Warlord (Outlaw 4) (37 page)

‘Your Grace, I must thank you for your hospitality, and for the kindness your servants have shown me here in the Hotel-Dieu. I believe they have saved my life and I am most grateful to them – and to you.’

He regarded me with his pale, empty eyes over the rim of his steaming cup.

‘You are a good man, Alan Dale – I can tell that. As was your father, I recall. You may not think me such a good judge of
character after, after …’ He tailed off; then rallied. ‘But I never wished any harm to come to you, or to your friend – Johannes. We buried him with dignity in the graveyard at St Victor’s, you know. The monks sang a Requiem Mass for him, and I pray that Almighty God has taken him to his bosom.’

I felt a jab of raw grief at his words. ‘We called him Hanno,’ I said, fighting back the burn of unmanly tears.

He nodded and we fell silent for a moment or two.

‘How much did you know,’ I finally asked, ‘about Brother Michel’s activities? Did you know he possessed the Grail? Did you know about the gangs of cut-throats?

‘Those bandits? No, never in my wildest dreams,’ he said, sounding shocked that I should suggest it.

‘And the Grail?’ I persisted. ‘Did you know that Brother Michel possessed the Grail?’

He gave a long deep sigh. ‘The Grail, that God-damned, devilish Grail … yes, I knew he had something that he believed was the bowl that had once contained Christ’s blood. But that was later: your father was long gone by then. And when Michel came to me after his service in Spain – it must be fifteen years ago, now – he was the finest, the most hard-working and intelligent assistant that I have ever had. He was pious too, and humble. I found out much later that he thought he possessed the true Grail, but I was wholly convinced that it was a silly, harmless fancy.’

The Bishop rose and began to pace the small cell. ‘I think I must have known in my heart that he had stolen it from Heribert, and that your father was innocent; but I suppressed that thought. He had such youthful energy and enthusiasm and faith in my cathedral as a grand ideal. And then, later, when he began to find the resources, the money to continue the building work, when mine had run quite dry – well, I did not ask too many questions, I was aware that he was using the Grail in some way as a method of raising revenue. But for such a good cause, I did not want to
discourage him. I thought he was displaying it to pilgrims, allowing rich, pious knights to drink from it for a fee, that sort of thing. I had no idea that he had constructed an entire secret order of killers and thieves, upon one old dish. I turned a blind eye, I admit it; I believed, as I still do, that the cathedral is a worthy cause and I confess I was prepared to condone a little relic-mongering to achieve that aim.’

The Bishop was standing now by the window, staring out at the snow-covered cathedral: ‘Look at it, Sir Alan – just imagine its splendour when completed! It is my life’s work; it is the fruit of a life dedicated to Almighty God. Is that magnificent monument to the Mother of Christ not worth a little mummery with an old bowl?’

I stood and looked past the Bishop’s shoulder and saw … a building – an enormous, very grand, beautifully constructed, three-parts-built, snow-covered building. But a just building nonetheless – and one that had indirectly caused the death of my father and my friend. I made no reply to the Bishop but sat down on the bed again, suddenly overwhelmed with a great weariness.

The Bishop turned and regarded me for a while: ‘I came,’ he said, ‘to make an apology to you. And perhaps to try to explain myself, and seek your forgiveness for what has passed between us. But I can see that you would not welcome that little speech. And so I will leave you with a gift of information. It is this: if you seek Brother Michel – and I suspect that even if you do not wish to encounter him again now, you or your hard-faced master will decide to seek him out one day – you will find him in the south, in Aquitaine. Viscount Aimar of Limoges is his cousin; they were boyhood friends – and he told me once, after he had taken too much wine, that it was in those lands, and those lands only, that he felt truly happy and at peace. When he has no other place to run to, Michel will go south, and you will find him under his cousin’s protection. And, if you do meet him again, you may give him my curse.’

I thanked the Bishop for his counsel, and once again for his hospitality, although I could not find it in my heart to utter words of forgiveness, and he blessed me and took his leave. And then I thought about the information that he had given me, and felt a heavy weight on my heart. I could not even contemplate a journey so far to the south on a mission of vengeance. Robin was right: revenge was an idiotic indulgence. Besides, the thought of another encounter with the Master chilled my stomach. I finished the wine, crawled into my blankets and, although it was not yet noon, I was asleep in an instant.

I left Paris in the spring, still weak and low in spirits, but at least able to ride the ambling horse that I had purchased for the journey – Robin had sold the courser and had arranged for Shaitan under the care of two grooms to be sent back to Westbury months ago. Before I left, I bade farewell to the noble French family in the big house on the Rue St-Denis – my family. Adèle had visited me often in my cot at the Hotel-Dieu, bringing me hot soup and egg possets and fresh fruit, and fussing over me in an irritating but also deeply comforting way. Reuben had departed in February, with my heartfelt gratitude, saying that he could do no more than that which the monks at the Hotel-Dieu and my own constitution might achieve. And he had business matters to attend to in Montpellier, anyway; he could not spend the rest of his life fussing over me like a mother. Roland and the Seigneur had visited me twice at the Hotel, but they were both uncomfortable in a sick-room, as I have found many fit and active men to be, as if my wound could somehow weaken their own robust bodies. But they made an attempt at joviality, and shrugged off my thanks for saving my life as if breaking into an abbey and battling deluded would-be Templar knights was nothing out of the ordinary.

When I called on them before my departure from Paris, the Seigneur greeted me in the big dining chamber on the ground floor with a bear-hug, Roland clasped my arm warmly and beautiful
Adèle kissed me on both cheeks. I was pleased to see that Roland’s face had healed and the scar – a large pink shiny patch on his left cheek – was not as disfiguring as it might have been.

My cousin seemed to hold no grudge against me for marking him in such a cruel way: ‘In battle a man will do what he must to defeat an opponent,’ he told me. ‘I might have done the same to you, had our positions been reversed. But God forbid that it should ever come to that again.’ I felt a rush of affection for my newly discovered cousin and his chivalrous attitudes. He would never stoop to petty revenge, and I was certain that he would be a very good man to have beside you in the battle line.

We dined simply, as Thomas and I were to leave Paris the next morning and we had much to do before our departure, taking only a little wine and cold meat and cheese at the Seigneur’s board.

The talk turned, inevitably, to the war. While the truce between Richard and Philip had been largely observed – apart from some discreet castle-rebuilding on both sides and a few reckless raiding forays by the wilder knights in both armies – we all knew that it could not last for ever. It was March by now, a month rightly named for the Roman God of War, and the beginning of the campaigning season. The warmer spring weather would bring the bellicose spirits on both sides bubbling up to the surface. A raid would lead to a skirmish, and that might end in a battle or a siege. A truce was not a peace, after all – and as long as King Philip’s men occupied large parts of Normandy, Richard was bound by his sense of honour to fight him. It was his patrimony, after all, granted him by God and his father, Henry – it was his duty to recover the territories for himself and for his as yet unborn descendants.

‘I am pleased that you will not be arrayed among the English knights who will oppose us when war does come, Sir Alan,’ said the Seigneur, with a wry grin. And I was glad too. Reuben had told me that I must rest for a good long time, to allow my body, and particularly my lungs, to fully recover. My wind was bad, and
I knew that I would not be fit for campaigning this season, and for the first time in my life I felt a strange reluctance to don mail and ride into battle ever again. I was going home to England and to Goody. And that pleased me a very great deal.

It took us two weeks, Thomas and I, to ride to Calais, for we travelled slowly, making sure that we stayed somewhere warm every night for the sake of my lungs – a safe conduct from Bishop de Sully easing our path and commanding the finest hospitality at any religious house we visited. Matthew the student accompanied us on this journey. Since the death of Master Fulk, he and his friends had found other teachers, and we had enjoyed one more evening at the sign of the Cock before my departure, a brief affair, it must be said, for I was soon exhausted by the young men’s high spirits and begged off early to go to bed. Matthew had told me he had tired of Paris and wished to travel back to England, to Oxford, where he had heard there was a renowned new teacher of Philosophy that he wanted to study under. I believe, in truth, that he owed a good deal of money to some very unpleasant people in Paris, but I was content for Matthew to come with us on our journey north. He provided some youthful company for Thomas, for I was a morose and irritable companion. Even a few hours in the saddle wearied me, and though we three rode out each morning at dawn, by noon, as often as not, I had travelled as far as I wished to for one day. We lingered at Beauvais, Amiens and St Pol-sur-Ternoise, for a full day’s rest. At Calais, it took another three days to find a ship that would take us to Dover. But, at the beginning of April, the year of Our Lord eleven hundred and ninety-five, I was once again on English soil. We travelled up to London, and I paid a visit to the Temple on the western outskirts of the city, and redeemed my silver from the knights there when I presented the letter from the Paris Temple. My silver was delivered to me in small white linen sacks no bigger than my fist but each marked with a neat red cross on the side. The clerks at the Temple seemed
to take it as a matter of course that I should walk into their precincts with a piece of parchment, and walk out with more than two pounds of bright metal. It was a marvellous system, to be sure, but I was glad once again to have specie about my person and – once I had unpacked it from the linen sacks, counted it and packed it into my broad leather money belt – to feel its comforting weight on my hips.

We bade farewell to Matthew at St Albans, and while he took the road west to Aylesbury and on to Oxford, Thomas and I headed north. A week after that and Thomas and I rode through the open wooden gates of Westbury, in the county of Nottinghamshire, and I slipped out of the saddle and into the arms of my beloved.

Chapter Twenty

I had not seen Godifa, my betrothed, my fiery blonde darling, for almost a full year. And I found that she had changed a good deal in that time: I had left her a coltish girl, and returned to find her a beautiful full-grown woman. While I could still span her waist with my big hands, her hips and breasts had blossomed into soft curves. I took her into my arms and we kissed for a long, long while, our tongues intertwining like mating snakes, with a passion that made my head whirl and nearly cost me my self-control – I had it in my mind to drag her into her chamber and allow my lust free rein. But I did not: Goody was yet a maiden, and I’d sworn that she would be one until our wedding night.

I broke our honey-sweet embrace, held her in my arms, gazed into her lovely violet eyes. ‘Welcome home, my sweet love,’ she said, and I kissed her once more, briefly, on her soft lips before releasing her.

‘The weary warrior is home from the battlefield,’ said a warm voice with just a hint of Wales in its tones. It was my old friend Father Tuck, beaming at me from a round red-weathered face beneath the iron-grey smear of his tonsure.

I embraced him too, and then the tall, chestnut-haired woman standing beside him. Marie-Anne, Countess of Locksley, had put on a little weight, though she was still a lovely woman, and the reason for that slight increase in girth lay sleeping in her arms. ‘This is Miles,’ she said, filled with pride, and I peered at the bundle at her breast and saw a pair of unmistakable silver-grey eyes staring out at me with ferocious interest from a chubby pink face.

Beyond Marie-Anne and her baby, I saw the tall figure of Baldwin, my steward, standing by the door of the hall. He nodded a respectful greeting at me, but did not move; he was resting his hands on the shoulders of a dark-haired boy, who stood immediately in front of him: it was Hugh, Robin’s eldest son. And he stared at me without recognition, but with the curious gaze of any five-year-old.

It was wonderful to be back at Westbury, and for a few days the joy at home-coming managed to lift the black gloom that had enveloped me since my encounter with the Master six months ago. I had so much to tell Goody and Tuck and Marie-Anne, that although we sat down to eat dinner at noon, we did not rise from the table till full dark.

The next day, after a sleepless night, I found myself inexplicably restless, prowling around the manor on foot and a-horse, like a dog sniffing the air, seeing what had changed and what had not. Since I had taken my wound, I had been beset with a strange malaise of the soul: I was constantly in a state of wariness, as if danger were just around the corner. It meant that I could not sleep, or if I did manage to drift off momentarily, I awoke with my heart pounding and drenched with sweat. Images of Sir Eustace striking me with his lance-dagger often flashed into my mind; and of the Master’s lean, pockmarked face, his commanding blue eyes. On waking, I was nervous, irritable, jumpy – but at the same time detached from my feelings. I had expected, now that I was back at Westbury, to be able to rest easily for a few months. But, to my deep frustration, I found I could not.