Vernon God Little (14 page)

‘Vaine?' says the lady into her phone. ‘I think we need some assistance.'

I jump onto my bike and hit the pedals hard. Dirt spews across the clearing.

Girls giggle, camera tool-belts rattle, and in amongst them as I ride away, ride like the fucken wind itself, you hear Brad Pritchard faking a dumb girl's voice. ‘Hey,
Bernie
– wanna see my
south pole
?'

I spin twisters along the track to town. My only option is to hit the fucken road. Right away. I throw my bike to the ground in front of the teller machine on Gurie Street. I love my bike, but I just crash it the fuck down. It ain't a fancy bike, but it's strong, and used to belong to my grand-daddy, back when the town still only had two roads. I crash it down. That's the kind of twisted shit this life has in store for you, guaranteed.

I put my bank card into the machine, and tap in the code – 6768. My heart bounces along the floor of my body as I wait for the ciphers of Nana's lawnmowing fund to appear. After nine years, a message jumps to the screen.

‘Balance – $2.41,' it says.

I
have no option
but to spin home and grab stuff to pawn or sell. It's after four when I reach the house, willing it to be empty. Empty. Like: yeah, right. Lally's rental car is out front. I enter like a ghost through the kitchen screen. At first everything's quiet inside. Then there's a knock at the front door. An air-dam of perfume collapses into the hall. I freeze.

‘Shhh, Vernon, I'll get the front door.' Mom scuttles over the rug like a hamster.

‘Do-
ris
?' the kitchen screen opens behind me. Leona wafts in, flouncing her hair.

‘Shhh – Lally's
sleeping
!' hisses Mom.

Get that. When my daddy used to doze on the sofa after a few beers, she'd put on high heels and clomp around the kitchen, just to wake him up. I swear to God. She'd
pretend
to be doing stuff that required clomping, but she wasn't actually doing anything at all. She'd clomp back and forth for no reason, instead of just saying ‘Wake up'. That was in the days after he hit me, after things went kind of sour.

A bedspring creaks up the hallway. Mom gently opens the front door to the reporter Lally owes money to. ‘Afternoon, ma'am, is Eelio Lemeda here?'

‘Lally? Well, he's here, but he's indisposed right now – can I tell him who called?'

‘I'll wait, if you don't mind.'

‘Well he shouldn't be much longer.'

The toilet flushes deep in the house. The bathroom door bangs, and Lally stomps down the hall. ‘Vanessa, have you seen my therapy bag?'

‘No, Lalito – anyway, I think you're all out of your gin-sling things.'

Fucken
Vanessa
? I search her face for clues. One thing you notice is her cheeks are all proud and peachy, like when she eats ice-cream in important company. Her eyelashes flutter double-time.

‘Van
essa
?' says Leona.

Mom blushes. ‘Well I'll explain just now.'

She hides another final notice from the power company behind the cookie jar, then goes to fuss over Lally, who only has his robe on, you can just about see his cock flapping all over the place. If you had a fucken electron microscope you could just about see it. He strides into the kitchen with this smile full of teeth, and grazes a hand to Leona's butt as he passes. She gives a wiggle.

‘Lally,' says Mom, ‘there's someone at the front door for you.'

‘For
me
?' His smile stiffens. Joy wells up in my heart. As he turns to the door, I tackle Mom into the corner of the kitchen.

‘Ma, go check Lally's visitor – fast! Go on now!'

‘Well Vernon, what on earth's gotten into you? That's Lally's private business.'

‘No it ain't, Ma, quick – it's real important.'

‘Oh, Vernon –
cope
for God's sake.' She flashes her creamiestpie smile as George and Betty clack into the kitchen, in the middle of one of their typical conversations.

‘Honey, no way,' says George, ‘just being a shareholder doesn't mean he has to buy that whole ridiculous SWAT thing of Vaine's. Can you imagine? She can't even keep her damn flab under control, let alone a team of gunmen!'

‘I know, I know.'

I try to shunt my ole lady up to the front door, to witness Lally's shame, but her skin-tight pants don't make her any lighter; she won't budge at all.

Lally opens the door to the man. ‘Don't tell me – you're on a recovery mission.'

‘Yeah, if you can spare it,' says the guy.

‘Here you go, fifty dollars – and thanks.'

Now Mom grabs me by the shoulders – fucken
me
, no less – and spins me into the corner. ‘Vernon, don't tell your nana, but I had to raid the lawnmowing fund to help Lally. His camera equipment wiped the code from his Visa card. I'll put it back as soon as my loan is approved.'

‘Ma, I
needed
that money . . .'

‘Well Vernon Gregory, you know that's Nana's lawnmowing account, and it's supposed to be earning interest for your college fund.'

‘Yeah, like you get a whole
pile
of interest off fifty dollars.'

‘Well I know it's not much, but it's all I have – just a mother on my own.'

Lally finishes with the reporter, but he doesn't come inside. Does he fuck. Instead he stands on the porch and hollers: ‘Park in the driveway, Preacher – the girls won't be leaving for a while.' He leaves the front door open, and swaggers into the kitchen, passing me by without a glance.

‘Lally, I forgot to mention,' says Mom, ‘a lady called for you, from the network I think.'

‘A lady?' Lally's hand twitches over his crotch.

‘Uh-huh, she sounded very senior – she'll call back later.'

‘She didn't leave a name?'

‘Well she said it was your office – I told her to call back.'

One of Lally's eyes snaps to me. A quivery eye. Then he grabs Mom around the belly and says, ‘Thanks, Vanessa – you're indispensable.'

‘Van-
essa
?' say the ladies.

Mom swells. ‘Well, I can't tell you much now – can I, Lalito?'

‘Suffice to say,' says Lally, ‘the network was impressed with her appearance the other day. No promises, but we could be seeing a lot more of her – when the right strategies are in place.'

‘I'll always be the same old Doris to you girls, though, you know I won't change a bit, deep down.'

Check Leona. Her mouth flaps empty of words for a moment, then she goes, ‘Wow, it's weird because, did I tell you guys my new dialogue coach is sending my reel to the networks? Right after I get back from Hawaii –
God
, that's so
weird
, isn't it . . .?'

Mom just snuggles back into Lally's arms. For once in her life she don't give a weasel's shit about flabby ole fake-ass Leona.

‘
Vanessa Le Bourget
,' Lally says into my ole gal's ear. ‘Boor-
jay
,' he croons, like the cartoon skunk off TV, the one that always tries to fuck the cat. Mom just about shits on the floor when she hears it. Leona nearly bursts out fucken bawling. Lally's on a roll. I just let him roll. ‘Tch, I can't wait to share you with the crew back in New York, you'll just love those guys.'

‘Well don't be impatient, Lalito, everything has its time. Meanwhile you'll have everything you need, even though it's just lil' ole me, in this itty-bitty town.'

‘You can say
itty
again – damn hole doesn't even have a sushi bar!'

‘Not like Nacogdoches,' I say.

‘Nacog-
doches
?' says Betty. Lally shoots me the devil's eye.

‘Bwanas tardies,' booms the pastor, stepping through the door like he's a fucken Meskin all of a sudden. Bwanas tardies my fucken ass.

‘C'mon in, Preacher,' says Lally. ‘Can I fix you a loosener?' Lally's eye doesn't scan my way anymore. His eye has a new scanning pattern.

‘Thanks, but no,' says Gibbons, ‘I have to get that refrigerator moved into the media center – it's a mighty fine donation, I can't thank y'all enough.'

‘Vernon, perhaps you'll explain to the pastor why you abandoned his charity stall today,' says Lally. Tension turns the air in the room to crystals.

‘I got a stomach ache.'

‘Surely,' he says, ‘a person bailed for murder would do better to . . .'

‘I'm not even on bail for murder, I'm a goddam
accessory
to Jesus Navarro's murders –
fuck
!'

Lally leans in like a whip and smacks the back of my head. ‘Control yourself!'

I fill with acid blood. Mom starts to bawl in the corner, making it as difficult as possible for the ladies to maneuver her to the sofa.

‘Such
aggression
in that boy,' says George. ‘He was bound to fetch trouble, with so much aggression.'

‘I know,
I know
– just like that, ehm – other boy . . .'

A dizzy feeling comes over me as I hit the ring-end of my fucken tether. I pull Lally's business card out of my pocket, and hold it up in the air. ‘Everybody – I called
Yoo-lalio's
office today, and guess who answered? His blind
momma
, who just had her house emptied by the finance company on account of his van repayments.' Lally's eyes turn to coal. ‘Now she's facing a lawsuit over the camcorder he
stole
. Did you know he's actually a TV repairman, who works out of his momma's bedroom in Nacogdoches?'

‘Oh
please
,' says Lally. He squeezes his balls but forgets to let go.

I glance over the bar. The ladies are way perked up. Land of Daytime Milk and Honey for them. I pose dramatically, hoganger makes me do it. ‘You think I lie? I guarantee his mother's gonna call here just now, hunting his ass. I guarantee it. Just ask her the story.' A smile comes to my face, know why? Because Lally's turning white. Everybody stares at him as he leans into the corner, wiping his face with his hand.

‘Tch, that's
preposterous
. The evil lies coming from this child's mouth.' He takes a heavy breath, then turns and spreads his arms to the ladies. ‘Hands up who ever heard of a features reporter moonlighting as a repairman?' Everybody shakes their heads. ‘And why might that be?'

‘Well, because – there's more
money
in reporting?' sniffs Mom. ‘He wouldn't
need
to repair TVs, with all that extra
money
.'

‘I rest my case.'

‘Wait up,' I say, ‘I didn't say he moonlighted as anything – he's
just a repairman with a whole pile of trouble left back in Nacogdoches. Look at his card, go on.'

‘Ladies,' says Lally, ‘this is ridiculous. Do you know how many Ledesma Gutierrezes there are in this country? And have you ever seen me repair a TV?'

‘No,' they say.

‘Have you ever seen me
on
TV, presenting a feature report?'

‘Well sure,' they say, motioning the pastor to join in. ‘We were in it with you!'

‘Thank you,' says Lally. He turns to stare at me. ‘And now, in light of everything we've just heard, and, frankly, for our own protection – I'm calling the police.'

‘Oh no, Lally,
please
,' says Mom.

‘Sorry, Vanessa – I'm afraid it's my duty. The boy needs urgent help.'

Then, just as my world starts to slip through my fingers, Fate plays a humdinger. The phone rings. Mom gasps to a halt, midfucken-sob. Everybody freezes.

‘I'll get that,' says Lally.

‘I don't think so,' I say, diving for the phone. ‘Mom, come take this call.'

My ole lady hunches off the sofa, all shiny around the nose and eyes, and does her finest victimmy shuffle to the phone table. She looks around at everybody, especially Lally, before picking up the phone. A pleading kind of look she gives Lally, real Kicked Dog. Then her voice smoothens like cream. ‘Hello? Mr Ledesma, well sure – may I say who's calling?' She hands the phone to Lally. ‘It's CNN.'

I grab it back. ‘Mrs Ledesma?'

‘
Vernon!
' snaps Mom.

‘Remember me? From Martirio . . .?'

‘
Who is this
?' asks the young New Yorker on the phone. Lally snatches the receiver and turns to the wall.

‘Renée? Sorry about that – things are a little crazy down here.
I got the series? Fan-
tastic
!' He raises a thumb to the ladies. ‘Conditional on what? Not a challenge, we still have the firearm piece, the suspect, and the townsfolk coming to terms with their grief. It can spin-off in a thousand directions.'

‘Well you know,' whispers Mom to the ladies, ‘I couldn't decide between
Vanessa
and
Rebecca
...'

‘I was coping with
Doris
,' grunts George.

Lally finishes the call. He dangles the receiver over the cradle, taking a moment to gaze at everybody. The ladies stare into his eyes, Pastor Gibbons toys in his pocket. Then Lally drops the handset, ‘Crack', cups his balls through his robe, and strolls to the middle of the room. ‘Before we open the champagne, I guess we have a rather more – human challenge to share.' His eyes snap to me. ‘Pretty outlandish behavior we saw there, Vernon. Damn scary, actually, in light of everything.'

‘Fuck you to hell,' I say.

‘Vernon
Gregory
!' snaps Mom.

Lally pushes a little spit around his mouth. ‘Simple compassion dictates that it's time to turn this boy over to someone who can help. If we cling when he needs professional care, we may only damage his chances of recovery.'

‘
You're
the one who needs care,' I say. ‘
Lalo
.'