Weavers of War (52 page)

“Damn,” she whispered, running a hand through her hair.

After a few moments she lay back down, staring up at the stars, knowing she should sleep, but afraid to close her eyes again.

“We’re going to change the world,” she said to the darkness, as if Kayiv might hear her. “That’s why I had to do it.”

Chapter Twenty-one

The Moorlands, Eibithar

Keziah awoke as soon as the Weaver left her dream, opening her eyes to find Grinsa still sitting beside her, concern etched on his face.

“Are you all right?” he asked.

She nodded. As encounters with the Weaver went, this one had been relatively easy for her. “Are you?”

He shrugged, glowering at the fire that burned a short distance away. “I had him. Twice, really. And both times he managed to fight me off.”

“You hurt him, Grinsa. And maybe more important than that, you frightened him. He won’t be so confident tomorrow, and that has to be to our advantage.”

“Maybe. I fear he was right though. Any victory I might have won just now will be meaningless in the end. In order to defeat him I needed to kill him, and I couldn’t.” He swung his gaze back to her. “You’ll have to be especially watchful tomorrow, Kezi. He’s vengeful—we know that—and now he has ample reason to want to punish you.”

She sat up, her head spinning, though not as it had after previous dreams of the Weaver. Could it be that she was getting used to this?

“I’ll be careful,” she said, “although I imagine he’ll be most intent on killing you. Every time he thinks he’s added a woman to his movement, you seem to take her away. I can’t imagine that he likes that.”

Her brother grinned. “No, probably not.”

“We should tell Kearney what’s happened. He’ll want to know.”

Grinsa nodded, standing and helping Keziah to her feet. They crossed the camp and found the king sitting outside his tent with Gershon Trasker.

Keziah and Gershon had hardly spoken since the swordmaster’s arrival on the battle plain. Once they had been fierce rivals for the king’s ear and had disliked and distrusted each other. Later, when Keziah began trying to join the conspiracy, she was forced to rely on Gershon as a confidant, and they came to an understanding of sorts. More than once during the march north from the City of Kings, Keziah had been surprised to find that she missed his company. She thought about seeking him out upon his arrival, but at the time she was still posing as a traitor, and she couldn’t risk being seen with him.

Both Gershon and the king stood as Keziah and Grinsa approached.

“Are you all right?” Kearney asked, looking the archminister up and down as if he expected to see wounds on her.

“I’m fine. Both of us are.”

“Did it work?”

“No, Your Majesty,” Grinsa said. “I’m sorry.”

“Damn. What happened?”

“Grinsa tried!” Keziah said.

Kearney cast a dark look her way. “I don’t doubt that he did, Archminister. I’m merely asking that he tell me what happened.”

Grinsa laid a hand on her shoulder, as he briefly described for Kearney their encounter with the Weaver.

“I’m certain that you did all you could, gleaner,” the king said when he had finished. “I’m grateful to you for making the effort. And I’m grateful to you, Archminister. I have some idea of how much you risked.”

“You honor me, Your Majesty,” she said, her gaze lowered.

Gershon looked at Kearney and then at Grinsa. “So what do we do now?”

“We ready ourselves for war. Isn’t that so, gleaner?”

“Yes, Your Majesty, I suppose it is.”

“You’ll lead the Qirsi, of course.”

“The few I have left.”

“How do you suggest we array the armies?”

Grinsa rubbed a hand over his face. “To be honest, I’m not very knowledgeable when it comes to military tactics. The swordmaster probably knows better than I.”

“I doubt that,” Gershon said. “I’ve never fought a Qirsi army.”

“I’m not interested in hearing which of you knows less about fighting this kind of war! I simply want your recommendations.”

“Let me ask you this, gleaner,” Gershon said. “If you were leading an army of Qirsi against us, what could I do that would confound you the most?”

Grinsa appeared to consider this for several moments. “It all comes down to the archers,” he said at last. “Swordsmen will never get close enough to do any damage, but the archers may be able to reach them.”

“How?”

“Spread them. Have arrows flying at the Qirsi from as many different positions as possible. Force them to summon winds from several directions at once. Either the Weaver will have to relinquish his hold on some of those who have mists and winds, which will make the gales they raise less effective, or he’ll have to keep his full attention on sustaining all the winds. One way or another it helps us.”

“Good,” Kearney said. “What else?”

Grinsa fell silent once more, staring at the fire, slowly shaking his head. “The queen’s army should remain on foot,” he said after some time. “All of us should.”

“But won’t the Qirsi be mounted?”

“Yes. But the Weaver will have many warriors with language of beasts.”

Neither Kearney nor Gershon appeared convinced.

“You can’t think of them as you would an Eandi enemy, Your Majesty,” the gleaner went on. “As simple fighters, they won’t be the equal of your soldiers. It’s their magic that makes them dangerous, and so we must do everything we can to eliminate that advantage. They will be mounted, which means that I can use magic against their horses. We’ll be better off if they can’t do the same.”

The king nodded, though he still looked unhappy. “Very well, gleaner. Anything else?”

“Not that I can think of, Your Majesty. But if more comes to me, I’ll let you know.”

“Of course. You’re probably weary. Get some sleep, gleaner. And again, you have my thanks for all you’ve done.”

Grinsa bowed. Then he turned to Keziah. “You’ll be all right?”

“Yes.”

“If you find that you’re having trouble remaining awake, find me, and wake me. I’ll watch over you.”

“That’s kind of you, but it’s more important that you get some rest.”

Gershon frowned. “Why can’t she sleep?”

“The Weaver threatened me at the end of our encounter tonight,” she answered. “I’m not certain that he’d really make an attempt on my life on the eve of battle, but it’s probably best that I don’t give him the opportunity.”

“Until the morning then,” Grinsa said, kissing her cheek. He nodded to Gershon, then walked toward the Curgh camp.

For several moments the three of them stood silent watching her brother walk away.

Finally, Gershon cleared his throat, and said, “Well, I should probably sleep, too.” He remained where he was, however, eyeing Keziah. “It seems you survived your deception of the Weaver. Whatever happens tomorrow, you don’t have to pretend anymore.”

“No, I don’t. Thank you, swordmaster.”

He glanced at the king, his cheeks shading to crimson. “For what?”

“For keeping my secret. For protecting me.”

“I didn’t do much, Archminister.”

She smiled. “You did more than you know. And like it or not, you gained a Qirsi friend.” She stepped forward, raised herself onto her tiptoes, and kissed him.

Gershon scowled at her. “What was that for?”

“It seemed the best way to aggravate you. I’ve missed doing that.”

Kearney laughed.

“You always did excel at it,” the swordmaster said, sounding cross, though it seemed to take an effort. After a moment, he offered a smile of his own. “You’ve done us all a great service, Archminister. And I promise you that every man under my command will know of it. I’m aware of how they’ve treated you these past several turns and I intend to put a stop to it.”

“That’s not necessary.”

“I believe it is.”

She had no desire to argue with the man. “All right then. Again, you have my thanks.”

“You’re welcome.” Gershon bowed to the king. “Your Majesty.”

“Good night, Gershon.”

In recent days, Keziah had tried to avoid being alone with the king, but that was where she now found herself. Kearney stared into the fire, but occasionally his eyes would flick toward her.

“Twice today I’ve feared that I might lose you,” he said, breaking a lengthy silence. “I can’t tell you how the thought of that frightened me.”

“I’m grateful to you, Your Majesty.”

He looked up, his eyes meeting hers. “I didn’t say that as your king.”

Keziah shivered. How long had she waited to hear him say such a thing to her? And yet now that he had at last spoken the words, she wondered if she still wanted him. Her ambivalence surprised her. It even frightened her a bit. She could hardly remember a time when she hadn’t loved this man.

“Forgive me, Your Majesty. But you
are
my king, and all that you say to me, you say as a king to his archminister.”

“We’ve been so much more than that to each other, Kez. Can’t we be again? I’ve missed you. With everything that’s happened today I’ve realized again how much I still need you.”

She smiled, despite the tears in her eyes. “I’ll always love you, and not only as my king. But it’s been so long…” She faltered. “Maybe too long. I don’t know if I can go back.”

“So we can never be together again? Not even tonight, on the eve of a war that could end all that we’ve known and fought together to preserve?” He smiled playfully. “You have to stay awake anyway.”

Keziah laughed, though her heart was aching. He had always been able to find humor in even the most difficult of circumstances. It was one of the reasons she had fallen in love with him.

She walked to where he stood and put her arms around him, resting her head against his chest. “Not even tonight,” she whispered. “I’m sorry.”

They stood that way for a long time, until at last she turned her face up to his and kissed him one last time. Then she pulled back and left him, wiping the tears from her cheeks.

A year ago, on the night he agreed to assume the throne, on the plain just beyond the walls of Kentigern Castle, she had refused him in much the same way, though it had nearly killed her to do so. Tonight was different. She was different. And as she walked away from the man she had once loved more than she ever thought possible, Keziah ja Dafydd surprised herself again, this time with the direction in which her steps carried her.

*   *   *

He watched from a distance, waiting until the king was alone before approaching him. He was surprised to see Kearney and the archminister embrace, even more so when they kissed. Like others, he had heard rumors of Kearney’s affair with the woman, but he hadn’t known whether or not to believe them. Not long ago, Aindreas would have thought to use what he had seen as a weapon against the king, another way, perhaps, to challenge the legitimacy of his rule. But not anymore.

“You’re doing the right thing, Father.”

The duke turned at the sound of Brienne’s voice. She was beside him, her golden hair stirring in the light wind, her grey eyes luminous with the light of torches and stars. He didn’t say the obvious, that he was doing the only thing he could, and coming to it late, very nearly too late. Instead, he merely smiled at her, wishing that he could cup her cheek in his hand, or kiss her smooth brow, knowing that she existed only in his mind and was beyond his reach.

“It’s not going to get any easier, Father.”

Right. Facing Kearney again, he stepped forward into the light of the king’s fire, his hands trembling, beads of sweat running down his temples.

“My pardon, Your Majesty. May I have a word?”

The king spun around at the sound of Aindreas’s voice, his hand straying to the hilt of his sword. Seeing the duke, Kearney frowned but he didn’t relax his stance.

“This isn’t a good time, Lord Kentigern. Can it wait until tomorrow?”

“No, I’m afraid it can’t. Tomorrow might be too late.”

Kearney narrowed his eyes. “What is it you want?”

Aindreas stared at him, noting that his hand was still on his weapon. “You think I’ve come to kill you.”

“Have you?”

“Of course not!”

“You say that as if I should know it without asking. But considering the matter from my point of view, do you really think the notion that far-fetched?”

This was why he hated the man, why he hated Javan as well. The arrogance, the self-righteousness. He should have known better than to approach this imperious king.

“You’ve thought the worst of me from the day you took the throne,” Aindreas said, sneering at him. “You’ve sided with Javan from the beginning, allowing him to poison your mind against me! You give no thought at all to how we’ve suffered this past year!”

“This isn’t my fault, Aindreas! You’ve defied me at every turn, fomented rebellion throughout the land, and weakened our realm when it’s most vulnerable! I’ve given you ample opportunity to put your house in good standing once more, and you’ve refused.”

“I’m here. I marched with your swordmaster and joined him in defeating the Solkarans. I’ve fought against the empire. What more do you want?”

“Allowing you to fight with us was Gershon’s decision, and I won’t question his judgment. But neither am I ready to forgive all simply because you’ve finally upheld your duty to the throne and the realm.”

“You have no right to judge me or my house!”

“I have every right! I’m your king! And it’s about time you treated me as such!”

Aindreas nearly left then. How could he be expected to make peace with such a man? How could he possibly confess to Kearney all that he had done when the king already regarded him as a traitor? He actually turned to go, but Brienne was there, standing in his path, a hard look in her eyes.

The duke halted, closing his eyes briefly and taking a long breath. “You’re right,” he said. He turned back to Kearney. “Your Majesty.”

The king regarded him doubtfully. “Suddenly, I’m right?”

“Not suddenly. You’ve been right for some time now, about many things.”

“What about all that you just said to me, about how Javan had poisoned my mind, and I had never given any consideration to your house?”

Aindreas rubbed his eyes with his thumb and forefinger. “I’m a fool, Your Majesty. Surely you’ve reasoned that out for yourself by now.”