Winterkill (33 page)

It had been rough on Sheridan and Lucy, Joe knew. They missed April, and they missed the way their mother used to be. Marybeth had seesawed between snapping at them and smothering them with physical affection. Lucy had complained to him that she didn’t know what to say to her mother because she never knew what reaction she would get.

Joe knew he was far from faultless as well. He felt distant,
and uninterested in so many of the things that used to give him joy. His thoughts were still up there on the mountain, in the compound, in the snow. He sometimes forgot that the living members of his family were in front of him and needed his attention.

“Your mom will be all right,” Joe said. “She’s tough.”

Sheridan nodded.

“We’ve never really talked about what happened up there on the mountain, Dad,” she said. “It seems like the good guys turned out to be the bad guys, and the bad guys weren’t all that bad.”

Joe smiled. “That’s a pretty good way to put it.”

“I can’t really sort it out,” Sheridan confessed.

“Sheridan, it’s all about accountability,” he said after a pause. It was something he had thought a lot about recently.

“What’s that mean?”

“It means that people should be accountable for their actions. They
have
to be accountable. There need to be consequences for thoughtless or cruel behavior,” Joe said, wondering if he’d said too much. He didn’t want her to think he was plotting revenge.

Sheridan sat silently for a few moments.

“Who is accountable for me losing a sister for no good reason?”

Joe frowned. “I am, to a certain degree . . .”

“No, you’re not!”

“Yes, honey, I am,” Joe said, looking straight ahead out the window. “I didn’t protect her as well as I should have. I didn’t get her back.”

“Dad!” Tears rolled down Sheridan’s face.

“Others are even more accountable,” he said.

T
hat
evening, after dinner, the telephone rang. It was Robey Hersig.

“Joe,” Hersig said.

Joe could tell that something was wrong. There was no greeting, no small talk, no mention of the coming storm.

“Yup.”

“We got an early look at the findings of the joint FBI and Forest Service investigation. Munker and Melinda Strickland
were not only exonerated, they were commended for their actions. There will be a formal announcement tomorrow.”

Joe squeezed the receiver as if to crush it.

“How could this happen, Robey?”

“Joe, you’ve got to stay calm.”

“I’m calm.”

He looked up to see Marybeth staring at him from where she had turned near the sink. It was obvious she could tell what was happening by reading his face. Joe watched as her expression went cold and her fists clenched.

“Don’t do anything foolish,” Hersig said. “We knew this was a possibility. You and I discussed it. With an internal investigation and all . . . well, they weren’t too likely to find that their own people screwed up. Remember, these are the Feds—the FBI. We knew that going in.”

Joe said nothing.

“Joe, promise me you’ll stay calm.”

M
arybeth
had run upstairs to the bedroom and closed the door after Joe told her what Hersig had reported. He needed to give her some time, he thought, before he went up there. He needed some time to figure out what to say that wasn’t angry and bitter. Grabbing his coat from the rack in the mud room, he went outside into the dark to try to clear his head.

It was cold, and there was humidity in the air. The stars were blocked out by clouds. After two months, there would be snow coming again. For some reason, he welcomed it. He zipped his coat as he strode up the walk toward the picket fence.

Joe heard a muffled rustling of bird’s wings in the dark and stopped with one hand on the gate. He turned. Next to Joe’s pickup in the driveway, Nate Romanowski sat on the hood of an ancient Buick Riviera with Idaho license plates. His peregrine was perched on his fist.

“Have you ever considered just knocking on the door?” Joe asked.

“Thanks for keeping me out of it,” Nate said, ignoring Joe’s question.

“You were helping me,” Joe said, closing the gate behind him and approaching Nate and the Buick. “It was the least I could do.”

“I heard about the results of the investigation,” Nate said, shaking his head. “Their first rule of survival is that they protect their own.”

“How in the hell did you know about it? I just heard.”

“My contacts in Idaho,” Nate said. “The decision was a foregone conclusion six weeks ago. All the Feds knew about it. Office gossip. It just took them a while to write it up with the proper spin.”

Joe sat next to Nate on the hood of the Riviera. He sighed deeply, and fought an urge to hurl himself into something hard. He realized how much he had hoped for a miracle after the investigation, and how naïve that hope had been.

“It would be a good thing,” Nate said, “if Melinda Strickland went away.”

Joe turned and looked hard at Nate. This time, he didn’t argue. Joe thought about his family inside the house, and how rough the past two months had been for them all. This wouldn’t set things right, or take them back to where they were. But he thought about what he’d told Sheridan about accountability.

“I can take care of it,” Nate said.

“No,” Joe said hesitantly.

“You don’t know what you want, do you?”

“I want her out of this state,” Joe said. “I want her out of the Forest Service. I want her to pay something. And I don’t mean money. I mean her job at the very least.”

“She’s evil.” Nate frowned. “Leaving her on the street will result in somebody else getting hurt wherever she lands.”

Joe thought about it. “That’s as far as I’m willing to go, Nate.”

“You’re sure?” Nate asked.

Joe nodded. He was well aware of the fact that he was crossing a line. But, he thought, it was a line that needed to be crossed in these circumstances. If he was wrong, there would be a world of trouble for him. If he was right, there could still be trouble. The easy and safe thing would be to simply let things run their course. But that was something he couldn’t do.

“Maybe a little more,” Joe said, feeling both elated and guilty at the same time.

“There’s my boy.” Nate smiled and nodded and clapped Joe on the back of his coat. “Then we need to persuade her to
retire and leave,” Nate said. “So we need leverage. How well do you know her?”

“Not well enough,” Joe said. “I’m not sure anyone really knows her.”

“But you know her well enough to have a good idea about what she likes, what’s important to her, right?”

Joe thought about it. He thought of two things. They went inside to Joe’s office and Joe asked Nate to wait a moment. He went upstairs to check on Marybeth. She had been crying. Joe tried to comfort her, but she didn’t want comforting. Seeing her like that steeled Joe’s determination to
do something.
He left Marybeth, went downstairs to the kitchen. He grabbed a bottle of bourbon, dropped ice into two waterglasses, and carried it all into his office. He shut the door.

For the next two hours, they discussed it. Eventually, they agreed on a plan.

It began to snow.

A
t 4:52 the
next afternoon, Joe Pickett entered the U.S. Forest Service office in Saddlestring and sat down on a vinyl couch that looked as if it had been purchased during the Ford Administration. While he brushed snowflakes off the manila folder he had brought with him, he smiled at the receptionist.

“I’m here to see Melinda Strickland.”

The receptionist glanced at the clock on the wall. The office would close in eight minutes. She had already put her purse on her desk and gathered up her coat. Joe knew from experience that no one in the office worked a minute past five. It was the same situation at most state and federal offices.

“Is she expecting you?”

“She should be,” Joe said, “but I doubt it.”

“Your name?”

“Joe Pickett. And please tell her it’s important.”

The receptionist was a new employee, someone recently hired by Melinda Strickland to replace the last receptionist, who was one of the two women who had filed the grievance. Joe recognized her from a previous job she had held in a local credit union. She was unsmiling, and squat, brusque. He watched her as she rapped on Melinda Strickland’s closed door. Then she went inside and shut the door behind her.

Joe heard the murmur of voices, one of them raising in pitch. In a moment, the door reopened and the receptionist returned to her desk for her purse and coat.

“She asked that you make an appointment for later in the week.”

“I see,” Joe said. “Did you tell her it was important?”

The receptionist glared at Joe.

“Yes.”

“Did you tell her it was about her
dog
?”

She was suddenly flustered. As Joe had suspected, the receptionist had been there long enough to realize the special relationship Strickland had with her cocker spaniel.

“No. What about her dog?”

Joe shook his head. “I need to talk with Ms. Strickland privately, please.”

The receptionist huffed and turned on her heel and went back into Strickland’s office. Behind him, Joe heard a brief rush of employees turning off lights and closing office doors. It was five, and they streamed out of the building so quickly that the outside door never shut between them.

Melinda Strickland opened her door, clearly agitated. She stood to one side to let the receptionist back through so she could go home. Strickland’s hair was the coppery color it had been when Joe first met her three months before.

“What is this about Bette?”

Joe had forgotten the name of her cocker spaniel. He stood up.

“Do you have a minute?” he asked.

Strickland’s eyes flashed. She hated surprises, but she loved her dog. Joe knew that.

“Ms. Strickland . . . ?” the receptionist asked, poised behind her desk.

“Yes, go on home,” Strickland snapped at her employee. “I’ll lock things up in a minute.”

Joe pushed by Melinda Strickland in her doorway and walked into her office. The room was in a shambles. Papers, notebooks, and mail were piled on the chairs, on the desk, and in the corners. She had made quite a mess in a short period of time. He cleared a hardback chair of papers and sat down across from her desk to wait for her.

Peeved that he had entered her office uninvited, she strode around her desk and sat down facing him.
“What?”
she demanded.

He coolly looked around the room. The only things of a personal nature on the side wall were a framed cover of
Rumour
magazine and a photo of Bette.

“Joe, I . . .”

“Your actions killed my daughter,” Joe said simply, letting the words drop like stones.

She recoiled as if stung.

“You and I both know what happened up there on the mountain,” he said, holding her eyes until she looked away. “Your agency exonerated you. But we’re talking about the real world now. I was there. You caused her death, and the death of three other people.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she spat. “You are a sick man.” She looked everywhere in the room except at Joe.

“You didn’t even send my wife a note.”

“Leave my office this instant, Warden Pickett.”

Joe leaned forward and cleared a spot on her desk for the manila folder he had brought with him. He placed it there but didn’t open it.

“There’s no way you can bring April back,” Joe said. “But there are a couple of things you can do to at least partially absolve your guilt.”

Her hands thumped on the desktop. “I’m guilty of nothing!”

“Of course, it’s not even close to enough . . . ,” Joe continued, opening the folder as if Strickland hadn’t spoken, “ . . . but it’s something. It will make my wife feel better. And it will make me feel better. It might even make
you
feel better.”

“Get out of my office!” Strickland screeched, her face contorted with rage. It was clear to Joe she wasn’t used to people ignoring her orders.

Joe went on, directing his attention again to the paper he was reading. “The first document here is a press release creating the April Keeley Foundation for Children,” he said. He glanced up and saw that she was listening, although her face was white and tense. “The initial twenty-five thousand dollars for the Foundation is to be donated by you from the trust fund
your father set up for you. If you can give more than that, it would be even better.”

He searched the document so he could quote directly from it. “The purpose of the Foundation is to ‘advocate for better protection and legislation for children in foster care.’ You’ll be a hero again. Maybe there will be a story in a magazine about you not only saving a forest but also protecting foster children.”

“What is this?” she said. “Where did you get that?”

“I wrote it up last night,” he said, shrugging. “Press releases are not my specialty, but I think it’s okay.”

“What am I supposed to do with it?”

“Release it under your signature. Then call one of your press conferences and announce it.” An edge of sarcasm had crept into his voice, and a slight smile tugged at his mouth.

Strickland was clearly aghast. Joe hadn’t seen her face so contorted before.

“And something else,” he said, removing the other document from the folder. “Your resignation letter. You can sign it and announce it during your press conference. It will look like you’re quitting in order to do good work for children. Everybody likes
that
. The real reason will be our little secret.”

The resignation letter had been easy to write for Joe. He had simply used the one
he
had been working on, and changed the names.

“Sign these, and we can both go home,” Joe said, placing the documents in front of her.

“This is sick.”

“No, it’s not sick.”

“I should call the sheriff.”

“No, you should sign these documents. There’s a copy for you and one for me.”

Joe leaned forward in his chair, and any semblance of a smile left his face. “Look, call the sheriff if you want. Tell him I’m threatening you with two pieces of paper. Tell him why this is so upsetting to you, that I would want you to create a foundation for children. That should play pretty well with the media as well, don’t you think?”

Strickland erupted violently, lashing out with the back of her hand and sending a stack of paperwork that was piled on
the edge of the desk fluttering toward the wall like a flock of wounded birds.

“GET OUT OF MY OFFICE!” she shrieked. “JUST
GET OUT
!”

Joe snatched the release and the letter before she could destroy them. Watching her carefully, he leaned back in his chair and shouted over his shoulder.

“Nate!”

He watched her eyes as they swung from him over his shoulder toward the door. He heard a shuffle behind him, and watched as her eyes widened and the blood drained from her face.

Joe glanced back. Nate Romanowski stood inside the office now. He cradled Bette in one arm and held the gaping muzzle of his .454 Casull to the head of the cocker spaniel.

“Sign your name,” Nate said, “or the little dog gets it.”

Despite the situation, Joe almost smiled.

“You’re
monsters
!” Strickland whispered. “My poor Bette.”

Joe turned back to her. Silently, he slid the documents back onto her desk. He took a pen from his shirt pocket and took its cap off. Handing her the pen, he said, “Let’s get this done.”

Relief surged through him as she absently reached out for the pen.

He turned the documents around and pointed to the blank signature lines. Strickland leaned forward and her hand hovered over the papers for a moment, but then he saw something dark and malevolent wash over her face angrily twist her features. Suddenly, she threw the pen aside.

“Go ahead and kill the dog,” she snarled. “I’m not signing anything. What’s in this for me? Huh? What do
I
get out of this?
Nothing!
Fucking
nothing
.”

Joe hoped she was bluffing. But when he looked into her eyes, into the cold fury of madness, he knew she wasn’t. He had horribly miscalculated.

Behind him, he heard the metallic click of the hammer being pulled back on the revolver.

But Nate cocking the revolver made no difference. When he looked at Melinda Strickland, he saw a grotesque shell filled with venom and bile. He did not see a glimmer of
human feelings. Even the death of her dog, the only thing she appeared to have feelings for, could not break through the armor of her narcissism. He was outmatched, and felt utterly defeated. He knew he wasn’t capable of pushing this any further. To do so would be to join her in her malediction.

“Nate, let the dog go,” Joe said, sighing.

“What?” Nate’s voice was hard with anger. “What are you saying?”

“Let the dog go.”

“Joe, you’ve got to go through with . . .”

He rose and turned. “It’s not going to work.”

Nate narrowed his eyes as he studied the leering face of Melinda Strickland, then came to the same conclusion Joe had. The dog licked his hand.

Nate released the hammer and shoved his revolver back into his shoulder holster with indignation. He bent and freed the dog.

“Get out of my office,” Strickland said coldly, triumphantly. “Both of you.”

Then she called her dog.

Joe walked past Nate into the reception area. He was crushed, humiliated. Nate joined him a beat later. They stared at each other in the reception area, both confounded by what had just happened.

“Bette, damn you, come
here
!” Strickland shouted from inside her office.

Instead, the cocker spaniel tore through the door and leaped toward Nate. The dog wanted him to hold her again.