Vamparazzi (12 page)

Wondering at the changes in him in the months since I had last seen him, a horrible thought struck me. Had he been kicked off the police force—which I felt sure would devastate him—because of me? Or because of what happened that night in Harlem? Did unemployment and depression explain his grubby, unkempt appearance?

I was appalled. I had given up Lopez because I didn't want to ruin his life—along with the far more pressing concern of not wanting to get him killed. Had I ruined his life anyhow?

Oh,
no
.

“What's
happened
to you?” I asked in despair.

Both men looked startled by my tone.

“Is something wrong?” Leischneudel asked uncertainly.

“He never looks like this,” I said, shaking my head.

“No?” Leischneudel said.

“No, of course not,” I replied. Lopez normally looked like the sort of man you could bring home to your mother, if your mother weren't Jewish.

“Oh. But it's kind of a good look for him, don't you think?” Leischneudel said generously. “Sort of . . . the Jersey docks meet the Meatpacking District.”

“Maybe when it
was
a meatpacking area,” I said dismissively. “But not now, all trendy nightclubs and gay bars.”

“Well, yes, the grime might be a little much for the club scene,” Leischneudel conceded. “Even for rough trade.”

“You do know I'm standing right here?” Lopez said to us.

“Oh, I'm sorry!” Leischneudel giggled nervously. “Esther and I talk about makeup and costume so much, I guess it's become an unconscious habit. We didn't mean to be rude.”

“I'm not in cos . . .” A faint look of surprise crossed Lopez's face, then he smiled wryly. “That's okay.”

“Are you all right?” I asked him. “I mean ... you haven't been kicked off—”

“I'm fine. Everything's fine with me. Okay? It's you I'm worried about.” Lopez brushed self-consciously at his ratty clothes. “I just didn't have time to clean up before I came here.”

“So this look isn't a whole new lifestyle for you?” I said in relief.

“Not exactly. I was in a hurry.”

“And you rushed to the theater at three o'clock in the morning from where?” I prodded. “A wildman wilderness camp near an oil refinery?”

He smiled again. “Good guess.”

I frowned and started to say, “Lop—”

“I needed to talk to you.” He glanced at Leischneudel, then gave me a meaningful look. “It's important. I didn't think it should wait for a shower and a change of wardrobe.”

“Why? What's wrong?” Leischneudel asked in concern.

We both looked at him.

“Oh!” Leischneudel giggled nervously again. I thought he was blushing, but the heavy stage makeup made it hard to tell. He started backing toward the door. “That was my cue, wasn't it? Sorry. I'll leave you two alone to talk.” He opened the door and backed into the hallway. “Take your time.”

“Thanks. We will.” The moment the door closed, Lopez said tersely to me, “Why was he taking off your clothes?”

There was a soft knock and the door reopened. Lopez looked at Leischneudel with an expression of exaggerated patience as the actor stuck his head back into the room.

“Er, Esther. I'll wait for you in my dressing room?”

“Okay,” I said.

“You won't leave without me?” Leischneudel prodded, his face briefly twisting into an expression of hunted dread at the prospect of facing the vamparazzi alone tonight.

“Of course not,” I said.

As soon as the door closed again, I said to Lopez, “Why did you give him a fake name?”

“Let's get back to
my
question. Are you sleeping with that guy?”

“With
Leischneudel?
” I felt like he'd just asked me if I was sleeping with Bambi or Winnie-the-Pooh. “Of course not.”

“Then why were his hands all over you?”

“He was helping me with this costume.” I gestured with irritation to the laces on my back. “It's so authentic, I can't get out of it by myself.”

Lopez choked on a startled laugh. When I gave him an exasperated look, he tried to stop.

“Sorry.” He cleared his throat and said again, “Sorry.” Then he ruined his apology by laughing some more.

“Very funny,” I said sourly. “You're not the one who has to get into and out of this gown six nights a week.”

“Speaking of your costume—”

“No, now we do
my
question. Why did you use a phony name when I introduced you to Leischneudel?”

He was about to respond when we heard Daemon's voice in the hall right outside my dressing room. “Is she in there? Ah, good!”

“But she's got a visitor, and they don't want . . .” Leischneudel protested as the door was flung open and banged against the wall. “. . . to be disturbed.”

“What?” Daemon sashayed through the door as he casually shook off Leischneudel's awkward attempt to restrain him. I turned to face Daemon, annoyed by the intrusion. He came to an abrupt halt when he saw Lopez. “Oh! A visitor?
Oh.
” Daemon's glance flicked past me for a moment, then he met my eyes and smirked. I felt a slight draft on my back and realized he could see in the mirror that my gown was half-unlaced. Obviously concluding that he had interrupted my visitor in the middle of undressing me, Daemon now included Lopez in his smirk.
“Ohhhh . . .”

I said to my companion, “Meet Daemon Ravel, the vampire onstage.”

“And offstage, too,” Daemon added, always quick to present his creature-of-the-night credentials.

Lopez folded his arms across his chest. “I trust you have a good reason for barging into a lady's dressing room without knocking?”

“Ooh!” Daemon grinned lasciviously at me. “You've found a spicy one.”

“If whatever you want isn't really,
really
important,” I said to Daemon, “then it'll have to wait until tomorrow.”

“And rugged,” Daemon added, giving Lopez an appraising look. “But maybe a
touch
overdone on the gutter-rat theme.”

“What do you want?” I asked wearily.

“Just returning your earring, darling.” He held up the dangling object up for me to see. I touched my earlobes and realized one earring was indeed missing. Daemon said, “It came off when I bit you.”

With my attention divided between playing my role, wanting to gut Daemon for the way he was taking advantage of me onstage, and physical pain as he actually bit and sucked, I hadn't noticed the earring falling off—go figure.

“Thanks. If there's nothing else . . .” I nodded toward the door as I took the earring from him.

All three men watched me put it on. Then Lopez frowned, came closer, and touched the sore spot on my neck. The skin was tender, and I flinched a little.

“What happened here?” Lopez asked me as he cast a dark glare at the two men.

Realizing he could see it, I turned around and went to look at the hickey in the mirror. Sure enough, the welt wasn't waiting until tomorrow to become visible. It was already mottled and pink, the skin inflamed and irritated, with little dots of purple bruising starting to appear, thanks to Daemon's teeth.

“Goddamn it, Daemon. Do you know how much makeup I'm going to have to put on this tomorrow?” I said. “Not to mention how much it
hurts
.”

“Did I get a little too carried away?” Daemon asked with sultry amusement. “Sorry. You bring out my hunger, Esther.”

“
He
did that to you?” Lopez said to me.

“You
bit
her?” Leischneudel exclaimed, scandalized. “That's what happened out there tonight? Daemon! You shouldn't
really
bite her.”

“He did that to you in the
play?
” Lopez said.

I nodded. “And if he does it again, I'm going to castrate him.” In the mirror, I met Daemon's gaze with a cold glare.

“Surely you're not going to pretend you didn't enjoy it even a
little?
” the vampire icon purred. “The audience certainly liked it. And I must admit, so did I.”

“Out,” said Lopez.
“Now.”

Daemon said, “It's that warm, pulsing jugular vein right under my mouth that I just can't resist when we're—”

“That's her carotid artery.” Lopez shoved Daemon through the door.

“Wait, I knew that,” said Daemon, stumbling backward.

“And if your teeth ever touch it again,” Lopez said, “I'll remove them all. Are we clear?”

Daemon staggered into Leischneudel, who was asking if I was all right as Lopez slammed the door in their faces.

“This show is really taking its toll,” I grumbled, studying my reflection. “I've got a black eye, too, under all this makeup. One of Daemon's crazed fans attacked me last night.”

“Yeah, I heard.”

“You heard?” I said in surprise.

“And to think my mom worried that police work would be dangerous,” he said dryly. “I guess she should just be glad that none of her sons became actors.”

“Hmph.”

Lopez crossed the room to stand behind me and look at my welt while I studied it in the mirror. “He didn't break the skin. But disinfect it when you get home, anyhow,” he said. “I doubt that guy's had all his shots.”

“You should have punched him,” I said grumpily. “He should be punched.”

“He should be,” Lopez agreed, meeting my eyes in the mirror. “But the cops will make him plenty miserable tonight without my help. And if we can avoid it, I'd rather they didn't know I was here. If I break his nose, well, word might get out.”

“The cops?” I turned around to look at him directly, disquieted again. “Are
you
still a cop?”

“Of course.” His surprised expression changed as realization dawned. “
Oh.
I get it. You thought I'd lost my job and become a derelict? Do I really look
that
bad?” When I nodded, he grinned. It made him look a lot more like his usual self. He gazed over my shoulder, assessing his reflection in the mirror. “I guess I've gotten so used to it, I didn't realize.”

“What's going on?” I demanded. “Why do you look so scruffy? Why are you using a phony name? Why can't the cops know you were here tonight? Why ... Oh!
Oh.
Oh, my God.” I had seen enough episodes of
Crime and Punishment
to make an educated guess. “You're working undercover?”

He nodded. “And I shouldn't tell you. So let's not tell anyone else. Understood?”

I had also watched enough episodes of
C&P
to know that working undercover was dangerous—and being exposed while working undercover was
particularly
dangerous.

“I won't tell anyone,” I assured him. “So you're still a cop. But in
theory,
you're not a cop right now?”

“In theory, I'm also not even here right now.” He picked up a makeup sponge that was lying on the table, examined it briefly, then took it over to the sink in the corner, where he turned on the water.

I turned to look at my welt again in the mirror, wondering just how much trouble it would be to conceal it for tomorrow's performance.

As Lopez rinsed the sponge under the running tap, he said, “So don't talk to your, um, colleagues here about me. If they ask, just say I'm an old friend and then change the subject. Okay?”

“I don't understand,” I said as he returned to my side with the damp sponge and started dabbing gently at the welt on my neck. “If you're not here, then what are you doing here?” I drew in a sharp breath at the feel of the cold water on my tender skin.

“This will be all right,” he said soothingly. I felt the warm clasp of his hand on my other shoulder, steadying me. The heat of his body warmed the flesh of my half-naked back as he stood close behind me. “But it'll hurt for a couple of days.”

“Uh-huh.”

“Does he do this to you eight shows a week?” Lopez asked darkly.

“No. I mean, he likes to push his luck a little.” I sighed and half-closed my eyes, guiltily enjoying the touch I had missed. “But tonight he went way out of bounds.”

“You're right,” he said. “I should have punched him.”

I could feel his breath on my neck.

I said, “He was . . .”

“Was . . . ?” he murmured.

“Was feeling his oats tonight ... But most shows, he just . . . just . . .”

Lopez heard the breathless distraction in my voice, and our eyes met in the mirror. My chest rose and fell with sudden vigor inside my push-up corset. His gaze drifted down to the low-cut bodice of my gown, and I felt a flush of pleasure warm my whole body as his hands tightened on me—until the pressure of the cold sponge against my welt made me wince, startling him.

“Ouch.”

“Sorry.” He gentled his touch, dabbing tentatively again. “I, uh . . .”

I think we both remembered in that moment that I had told him we shouldn't see each other any more, and that I hadn't returned his last phone call, the one asking me to meet him so we could talk. At any rate, I felt awkward and self-conscious now, and he didn't look at my cleavage again. After a couple of more cold dabs at my neck, he put down the sponge and said matter-of-factly, “After you disinfect it, maybe put some ice on it for a while.”

“I will.”

“Make sure you tell the cops how you got that,” he added. “They'll be interested.”

“The cops?” I said blankly.