What She Saw (21 page)

“Buck came to town. And unfortunately, Bertram’s contact in the
trucking company let him know they’d asked Buck to look into things. That put a
hold on the shipments of drugs until they figured out how to get rid of Buck.
Buck’s supervisor was panicking because one of his bosses wanted Buck pulled out
immediately, saying he was exceeding what they wanted him to do and they were
afraid of liability issues. So it wasn’t his supervisor, that much I know.”

Hasty nodded. “Someone higher up. Makes sense. The supervisor
notices something, wants to get to the bottom of it, and makes enough noise they
can’t ignore him. So they drag in some guy who they don’t think will do much to
make it look like they’re doing something.”

Haley nodded. “That’s what Buck figures. He said toward the end
that he thought he might just have been a cover story. Like I was for him.”

Hasty’s face softened. “He coming back?”

“I don’t know.” She looked down at her plate, biting her lip
and fighting back tears. God, she was tired of being constantly on the edge of
tears.

“I’ll go find him for you.”

At that a jagged, sad laugh escaped her. “I don’t want him that
way, Hasty. You know that.”

“I know.” He reached out and awkwardly patted her shoulder. “So
it was drugs?”

“Oxycodone, like Buck figured. Each pill is worth hundreds on
the street. And evidently Bertram knew a way to get them into Canada without a
border check. So that was what he offered the drug dealer in L.A.” She paused.
“You should have seen what was in that bag, Hasty. I’ve never seen so many pills
and so much money all together at once in my life!”

“Hard to imagine,” Hasty agreed. “Okay, I think I get it. The
supervisor in Seattle figures out something bad is going on. His bosses agree
they need to check it out, even though one of them is involved. They send Buck
thinking he’ll just breeze through and that will be the end?”

“So it seems.”

“They sure misjudged that man.” He pursed his lips
thoughtfully. “The rest I get, sad to say. End result, your friend Buck helped
stop one huge drug operation.”

Haley nodded. “He sure did. They’re going to have a hard time
figuring out everyone who was involved.”

“I just wish they hadn’t gotten Ray involved,” Hasty remarked.
“That boy wasn’t a bad apple. Now the Listons have lost both their boys. A damn
shame, and all over some stupid money. Root of all evil, mark my words.”

* * *

Buck had gone to Seattle as soon as Gage was through
with him. The other end of the operation needed to be cleaned out. Haley
understood why he needed to go. She understood everything except the part where
he neglected to say he’d be back or he’d call.

Apparently he was done with her.

But when she remembered the look in his eyes that night and
before he left, she shivered a little. There had been death in his dark eyes, no
mistaking it. He was a man who wasn’t going to rest until he’d settled it all.
At some point this had ceased to be an intellectual exercise for him, the way it
had seemed at first. It had become personal.

Because they had used him? Or because she had been kidnapped?
She didn’t know and had no way of knowing, although as the days passed and she
heard nothing from him, she began to think she didn’t figure into it at all.

Which wasn’t fair, she told herself a few days later. He had
come after her and saved her, and she had no doubt that he wouldn’t have taken
action against those guys if she hadn’t been endangered. He’d said so himself.
She’d heard it more than once: he was going to find out what was happening and
who was involved so Gage could clean it up.

Instead he had needed to start the cleaning himself. Because of
her.

Given that White Shirt had kidnapped her simply because she had
seen him with Ray, she figured it might well have happened anyway, so she ought
to be grateful to Buck for saving her.

But gratitude was hard to feel when she was hurting so badly.
She had no regrets, though she couldn’t help feeling used and tossed aside
without a backward glance. She honestly hadn’t figured him for that type of man,
even though she’d been telling herself all along that he was going to leave.

But leave without a word? Without an explanation? That was the
worst cut.

Late in the evening the week before classes started, she sat
outside in the twilight, working on looking forward to starting her
much-anticipated practical nursing work next week. She was now so close to her
dream of working in a hospital and taking care of people.

That was what really mattered, she told herself. Not the
restlessness at night when she couldn’t sleep for thinking of Buck. Not the way
he had left. Not her aching, breaking heart. She had a whole life ahead of her,
and she needed to remember that Buck was responsible for that.

The knock on her door didn’t surprise her. Since news of her
kidnapping had erupted throughout the county, plenty of her neighbors had taken
to dropping by, often with a plate of dinner, sometimes just to chat for a few.
Almost like a wake,
she thought with bitter
humor. As if someone had died.

Well, people had died, but not her, and the fact that her heart
wanted to die was something no one else knew. Not really. Sometimes she saw
these unannounced visits as a kind of apology from people who were used to
looking out for each other and felt they had fallen down on the job this time.
Certainly everyone seemed worried about how she was doing.

And this was the reason she loved living here.

The instant she opened the door, shock froze her, then washed
through her in cold and hot waves. She stared at Buck Devlin and went
light-headed.

“Haley?” His tone was worried. The next thing she knew, he’d
wrapped her in his arms to steady her, kicked the door closed and carried her to
the armchair, where he sat holding her. “Are you okay?”

She gasped, shock draining away before a flood of anger. “No,”
she said, pounding his chest with her fist on each word. “I. Am. Not. Okay.”

“Haley—”

“How dare you leave like that, without a word or a call? How
could you treat me like a disposable tissue? The least I deserve...the least...”
Her voice broke and along with it the dam that had been holding it all in. She
began to sob, deep, wrenching sobs drawn from the anguish she had been carrying
for weeks now.

“I’m sorry,” he murmured. “Oh, God, I’m so sorry.”

“Why?” she demanded on a fresh sob. “Why?”

“Because I didn’t know,” he answered, holding her tighter
still.

“Didn’t know? Didn’t know what you thought of me?”

“Didn’t know if I was going to prison.”

The word stopped her between one sob and the next. Her heart
grew so still she wondered if it would ever beat again. “Prison?” She could
barely squeeze the word out. “How? Why? You never... They... Buck!”

“Shh,” he said, rocking her gently. “Shh. Things got messy. I
killed two men, Haley. That never gets overlooked.”

She tilted her head, trying to read his face, but she could see
only one side of it. “You saved me!”

“That’s true. But I still killed two men. Then this drug
operation was international and it crossed state lines. So the feds got
involved, and the Canadians got involved, and the guy in Seattle who was part of
this did a pretty good job of setting me up as a participant.”

“Oh, my God,” she whispered.

“It’s okay now,” he said, squeezing her. “Gage helped a whole
lot. So did my boss, Bill. It’s all okay. But it took time, and, Haley, I
couldn’t tell you anything. They wouldn’t let me talk to anyone. Even if I could
have, I wouldn’t have wanted you worrying about it. I figured if I wound up in
jail you were better off not even knowing about it.”

She started crying again, but this time quieter tears as she
clutched his shirt, pressing her ear to his chest and soaking up the steady
rhythm of his heartbeat. He could have been jailed? The thought horrified her
beyond bearing.

“It’s okay now.” He must have whispered the words a hundred
times as he held her, rocked her, stroked her hair. Gradually exhaustion and
relief took hold, quieting her until she simply lay against him, her cheeks
stiffening with drying tears.

“Okay?” she repeated, her voice hoarse.

“I’m a free man again. I just want you to tell me one
thing.”

“Yes?”

“Do you want me? Because if you don’t I’d better leave right
now. I can’t guarantee anything will ever pry me from your side again. Life is
hell without you.”

After so long believing he had left her without a word, it was
hard to believe what she was hearing now. She found the energy to push back a
little, and this time he turned his head so they stared at one another.

“I mean it,” he said. “So before I lay my heart at your feet
and tell you you’ll never get rid of me, this is your chance.”

Her heart began to lift, as if it were filling with helium.
“Truly?”

“Truly. I love you. It was hard enough going last time. I’m not
sure I can do it again, Haley. So do you want me?”

She lifted her hand to touch his cheek. “Yes.”

“Be very sure. I’ll still be driving. I’ll be gone for days at
a time. It’s not the easiest life for a wife.”

“I’m sure,” she said, and threw her arms around his neck to
bury her face against him. “I thought I was going to die from losing you. I
don’t care if you have to be away as long as I know you’ll come back.”

“I can guarantee that. I love you, Haley Martin. Like I never
thought I’d love anyone.”

“I love you, too,” she answered, as sure of that as of anything
in her life.

He smiled then, and the man who seldom smiled seemed to light
up from within.

A new day was dawning for her and for him.

* * * * *

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Chapter 1

H
e wasn't one of those people who had an obsession about cleanliness. Tate Colton had never had a problem with getting his hands—or any other part of him, for that matter—dirty, if the job required it. That kind of dirt he could put up with and ignore.

But dealing with these subhuman creatures who made their living trafficking in human flesh, in destroying young lives and thinking absolutely nothing of it, was an entirely different matter. It made him want to go back to the hotel room where he was registered under his assumed name and take a shower. A long, scalding-hot shower to wash away their stink.

Once he received the assignment from his supervisor, Hugo Villanueva, he knew that going undercover in order to find and save the Amish young women who had been kidnapped would require him to associate with, in his opinion, the absolute dregs of the earth.

Dregs in expensive suits.

You could dress a monkey up in fine clothes, but he was still a monkey, Tate thought. No amount of expensive clothing could change that, or change the fact that the people he was forced to interact with were lower than scum.

He'd think more about stepping on a beetle than he would about terminating the existence of one of these cockroaches.

To look at the man who had brought him up to this particular hotel suite—his current tour guide to this underworld—someone might have thought the man was a successful businessman or the CEO of a Fortune 500 company instead of the utterly soulless lowlife that he actually was.

Impeccably dressed in what was easily a thousand-dollar suit, his guide to this lurid world of virgins-for-sale smirked at him confidently as he opened the door leading into the suite's bedroom.

“I'm sure we can find something to pique your appetite, Mr. Conrad,” he said.

Tate scowled at the shorter man. “I said no names,” he snapped, mindful of the part he was playing in this surreal drama.

The other man laughed, enjoying what he considered to be the display of ignorance on the part of this new client.

“Nothing to be worried about. What are they going to do?” he asked, gesturing at the bedroom and the young women being held there. Each and every one of them were dressed in identical long, slinky white gowns. “Post it on the internet? None of them even know what the hell the internet
is,
” he stressed, jeering at the young women who were virtually prisoners in this suite. “They all live in the Stone Age. Trust me.” He patted Tate's arm and the latter shrugged him off as if he was flinging off an annoying bug—an act that wasn't lost on the man. “Your name—and your sterling reputation—are both safe here,” he assured Tate.

“C'mon, c'mon,” the man snapped at the young woman he was herding into the room for his “client's” final review. “He hasn't got all night. Or have you?” he asked, looking over his shoulder at Tate, a lecherous grin spread across his angular face. “You know, if you've changed your mind and want to make your purchase now—” He left the sentence open, looking at Tate expectantly.

“I haven't changed my mind,” Tate answered formally. The deal was that he got to see the young women in person in order for him to finalize his choice, and then the negotiations regarding the pending “purchase” would go from there.

Inside, Tate was struggling to contain his fury. The woman he'd “requested,” “Jade,” was looking at him apprehensively like a mistreated animal afraid of being beaten.

Had she been beaten?

Tate looked her over quickly. “What's wrong with her?” he demanded, channeling his anger into the part he was playing—a man who wanted the “goods” he was considering purchasing to be perfect. He was well aware of the fact that the blue-gray eyes continued to watch his every move. Tate swung around to confront the other man. “She looks like she's been manhandled,” he accused angrily.

The man shrugged indifferently. “Don't worry. Nothing happened that would have left a visible mark on her.” His flat, brown eyes raked over Hannah from head to toe, as if to reassure himself that she wasn't displaying any sign of bruising in plain sight. “That's the one rule—other than payment up front—the boss won't tolerate any visible marks left on the merchandise.”

Out of the corner of his eye, Tate saw Hannah flinch at the label the man had contemptuously slapped on her.
Merchandise.

His anger flared.

“She's a person, not merchandise,” Tate retorted, glaring at the guard.

“Hey, at the price you're going to pay, she's anything you want her to be. You want a person? You got it, she's a person.” He turned to look at the redhead he'd led out of the bedroom for Ted Conrad's perusal. “A soft, sweet-smelling person, aren't you, honey?”

Smirking, he slid his hand along her cheek and down the side of her neck.

It was obvious that the guard didn't intend on stopping there.

“I'll thank you to take your hands off her,” Tate warned darkly as the man's hand just grazed the swell of her breasts.

Anger flashed in the other man's eyes, but just as quickly, it subsided. The main reason he'd been told to bring this client here was to get Conrad to make his final decision so that the deal could proceed.

Apparently, it looked as if the deal was about to be sealed. The bottom line was, and had always been, money. So, much as he would have personally rather shot out this client's kneecaps, the guard raised his hands in the air in mock surrender.

“They're off,” he declared dramatically, wiggling his fingers in the air to underscore his point. The smirk on his face deepened as he looked at Hannah knowingly. “So, this is the one you want, eh?”

“She's the one,” Tate replied, his tone scrubbed free of any emotion.

The other man nodded his approval. “Gotta say, you've got good taste. She's a beauty.” With hooded eyes, he looked her over again. It was obvious that he was putting himself in the client's place. “She also looks like she might last you awhile.”

Hannah drew in a breath. They'd given them all some sort of pills, but she had managed to fool her captors into thinking she'd swallowed hers when she hadn't. Each word from the guard felt like a dagger, stabbing into her heart.

Her eyes swept over both men. “Please don't do this,” Hannah pleaded.

It was impossible to know which of them she addressed her plea to.

For his part, though he took care not to show it, Tate felt terrible. He could certainly imagine what was going through Hannah's mind. What Caleb's sister was anticipating. He would have given anything to comfort her, but that wasn't what was going to save her.

In order to accomplish that, he had to be convincing in his role. Which meant that he needed to go on with this charade, continue to maintain this facade so that he could, ultimately, get her and her friends away from these men.

If he went about it the traditional way, pulling out a service weapon and threatening to shoot the other man if he got in his way, Tate knew that he might—or might not—be able to get out of the hotel with Hannah. Most likely, they'd be stopped before they ever made it to the street level.

No, this way was more effective. It just required a great deal of focus and an iron will—and the ability to block out that look in her eyes to keep it from getting to him.

“What did I tell you about opening your mouth?” the guard was demanding angrily. He pulled back his hand, ready to bring it down on her face.

Hannah's alarmed cry tore at his heart.

“If she has one mark on her, the deal's off,” Tate warned him in a voice that was deadly calm, belying the turmoil that lay just beneath.

The guard stopped in midswing. The expression on his face told Tate that the guard was getting fed up with what he undoubtedly considered a high-and-mighty client. The man let his guard down for a second, the sneer on his face telling Tate that he thought he knew his type. Not just knew it, but hated it because he felt inferior to the supposedly rich client.

“You don't buy her, someone else will,” the guard jeered contemptuously. But he dropped his hand to his side nonetheless. “Sit!” he ordered Hannah with less compassion than he would have directed to a pet dog. Only when she complied did the guard finally look his way. “So, I take it we've got a deal. You're interested in acquiring this tasty morsel?”

Tate's expression gave nothing away, including the fact that he could easily vivisect him without so much as a thought. “I might be,” he replied after a beat had gone by.

“Might be,” the man echoed with contempt. He was at the end of his patience. “Look, the man I represent doesn't like having his time wasted. We're alike that way because neither do I.”

Tate slowly walked around the young woman, deliberately pausing and taking a lock of her hair between his fingers. He made a show of sniffing it. “That goes both ways.”

Suspicion immediately entered the guard's eyes. “So what do you have in mind?”

There was no hesitation on Tate's part. “A man doesn't buy an expensive car without taking it on a test run, seeing how it handles,” he pointed out, his voice continuing to be flat.

It killed him to see that Hannah had winced again in response to his words, and he saw real fear in her eyes as she watched him.

How did he get it across to her that he was one of the good guys without blowing his cover?

“Go on, I'm listening,” the other man said.

“I'd like a private session with her, to see how we ‘get along,'” Tate proposed.

“The boss doesn't deal in damaged goods,” the other man snapped.

“I have no intentions of ‘damaging' her. Just ‘sampling' her,” Tate informed him. “There are a lot of ways a man can see if he likes the goods he's getting.”

He was standing in front of Hannah now, looking into her eyes, wishing there was some way to set her mind at ease. His back was to the other man and he smiled at Hannah. The smile was kind, devoid of the lust that had supposedly brought him here. Lowering his head so that his lips were right next to the young woman's ear, he whispered, “Caleb sent me,” before straightening and backing off.

Her eyes widened, but she held her tongue.

Tate said a quick, silent prayer of thanksgiving to whoever it was that watched over law enforcement officers.

“What did you say to her?” the guard demanded. There was no arguing with his tone.

Tate turned to look at him, emulating the latter's previous smug look. “I told her that paradise was at hand.”

As he said that, Tate slanted a look toward Hannah, hoping she would put two and two together and take some comfort in the covert message. He couldn't tell by her expression if she'd believed him—or even understood what he was trying to tell her. He wasn't even sure if she'd heard him say that Caleb had sent him.

Terror, he knew, had a way of blocking out everything else.

The man relaxed a little, then laughed. “Good one,” he pronounced. “That's where she and some of those other girls come from, some backward hole-in-the-wall called Paradise Ridge.”

Tate tried to sound casually uninterested. A man making small talk, involved in a meaningless conversation that would be forgotten before he walked out the door. “Is that where all the girls are from? This Paradise Ridge place you just mentioned?”

His question was met with a nod. “This batch is. They picked up others from—” He abruptly stopped his narrative. His eyebrows narrowed over small, deep-set eyes. “What's with all the questions?”

Tate shrugged. “Just trying to find out how big a selection you've got—in case things don't work out with this one,” he explained.

“Oh, it'll work out,” the man promised. There was no room for argument. He looked at Hannah pointedly. “She knows what'll happen to her if it doesn't. Don't you, honey?” The smile on his lips was cold enough to freeze a bucket of water in the middle of May.

This time, instead of fear rising in Hannah's eyes, Tate thought he saw anger. Anger and frustration because, he guessed, there was nothing she could do right now about the anger she was feeling.

The other man was apparently oblivious to her reaction. It was clear that fear was all he looked for, all he valued.

“Don't want to wind up like your girlfriends now, do you?” he taunted her.

Things suddenly fell into place. The annoying little troll was referring to the two dead girls Emma and Hannah's brother had initially discovered. Solomon Miller, a so-called “repentant” Amish outcast had brought them straight to the bodies, hoping to use the fact that he was informing on his “boss” as a bargaining chip.

Initially part of the group of men involved in the sex trafficking ring, Miller had become the task force's inside man, trading information for the promise of immunity once all the pieces of this case came together and they got enough on the men running this thing to take them to court—and put them away for the next century or so.

If they didn't wait until they discovered exactly who was behind all this and bring him—or her—in, if they just grabbed up the two-bit players they were dealing with in this little drama, the operation would just fold up and relocate someplace else.

And Amish girls would continue disappearing as long as there were sick men to make their abductions a profitable business.

No, they had to catch the mastermind in order for this operation to be deemed a success.

“Don't threaten her,” Tate warned. When the guard shot him a malevolent look, he told him, “I want her to be willing to be with me, not because she was threatened with harm if she wasn't.”

The guard looked at him as if he wasn't dealing with a full deck. “Hey, man, don't you know? It's better when they fight you.”

The world would be a much better place if he could just squash this cockroach, Tate thought, struggling to hang on to his temper. With no qualms whatsoever, Tate would have been more than willing to put everyone out of their collective misery—himself included.