“Connor?” Marielle‟s voice sounded soft and hesitant behind him.
His heart squeezed in his chest. He didn‟t turn around, didn‟t want her to see the pain on his face. “Go back inside.”
“Are—are you still going to train me?”
“Aye. We‟ll continue yer training and practice teleporting. We should be ready to face the Malcontents in a few more days.” He gritted his teeth. “Ye willna have to put up with me for much longer.”
There was a long pause, and he wondered if she‟d gone back inside.
“Thank you for the glass angel,” she whispered. “I‟ll treasure it . . . for as long as I‟m here.”
Dammit, she made his heart ache. “I guess ye canna take it with you to heaven?”
“No.” She made a sad noise that sounded like a cross between a sob and a sniffle. “I‟m sorry.”
The door closed, leaving him alone on the porch. “I‟m sorry, too.”
F
or the next few hours, Marielle remained determined not to cry. Connor stayed true to his word and continued her training, but he was cold and distant, barking out orders and never making eye contact.
He set up the wooden clock in front of the cabin. When she teased him that it looked more like a henge, he didn‟t respond.
She worked hard for several hours and learned to knock down only one log. Her efforts were rewarded with a grumbled “Good.” No smiles. No pats on the shoulder. No twinkle in his eyes.
He held her stiffly when they teleported close to a hospital in Cleveland where a woman was dying in surgery. When he encouraged her to widen her scope and search out multiple deaths accompanied by horror, she led them to what turned out to be a violent shoot-out between two drug cartels along the southern border. With bullets flying around them and innocent bystanders falling in the street, he‟d teleported them quickly back to the cabin.
She was visibly shaken, so he set her on the couch, brought her a glass of water, and told her to rest. She tried closing her eyes, but each time she did, the violent scene replayed in her mind. The screams of the innocent echoed in her head. The human world could be so cruel.
Dear God, how she wanted to go back to heaven! She missed the peace and love that had permeated her soul, the constant stream of praise and support that had always filled her mind.
She missed her friend Buniel and her beautiful white wings. What if she never heard the singing of the Heavenly Host again? What if she could never fly again, feel the wind rush against her face, and see the stars twinkling around her as she soared through the heavens?
She blinked away the tears. She didn‟t want Connor to see her falling apart. Ever since their return to the cabin, he had paced about like a caged animal. A few times, she glanced his way and discovered him looking at her. He always turned away, but not quickly enough that she didn‟t catch the glint of pain in his eyes. His pacing continued until he retrieved his c laymore from the closet and went outside.
After a while, she wandered over to the window to look outside. The nearly full moon shone down on the clearing in front of the cabin. Connor had erected make-believe enemies out of logs and bales of hay, and he was practicing with his sword.
No, he was more than practicing. He was slaughtering his pretend enemies. The force of his blows was frightening. The rage in his shouts pierced her heart.
“Connor,” she whispered, pressing a hand against the window. “I don‟t belong here. I‟m sorry.”
As soon as the women arrived, he teleported away.
“He looks so sad,” Marta murmured as she brought Marielle a plate of food.
“Of course he‟s sad.” Brynley grabbed a beer from the refrigerator and popped the can open. “He got dumped.”
“Brynley told us about the pink fingernails.” Vanda sat on the couch close to Marielle and gave her a worried look. “I hear he was really pissed.”
“Yes.” Marielle set her plate of food on the coffee table. “But it wasn‟t so much the polish. It was the way I rejected him and his word.” The tears she had held back for hours escaped and ran down her cheeks. “I didn‟t want to hurt him.”
“He hurt himself when he fell for you.” Brynley walked over to the kitchen table.
“Shh,” Vanda hushed her. “He‟s not the only one hurting.”
“Don‟t make me out to be the bad guy,” Brynley grumbled as she sprawled onto a kitchen chair. “We all know she had to dump him. I‟m sorry that it hurt, Marielle, but it would have hurt a lot worse if you had gotten more involved with him.”
Marielle sighed. “I suppose you‟re right.”
Marta handed her a box of tissues, then sat across from her in the rocking chair. “You‟re not eating. You need to keep your strength up.”
“I‟m not hungry.”
“Are you in love with him?” Vanda asked quietly.
“Yes.” She wiped her face with a tissue. “A part of me wonders how it could have happened so quickly. But then I see him, and my heart feels like it will burst, and I think how could I possibly not love him?”
Vanda‟s eyes narrowed. “How much do you love him? What‟s it worth to you?”
She set the tissue box on the coffee table. “All love that comes from the Father is deemed worthy.”
“This is Earth,” Vanda said. “Everything we do here has a price. Even love.”
“I would never seek love for financial or personal benefit.”
“I‟m not talking about money.” Vanda gave her a stern look. “How much are you willing to sacrifice for your love?”
Marielle swallowed hard as she finally understood Vanda‟s question. How much did she love Connor?
T
o Marielle‟s dismay, Connor continued to remain cold and distant on their fourth night together. He set up the clock, then yelled different times from the front porch. Three o‟clock.
Seven o‟clock. She was supposed to react by knocking down only the log that corresponded to his order. Sometimes she succeeded, sometimes not. With a frown, he announced she wasn‟t ready yet.
A small voice inside her celebrated, and it occurred to her that if she was slow with her training, she would have more time with Connor. But then she chastised herself for being selfish.
The Malcontents were feeding and killing every night. They needed to be stopped.
When she sensed a number of deaths in Colorado, Connor linked minds with her for a few seconds to go there. The last reported location of the Malcontents had been in Kansas, so it was close enough that he wanted to check it out.
But the deaths were the result of a collapsed mine shaft, and the area was swarming with media. Connor didn‟t want them to be noticed, so he quickly teleported them back to the cabin.
Was it just her imagination or did he hold her longer than necessary when they arrived?
She stood very still, hoping the few seconds could stretch into an eternity, but he eventually let go.
On their fifth night of training, she worked hard to improve, and with a sad, hollow voice he claimed she was ready. She didn‟t feel like celebrating, either.
She sensed multiple deaths coupled with fear and horror in a mountainous area in Arkansas, so they teleported a short distance away from the incident.
They landed beside a two-lane road that wound through the mountains. Gravel shifted under her feet, and Connor grabbed her arm to steady her as she bumped against a metal guardrail.
“Careful. There‟s a precipice there.” He motioned to the other side of the flimsy metal railing.
They were standing on a narrow shoulder beside the road. Marielle winced at how close they‟d come to missing the road altogether. It was dark, the only illumination caused by the nearly full moon and stars. All she could see was the black-topped road, a steep tree-covered incline on one side and the rocky precipice on the other.
“This way.” Connor started down the road, staying on the narrow shoulder. “I can hear the cries.”
She walked behind him as the road made a big curve around the mountainside. Then she heard the cries, too. She stepped onto the pavement, so she could see around Connor. Down the road, where it twisted in a dangerous horseshoe curve, a car had crashed through the guardrail and careened down the precipice.
“Two are dead. But three are still alive.” She tugged on Connor‟s arm, pulling him onto the road. “Come on! We have to help them.”
“Ye canna touch them.”
“You can. You have super strength and speed.”
“Verra well.” He reached into his sporran. “I‟ll give you my phone, so—”
Lights suddenly brightened the road. Marielle spun around to see a huge eighteen-wheeler truck zooming around the bend and hurtling straight for them.
A horn blared. Brakes screeched.
Connor shoved her out of the way, and she fell onto the next lane.
“No!” she screamed. Connor was still in danger of being hit.
“No!” She scrambled to her feet, then realized why Connor was still standing in the truck‟s path.
He was frozen.
The truck was frozen.
Time had come to an abrupt halt.
No sound. No horns or screeching brakes or cries from the car accident down the road.
No movement. Silhouetted against the nearly full moon, a bird was frozen in mid-flight.
The expression on Connor‟s face was frozen, his eyes blank and not seeing. His arms were still extended from tossing her out of the way.
A chill skittered down her spine, and she pivoted, searching for the one who had manipulated time. As far as she knew, only a few beings could accomplish such a tremendous feat. The Heavenly Father and a few of His most trusted Archangels.
Or a very powerful demon.
M
arielle stiffened when she heard footsteps on the pavement. She whirled around to face the end of the truck. A tall, dark form stepped into the moonlight. A long black coat. Black shirt and tie. Black leather pants. Black wings that folded with a snap and disappeared.
Darafer.
She took a deep breath to steady her nerves.
Keep your wits about you. He can’t take you
to hell unless you agree.
But of course he would try all manner of trickery to make her agree.
He strolled toward her, his expensive leather boots tapping on the black asphalt.
Moonlight gleamed off his raven-black hair and luminous pale skin. A corner of his wide mouth curled up in a humorless smile.
She glanced at Connor. He couldn‟t help her. He was, in fact, in danger of being mowed over by the eighteen-wheeler whenever Darafer decided to release time.
The demon circled her, studying her intently with his emerald-green eyes. “Why have they dressed you so shabbily? Don‟t they realize what a beauty you are?” He stepped forward and hooked a finger under her chin.
She eased back.
He smiled, a genuine smile that actually made him appear handsome. “I would treat you like a rare princess. You would wear the finest silks and jewels.”
She started to tell him,
Begone
, but snapped her mouth shut. If he left, time would unfreeze. The truck was so close to Connor. He would have only a few seconds to react. He could teleport or jump out of the way at vampire speed, but what if he was disoriented for a second? Would he have enough time to escape, or would he be crushed by a massive truck?
Darafer frowned when she glanced nervously toward Connor. “Still hanging out with the parasite, I see.” He walked toward Connor and studied him with a disdainful look.
“Not much of a protector, is he?” Darafer snapped his fingers in front of Connor‟s face.
“I don‟t know what you see in him.” He flicked a finger against Connor‟s nose.
“Don‟t.” Marielle stepped forward, then halted when Darafer‟s eyes gleamed. She winced inwardly. She‟d revealed a weakness.
“You like him.” Darafer gave her a smug smile. “Has he slept with you yet? Has he nestled between your lily-white thighs and popped your angelic cherry?”
She lifted her chin, determined not to be pulled into any more traps. “He is an honorable man.”
Darafer laughed. “Right. Tell that to all his victims with bite marks on their necks.” He leaned against the front grille of the truck, crossing his legs at the ankles and his arms over his chest. “He‟s at my mercy, you know.”
“Leave him be.”
“Say you‟ll come with me, and I‟ll save him.”
“I don‟t believe you.”
Darafer smiled. “You‟re right. He‟s on my list for hell, so I might as well take him with me.” He arched an eyebrow at her. “Why don‟t you come with him? Then the two of you could live happily ever after.”
She scoffed. “No one‟s happy in hell.”
“You‟d be surprised.” A look of disgust flitted over his face, then faded away.
She watched him carefully. At the slightest indication that he was going to unfreeze time, she would need to act quickly.
He glanced up at the stars and sighed. “They‟re using you, you know.”
“The Vamps? I agreed to help them.”
“Not the Vamps.” Darafer pointed up toward heaven. “The Big Kahuna. Don‟t you think it was odd that you saved Roman Draganesti as a baby, and now he‟s a leader among the Vamps?”
She shrugged. “I disobeyed. You know that. That‟s why we‟re both here.”
He snorted. “Disobeyed? Do you really believe that?” He pushed away from the truck.
“You‟ve been played, Marielle. All along. From the very beginning.”
She stepped back. “That‟s not true.”
“Doesn‟t it piss you off? You‟re just a damned pawn, and they don‟t have the courage to let you know.”
She swallowed hard.
He walked toward her. “They ripped your wings off, made you suffer, just so you could play your role in their stupid game.”
“It‟s not a game!”
“But you could fool them all.” Darafer extended a hand toward her. “Stop being their pawn and come with me.”
“Never.” It couldn‟t be true. This was just another trick. “Glory to God in the Highest,”
she whispered.
“And on earth, war, pestilence, and despair toward men.”
She flinched. “Stop it.”
“Why should I? It‟s all part of the big game. Good and evil, yin and yang, you and me.
We need each other.” He stepped closer. “You know what, Marielle? I‟m sick of being a pawn, too.”
He stroked a finger down her cheek. “We could pluck a few people off this rock and start our own planet. No war, no pestilence. We could make it perfect.” He touched her lips. “Just say the word, and we could be gods.”