Then, finally, she reached the butte and began to climb. Her hands were covered with blood by the time she reached the top; she could not remember the exact cause.
She looked at Rhys and was shaken to her very core. What had she expected to see? Terror in his eyes, or perhaps the black vacancy of supernatural possession. What else could overwhelm such a man so that all his faculties deserted him?
Tears.
She saw tears.
She reached out slowly and touched one. He started violently, as if awakened from a trance by her touch, and he reached up and grabbed her hand. His grip was so tight it was painful.
“Look!” he rasped. “Tell me what you see!”
She leaned forward to peer into the dark space inside the Spear. At first she could see nothing at all, save that the interior space seemed to be regular in shapeâcylindrical with a domed topâand had some kind of runic figures scrawled all over it. The script was familiar somehow, but she could not remember where she had seen it before.
Then her eyes adjusted to the dim light, and she saw.
There was a mummy inside. Maybe a living body once, when it had first been sealed into this space, but subjected by now to centuries of cold, dry mountain air. Its skin, stretched tightly over an armature of sharp-edged bones, was the color of tree bark, and its posture and expression made it clear just how the owner had died.
Kamala turned away from the spire and leaned over the edge of the butte just in time to vomit.
Its mouth had been frozen by death in mid-scream, its final expression; its spindly, shrunken arms were thrust outward as if to batter at the inside of its prison. Its fingers . . . its fingers were shattered at the tips, Kamala saw. Scraped raw and bloody as their owner had tried desperately to claw his or her way out. But there was no door in this prison, nor window. No escape. Whoever this was, he had been left to die slowly of thirst and starvation, suffocating in this space as his mind became delusional for want of food, of air . . . of hope.
And memories came welling up from the inner recesses of her soul as her nightmare engulfed her once more.
â
Bleeding hands scrape against the wall to no avail. She feels something chiseled crudely into the rough surface. Letters. Surrounding her. Spellsâpowerful spellsâthat will slowly but surely steal all the life force that is in her and transform itâ
âWordlessly she screams, opening her mouth and letting the terror pour out until the stone walls shake from the force of the sound. And the animals outside this magical tomb will hear its echo and flee, for the sound will be so terrible that not even a demon would dare to approachâ
Her sleeping mind had recognized the Wrath for what it was and tried to warn her.
Now she, too, was trembling.
“He was right.” Rhys' voice was hollow. “Anukyat. He knew.”
No god had created this spire. No god had condemned this person to death or deliberately crafted a horror chamber to turn his last hours into agony. This was done by human hands.
“They killed all the witches,” Kamala said. Wincing at the taste of the words in her mouth. “That must be why there were none of them left after the war with the Souleaters. Every one of your Spears contains a human sacrifice.”
Only witches could have served for such a sacrifice, she thought. No one else could expend all the vital energy of a human lifetime in a brief span of days; no mere human being could have provided such terribly efficient fuel for the curse that bound them.
She gazed out across the tundra; her Sight could barely pick out the shimmer of the Wrath stretching across the land from east to west, a grim and compelling power. “It is the energy of death,” she whispered.
“Human fear, human starvation, the madness that comes of being buried alive, all concentrated by these spells written here, a lifetime's worth of soulfire released in a brief span of hours, then woven into a barrierâ”
“Who made the spells?” he demanded. “Who did this to him?”
She shook her head and whispered, “I don't know.”
“Willing? Was it willing? The legends say the witches sacrificed themselves. . . .”
She shuddered. Was it possible that any man or woman would agree to such a fate? “I don't know, Rhys.” How many Spears were there, in all? Dozens on this continent at least, and supposedly more wherever dry land was available around the world. The whole of the polar region had been circumscribed, a line of Spears to guard the human lands forever. A seemingly impenetrable barrier, whose mortar was death.
How many witches had died for this? Who had killed them?
“We can't fix this,” Rhys said. His voice was a hollow thing. “The spells are broken. Look . . .” He grabbed up a handful of shattered brick and let it run out between his fingers. Whatever figures had once been drawn upon it were beyond restoration now. “No man would know how to redraw them.” She saw him open his mouth to say more, then shut it again.
No man would be willing to,
his expression said.
We are Guardians, not murderers.
Closing her eyes for a moment, fighting to shut out the terrible power of the place, Kamala tried to think clearly. “We need to copy the figures,” she said at last. Ethanus would know how to decipher them, or at least how to begin researching them. “Bring them back with us, for others to look at.” Maybe something could be done to restore the Wrath to strength without repeating the atrocities that were used to establish it in the first place.
If so, the Magisters would surely value such knowledge.
Rhys shuddered. For a moment he was so still that she feared she had lost him again; then, with a nod of determination, he pushed his left sleeve all the way up his arm, baring his flesh. Taking out his knife, he unsheathed it one handed and then pressed the point against his forearm . . . and began to cut.
“Rhys!” She reached out for him but he pulled away from her.
“Did you bring pen and ink to this place?” he demanded. “Wax tablets, perhaps? Because I know that I didn't.” He stabbed the knife into his shirt sleeve, tearing through the fabric. “Maybe we can weave a tapestry instead, with this. Embroider a record. What do you think? Or maybe . . . maybe you can work some witch's spell here, so we remember everything? Oh, but wait. No spells here. So that won't work.”
His eyes met hers, and she saw they were filled with madness; his blond hair, made wild by the wind, clung to his tear-stained face. For a moment he just stared at her, and then, when she made no further move to stop him, he returned to his work. Copying the runes from the inside of the magical tomb, carving them into his flesh. “Not so deeply,” she whispered once. “If you bleed too much you will not make it home.” But he didn't seem to hear her. The self-mutiliation was an act of penance, the flow of blood a purification. Now and then he winced as the knife cut into his arm, and it seemed to her that he drew a savage satisfaction from the sensation. Pain was communion with those who had come before him, who had suffered and died so that he and his people might live.
Finally he had copied all that he could. She helped him roll down his shirt again, wrapping the sleeve snugly about his arm to staunch the flow of blood. He made no move to help or hinder her, but accepted her ministrations in stoic silence. When she reached across him to gather up a handful of the shattered brick he did not move, but stared off into the distance. In shock. She put the sample in her food pouch and then, gently, took his face in her hands.
“Rhys. Rhys.” She shook him gently until his eyes fixed on her. “We have to go now. We have to go home. Can you walk?”
He hesitated, then nodded.
She helped him get to his feet. Helped him climb down from the butte. Mercifully, his state of shock seemed to be sparing him the worst of the Wrath's power, and concentrating on his welfare seemed to be helping her. Or perhaps it was because they were leaving this place. The power of the barrier was focused on driving living creatures away, so that none would be able to cross: fleeing it now, Kamala and Rhys had its metaphysical current at their back.
Hours passed. Night fell. Exhausted and drained, Rhys stumbled through the darkness. Exhausted and drained, Kamala tried to guide him.
Eventually the screams faded into silence, and with them the power of the Wrath. Not knowing where they wereânor caringâthe two of them lowered themselves to the rocky ground, arm in arm, and slept at last.
Mercifully, they did not dream.
Chapter 15
S
OMETHING WAS wrong.
Approaching Siderea's hilltop palace, Colivar could not pin down the source of his disquiet. Nothing seemed out of place, at least to his casual inspection. Brilliant white columns gleamed in the sunlight as they did on every other summer day; the salt-laden breeze blew in from the sea in its accustomed manner; even the distant murmur of human activity in the port far below was its usual timbre and volume. No, everything looked and sounded perfectly normal.
So what made him so sure that it wasn't? It was something he sensed viscerally, as an animal does, without having a name for it. A fleeting unease that he could glimpse out of the corner of his eye, but not look on directly. It was a kind of thing he had never felt before, and since there were few things in the world that he had not experiencedâsorcerous or otherwiseâit bothered him.
Perhaps it was simply the lack of welcome that seemed so odd. He was accustomed to having a servant run up to him the moment he arrived so the absence of one was noteworthy. Evidently Siderea no longer expected surprise visits from sorcerersâor perhaps no longer welcomed them. He could hardly blame her for the latter. The Magisters had not exactly treated her well of late. Lazaroth's comment about maggots came to mind.
And then, at last, a servant appeared. The man wasn't exactly jubilant to see him, but at least he was properly respectful. “Magister Colivar.” He bowed deeply in respect. “You are here to see Her Majesty?”
“If she is receiving,” he said, berating himself a moment later for expressing himself in such a manner. A Magister should never appear obsequious.
“Of course, my lord. Please follow me.”
Colivar was led into the palace and taken to a receiving chamber, where he was left to wait. That was also a new custom; normally Siderea put all her other business aside when a Magister came calling. Nothing about the room itself looked any different than the last time he'd seen it, but even so his hackles rose as he entered. Whatever disturbance he had sensed outside the palace was clearly active in here as well.
Then Siderea entered. She looked lovely as always, of course, but a trained eye could pick out the change in her demeanor, from her usual languid elegance to something colder. Not a great surprise. The fact that she had made him wait had warned him what to expect.
“Colivar.” She raised one eyebrow as she looked him over, as if not quite sure what manner of creature he was. Then she held out her hand to him, inviting the appropriate homage. “It has been some time.”
He walked over to her, took her hand in his, and lifted it briefly to his lips in greeting. He could smell a strange perfume rising from her fingertips, some kind of warm, sweet scent with undertones of musk. It seemed oddly familiar to him. One more part of the puzzle.
“And to what do I owe this great honor?” she asked, slipping her fingers free of his grasp.
He made sure his disquiet did not affect his tone, asking with accustomed lightness, “Can a humble sorcerer no longer visit?”
A fleeting smile came and went, though her gaze remained cold. “Come now, Colivar. You were never humble.”
“Even a sorcerer can be humbled by beauty, lady.”
“Beauty fades in time. And not even the Magisters can save it, in the end. At least that's what some of them have told me. Is it true?”
Inwardly he sighed. “I wish that it were otherwise,” he said, with rare sincerity.
The dark eyes narrowed. “Do you really?”
“Of course. How could you doubt it?”
She folded her arms across her chest. “So, would you teach me true sorcery, if you could? Would you make me like yourself, so that I might survive the ages?” The black fire in her eyes burned fiercely, hungrily. “
If you could
.”
He drew in a deep breath before answering. “It is not within my power, Siderea. You know that.”
“Because no woman can wield true sorcery. Isn't that right? We are . . . what? Too weak to master it? Too flighty?” She shook her head. “Do you know the answer to that, Colivar? Can you tell me why I must die? Can any Magister?”
For a moment he was silent. There was no right answer to such a question, and he did not know which wrong one to choose. “I don't know,” he said finally. “No one knows.” Hopefully she would accept that at face value. “I am sorry, Siderea.”