Authors: London Casey,Karolyn James
But that
’
s okay
…
Jessa slid her hands around to his
back. Her fingers felt the lines of the patches that made up the Back Down
Devil MC name and logo. Blaine
’
s
tongue flicked against her neck. He moved down and around, letting his teeth
graze her neck as he groaned. Each thrust of his body slammed her against the
floor of her office. She felt the hard coolness of his belt buckle digging
against her mound, sort of hurting but making the entire thing hotter and
sexier.
Blaine had a hand to her face, his
other hand balled into a fist on the floor. He pushed himself up, taking his
mouth away from her body. They then just stared at each other as Blaine fucked
her. Pumping and thrusting, so fast and deep, but not with the same power as
the first time.
This was Blaine making love.
Jessa couldn
’
t control the way her body reacted. Her thighs
trembled and squeezed at Blaine as she started to come. He quickly grabbed her
legs and pushed them open again, fucking her. He then pulled out of her,
resting his throbbing and glistening cock against her lower belly.
“
What
the fuck?
”
she groaned.
Her hips were still rocking, her body
leaking with sex.
“
Tell
me that you
’
re mine,
”
Blaine said.
Jessa gasped and groaned.
“
Blaine
…”
“
I
want to fucking hear it. Nobody is ever going to touch you again. For the rest
of your life. Unless I say so.
”
Jessa nodded.
“
Yeah. I know. Okay.
”
“
Say
the fucking words,
”
Blaine
said. He slowly thrust himself at her.
The bottom of his shaft slid along
her lower belly. He was pulsing, ready to unleash. And this time, when he came
inside her, it wouldn
’
t
matter. She was already pregnant, so this was
…
for fun.
“
I
’
m yours, Blaine,
”
Jessa said.
“
I
’
m
all yours. I have your baby growing inside me. What else do you want?
”
“
I
just want you to keep saying it,
”
Blaine said. He slid his cock down her body.
“
It
’
s the air I breathe now. My
family.
”
Blaine thrust forward and tore
Jessa open again. She lifted her back and cried out. She scratched at the floor
and reached for Blaine against her. He put one hand down between her legs so
she could feel herself and Blaine as he fucked her. He put her other hand to
his chest, so she could feel his heart.
“
This
is what you do,
”
Blaine
said through gritted teeth as he started to speed up.
“
You make my cock hurt because it
’
s so fucking hard.
”
He thrust harder, deeper.
“
You make my fucking heart race.
”
Jessa stared at him. She knew that
she spent years trying to fight falling for Blaine, because he was with her
best friend. But the reality was
…
there was no controlling it now.
“
Ah,
fuck, sweetheart,
”
Blaine
groaned.
He thrust and held, letting himself
go.
Jessa felt her insides as though
they were exploding. Blaine stayed right there, rocking back and forth with the
pulse of his cock. Their eyes never left each other. Jessa
’
s hand was still down between
her legs, feeling Blaine moving in and out of her. Feeling him throb. Feeling
the mess they made.
And then they were silent.
Part of Jessa heard herself
blurting out something crazy like
I love you
to him. But she didn
’
t. She couldn
’
t. She knew everything with
Blaine was frail.
But she did say something
…
“
I
have to pee,
”
she whispered.
Blaine grinned.
“
So
…
go
…”
“
What?
”
Blaine winked.
“
You
’
re disgusting.
”
“
That
I am, sweetheart. And you
’
re
stuck with me for the rest of your life.
”
“
I
really have to go
…
my body
…”
Blaine hovered over her. His eyes
were so dark and so evil. Yet there seemed to be a light that came and went
when he looked at her.
“
Hey,
Blaine?
”
a muffled voice
called through the office door.
“
You
finished?
”
“
Shit,
”
Jessa said.
“
Trev was listening?
”
“
Probably
jerking off to you moaning,
”
Blaine said.
Jessa gasped.
“
That
’
s
…”
“
That
’
s sexy as fuck.
”
Blaine leaned down and kissed
her.
“
But now I
’
m going to have to kill him for
listening.
”
Blaine moved from her body and went
to the door. Jessa hurried to collect her clothes and ran to the bathroom. She
used the bathroom, got dressed, and went to the door.
She heard Blaine and Trev talking.
“
When?
”
Blaine asked.
“
An
hour ago. A clear message, bro. Two prospects
…”
“
Cut
out their eyes?
”
Blaine
asked.
“
Yeah.
That
’
s hardcore.
”
“
That
’
s Vin running it. He
’
s letting them push.
”
Jessa felt her heart pounding.
Vin? He killed Back Down Devil
MC prospects?
“
Miller
is pissed,
”
Trev said.
“
Wants us at the table.
”
“
Is
…
Jessa safe?
”
“
He
doesn
’
t blame her. Or you.
But he wants you to do something.
”
“
What?
”
Blaine asked.
“
He
wants you to prove your loyalty.
”
“
I
gave up my cut already. I let you guys vote.
”
“
You
have to do this, Blaine. Get Jessa and let
’
s
ride. Don
’
t pussy out on
us, man. Not because of a woman.
”
Jessa stepped away from the door.
She touched her stomach and covered her mouth. She wanted to cry. She wanted to
throw up.
What
’
s happening next?
twenty-three.
The first thing they did was bury
the prospects. All things considered, it was the least they could do for the
guys. One of the prospects had been the guy Blaine punched. He stood there and
stared into the hole and shook his head, wishing the guy could have done more.
Or maybe he had done all he could. Christ, they were ambushed and had their
eyes cut out.
A sign from Eight Under and a sign
from Vin.
Vin loved old school gangster stuff
like that. He loved to take body parts and tell stories with them. The eyes
meant sight. Meaning Vin was watching. Meaning that Back Down Devil MC has no
eyes. They had no sight.
Miller went into protection mode,
shutting the clubhouse down, including keeping Ella and Beck safe. Rightfully
so.
Blaine felt it too. Each time he
saw Jessa, his stomach flipped as he thought about the life growing inside her.
Meeting at the table left the guys scrambling to work out the logistics of
their gun move and debated on how to keep hell out of Frelen. By staying silent
and in the clubhouse, they hoped to show their message that they weren
’
t going to act fast.
Each time Blaine sat at the table,
he thought to himself
…
think
bigger
. It nagged at him. Thinking bigger than himself, his dick, the club,
Jessa, everything. It wasn
’
t
easy to do.
“
So,
when do we attack?
”
Shay
asked.
The table was full but quiet. It
was dark outside. Another day had wasted away.
“
They
’
re pushing hard,
”
Nate said.
“
I made a few calls and they
’
re dealing heavy. Frelen isn
’
t safe.
”
“
And
we have Ethan up our ass,
”
Jace said.
“
Literally,
”
Trev said.
“
He
’
s
got guys parked out back.
”
Blaine watched the conversation
unfold.
Of course Ethan found out about the
prospects
’
murders. There
was no case though because why would Ethan give a shit about the MC? He only
cared if and when the MC retaliated.
“
We
’
re doing the right thing here,
”
Blaine said.
“
Waiting. It
’
s driving Vin nuts. The longer
we wait the more paranoid he
’
ll
get.
”
“
That
still doesn
’
t give us a
plan,
”
Shay said.
“
We
already talked,
”
Blaine
said.
“
We go for the guns.
Their shipment. We take it. Cut them off.
”
“
That
’
s suicide,
”
Landon said.
“
You
’
re fucking with the cartel then.
”
“
We
get the guns,
”
Blaine said.
“
And we get Vin. Godammmit,
the only way to stop him is to get him.
”
“
Blaine
is right,
”
Miller said.
“
We can figure out how to do
this. It
’
s going to take
planning and some serious distractions.
”
“
We
can work it out,
”
Gaige
said.
“
But there
’
s information being passed. I
don
’
t like it. We were set
up more than once.
”
Gaige looked at Blaine.
“
Why
the fuck are you looking at me?
”
Blaine asked.
“
Nothing.
”
“
You
got something you want to say, Gaige? Clear the air, brother. Come on. Clear
the fucking air.
”
“
Let
’
s clear the table,
”
Miller said.
“
Too much thinking leads to
overthinking.
”
“
Aye,
”
Shay said.
“
I agree. Nothing like a little
whiskey and pussy to clear your mind.
”
“
How
about some good news?
”
Miller said. He reached and squeezed Blaine
’
s
shoulder.
Blaine raised an eyebrow.
“
Tell
them,
”
Miller said.
“
Tell
us what?
”
Erik asked.
“
Someone
pop your cherry, Blaine?
”
Nate asked.
“
No,
”
Blaine said.
“
That was done a long time ago.
This stripper with really long fingers. She got way up there
…”
“
Ah,
shit,
”
Gaige said.
“
Do I have to listen to this?
”
“
I
’
m going to be a father,
”
Blaine said.
Everyone looked around.
“
Oh,
”
Shay said.
“
Jessa
is pregnant,
”
Blaine said.
“
We, uh, well
…”
“
Jesus
Christ,
”
Gaige said.
“
You made a child?
”
“
That
’
s right.
”
“
You
’
re going to have a kid?
”
Erik asked.
“
A real kid?
”
“
Yes,
”
Blaine said.
Shay slowly stood up.
“
So you finally slipped one in
there, huh?
”
“
To
quote you, Shay
…
aye
…”
“
Well,
fuck me,
”
Shay said. He
walked around the table.
“
We
’
re in the fight of our lives and
this dirty, scumbag, piece of shit not only confesses he used to be a detective
but he also has a pregnant woman in our clubhouse
…”
Shay put his hands to Blaine
’
s shoulders.
“
When
you put it like that, Shay
…”
Blaine said.
“
You
motherfucker,
”
Shay said.
“
You
’
re going to be a dad.
”
Miller made a fist and hit the
table. Then Gaige did the same. Then Trev, Nate, Jace, Erik, and Landon. Shay
reached over Blaine and hit his fist on the table.
Then they all started to scream and
cheer for Blaine.
“
I
knew you
’
d do it,
”
Gaige said.
“
You just had to find the right
hole to stick your dick in.
”
“
Thanks,
”
Blaine said.
“
Our
family is growing,
”
Miller
said.
“
We have more reasons
than ever to fight and protect our town and our club. The future of this MC is
waiting out there. But the present is right here at this table. Remember that.
”
Miller called the table clear and
everyone took a moment to congratulate Blaine.
“
Free
sex,
”
Landon said.
“
You bastard.
”
“
It
’
s amazing,
”
Blaine said.
“
What
are you going to tell your strippers?
”
Erik asked.
“
I
’
ll break it to them gently. Let
them fight over my cock one last time.
”
“
That
’
s why you and me took care of
that guy?
”
Trev asked.
“
Yes,
brother. How
’
s your
shoulder?
”
“
Great.
I can
’
t believe this. You
as a father scares me.
”
“
Scares
me too,
”
Blaine said.
“
No,
it fucking terrifies me,
”
Trev said.
“
I need a drink.
”
The room cleared except Blaine,
Gaige, and Miller.
Blaine saw Gaige shut the door and
nod.
Oh, fuck.
“
We
’
re not done,
”
Blaine whispered.
“
Not
yet,
”
Miller said.
“
Congrats
on the kid,
”
Gaige said.
“
Emily is going to drive me
fucking nuts now. She
’
s
been wanting to do it for a long time.
”
“
I
could help with that,
”
Blaine said.
“
What?
Convince me to have a kid?
”
“
No,
”
Blaine said.
“
I have feral sperm. Let me fuck
her once. That
’
s all it
’
ll take.
”
“
Can
I shoot him now?
”
Gaige
asked Miller.
“
Not
yet,
”
Miller said.
“
Yet?
”
Blaine said.
“
What the
…”
“
Someone
told you that Vin was dead,
”
Miller said.
“
But Vin wasn
’
t dead. You called that person.
You were set up.
”
“
Yeah,
”
Blaine said.
“
That
’
s right.
”
“
Is
Vin really that smart? To know you
’
d
call?
”
“
He
’
s smart. He went to visit Jessa
and scared the shit out of her. Sent her right to me.
”
“
And
he followed,
”
Miller said.
“
Right to us.
”
“
You
’
re suggesting this is all Jessa
’
s fault?
”
“
I
don
’
t think blame will get
us anywhere,
”
Gaige said.
“
We
’
re
trying to figure this out.
”
“
Look,
whatever Vin was planning started from the inside,
”
Blaine said.
“
Now
he has a chance to kill a lot of birds with one big fucking stone.
”
“
Explain,
”
Miller said.
“
He
controls a failing club with Eight Under. Signs their ass to the cartel, which
probably leaves him protected. He gets to push into us and try to take us down.
If he does, he runs through here and cleans up. If not, he
’
s still earning with drugs and
guns through Eight Under. Then he gets to finish killing me and killing Jessa.
”
“
What
about ties to Ethan?
”
Gaige
asked.
“
I
doubt it,
”
Blaine said.
“
What
if we talk to Ethan about Vin?
”
Miller asked.
“
That could
be our catalyst to some kind of understanding.
”
“
I
’
ll do that,
”
Blaine said.
“
I
’
ll
talk to Ethan. He knows Vin. He gets it. Vin is corrupt. He
’
s worse
…”
“
The
guy you called,
”
Gaige cut
Blaine off.
“
He have ties
to anything around? Friends to call? Favors to demand?
”
“
What
are you implying?
”
Blaine
asked.
“
This
guy
…
,
”
Miller said.
“
Petey.
”
“
Yeah.
Petey. This guy could be running around in the dark, feeding Vin information.
”
Blaine considered it.
“
Christ. If he is, Vin has him
tied down pretty bad.
”
“
What
’
s the best solution here?
”
Miller asked.
Blaine leaned back. He nodded.
“
You know, when Trev told me
about the prospects, we were at Jessa
’
s
office. She patched him up because he got shot. He told me you want to test my
loyalty. You never brought anything up about it, Miller. My loyalty to this MC
never needs to be tested.
”
“
Then
you know what
’
s right,
”
Gaige said.
“
Yes,
I do,
”
Blaine said.
He stood up.
He wanted to hug Jessa with all his
might. Then he wanted to kiss her belly. It was starting to pop out a little
and it
’
s beautiful round
shape was only going to get more and more defined. After that, he was going to
fuck Jessa until she came at least three times.