was not!”
“Be happy,” he said as he went toward the other side of the bed. “Normally, I sleep naked.”
Oh, sweet Lady.
He got into bed and turned the light off. Immediately, he turned over on his side, his back to her, leaving her to the darkness and her jumbled thoughts. She hated that she was so attracted to him. She hated it even more that Jack probably knew she was attracted to him.
Mira tried to move away from him a little. Jack seemed to emanate body heat, an interesting trait considering the magickal ability he claimed. He groaned as he relaxed into a comfortable sleeping position, and the sexy sound shot awareness through her.
She tried not to enjoy the warmth of him and the sound of his breathing in the quiet air. She tried hard not to imagine what his hands would feel like cupping her breasts, rubbing her nipples into hard peaks. What would his mouth taste like on hers? How would his cock feel pressed against the entrance of her sex?
Mira shivered and shut her eyes, driving the thoughts from her mind. It was perverse to be considering any of that in her situation. To the dark room, she grumbled, “You could at least untie me.”
“And let you take advantage of me?” he answered in a false, demure voice. “No way. Sweet dreams.”
“What if I have to go to the bathroom?”
“Then I'll let you. I'm not a monster, Mira.”
“That's open for debate.”
He chuckled. “Everything will become clear soon enough. I tied you loose, but if you're really uncomfortable or you have to go to the bathroom, wake me up.”
She listened as Jack's breathing went from normal to deep and even, signaling he'd fallen asleep. He'd left enough slack in the rope that she could rest her hands on her chest. She spent some time using her teeth to worry at the knot, but he'd tied it so well she couldn't figure out how to free herself. Knowing she couldn't get out of the apartment anyway, she gave up and drummed her fingers on her collarbone as the events of the day assaulted her mind.
Mira would bet anything that one of the abilities of a witch with skill in the element of water was the ability to read emotion. Annie had always been empathic to the point of having preternatural ability. Mira had never been able to keep anything from her as she'd been growing up.
Then there were those unexplained incidents in Mira's life. Times when Mira had been very emotional, angry or grieving, when it had seemed like a breeze had swirled around her even when she'd been within buildings on windless days. There had been times she'd felt a warm burst of power in the center of her chest when she drew a lungful of air on a spring day. There were other things too, all so mild that she'd been able to find rational explanations for them.
Could it be that these occurrences had been her magick manifesting independently? Maybe because she'd never trained her power, it had whispered out of her on its own at random moments?
She shook her head.
Silly. Stupid.
Jack was really getting to her.
She leaned back against the pillows, searching for a comfortable place to lie. All of it was almost enough to make her believe, but not quite. Her rational mind wasn't ready to give up its stranglehold on the reality she'd always known. In that reality her parents had died in a car crash. There had been no foul play.
And there was no such thing as magick.
M
IRA AWOKE LYING ON HER SIDE WITH ONE FIST
curled against her mouth. The scent of breakfast teased her from sleep, and she opened her eyes blearily to an empty bed and morning sunlight streaming in through the window. Jack had untied her at some point during the night. The rope hadn't impeded her sleep, really. Her mind had done that. She rubbed her wrists. The rope hadn't even left marks on her skin. The man had talent.
Groaning, she rolled over and ended up with her nose in Jack's pillow. She groaned again, this time from the scent of him. The light woody and spicy scent made all her nerve endings shoot to attention.
The man was a menace, pure and simple.
She'd never met a man as attractive as Jack. Since she had
such
good taste in men, it figured he'd turn out to be a raving lunatic.
Maybe.
She sat up, her mind replaying her godmother's voice on the phone last night. If Jack had somehow faked that, he was damned good. But why would he go to such great lengths to concoct this strange story and then do everything possible to make her believe it? None of it made sense, but the alternative was too bizarre to contemplate.
What about the fire? How could someone fake something like that? Unless Jack was a crazy magician with a penchant for elaborate pranks. She rubbed the bridge of her nose.
No.
That just didn't fit.
And even if he had faked the call to Annie, how could he know about the garden incident? No one knew about that except her. Mira hadn't even known Annie had realized she'd walked back there and seen that tiny rain burst over the garden patch.
Not to mention the men laying in her entranceway when she'd regained consciousness the night before, the men who had meant her harm. The ones Jack hadâ¦she swallowed hardâ¦
taken care of
. What about them? She'd intuitively felt those men had meant to hurt her. Mira didn't have that feeling about Jack.
Nothing added up; her logical mind denied any of it could be true. The whole thing made her head hurt even more than it already did.
She blew out a hard breath and slid over to the edge of the bed. Jack banged pots and pans in the kitchen, clearly invested in making breakfast. Curious, she opened the drawer of his nightstand and peered within. Inside laid more ropeâno surprise thereâand a handful of foil-wrapped condoms.
Her eyes widened and she slammed the drawer closed. The noise made pain flare through her head, but Jack seemed not to have heard it. He was still banging around in the kitchen while he cooked something that smelled delicious.
Mira wondered if he made breakfast for the women the rope and condoms were meant for. Probably, she decided. Right after he twisted their worlds on end by declaring magick existed.
She stood up and walked into the bathroom. Catching sight of herself in the mirror that hung over the white marble countertop, she leaned in and examined her bruise. It was a hideous thing, covering the whole right part of her forehead.
Lovely.
She supposed she should be happy her skin hadn't been broken, or that she hadn't received a more serious head injury.
Looking more closely and frowning, she traced it with her index finger. The color seemed wrong. Mira scowled at her reflection. She was no nurse, but she'd had her share of bruises, and this one looked older than it was. Definitely not pretty, but on its way to gone.
How could that be?
She shrugged. She was probably mistaken. It's not like she ever went to med school.
A towel, washcloth, packaged toothbrush, and fresh bar of soap lay on the small porcelain table near the shower, correction, huge, custom shower. A pair of jeans and a silky soft blue sweater rested on the marble counter. More castoffs from his friend, maybe? She was unaccountably annoyed that she was being forced to wear clothing left behind by Jack's fuck buddies.
Mira wondered if he'd tied them to the eyebolt.
She shuddered, imagining herself tied to it for a moment. The images came without coaxing. Jack's big body covering hers, skin sliding against skin, slick with their combined perspiration. Her wrists bound above her head. Jack between her thighs. Herself, at his mercy and completely possessed by him.
Mira groaned, the sound magnified by the large room. How was she supposed to get through this while she was so attracted to her captor?
Could Stockholm syndrome set in this early?
She turned, locked the door, and checked it twice before she stripped off her clothes. She needed a shower. The smell of the diner still clung faintly to her.
The custom shower could probably fit about four people and had jets that shot water from three different directions. After regulating the temperature controls to her liking, she stepped inside and closed the door. The warm water sluiced down her body, drawing a ragged groan of pleasure from her throat.
Carefully keeping her bruise out of the path of the water's spray, she soaped her hands and rubbed them over her arms and chest. Her body felt sensitized, sexually aware. It had been a long time since she'd felt that way. Her nipples went hard as she passed her hands over them, peeking from the white soap bubbles.
Tipping her head back with a sigh, she ran her palms over her abdomen, passed her fingers through the coarse dark hair covering her mound, and then delved between her thighs. She brushed her sensitive clit. It had been a long time since she'd made herself come.
She stood for a moment with her hand between her thighs, feeling the heat of her sex radiate into her palm. She was a healthy woman with needs that had gone unfulfilled. That had to explain her intense attraction to Jack. She was willing to accept that explanation, anyway, since the alternative was so scary. Did she have some dangerous, secret abduction fantasies she should seek counseling for?
Mira finished bathing, then got out and dressed in the cast-off clothing.
The jeans were uncomfortably too small for her and she ended up annoyed again as she stepped out of the bathroom, running a comb she'd found in a drawer through her towel-dried hair. Her annoyance was probably a result of her inexplicable sexual frustration just as much as having to wear the too-small castoffs from one of Jack's lovers.
Jack stood shirtless and shoeless in the middle of the bedroom. The sight of him there in the morning sunlight with his hair mussed from sleep was enough to drop her IQ about fifty points. She stopped and stared for a moment, slack-jawed, before recovering.
He dangled her pentagram from one long finger. “I found this on the carpet in the living room.”
“Must have fallen off while you were accosting me,” she snapped. She walked over and took it from him.
He grabbed her wrist before she could pull away and drew her close to him. The muscles of his forearm and chest rippled with the movement. Skitters of pleasure and apprehension ran through her body as he brushed her damp hair away from her face and tipped her chin to the side to take a look at the bruise. “It's better today.”
Mira frowned. “I'm not sure, but I think it's already healing. That doesn't seem likelyâ¦. Anyway, that's what it looks like.”
“I helped it a little.”
She scowled at him. “Not possible.”
His gaze held hers steadily. “You have a lot to learn about what's possible.” He studied her face for a moment. “You have very pretty eyes. They can't decide if they're brown or green.”
She blinked and fought the urge to lower her gaze, suddenly feeling self-conscious. “Thanks.”
He held her wrist for another heartbeat, and then released her.
She pulled away from him and put on the necklace. “I suppose I'm meant to stay here for some length of time?”
“I suppose you are.”
“I'm going to need things if I'm going to be a prisoner. I have no clothing, other than that what yourâ¦
friends
may have left, and they, apparently, weren't human judging by their insignificant size. I need proper soap for my face, non-male-smelling shampooâ¦and, goddamn it, I need fresh underwear!” she finished grouchily.
He walked to the desk, got out a pen and pad of paper, and handed them to her. “Make a list. I'll get whatever you need.”
She took the pen and paper, raising her eyebrows at him. “You're not going through my underwear drawerâ”
“Just make the list.”
She sat on the edge of the bed and made out the list while Jack finished dressing, then handed it to him.
“I swear I won't go through your underwear drawer,” he said. “Now, are you hungry? I made breakfast.”
She mumbled “yes” and followed her nose to the kitchen. Mira hadn't gotten a good look at the rest of the apartment the day before since she'd been unconscious the first time she'd gone through it and fleeing for her life the second time.
It was decorated much like the bedroomâexpensively. The floors were polished wood and area rugs lay in front of the couch and in the foyer. A matching runner lined the hallway. Most of the heavy furniture was also wood. Modern artwork hung on the walls and sculptures stood on tables.
The apartment had an open floor plan. A spiral staircase in the corner led to a loftlike area, a hallway, and a series of closed doors on the second floor, probably more bedrooms or maybe an office.
It looked like a rich man's bachelor pad and had probably been decorated professionally. She couldn't really picture Jack picking out the elegant beige couch with the matching red embroidered cushions, or the gorgeous blue glass vase on the classy pedestal that stood against one wall.
Or maybe one of his
friends
had helped him. Maybe after they'd gone shopping, he'd stripped her, pressed her over the back of the loveseat, and taken her from behind until she'd yelled out her climax to his swanky soundproofed apartment.
Mira sighed. Clearly, she needed counseling and medication. The sexual thoughts and images that kept leaping into her mind were unusual for her. Not to mention, the thought of Jack with another woman seemed strangely unwelcome. She glowered at Jack as she passed into the kitchen as if it was his fault she'd taken leave of her senses.
Well, hell.
It
was
his fault.
The kitchen was large, with a middle island. Above the island hung a big rack with copper pots and crystal wine glasses. Two places were set at a table in the recessed breakfast nook. Jack walked over with a pan and scooped a couple eggs and a few pieces of bacon onto both plates. Her stomach growled.
She sat down at the place set with a bottle of aspirin. He was so considerate, her abductor. Mira poured herself a cup of coffee from the carafe on the table and dug in only to get a mouthful of yuck. “It's cold,” she complained.
Jack reached out and touched her plate. “That should be better.”
Shooting him a look that clearly said
I think you're crazy
, she took another bite of eggs and nearly had to spit them out they were so hot. Mira set her fork down and eyed him warily.
“How much proof do you need, Mira?” Jack reached out and gathered her pentagram in his hand. He rubbed his knuckles against her collarbone until she shivered and her nipples hardened.
“How can you blame me for doubting such a crazy story?”
He pulled her gently forward until her nose was a few inches from his. His breath stirred the fine hairs framing her face. Those sensual lips were only a short space from her mouth. Mira's heart hammered in her chest. “This pentagram, I don't need to explain the symbol to you,” he purred in his chocolate-smooth voice.
She licked her lips and blinked nervously a couple of times. “It depends on your belief system. To me it symbolizes four points for the elementsâearth, air, water, and fire. The top point is for Spirit. I'm aware how closely it aligns to your system ofâ¦m-magick.” She had to fight to get the last word out.
He stared into her eyes for a breathless moment. For half a second she thought he might kiss her, and her eyes went a bit wider. Her feelings regarding that possibility were alarmingly befuddled.
Instead, he released her necklace and leaned back in his chair. “Annie tells me you never go a day without wearing it.”
She eased away from him, strangely reluctant to do so, and fingered the pendant. The metal was still warm from his palm. Dropping it, she sighed. “Annie is Wiccan. She raised me that way.”
“You could have rebelled against her religion. Kids rebel against their guardians for lots of different reasons. You could have chosen the faith of your parents. They were Catholic, right? Annie tells me you took to Wicca right off, held onto it tight all through your life.”
Mira began eating her eggs again. They were good, sprinkled with basil and parsley and cooked to perfection. “So what does that prove?” she asked between mouthfuls.
“Wearing that symbol around your throat every day of your life proves that you can take the woman out of witchcraft, but you can't take the witch out of the woman.”