Water Sleeps (47 page)

T hat must have been one kick-ass nightmare,” Willow Swan told me, kneeling
beside me, having just shaken my shoulder to waken me. “Not only were you
snoring, you were grunting and squeaking and carrying on a conversation with
yourself in three different languages.”

“I’m a woman of many talents. Everybody says so.” I shook my head groggily.

“What time is it? It’s still dark.”

“Another talent emerges. I can’t get anything past the old girl.”

I grumbled, “The priests and the holy books tell us that God created man in His
own image but I’ve read a lot of holy books—including those of the idolaters—and
not once have I found any other evidence that He had a sense of humor, let alone
is the kind of person who would try to make jokes before the sun even came up.

You’re a sick man, Willow Swan. What’s going on?”

“Last night you said we’d have to start early. So Sahra thought you meant we
should be ready to go as soon as there’s light enough to see. So we can get off
the plain with plenty of daylight to spare.”

“Sahra is a wise woman. Wake me up when she’s ready to go.”

“I think right now would be a good time to get up, then.”

I raised my hands. It was just light enough to see them. “Gather ’round,

people.” Once a reasonable crowd had done so I explained that each of us who had
stayed behind in the fortress had been given knowledge that would help us in
times to come. “Shivetya seems very interested in our success. He tried to give
us what he believed would be useful tools. But he’s very slow and has his own
demonic perspectives and doesn’t know how to explain anything clearly. So it’s
extremely likely that there is a lot we know that we won’t know we know until
something makes us think of it. Be patient with us. We’ll probably be a little
strange for a while. I’m having trouble getting used to the reeducated me and I
live here. New knowledge pops up every time I turn around. Right now, though, I
just want to get off this plain. Our resources are still limited. We have to
establish ourselves as fast as we can.”

Those faces I could discern revealed fear of the future. Somewhere the dog
whined. Iqbal’s baby whimpered momentarily as Suruvhija shifted her from one
nipple to the other. In my consideration, that child ought to have been weaned
by now but I knew I had no justification for my opinion. None of my babies have
been born yet. And it is getting a little late to bring them in.

People waited for me to tell them something informative. The more thoughtful now
wondered what new troubles awaited us since we had actually made it this far.

Swan could be right. It could be harvest season in the Land of Unknown Shadows.

And it could also be the season for scalping foreigners.

I was troubled myself but had been faced with the unknown so often that I had
calluses on that breed of fear. I knew perfectly well it would do me no good to
fuss and worry when I had no idea what lay ahead. But worry I would, anyway.

Even when knowledge contracted while I slept assured me that we would not
encounter disasters once we shifted off the plain.

I had planned to offer a rousing speech but quickly discarded that notion. No
one was interested. Not even me. “Is everybody ready? Then let’s go.”

Getting started took less time than I expected. Most of my brothers had not
stopped to hear me say what they anticipated would be the same old same old.

They had gone on getting ready to roll. I told Swan, “I guess ‘In those days the
Company . . . ’ works a lot better after supper and a hard day’s work.”

“Does for me. Works even better when I’ve had something to drink. And it’s a
kick-ass wowser after I’ve gone to bed.”

I walked with Sahra for a while, renewing our acquaintance, easing the strain
between us. She remained tense, though. It would not be that long before she had
to deal with her husband in the flesh for the first time in a decade and a half.

I did not know how to make that easier for her.

Then I walked with the Radisha for an hour. She, too, was in an unsettled mood.

It had been even longer since she had had to deal with her brother in all but
the most remote capacities. She was a realist, however. “There’s nothing I can
lose to him, is there? I’ve lost it all already. First to the Protector, through
my own blindness. Then you stole me away from Taglios and robbed me of even the
hope of reclaiming my place.”

“Bet you something, Princess. Bet you that you’re already being remembered as
the mother of a golden age.” That actually seemed a reasonable prediction. The
past always seems better when the present consists of clabbered misery. “Even
without the Protector back in the capital yet. Once we’re established, the first
mission I mean to launch will be to get word back to Taglios that you and your
brother are both alive, you’re really angry, and you’re going to come back.”

“We all must dream,” the woman told me.

“You don’t want to go back?”

“Do you recall the taunt you laid before me every day? Rajadharma?”

“Sure.”

“What I may want is of no importance. What my brother might want does not
signify, either. He’s had his adventures. Now I’ve had mine. Rajadharma
constrains us more surely than could the stoutest chain. Rajadharma will call us
back across the uncounted leagues as long as we continue to breathe, through the
impossible places, past all the deadly perils and improbable beings. You
reminded me again and again of my obligation. Perhaps by doing so, you created a
monster fit to battle the beast who displaced me. Rajadharma has become my vice,

Sleepy. It has become my irrational compulsion. I continue to follow you only
because reason insists that even though this path leads me farther from Taglios
today, it is the shortest road to my destiny.”

“I’ll help where I can.” I did not commit the Company, though. I still had the
Captain and Lieutenant to waken and deal with. I started to move on. I wanted to
visit with Master Santaraksita for a while and lose myself, perhaps, in an
interplay of intellectual speculation. The librarian’s horizons were much
broader these days.

“Sleepy.”

“Radisha?”

“Has the Black Company extracted sufficient revenge?”

We had taken away everything but the love of her people. And she was not a bad
woman. “In my eyes you’re just one small gesture short of redemption. I want you
to apologize to the Captain once he recovers enough to understand what’s
happening.”

Her lips tightened. She and her brother did not let themselves be slaves to
considerations of station or caste, but still, apology to a foreign mercenary?

“If I must, I must. My options are limited.”

“Water sleeps, Radisha.” I joined Suvrin and Master Santaraksita, taking a few
minutes to visit with the black stallion on the way there. It carried One-Eye,

who was breathing but otherwise did not look much better than a corpse. I hoped
he was just sleeping an old man’s sleep. The horse seemed bored. I suppose it
was tired of adventures.

“Master. Suvrin. By some chance do you two suffer any memories you didn’t have
before we came to the plain?”

They did indeed, Santaraksita more so than Suvrin. Shivetya’s gifts seemed
shaped for each individual. Master Santaraksita proceeded to relate yet another
version of the Kina myth and of Shivetya’s relationship to the Queen of Death
and Terror. This one assumed the point of view of the demon. It did not say much
that was new, just shifted the relative importance of various characters and,

laterally, blamed Kina for the passing of the last few builders.

Kina remained a black-hearted villain in this version, while Shivetya became one
of the great unsung heroes, deserving of a much higher standing in myth. Which
could be true. He had no standing at all. Nobody outside the plain had ever
heard of him. I suggested, “When you get back to Taglios now, Master, you can
establish a mighty reputation by explaining the myths in the words of a being
who lived through their creation.”

Santaraksita smiled sourly. “You know better, Dorabee. Mythology is one area
where nobody wants to know the absolute truth because time has forged great
symbols from raw materials supplied by ancient events. Prosaic distortions of
fact metamorphose into perceived truths of the soul.”

He had a point. In religion, precise truth has almost no currency. True
believers will kill and destroy to defend their inaccurate beliefs.

And that is a truth upon which you can rely.

I raised my head carefully to peer over the edge of the plain at the Land of
Unknown Shadows. Willow Swan snaked up on my right. He did the same. Riverwalker
copied him on my left. River said, “I’ll be damned.”

I agreed. “No doubt about it. Doj. Gota. Come and look. Will somebody bring
One-Eye up?” The little man had started talking about an hour ago. He did appear
to be in touch with the real world at least part of the time.

I beckoned the white crow. That darned thing was going to give us away if it
kept circling.

“To who?” Swan asked. “I don’t see anybody.” Obviously, I was thinking out loud
again. Swan weaseled sideways so Doj could crawl up beside me.

Doj rose up. He froze. After fifteen seconds he harrumphed.

Gota said it. “Is the same place we left. You got us turned around, you fool
Stone Soldier.”

At first glimpse it was identical. Only, “Look to the right. There isn’t any
Overlook. And never was. And Kiaulune isn’t the New City.” I never saw Kiaulune
before it became Shadowcatch but doubted these ruins resembled that old city
much, either. “Get Suvrin. He might know.”

I continued to stare. The more I did so, the more differences stood out. Doj
said it. “The hand of mankind rested more lightly here. And men went away a long
time ago.” It was only the shape of the land that was identical.

“Back about the time of the earthquakes, you suppose?” What would have been
hardscrabble farmland in my world here looked like better soil that had been
abandoned for twenty years. It was overgrown by brush and brambles and cedars
but no truly sizable trees were yet evident except those that grew in orderly
rows and those so distant they painted the foothills of the Dandha Presh a deep
green that was almost black.

Suvrin arrived. I offered a few questions. He told me, “It does look like they
say Kiaulune did before the Shadowmasters came. When my grandparents were
children. The city didn’t start growing until Longshadow decided to build
Overlook. Only, I don’t see anything down there now but ruins.”

“Look at the shadowgate. It’s in better shape than our own.” But not in good
repair by any standard. The quakes had taken their bites. “You can tell where it
is.” That was a weight off my shoulders. I had anticipated fighting starvation
while we fussed with strings and colored powders in an effort to survey the only
safe pathway through.

Several men carried One-Eye up and set him down amongst us. They silhouetted
themselves above the skyline doing so. My grumbling did no good. On the other
hand, no bloodthirsty hordes materialized below the shadowgate, so it was
possible that we were not yet betrayed. “One-Eye. Do you sense anything down
there?”

I did not know if he would respond. He seemed to be asleep again. His chin
rested on his chest. People gave him room because it was in these moments he
began to ply his cane. After a few seconds, though, he lifted his chin, opened
his eyes, murmured, “A place where I can rest.” The wind that was always with us
on the plain almost stole his words away. “A place where all evil dies an
endless death. No wickedness stirs down there, Little Girl.”

One-Eye’s remarks excited everyone who had witnessed his most recent episode.

Half a dozen more men exposed their silhouettes to anyone watching from below.

Still others seemed to think we ought to trudge right on down there in a big,

disorderly mob, right now.

“Kendo!” I called. “Slink! I want you each to take six men out through the gate.

Fully armed, including bamboo. Slink, take the right side of the road. You take
the left, Kendo. You’ll be covering the rest of us as we come out. River, you’re
the reserve. Take ten men and wait just inside the shadowgate. You’ll stay there
and become the rear guard if nothing bothers them.”

Training and discipline took over. A superior standard of both are among the
Company’s most potent tools. Properly employed, they become our deadliest tools.

We try to inculcate discipline from a recruit’s first day, right alongside a
healthy distrust of everyone on the outside. We try to pound into his very bones
what he needs to do in every situation.

The slope from the edge of the plain to the shadowgate seemed to stretch for
miles. I felt bone-naked descending it without the standard. Tobo, carrying the
golden pickax, had to take my place. I told him, “Don’t get too fond of the job,

kid. It may be all I have if we get the Captain and the Lieutenant back. And I
won’t even have that if your dad wants all of his old jobs back.”

Experiment quickly proved no key but the pick was needed to leave the plain. The
shadowgate did tickle and tingle, though.

The first thing I noticed outside was a powerful mixture of sagey and piney
smells. There had been few odors on the plain. Then I noticed the incredible
warmth. This world was much warmer than the plain was. It was early autumn here
. . . as promised, Willow. As promised.

Kendo and Slink kept their squads moving, screening our advance. More and more
people passed through the gate. I got myself hoisted onto the black stallion so
I could see better. Which meant that somebody had to carry One-Eye. I told
Sahra, “Let’s head for those ruins.” I was about to add something about shelter
being easier to find there when Kendo Cutter shouted.

I looked where he pointed. It took a sharp eye to see them. The old men coming
uphill slowly wore robes almost exactly the same color as the road and the earth
behind them. There were five of them. They were bent and moved slowly.

“We did give ourselves away up there. And somebody was watching. Doj!”

Waste of breath. The Swordmaster was headed downhill already. Tobo and Gota were
right behind him, which did nothing for Sahra’s nerves. I rushed forward, caught
the boy. “You stay back.”

“But, Sleepy!”

“You want to debate it with Runmust and Iqbal?” He did not want to argue with
the large Shadar gentlemen. I did not want to argue with the Troll. I let her
go. She might be more intimidating than Doj, anyway. He was just one old man
with a sword. She was a vicious old woman with a virulent tongue.

I checked my battered old shortsword. That was going to perform wonders if they
climbed over Uncle Doj. Then I headed downhill myself. Sahra accompanied me.

The old men in brown looked at Doj and Gota. Doj and Gota looked at them. Those
five men looked like they had been cast in the same mold, being nearly as wide
as they were tall and very long in the tooth.

One of the natives said something rapid in a liquid tongue. The cadence was
unusual but the words sounded vaguely familiar. I did catch the phrase “Children
of the Dead.” Doj replied at length in Nyueng Bao, which included the formulas
“The Land of Unknown Shadows” and “All Evil Dies There an Endless Death.” The
old men seemed hugely puzzled by Doj’s accent but recognized those phrases well
enough to become visibly agitated. I could not tell if that was a positive sign
or not.

Mother Gota began muttering the incantation that included “Calling the Heaven
and the Earth and the Day and the Night,” and that excited the old men even
more.

Sahra told me, “Evidently the language has changed a great deal since the
Children of the Dead ran away.”

It took me a moment to understand that she was translating what Doj had said in
an aside to Gota.

There was a stream of chatter from the old men, all apparently in the form of
pointed questions that Doj could not answer.

Sahra said, “They seem to be extremely worried about someone they keep calling
‘that devil-dog Merika Montera.’ Also about a pupil of this monster, a supposed
future Grandmaster. Apparently the two were driven into exile together.”

“Merika Montera would be Longshadow. We know there was a time when he used the
name Maricha Manthara Dhumraksha. He sent an agent named Ashutosh Yaksha to live
among the Nyueng Bao in an effort to find and steal the Key that we’ve brought
with us. The golden pickax.”

Uncle Doj chided, “Sleepy, these old men don’t speak Taglian or Dejagoran, but
there’s still a chance that they might recognize our version of names they fear
and hate just a whole hell of a lot. Right now they’re clamoring for answers
about one Achoes Tosiak-shah. It sounds like Longshadow and Shadowspinner,

before they were exiled, were the last of a race of outsider sorcerers who
enslaved these people’s forefathers—through their ability to manipulate killer
shadows they summoned from the plain.”

“Wouldn’t you know? They brought their business with them. Tell these guys
whatever they need to know. Tell them the truth. Tell them who we are and what
we intend to do. And what we’ve already done to their buddies Longshadow and
Shadowspinner.”

“We might be wise to find out a little more about them before we become
completely candid.”

“I wouldn’t expect you to break any lifetime habits.”

Doj nodded slightly, betraying the slightest smile. He faced the old men and
began talking. I found that my Nyueng Bao was improving. I had no trouble
isolating “Stone Soldiers” and “Soldiers of Darkness” in his monologue. Native
faces kept turning my way, always more surprised.

Sahra told me, “They’re monks of some sort. They’ve been watching for a long
time. Watching is what their order does. In case the Shadowmasters try to
return. They did not expect anyone to come for real.”

“They especially didn’t expect women, eh?”

“That amazes them. And Swan worries them. Their ancestors’ experiences with
white devils were not positive.” Then, of course, the white crow swooped and
landed on my shoulder. And the great black stallion, with its prune of a rider,

came down to stick its nose in. And as the chatter picked up, still
well-seasoned with “Stone Soldier” and “Soldier of Darkness” and “Steadfast
Guardian,” the rest of the band drifted forward, impelled by curiosity. First
thing I knew, Tobo was right there beside me, along with Runmust, Iqbal and
Suruvhija and all their offspring, the dog, and ever-increasing jabber about
what should we do with the Captured, where were we going to set up camp . . .

“You hearing these questions?” I asked Doj.

“I hear them. I think we’re going to be granted this whole valley. For the time
being. While they send messages to the Court of All Seasons and the File of
Nine. We’ll have more important visitors eventually. Until then—as I understand
them—we can set down anywhere we want. The dialect is a little tricky, though,

so be careful.”

Dozens of veteran eyes scanned the valley for defensible positions. It took no
effort to identify them. They were the same as those we recalled from the
Kiaulune wars.

I wondered if all the connected worlds would be equally familiar physically.

I indicated my choice. No one demurred. Runmust and the Singhs hurried off to
survey the site, accompanied by a dozen men armed for anything. The five old
monks did not protest. Mostly they seemed bemused and amazed.

So it was that the Black Company reached the Land of Unknown Shadows instead of
fabled Khatovar. There it was that the Company settled and rested and recovered.

There it was that I filled book after book with words when I was not planning or
leading expeditions to rescue the rest of my captured brothers, and even that
devil-dog Merika Montera so he would be available for another, rather less
pleasant encounter with justice than the one that had driven him into exile. The
grandchildren of his former slaves feared him not at all.

I won him a stay, at Lady’s request, so he could help with Tobo’s schooling. The
stay was good for as long as he did that job satisfactorily and not for a moment
more. The old monks, as tight of lip as their cousin Doj, agreed that Tobo had
to be trained but would not reveal their reasoning even to me.

At one time the Land of the Unknown Shadows had suffered many lean, pale
bonesacks just like Longshadow. They were invaders from another world. They had
brought no wives with them. Time did not love them.

And thus it was. And thus it was.

Soldiers live. And wonder why.

One-Eye survived another four years, suffering strokes, yet recovering slowly
every time. Seldom did he leave the house we built for him and Gota. Mostly he
tinkered with his black spear while Gota hovered around and fussed. He fussed
right back and never stopped worrying about Tobo’s education.

Once again Tobo was smothered in parents both real and surrogate.

He studied with One-Eye, he studied with Lady, he studied with Longshadow and
Master Santaraksita, with the Radisha and the Prahbrindrah Drah, and with the
masters of our adoptive world. He studied hard and well and much, much more than
he wanted. He was very talented. He was what his great-grandmother Hong Tray had
foreseen.

The Captured all returned to us, except for those who died beneath the plain,

but even the best of them—Murgen, Lady, the Captain—were strange and deeply
changed. Fey. But we were changed as well, by life, so that those of us they
remembered at all were almost alien to them.

A new order came into being.

It had to be.

Someday we will cross the plain again.

Water sleeps.

For now, I just rest. And indulge myself in writing, in remembering the fallen,

in considering the strange twists life takes, in considering what plan God must
have if the good are condemned to die young while the wicked prosper, if
righteous men can commit deep evil while bad men demonstrate unexpected streaks
of humanity.

Soldiers live. And wonder why.