Chapter 44
He holds thy hands,
He claspeth mine,
And keeps us near.
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Sparkling moon, The month of March. . . .
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As Hannah walked to the far edge of the village beside Strong Wolf, she noticed the leaves on the oak trees were now the size of a squirrel's ear, a sign that it was time for the Potawatomis people to plant their crops.
She looked at the fields spread before them, where the men had burned tree branches the previous fall to enrich the soil. Neat rows of planting hills stretched into the distance, ready for the new crop.
Soon she would be among the women who would be placing seeds together carefully in the top of each hill. They would plant two rows in one field, then move on to plant two rows in another field. The work would go quickly as the women would talk and joke among themselves. Only when each field had some rows planted would they return to the first field. Thus no one would feel that her field had been favored.
“You are so quiet,” Strong Wolf said, snuggling her closer to his side. “What are you in such serious thought about? Our children? We checked on them before we went for our walk. Their stomachs content with their mother's milk, they went fast asleep.”
“No, I'm not thinking about our children,” Hannah murmured. “I look forward to being a part of the planting season this year. That was what I was thinking about.”
“I have other things on my mind,” Strong Wolf said huskily, giving her a playful nudge closer.
“Then, let us return to our cabin and pursue those thoughts,” Hannah teased back as she smiled seductively up at him. “Show me, darling, what's on your mind, don't just tell me.”
Laughing softly, they ran through the village, almost breathless when they reached their cabin and hurried inside, closing the door behind them.
Spring was in the air, soft and warm. The night scents abounded in fragrances of wild roses and lilacs. The moon was wafting its silver light through the window and across the bed when Hannah and Strong Wolf stretched across it, their hands gently touching and caressing each other's bodies.
“Your stomach is flat and smooth again,” Strong Wolf said, running his fingers over its flatness. He straddled her and bent low, to flick his tongue in and out of her navel. “But it tastes the same, like honey.”
“That tickles,” Hannah giggled, the flesh of her stomach rippling beneath his teasing tongue. The ache of need blossomed between her thighs when his tongue dipped lower and he found her sweet place nestled between her thighs. She closed her eyes and slowly tossed her head back and forth, the ecstasy building within her.
“Does that tickle, or does it do something more for you?” Strong Wolf asked, his eyes dark pits of passion as he gazed up at her.
Hannah twined her fingers through his glossy black hair and smiled down at him. “You know how it feels,” she murmured. “Wonderful.”
“Then shall I continue, or would you rather I . . . ?” He didn't get the chance to finish. She had her hands gently at his neck, urging him fully over her.
“I'd rather,” she murmured, her fingers in his hair again as she urged his lips to hers. She melted inside as he kissed her and plunged his thick shaft inside her, half lifting her off the bed with the thrust of entering her.
His lips drugging her, Hannah's body hardened and tightened. When he cupped her breasts, she groaned with pleasure against his lips. She arched her hips and pressed her pelvis against him. He showered her face, ears, throat, and breasts with loving kisses.
Hannah was swirling in a storm of passion that shook her innermost senses. For too long they couldn't share these special moments. She had made love with him only in her warm pink dreams.
But now, as the babies lay in matching cribs not that far from Hannah and Strong Wolf's bed, she was able to be everything to Strong Wolf again, and he to her.
Their bodies strained together hungrily.
They could not hold back the ecstasy any longer.
Their kisses became frenzied,
Their moans of pleasure mingled.
Their bodies shook and quaked.
When they came down from the clouds, panting and satisfied, Hannah leaned up on an elbow and gazed at the cribs. “Mother never told me that there were twins in our family,” she whispered. “Can you imagine, Strong Wolf? We have a daughter
and
a son. I think it's a miracle.”
She sucked in a wild breath of rapture as Strong Wolf came up behind her and pulled her back against his hard body. She reached behind him and stroked his muscled buttocks.
“You are the true miracle,” Strong Wolf whispered in her ear. “That you came to me and filled my life with so much more meaning, and that you have given me a son and daughter. How could a man ask for more?”
Hannah sighed as he leaned over, lifted her hair, and brushed a soft kiss across her neck. She laughed softly, when through the silence she could hear her children breathing, so sweet, so soft, so precious.
Hannah sat suddenly up and wrapped her arms around her knees. “Listen, Strong Wolf,” she said, scarcely breathing herself so that she could enjoy listening to her children breathing. “Hear them? Hear them breathing? Sweet Snow Princess, Sweet Wolf Fire, our precious children.”
He scooted himself into a sitting position beside her. “Yes, is it not a sound to be treasured?” he said, drawing Hannah next to him.
“Darling, when I was with child, and was not aware that I was carrying two children in my womb, I had so looked forward to the time when we would be listening to our child breathing in the same room with us at night,” she murmured. “I never in all of my wildest dreams thought that I would be listening to two sets of breaths. I still can't get over knowing that we have two children in our lives so quickly!”
He placed his hands at her waist and gently urged her onto her back. He knelt over her, a knee parting her thighs. “Let us make a third child,” Strong Wolf whispered huskily.
Her eyes dancing, her heart pounding, Hannah nodded. She twined her arms around his neck and drew his mouth to hers.
As they kissed, rocked, and swayed, Hannah could not help but think about the way it
could
have been, had they not fought and won the many battles they had been faced with since the day they had met.
She knew that they would be faced with many more challenges during their lifetime together. But for now, she would just be grateful for what they had.
Hannah's heart beat like wild thunder as the warmth of pleasure spread through her. “My wonderful Potawatomis chief, I . . . love . . . you . . . so,” she whispered against his lips.
“My woman . . .” he whispered back to her. “My one and only; my desire.”
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Chapter 1
July 2, 1881
Richmond, Virginia
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The petite maid brushed aside a rogue wisp of hair from the back of Emeline Wright's slender neck and clasped the necklace. Miss Wright's chestnut brown hair wasn't exactly unruly, but there was a lot of it and it had a soft, natural curl, so there was always this tendril or that escaping the pins. Plus it blew ever so slightly from the air flow caused by the two-blade ceiling fan. Each of the suites on the floor had a ceiling fan, powered by a stream of water, a turbine and a beltâor so she'd been told. She stepped back with a, “If that's all, Miss?” since it was one of the few lines she was allowed to speak to the prisoner.
“Yes,” Miss Wright replied, since it was one of the few words
she
was allowed to speak. “Thank you, Jenny,” must have been added out of sheer defiance.
Jenny contained the smile that wanted to break through, curtsied and then left the suite, quietly shutting the door behind her before turning the key in the lock. She always felt a qualm about it, more than a qualm, really, but she unfailingly locked it because she was required to. An employee did not cross Mr. Peterson and keep one's job. It was rumored that one did not cross Mr. Peterson and keep one's life, although that may have been exaggeration.
As she started back to the east wing to see to her other duties, it occurred to her what an irony it was that someone as powerful and ruthless as Wilson Peterson was called Sonny. Sonny sounded sweet and harmless while he was anything but. He didn't just own this place, The Virginia Palace, the largest, grandest hotel in Richmond; he had power. City officials existed quite cozily in his pockets and eagerly carried out his bidding.
Poor Emeline Wright. Even in the unlikely event she managed to get free of the hotel, it wouldn't matter. She could strip naked, run into a street full of people and scream at the top of her lungs all the things Sonny had done to herâand no one would say one single word against him, even after she was dragged back inside and probably beaten half to death.
The Palace was not just a hotel. The elegant, four-story stucco structure, fittingly built in the palazzo style, took up half a block. It housed a refined restaurant on one end and a lavish saloon, brothel and gaming facility on the other, where big money was made. Without question, Sonny had charm, and yet everyone knew he was little more than a thug at heart who had acquired every red cent of his fortune through canny foresight and utter heartlessness. Take away his stature and confidence, and he was a plain looking man, six feet tall, with wheat-colored hair. Not thin, but nor was he muscular. He hired muscle; he rarely had to use his own anymore.
Everyone, at least everyone within the confines of The Palace, knew about Miss Wright, as well. Like most every other possession Sonny had ever set his sights on, she had been wooed, lured and then trapped. Tenderly wooed, cleverly lured and then fatally trapped. Jenny had seen her arrive the first day of what she thought was to be a brief visit, all bright eyed, kind and polite. How quickly things had changed, including Sonny's loving demeanor.
Once the trap was sprung, Miss Wright was informed they'd be married just as soon as she learned to behave as the perfect wife. It was simple, Sonny stated. If she chose, theirs would be an exceedingly pleasant life. If she resisted, as he suspected she initially might, she could expect her “training” to be harsh. No matter what, she would be his and she would make him proud or she would pay the price.
Oh, and had he ever been right about her resisting. She had entirely too much spirit, but Jenny suspected that was one of the reasons he'd chosen her in the first place. After all, he could have had his pick of any number of impressive young ladies from Richmond. Docile, obedient creatures who'd been raised to be perfect wives. Instead, he'd chosen Emelineâan independent young woman attending college. A young woman without anyone in the world to come looking for her once she abruptly and unexpectedly withdrew from school and the society she'd chosen.
Naturally, Jenny and the other maids saw more than most. While Em was paraded around almost every day on Sonny's arm, presented as his lovely, fortunate fiancée, dressed in the finest fashions and glittering jewels, the casual observer didn't see the evidence of Sonny's “training.” They saw. Some even believed that Emeline had finally learned a certain level of submissiveness, and that there would be a wedding announcement before long. In Jenny's opinion, what Miss Wright had “learned” was to become a master at subduing and concealing her emotions. She couldn't possibly be naïve enough to believe that Sonny bought the act entirely, but she'd performed flawlessly of late. There had been far fewer marks and bruises.
As a door opened just up the hallway, the door to Veronica Peterson's room, Jenny dropped her gaze and picked up her pace, hoping to pass without having to acknowledge the woman. Veronica was Sonny's aunt and one of the most formidable, joyless people she had ever had the misfortune to encounter. Luck was with her, since Veronica's back was to her as she passed.
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Indeed, Em wasn't naïve. She'd withdrawn so far within herself, she often felt nothing at all, but she wasn't naïve. After Jenny left the room, she rose from her vanity table and walked over to the full-length mirror. The pale blue gown she wore was form-hugging and beautifully made, the design straight from Paris. The bustle had all but disappeared from fashion these days and a short train had been added. It was highly flattering and yet there was nothing she would have liked better than to rip it off. To rip it to shreds.
Perhaps it was her lack of expression or the rigidity of her body, but she was suddenly struck by the memory of the porcelain doll she'd had as a girl, because she resembled that doll. The thought was bizarre enough that she shivered. She blinked and the impression intensified. She was nothing but a dollâwhose arms and legs could move, sometimes at her bidding, sometimes at his, but a lifeless, dressed-up doll just the same.
That
was what she had become.
“Barbara Jean,” Em whispered as she recalled the name of the doll. How funny; she hadn't thought of the doll in years. She moved closer to the mirror, gazing fixedly into the eyes of her reflection.
No
, she was not quite a soulless doll yet, but she had to master her fear, find the right opportunity and get away from this place. There had to be a way to make it happen, especially since she'd managed to stash traveling essentials in a soft sided bag in the basement. In it was clothing, a train ticket and moneyâthe exact same amount she'd possessed when she'd come to Richmond. She didn't want anything that belonged or had ever belonged to Sonny.
Everything she'd accomplished so far had been difficult and dangerous. In fact, purchasing the ticket to Buena Vista had been a risk she'd barely gotten away with. She'd been on a shopping excursion with Veronica, an infrequent and only recently granted privilege, when, in a milliner's shop, Veronica became involved enough in conversation with an acquaintance that Em was able to duck out of sight. Rushing to the railway station to purchase a ticket had been so nerve wracking that the station attendant had inquired whether she was ill.
She'd stammered she was perfectly well, and, with badly shaking hands, she'd stuffed the ticket into her reticule and hurried back toward the milliner's shop, arriving just as Veronica emerged. Red-faced with fury, the older woman latched onto Em's arm with a brutal grip. “Where were you?”
“I just stepped out for . . . for air,” Em replied shakily and much too quickly. She needed to calm herself. “I was feeling faint,” she added. She was suddenly gripped with fear that Veronica would search her reticule. She should have hidden the ticket in her bodice or up her sleeve.
“I will never take you out again,” Veronica swore as she led the way back to the carriage. “You can rot in that room for all I care.”
In the carriage, Em kept her face turned away from Veronica and her reticule clutched at her side until the hotel was in sight. The tall arches that led to the portico had once seemed so awe-inspiring; now the sight made her stomach ache with tension. Beyond the entrance was a lobby of grand scale with a marble floor strewn with thick, oriental-style rugs, yet the path to the stairs was all marble and the sound her shoes made when she walked it was ominous and hollow. She hated the sound. She swallowed hard, knowing she was nearly out of time, and something else had to he said. “I only wanted a breath of fresh air,” she said as tears sprang to her eyes.
“Not without my permission,” Veronica uttered through clenched teeth.
“It won't happen again,” Em replied quietly. Beseechingly.
Seconds of agonizing silence passed before the older woman gave a stiff nod. “We will neither of us mention it,” she warned.
Em looked back out the window again, nearly light-headed with relief that the crisis had passed. Not only that, but, with the ticket in her possession, freedom had finally become a real possibility. All she needed now was a window of opportunity.
“Emeline,” a dry female voice said, startling her back to reality.
Em turned to Veronica, who stood in the doorway while Em went for her fan on the vanity table. As she started forward, Veronica raked her over from neckline to hemline, her gaze full of resentment. They walked without speaking, Em taking a slight lead as if she were in control of her destination. As always, Veronica followed nearly the entire way to the private salon on the second floor where Sonny and his guests had gathered.
The doors were opened for her and Em entered the salon, causing heads to turn and a chorus of accolades regarding how lovely she looked. She smiled and murmured her thanks with all the hypocrisy she could muster.
“You're a lucky man, Sonny,” a man murmured, setting her teeth on edge.
As Sonny acknowledged the comment with a self-satisfied smile, Em took a breath and exhaled discreetly, forcing herself to relax. One day soon, very soon, she would be free of him, and once free, she would never allow a man to touch or control her ever again. It was a good thought.
Chapter 2
By ten o'clock, Em sat at her vanity wearing nothing but a white, silk dressing robe. She brushed her hair distractedly until she froze at the sound of the lock turning. Dread seized hold, but she focused on her face in the mirror. Her eyes were
not
the eyes of a doll. She was not a doll; she was pretending to be one, but with a mind he knew nothing of.
Sonny stepped in carrying a drink, having left his jacket, vest and cravat behind; he nudged the door shut behind him. He sauntered toward her, set his drink down on the vanity and pulled the front of her robe apart. Watching her mirror image, he cupped her breasts. “You looked mighty fine tonight,” he said, “but you look even better like this.”
She watched his hands so she didn't have to see his face.
A doll feels nothing. Nothing. A doll feels nothing.
He pulled her up and around to face him, untied the belt of her robe and looked hungrily at her body before he pulled her near and his mouth closed in on hers. There was no tenderness to the intrusive, alcohol-tinged tongue or the grip on the back of her neck. He tugged down the straps of his suspenders, his jaw set in anticipation, and she began unbuttoning his shirt with stiff, slightly trembling fingers. He liked things done in a specific way and she knew the order. She'd learned her cues. He stepped back and removed the long silver chain with the key to her room from around his neck and set it aside. Reaching for his drink, he said, “Middle of the bed. On your back.”
He swallowed the last of his bourbon, emptied his pockets and moved toward her. As always, she had to fight her instinct to turn away or close her eyes. He climbed atop her, pinned her hands and bent to kiss her neck, but a knock on the door surprised them both. He got up and moved toward the door, scowling with irritation, while she sat and tugged the robe together to cover herself, thankful for the distraction.
But how foolish
, she silently chided herself, when he would be right back.
He jerked open the door.
“Sorry to bother you, Mr. Peterson,” a man said quickly, “but we just learned the President was shot.”
Sonny drew back. “What?”
“Shot,” the man repeated. “Today. In Washington. The newspaper man, Harper, he received the telegram and came right over to tell you.”
“Is he dead?”
“No, sir. He was taken back to the White House. Least, that's what the telegram said.”
“Who did it?”
“Uh, some lawyer. Funny last name. The telegram's downstairs.”
“I'll be right down,” Sonny replied, already shutting the door.
He turned and looked at Emeline, but his mind was obviously busy evaluating all possible aspects of the matter. Her head was spinning, and not just because the news was shocking. Sonny was a creature of habit, and his routine had just been interrupted. “It's terrible,” she murmured. As he began to button his shirt, she experienced a chill at the irony that President Garfield had been in office just about the same amount of time she'd been Sonny's prisoner, six months or so. Did it mean something? Her body and mind felt on sudden high alert. An animal ready to spring from a trap.
“I'll be back,” he said, and then he turned and left, pulling up a suspender strap as he went.
The door closed and she held her breath, waiting for the sound of the lock, only it didn't come. She looked at the vanity table and saw the key. He'd left without it. She looked at the door again, expecting it to open once he realized his mistake, but there was only silence. She got up quickly enough that blood rushed to her head. She moved to the vanity, staring down at the items left behind, his money bound by a monogrammed silver clip, the key and his pocketknife. She reached for the knife with a trembling hand, knowing she had to go. Now. This very minute.
No!
He'd realize his mistake and be back, and to be caught leavingâ
She withdrew her hand, but continued to stare at the knife. She tied the belt on her robe and a tear slipped down her face. She swiped it away angrily and picked up the knife.
Damn it,
this was her opportunity and she was squandering it. She started toward the door, but stopped short when she heard the soft squeak of the doorknob twisting. Staring at the brass knob, she stuck the knife behind her, clutching it so hard that the mechanism sprung the blade. He would demand to know why she had the knife, and what would she say?
The door opened, and Veronica leaned in, wearing a nightdress and holding the key. By the look of her sleep-creased face; she'd been rudely awoken. Em experienced simultaneous jubilation that it wasn't Sonny and dread that her chance was about to disappear. Her only hope was to place some kind of block in the crack of the door once it was closed.
The blade of the knife.
But already Veronica was shutting the door. “D-did you hear?” she called, stepping forward on wobbly legs.
The door opened again. “Hear what?”
Em closed the distance between them, careful to keep the knife from view. “The President was shot.”
Veronica blinked in surprise. “All he said was to lock the door,” she croaked, obviously dazed from being awoken so abruptly.
“It's terrible, isn't it?”
Veronica grunted and shut the door.
Shaking with equal measures of fear and adrenalin, Em leaned against the door and stuck the blade in the right spot to prevent the lock from catching. Her breath caught as the bar pushed against the blade. This was it. If Veronica realized what she'd just done, she'd force her way in and it would all be over. Em waited, half expecting the door to fly open and knock her backwards, but it didn't. She managed a deep breath and then another. All she had to do now was to open the door and make her escape. But what if Veronica was still standing there? Or Sonny? What if it had all been a trick? A test of some sort? Memories of past punishments paralyzed her. “Stop it,” she whispered.
She hesitated a moment more and then pulled the door open far enough to release the metal tongue. She tossed the knife onto the rug behind her and peeked through the crack. No one was visible. Slowly, she opened the door and looked out at the empty hallway. This
was
it.
This
was her chance.