Walk by Faith (5 page)

“She's a noose!”

“I know. And I think she's a very good nurse.” Dawson set her down.

“Bye!” she said, giving him a smile that would melt any heart.

“Goodbye, Sophie. And you remember that what happened was just an accident and wasn't your fault.”

“Okay.” Sophie turned to Lena and the two girls giggled.

Dawson tipped his hat to Clarissa. “Thanks again, ma'am.” He eyed Michael and Carolyn. “And to both of you for opening your home to me. I'm sorry if I offended you with my remarks about preachers and all that.”

“God be with you, Mr. Clements,” Michael answered. “You
will
be in our prayers, whether you like it or not.”

Dawson sobered. “If you want to waste your time on me, that's your decision.” He turned and left, and Clarissa walked to the door to watch him gingerly mount his black gelding. He hesitated a moment, probably waiting for the pain in his leg to subside, then rode off.

“What a strange man,” Clarissa commented.

“Indeed,” Michael added.

“And quite handsome, too, don't you think?” Carolyn teased.

Michael chuckled. “Not exactly the God-fearing kind,” he said, shaking his head.

“No.” Clarissa still watched him as he disappeared around a corner. “Why do I feel like what happened today is some kind of—I don't know—like it was meant to happen?”

“God works in strange ways, His miracles to perform,” Carolyn answered. “Maybe Michael planted a seed today that will grow in that man's heart.”

And maybe it's more than that, Clarissa mused. She quickly chastised herself for the silly thought and turned away from the door. “I have my deed!” she said then with a smile. “And we have a lot of shopping and packing to do, so let's get at it!” She called the girls from the kitchen, fighting the secret thought that if they could get to Independence within ten days, perhaps they could travel with Dawson Clements after all.

 

April 30, 1863

T
he congregation of people from all walks of life at Independence was far bigger than Clarissa expected. Ages ranged from the very old to the very young and everything in between. The combination of free land and wanting to get away from the war was all these people needed to spur them on.

The atmosphere was both exciting and intimidating. Children, chickens and dogs ran everywhere, and in the distance livestock grazed. As she and Carolyn and Michael walked among the host of wagons, oxen, horses and people, they noticed with great relief that most travelers were families. Still, a few men were camped here without families, some in groups, some by themselves. Several looked questionable in nature, and last night an ugly fistfight had taken place, spawned by an argument over the war and who was right or wrong. One man actually pulled a gun, but another had knocked it out of his hand.

Clarissa had not given thought to danger from the travelers themselves. Indians and the elements were enough to worry about. Because of the confusion that abounded, and the mix of people gathered here, she kept Sophie close, afraid she'd never find her if the child ran off. “I'm so glad I'm going with you and Michael,” she told Carolyn. The three of them, and their daughters, walked among those gathered here, learning all they could about who was leaving when and who would guide them. “I don't think I'd have the courage to do this alone.”

“Yes, you would. You're a brave woman for even going with us,” Michael assured her, “with no husband and no guarantee of what you will do when you reach Montana.”

“I'll help you build a ranch. That will keep me plenty busy for quite some time,” Clarissa answered with a smile. She noticed that some wagons carried pianos, grandfather clocks, fine furniture and the like, and she had to wonder if they would make it through the mountains with such huge loads. Word was, it was foolish to cart such things along.

“I didn't think we'd find all this chaos,” Carolyn commented. “Most of these people don't seem to know quite what they're doing.”

“Maybe we should look up Dawson Clements,” Michael suggested. “He seems like a man who'd know what he was about when it comes to traveling west, since he's done so before and served out there with the army.”

“He's terribly rough around the edges,” Clarissa commented. “And I'm not so sure he'd want a preacher along.”

“That's not his decision,” Michael answered. “I am sure the families headed west would appreciate having a preacher along, and most likely find need of one, with all the calamities that can take place. That was quite a list of possible troubles Mr. Clements rattled off to us a couple of weeks ago.”

“I have a feeling he's a man who looks for the worst side of everything,” Clarissa answered.

“You've been thinking about him, haven't you?” Carolyn said with a sly grin.

Clarissa shrugged. “Some, mostly because he seemed like such a lonely, troubled man.”

“That he did,” Michael added. “I've been praying for him.”

Their conversation was interrupted when they heard someone crying loudly, as though in pain. Clarissa gasped with horror when to her left she saw a man beating a young boy of perhaps ten years old with a belt at the rear of a wagon.

“I'll teach you to obey what I tell you!” the man roared.

The boy cringed and wept, covering his head with his hands and begging the man to stop.

Clarissa picked up Sophie and turned away so the child could not see the brutality. People stood around staring, all hesitant to interfere with a family matter; and the man doing the beating looked big and strong and furious.

“I'll stop him!” Michael declared, taking off his hat. Before he could make a move, a large man wearing a blue greatcoat and riding a black horse charged past them so fast that he raised a cloud of dust. His dangerous speed caused Clarissa to turn and look as the man dismounted before his horse even came to a stop. He landed into the father and ripped the belt out of his hand.

“Try picking on someone your own size,” the man fumed.

Women screamed, and more people gathered and cheered him on as the stranger began using the belt on the father, whacking him several times while the boy moved away to cringe beside his mother, who'd been wringing her hands and watching the beating, obviously afraid to try to stop it.

“How does that feel?” the man who'd interrupted the beating raged.

“It's Dawson Clements!” Clarissa exclaimed, recognizing the horse and the greatcoat first, then managing to get a look at his face.

The father cowered, putting up his hands. “What I do with my son is my own business!”

Dawson tossed the belt aside. “It's
my
business now!” He landed a fist into the father, and the man flew backward against his wagon. Then the father charged Dawson, managing to punch him in the face. Dawson returned the blow with several of his own, appearing to become almost out of control. Finally the mother screamed for someone to stop him.

“He's killing my husband!” she wailed.

Michael and several other men moved in and grabbed Dawson away while the man he'd beaten slumped to the ground beside a wagon wheel. It took five men to gain control of Dawson, who finally shook them off and told them to leave him alone. The man's wife ran to her husband, and the young boy stood there crying and looking at Dawson.

“Now he'll beat me worse because of what you did,” he sobbed.

“No, he won't,” Dawson vowed. “Because if he does, I'll be back! I'll lay welts on him that will
never
heal!” He brushed himself off and bent down to pick up his hat, which had been knocked off in the skirmish. He plunked it on his head and turned. It was then he recognized Michael. He looked at the man strangely, then scanned the crowd to see Clarissa standing there with Sophie in her arms.

Still breathing heavily, he limped toward them. Clarissa noticed his knuckles were bloody, and there was a cut on his left cheek. A bruise was quickly forming around it.

“I'm sorry you had to see that,” he told Clarissa. “And you, ma'am,” he added, looking at Carolyn.

Clarissa could still see the rage in his blue eyes, lurking there behind those dark clouds. “You did what you felt you had to do,” Carolyn told him.

Clarissa looked away, not sure what to say or what to think of him now that she'd seen the violent side of the man.

“Hi, Mistoo Clement,” Sophie spoke up. She seemed not at all intimidated by Dawson's bloody, disheveled look. “You got a owie,” she added, pointing to his cheek.

Dawson's whole countenance changed when he addressed the little girl. “Hello, Sophie,” he told her.

“Do you still got a owie on you leg?” she asked.

Dawson removed his hat and smoothed back his hair, which was still extremely thick and wavy even though he'd obviously had it trimmed. His face was clean shaven, and even more handsome, with a square jaw and deep-set eyes. He replaced the hat, glancing at Carolyn. “The leg is much better. It still pains me now and then, but I never got an infection, and the wound has closed. I expect I have you to thank for that, Mrs. Graham.”

Why did this man have a way of somehow moving her deeply? “I'm glad I was able to help.”

“You nearly killed that man, you know,” Michael told him.

“Maybe I should have. The boy and his mother would probably be better off.”

“‘Vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord.'”

Dawson rolled his eyes. “Yeah, well, maybe the Lord uses some of us to wreak that vengeance,” he answered. “I happen to have a short fuse when it comes to treating a helpless child like that.”

“Quite obvious,” Michael answered with raised eyebrows.

Dawson nodded to the women, then brushed past them to get his horse. He mounted up and rode closer, pointing to a huge oak tree on a hill in the distance. “See that tree?”

Clarissa shaded her eyes. “Yes.”

“That's where I'm camped,” he told them. “I have rounded up about eight families heading for Montana. I wasn't going to take on any more than that, since it might be too much to handle, but you three and the little girls are welcome to join us if you're still looking for a guide. We're hoping to head out in five or six days, unless we get a lot of rain. Come on over tonight and camp with us if you like. That will give you a chance to get to know some of the others and make up your mind if you want to travel with us.”

“Is there a preacher among your group?” Michael asked.

Dawson scowled. “No. I suppose you think they need one?”

“Of course they do,” Michael answered, giving Dawson a smile and a wink. “I imagine they'd appreciate having one along. They
are
Christian people, aren't they?”

“I suppose. I didn't bother asking,” Dawson answered, obviously irritated by the question.

“Well, then we'll come by and get acquainted,” Michael told him.

“Suit yourself. Just don't expect me to be part of any praying or preaching.”

“I wouldn't dream of asking you,” Michael answered with a teasing note to the words.

Dawson nodded. “Good.” He glanced at Clarissa. “See you later then.” He turned his horse and rode away, and some of those who'd watched the fight stared after him.

“Did you see what he did?” someone commented.

“A very violent man,” said another.

Michael turned to Carolyn and Clarissa. “What do you two think? Should we join his group?”

“I think we should do whatever you feel is right, Michael,” Clarissa answered. “After all, I'm more or less the tagalong on this venture. You're the one who should make the major decisions.” She was not about to admit that the thought of traveling with Dawson Clements filled her with a strange, pleasant excitement, mixed with apprehension. She realized that ever since the day she'd nursed his leg, she'd been hoping they might run into him again. Still, after what they'd just witnessed…

“Well, I say we give it a try,” Michael said. “I'm thinking the Lord wants us to go just because Dawson Clements is the guide. I have a feeling God means for me to do something to help that man, much as he'd resent it. There is something about him that strikes the heart.”

Yes, there is, Clarissa thought. She liked the fact that there was nothing fake or pretentious about the man. Clements didn't try to pour on the charm like Chad would do. He had an air of honesty and no nonsense about him. Dawson seemed to be a man who meant what he said and very likely a man who did not break promises or lie to get what he wanted. He was
nothing
like Chad, and perhaps that was what she liked most about him.