Window of Guilt (33 page)
“Payback after years of unrequited love,” said Mitzy as she combed through her curls.
Maggie massaged soapy foam into her palms. “Now that Gerald’s dead, Griselda says turning state’s evidence against the company will ‘vindicate her soul.’”
“Talk about unrequited love, I feel sorry for Gerald,” said Laurie as they started up the empty escalator leading to the food court. “Screwed out of his relationship with Elizabeth by his own sister.”
“Who better to take you down than those who know all your secrets and foibles?” Maggie said wryly.
Laurie’s thoughts focused on Ryan who, at this very moment, occupied a jail cell. After thirteen years of married life, she was finally privy to all his secrets. The irony of it all.
“I don’t get why Elizabeth didn’t immediately go to the morgue when her son went missing,” said Mitzy.
“Terrence took off for days at a time,” said Maggie as she popped a buttered Italian bread stick into her mouth. “Elizabeth had no reason to believe Terrence was dead.” She turned to Laurie. “FYI, Officer Gomez is real happy to have this TG case closed. You’re on her favorites list ’cause you assisted the police department with their investigation.”
Laurie unloaded her tray of tomato soup with basil and a Mozzarella cheese sandwich on seven-grain bread. “Yeah, well, I was kind of invested in the outcome.”
“Gomez said Helga Beckermann fainted when she learned the dead body in her driveway was Gerald’s son,” said Maggie.
“Odds are she’ll go to her grave without telling Arnold the housekeeper’s son was his cousin,” said Mitzy.
“Once Brad Jr. awakens from his coma, the Attorney General’s office will be all over his ass,” said Maggie. “Subpoenas for information up the gazoo.”
“Ryan’s court date is scheduled for a week from Monday,” said Laurie.
“Still mad at him?” said Mitzy as she dug into her chicken and pear salad.
Laurie smiled. “Not so much.”
“It’s about time.”
“Ever since Ryan abandoned his career, I’ve swum in a cesspool of resentment. Yet, he’s remorseful about his actions. A Chabad Rebbe’s been visiting him in jail. He says remorse is proof of an honorable man. That’s something, isn’t it?”
“When you bringing him home?” said Mitzy.
“The Rebbe or Ryan?” laughed Laurie.
“Ryan, smart-ass,” said her friend.
“He’ll be out on bail tonight, thanks to the Rebbe’s emergency fund. At this point, the ball’s in Ryan’s court. Rebbe Silverstein has penciled Ryan in for a series of counseling sessions in the weeks leading up to the trial.”
“I hope you guys are able to get your act together.”
I’m trying to focus on the future, not the past,” said Laurie. “Who knows how Ryan’s trial will turn out? Will Rory have to talk to his daddy from behind a plastic window? Will Rocky ever lick Ryan’s face again?”
“Now you’re getting maudlin,” Mitzy said.
“Speaking about reconciliation, when’s that date with Jeff?” said Laurie.
“You’ll be the first to know,” said Mitzy.
Book Discussion Questions
How does Laurie react upon discovering a dead body on the lawn of her summerhouse? How would you react in a similar situation?
What is Ryan’s response when Laurie tells him the dead body disappeared? Why is he hell-bent on discrediting her account of events leading up to the disappearance?
Do the local police take her seriously? Why or why not?
Describe Laurie and Ryan’s marital relationship. How does their constant bickering affect their son?
What methods does Laurie employ to ferret out TG’s identity?
Why is Ryan unsupportive of his wife’s investigation? Discuss why feelings of guilt permeate his life.
What special favor does Laurie ask of Mitzy on Yom Kippur, the holiest day on the Jewish calendar? Why?
How does Ryan’s demeanor change upon returning from his trek to Champagne? Why?
Why did Ryan initially leave Great Harvest? What does Ryan hope to achieve upon visiting his former employer. How do his expectations play out?
When Brad Jr. suspects Ryan has reported Great Harvest to the insurance board, how does he initially retaliate? How does his final retaliation impact Ryan’s marital relationship? How does Ryan respond?
Discuss how the lives of Helga, Elizabeth, and Gerald are intertwined.
Explain Arnold’s unrequited love for Laurie and how the napkin with the two addresses culminates in TG’s death.
Describe the heartbreak and consequences of Griselda’s unrequited love for Gerald. How does she save Laurie’s life?
Does Gerald learn of his son’s whereabouts before he kills himself? How does TG die?
How do Laurie and Ryan change by the end of the story?
About the Author
Suspense author Jennie Spallone wrote over one hundred profiles and feature stories for local and national publications, as well as award-winning novel
Deadly Choices
, before putting pen to
Window of Guilt
.
Jennie, an active member of Sisters in Crime and Mystery Writers of America, has spoken at local bookstores and libraries, in addition to Mystery Conferences throughout the Country, including
Scene of the Crime, Bouchercon, Printer’s Row, Sleuthfest, Malice Domestic, Magna Cum Murder, Midwest Literary Fest, Love is Murder, Public Safety Writers of America,
and the
University of Wisconsin Writer’s Institute.
Please send your comments, questions and speaking engagement queries to [email protected], www.jenniespallone.com.
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Please continue for a bonus excerpt from Award-Winning
Deadly Choices
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Warning lights unlit, siren silent, Ambulance Number 60 careened down fog-drenched streets in the pre-dawn autumn darkness. Some unseen radar directed the driver as she deftly maneuvered the ghost-like rig down West Madison Street through a maze of shattered liquor bottles and discarded syringes. The ambulance soundlessly streamed past derelicts pasted on a backdrop of scarred buildings. Replenishing supplies in the back of the rig, paramedic trainee Beth Riley stole a glance at the driver. She grimaced as her paramedic officer pulled a sandwich bag from her jacket. Angie often relied on that white stuff in her baggie to anesthetize herself against an avalanche of shootings, beatings, and vehicle collisions.
After five years as a nurse in Viet Nam, followed by twenty-two years as a paramedic with the Chicago Fire Department, Angie Ropella seemed to delight in all forms of human trauma. Knuckled in-between 24-hour stints of stabbings, multivehicle collisions, and assaults was an assembly line of little old ladies forgetting their insulin, yuppies jogging into cardiac arrest, and winos urinating in doorways.
Beth quickly averted her glance as Angie smirked at her through the rearview mirror. Her face still felt hot with shame at the tongue-lashing she’d received tonight. She had efficiently resuscitated a drug addict lying half-dead on his bungalow porch as neighborhood kids hopped over his unconscious form in a midnight game of tag.
But the last fiasco had completely unnerved her. A scrawny seventeen-year-old kid in an over-sized leather biker jacket had been weaving his motorcycle back and forth across four clear lanes of traffic when his luck was stolen by a black Toyota traveling southbound down Lake Shore Drive.
“Where’s the body?” Beth, the former librarian, had asked. ”The kid must have been a human slingshot. Probably hit a tree and bounced into an oncoming lane of traffic. Let’s check out the median strip,” Angie said, grabbing a backboard. “Don’t forget your gloves.” Extracting a pair of latex gloves from her pants pocket, Beth scurried to match Angie’s long strides. Six weeks into her job, she had no intention of contracting AIDS.
About fifty feet north, a tree lay broken in half. The limp body of a kid in a motorcycle helmet sprawled across the adjoining median strip. Carefully, the paramedics lifted the broken body onto the backboard and velcroed on a Cervical Collar. Upon applying a tourniquet to halt the bleeding from his leg and splinting several broken bones, they gently placed the boy on a stretcher and boosted the gurney into the ambulance.
“Oh, man,” Angie said, groaning. “Check out this bone sticking through the kid’s thigh. As if he won’t have enough grief with a fractured pelvis, severe neck and back injuries, and a fractured skull.”
After one look at the mangled body, Beth vomited all over the back seat. Angie just grinned. “You gonna be a medic, Riley? You can’t keep having these little accidents. Clean it up. Then keep the kid company back here. I’ll drive.”
Upfront, Angie picked up the radio. “This is Ambulance 60. We’ve got a trauma bypass and are en-route to Masonic.”
The early morning weekday scramble had already kicked in as Angie switched on her illegal boom box to some old Led Zeppelin. Flipping on the siren and lights, she expertly weaved the red and white rig through a maze of congested traffic. She zigzagged around buses that suddenly jutted out in front of her onto Halsted and Clark. Cab drivers leaned on their horns while joggers sprinted off to work and the unencumbered meandered home from all-night bars.
Sirens screeching, Angie drove as quickly as possible but the fog and congestion held her back like a dog in quicksand. “Oh, fuck, son-of-a-bitch. Damn bus drivers don’t give a shit about a life in danger.” Lights and sirens still whirring, Ambulance 60 finally pulled up the ramp to Illinois Masonic Hospital. Angie jumped out and ran around to the back of the ambulance, yanked open the doors, and wheeled the gurney into the ER where the trauma team waited.
Beth was wiping down the back of the ambulance with peroxide when Angie poked her shoulder. “Listen, I got to take a pee and get some supplies. Why don’t you jump start the paperwork, then we’ll split for tacos?”
“Sure. Meet you back on the ambulance. I mean the rig.”
Pushing the empty gurney out through the double doors, Beth considered confiding in her best friend Sue Dotson about yet another of Angie’s cocaine breaks. Nix that plan. Sue’s familiar refrain was, “The woman has sinned against her body and should be reported.”
After fourteen years as a medical librarian for the University of Chicago, Beth could spout drug statistics in her sleep, but she’d already memorized the fire academy’s unwritten code; never pimp on your partner.
Whenever she felt guilty about not squealing, Beth reminded herself that Angie was a dedicated professional whose performance was always top notch. Her uncanny ability to accurately diagnosis a patient’s physical condition with little more than a glance and a few physical probes was firehouse legend. Probably the reason no one had ever reported the veteran paramedic’s coke habit.
Unfortunately, Angie’s sarcasm was also legendary. It took all of Beth’s emotional strength to not disintegrate when Angie would zap her with a searing retort coupled with a disgusted shake of the head and rolling eyes. Many nights she would climb into bed feeling as though her soul had been ripped from her body. Yet she somehow continued to endure, feeling blessed to inhale even one daily air bubble of knowledge from the former Vietnam nurse whose heroic performance in saving lives could fill a textbook. So, she remained silent.
Once in the hospital laboratory, Angie allowed herself a whiff of congratulations from the white stuff in her Baggie. Only two years from retirement, adrenaline still rushed through her every pore. What
a high it had been to save that kid’s life! Amazing he’d survived at all, considering the damage to his kidney and spleen. Angie grinned as she grabbed another backboard and more peroxide from the ER supply cabinet and then headed back to the rig.
Firing the ignition, Angie glanced into the rearview mirror; Beth the Barfer was straightening supplies. In compliance with the Equal Opportunity Act, the fire department had to hire female trainees, but hiring this wimp was really taking it out-of-bounds. Being a paramedic meant quick reflexes and the ability to instantaneously analyze a life-or-death situation. Pretty similar to the emergency nursing she’d done in Viet Nam. Yet there was so much to learn. As a trainee, she had devoured every tidbit of information her paramedic officer would share regarding procedure, medical conditions, and firehouse protocol. Totally different scenario with Riley.
The former medical librarian was as silent as a turtle, her reflexes not much faster. Riley acted spooky, always at her elbow, watching her every move. But what really blew her mind was that even though Riley was textbook knowledgeable about some of the medical emergencies they encountered, she shied away from actually working on a patient. And the constant barfing! Definitely not paramedic material. She’d do her best to make sure this woos didn’t become a firehouse fixture. Confident with her decision, Angie was sailing high when her rig slam-banged into something, nailing her against the wheel.
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Beth was straightening supplies in the back of the ambulance when she felt a thud. What had they hit? Stomach churning, the paramedic trainee struggled into a sterile set of rubber gloves and leaped off the ambulance.
