That room had been her favorite. Whenever real life had made her cry or
feel like an outcast, she had retreated to her bedroom and then let her
imagination transport her to that room. The room where she would usually
find her prince playmate.
She studied Grayson and let out a small breath of relief as she decided he
couldn't have been her imaginary playmate. His features were too
different, even if she allowed for his growth into a man. Besides, it was the
eyes of that young boy she would never forget. It surprised her to
remember that his eyes were purple like nearly everyone she had met here.
But whereas Grayson's eyes looked like melted amethyst, her young
prince's eyes had been so dark purple they appeared nearly black.
A small laugh escaped her. Now she was chasing ghosts. She returned her
gaze to the tower and pictured the interior in which she had spent so much
time.
When she had looked out the windows, she could see for miles. There used
to be a small cot inside that her prince playmate had padded with goosedown comforters and pillows and silky, soft sheets. On the opposite side of
the rounded room had sat a small table and two chairs where they would
share snacks or just glance out the window and talk about their dreams.
They would talk for hours, and he would tell her that one day she would
have to let him rescue her. Then she would laugh, and usually punch him
in the shoulder, reminding him that women didn't need rescuing, that they
only needed a good friend to be there for them when they were sad.
Katelyn started as she realized her beliefs about men had begun even
earlier than she'd thought.
The vivid memories burned through her, and thick emotion tightened her
chest as if a giant hand were squeezing her heart.
"That room—the round one with the cone roof." Her voice sounded
strained, and she swallowed hard to chase back the emotions that still
assaulted her. "Does it have a large wooden door held together with black
metal?"
Grayson's dark brows drew together, and he leaned forward in the saddle,
the leather creaking softly with the effort. "Yes. How did you know that?"
Katelyn shook her head. She had expected the answer and could picture
the room perfectly in her mind's eye. "Next to the cot, is there also a large
chest of drawers with peeling paint, and if you shove it to one side, there is
a passageway small enough for a child that leads into the nurse maid's
room?"
Grayson looked as if she'd slapped him. "Only Ryan, Stone, and I—" His
features clouded, and then he laughed, startling her. "Of course. I forgot for
a minute that you are a Seer."
She opened her mouth to tell him she hadn't seen the room in a vision and
then stopped before the words could escape. How did she really know her
childhood fantasies hadn't been elaborate visions? She had already ruled
out the possibility that Grayson was the prince she had met and played
with, and she knew it wasn't King Stone. Once she ruled out Ryan, she
would know her imagination was playing tricks on her.
After all, even as she'd closed her eyes and lived out stories and wonderful
afternoons inside her mind, she had known that when she returned to the
real world, she would be sitting inside her room in Phoenix.
She wasn't insane—she'd only been a lonely child who had invented a
world as a way of coping. Is that what she had done now?
"Do you often see visions of the past?" Grayson's softly spoken words
startled Katelyn and her body jerked in reaction, making her horse neigh
and shift from foot to foot. "Or are most of yours from the future?"
It took her a minute for the meaning of Grayson's words to penetrate her
consciousness before she could reply. "Either or both, depending on the
energy I receive from those around me or messages of things I need to see
to understand something."
She pulled up her childhood visions inside her mind and tried to
remember how they felt—if the sensations reminded her of a possible
happening or a true vision of something that had happened. However,
time had gilded those cherished memories around the edges, and the only
sensations associated with them were happiness, security, and warmth.
Grayson reached back into his saddlebags and pulled out a Milky Way bar
and a water skin. "I came prepared, in case you had any visions on this
trip." He smiled as he passed her the candy and the water. "The guards
who cleaned up your shop after the attack found your stash." The fact that
he had remembered touched her.
"Thank you." She raised her face to him. "I have something of an addiction
when it comes to these things."
"I noticed." He chuckled. "And not to get anyone in trouble, but Rita tends
to raid your candy drawer as well."
Katelyn clutched the candy bar to her chest and laughed. "I thought I was
going through these pretty fast. I can't believe that Rita—anal, everythingin-its-place Rita—snags my chocolate." A smile bloomed over her face,
lightening her mood along with it. "Wait till I get back!"
A quick flash of disappointment flowed across Grayson's face before he hid
it. Katelyn's own smile faded as she watched him.
Disappointment flowed through her as well at the thought of leaving this
place, but she shoved it aside, reminding herself that she had worked hard
for her life and couldn't give it up so easily. "How about the rest of that
tour?" She pasted a bright smile on her face.
"Of course." He grinned, turning his face from handsome to devastating.
No fair! That's cheating.
Grayson turned his horse and started back down the path.
***
Grayson rode for several minutes in silence, wondering how they would
finally tell Katelyn about the triangle. He knew she would be angry that
they'd hidden it from her, but he also knew if he told her up front or even
now, she would run and never get a chance to know him or the planet.
He sighed and shook his head. All he could do now was enjoy his time
with her and hope it was enough to influence her future decision. He
smiled as Katelyn caught up and pulled her horse alongside his.
Her voice carried to him on the wind, but he couldn't quite make out what
she said, so he slowed, and she easily matched his pace.
Her cheeks were flushed with color, and the sun glinted off her waterfall of
red hair. He still remembered how soft her lips had been when he had
kissed her that morning on the balcony, and he couldn't help but stare at
her enticing mouth. When her lips quirked upward into a sardonic smile,
he raised his gaze to her eyes as he realized she had been speaking to him
and he hadn't heard a word.
"I asked what was down the other path." Katelyn pointed east toward a
fork in the road that led to parts of the planet already dead or dying.
Grayson had spent the last several years marveling at how certain areas
seemed untouched by the blight and how other areas were completely
lifeless. Katelyn must have noticed the thinned foliage off to the east as
they rode.
"There's not much left alive that way. It's a gruesome sight." It caused him
nearly physical pain every time he went there, since he still remembered
how lush and teeming with life it had been just ten years ago before the toll
of the planet had weighed so heavily on Queen Annalecia.
"I'd like to see it." Katelyn's calm demeanor gave him no clue as to her
mood, but he sensed an underlying resolve of steel in her words. "The
queen mentioned this morning that parts of the planet weren't getting all
the energy they needed."
Grayson hid his surprise that Alyssandra had revealed even that much. But
he supposed as long as Alyssa hadn't mentioned the triangle, it wouldn't
hurt to reveal other truths. Maybe the queen had the right idea, giving
Katelyn as much information as possible without scaring her. "There really
isn't much to see, believe me. The hot springs are up ahead, and I know
you must be getting hungry."
"Is there anything dangerous there? In the nonhealthy areas, I mean?"
"No—"
Without waiting for him to finish, Katelyn flashed him a quick smile and
then reined her horse around. She rode off toward the fork in the path
before heading east.
"Damn stubborn woman." He startled at the note of respect and pride in his
voice and then laughed. "Just the way I like it."
He followed but allowed her to set the pace. Not so much as a mosquito
lived in the worst sections, so he wasn't worried about her safety. He had
hoped to show her the best before introducing her to the worst, but the
choice had just been taken out of his hands.
Sooner than he'd expected, the foliage thinned to nearly nothing and
became brown and shriveled, as though its life force had literally been
sucked out. In essence, it had.
Apparently, the deterioration was spreading faster than even the royal
family had thought.
Grave news, indeed. If the triangle wasn't put in place soon, their entire
world would die, along with their way of life. A cold fist squeezed
Grayson's heart, and he clenched his jaw against a wave of pain.
He and his people were doing everything within their power—he just
hoped it would be enough. Everything hinged on the woman before him
and some still unnamed Healer to agree to help them and to give up their
previous lives and everything they'd ever known.
His horse jumped over the remains of several fallen logs, easily clearing
them and landing on the other side. He followed Katelyn as she wound
through the increasing destruction.
Every time Grayson traveled here, he expected the stench of decay and rot,
but that would have meant that bugs and microscopic organisms still lived
here to break down plant and animal matter. No. What remained here
were dusty husks that hadn't yet disintegrated and hard-packed earth that
had been stripped of all nutrients.
Still, Katelyn continued forward. When the landscape became nothing but
barren dust for as far as the eye could see, the Seer slowed and finally
stopped.
Grayson brought his horse alongside. His mount pranced nervously, and
even when he pulled tight on the reins and patted the glossy black neck,
the horse's nostrils flared, and his eyes darted nervously from side to side.
Even the animals sensed the wrongness of this place.
"It's so silent here. It's eerie." Katelyn's voice seemed loud in the hushed
quiet, as did the soft snuffling of the horses and the occasional creak of the
leather from their saddles.
"As the plants died, the animals moved on to better hunting grounds, until
nothing at all remained."
Silence hung between them, heavy and thick, and Grayson left Katelyn to
her thoughts. A barren wind ruffled her hair around her shoulders but
failed to remove the crease from between her brows. He fisted his hands
against the urge to smooth away the line of worry. Somehow, here, in this
place, such a caress didn't seem right. "How long?"
Her quiet voice startled him. "Long?"
"Until the entire planet becomes ..." she gestured around her, "... this." Her
voice was edged with a deep pain that surprised him.
He shrugged, a short, choppy motion. "We don't know. The damage seems
to be spreading quicker than we expected, but we don't have an exact time
frame." Mental pictures of the castle grounds, deteriorated to a lifeless dust
bowl, bubbled anger through his veins, and he closed his eyes against the
onslaught of emotion.
He had been raised as a warrior, but there was no enemy to fight or evil to
banish here, and it left Grayson feeling useless.
True, the Cunts had started this chain of events by kidnapping Princess
Alyssandra a quarter of a century ago, but destroying the entire Cunt
race—while satisfying in the short term—would not repair the damage to
his home world.
"Alyssa said there were things that could be done to reverse this." Katelyn
gestured around her. "How quickly before those remedies are in place?"
Grayson couldn't quite meet her open gaze. "We aren't sure. Plans are in
progress, but these things take time, and even now the Klatch aren't all in
agreement with the actions underway."
"Surely the Klatch would do whatever it took to keep this place beautiful
and pristine. It's their home. I couldn't imagine anyone letting it die, and
I've only been here a few days." Katelyn's voice was filled with passion,
and that gave Grayson hope.
He bit his tongue against telling her more. Now wasn't the right time. It
was still too soon. But hopefully the seed had been planted, and she would
come around to the idea soon enough. "Let me show you the areas that are
still pristine, and you'll understand the full impact of what we are facing."
She nodded, her eyes still shadowed as she glanced around at the
devastation. "I'm ready."
9
Stark images of the desolate countryside she had just left behind burned
through Katelyn's thoughts until she shook her head to try to clear them.
She was very glad she wasn't driving a car in her current state, or she'd end