“You aren't just doing this to ease your conscience, are you?” Kethry asked, knowing there would be others who would ask the same question. Sewen had been Idra's Second for years nowâplaying Second to a woman had let him in for a certain amount of twitting from his peers in other companies. Notwithstanding the fact that one quarter to one third of all mercenary fighters
were
female, female Company Captains were few, and of all of them, only Idra led a mixed-sex Company. And Idra had been showing no signs of retiring, nor had Sewen made any moves indicating that he was contemplating starting his own Company.
“I won't deny that I want the Hawks,” he said, slowly. “Butâ
not like this.
I want the Company fair and square, either âcause Idra goes down, or 'cause she hands âem over to me. Thisâit's too damn iffy, that's what it is! It's eating at me. And what's worse, it's eating at me that Idra might be in something deepâ”
“âand you
have
to do something to get her out of it, if you can.”
“That's it, Keth. And it's for a
lot
of reasons. She's my friend, she's my Captain, she's the one who took me out of the ranks and taught me. I can't just sit here for a year, and then announce she's gone missing and I'm taking over. I
owe
her too damned much, even if she keeps tellin' me I don't owe her a thing! How can I act like nothin's wrong an' not try t' help her?”
“Sewen, if every merc had your ethicsâ” Tarma began.
He interrupted her with a nonlaugh. “If every merc had my ethics, there'd be a lot more work for freefighters. Face it, Swordsworn, I can
afford
to have ethics just because of what Idra built the Sunhawks into. So I'm not going to let those ethics âor herâdown.”
“This is an almighty cold trail you're sending us on,” Kethry muttered. “By the time we get to Petras, it'll be past Midsummer. What are you and the Hawks going to do in the meantime?”
“We're on two-year retainer from Sursha; we do spring and summer patrol under old Leamount around the Borders to keep any of her neighbors from getting bright ideas. Easy work. Idra set it up before she left. I can handle it
without
making myself Captain.”
“All right, I've got some ideas.
Our
people can keep their lips laced over a secret; so you wait one week after we've left, then you tell them all what's happened and that we've been sent out under the ivy bush.”
“Why?” Sewen asked bluntly.
“Mostly so rumors don't start.
Then
you and Ersala concoct some story about Idra coming back, but fevered. Tresti can tell you what kind of fever would need a two-year rest cure. That gives you a straw-Idra to leave behind while you take the Hawks out to patrol. The Hawks will know the
real
storyâand tell them it might cost the Captain her life if they let it slip.”
“You think it might,” he said, soberly.
“I don't know what to think, so I have to cover every possibility.”
“Huh.” He thought about that for a long time, contemplating his wine. Finally he swallowed the last of it in a single gulp. “All right; I'll go with it. Nowâshould I replace you two?”
“I think you'd better,” Tarma said. “I suggest promoting either Garth or Jodi. Garth is my preference; I don't think Jodi would be comfortable in a command position; she's avoided being in command too many times.”
“I'll do a sending; there are White Winds sorcerers everywhere. You should be getting one or more up here within a couple of months.” Kethry bit her lip a bit, trying to do a rough calculation on how far her sending would reach. “I can't promise that you'll get anything higher than a Journeymanclass, but you never know. I won't tell them more than that there's a position open with youâyou can let whoever you hire in on the whole thing after you take them on. Remember, White Winds school has no edicts against using magic for fighting, and I'll make it plain in the sending that this is a position with a
merc company.
That it means killing as well as healing. That should keep the squeamish away. Have Tresti look them over first, then Oreden and Jiles. Tresti will be able to sense whether they'll fit in.”
“I know; she checked you two out while Idra was waiting to interview you.”
Kethry nodded wryly. “Figures; I can't imagine Idra leaving anything to chance. All right, does that pretty much take care of things?”
“I think so....”
“Well, as cold as the trail is going to be, there is
no
sense in stirring up a lot of rumors by having us light out of here with our tails on fire,” Tarma said bluntly. “We might just as well take our time about this, say our good-byes, get equipment put togetherâact like this was going to be an ordinary sort of errand we're running for you. Until we've been gone for about a week, you just make out like I'm running the string out to sell, and Keth's coming with me for company.”
Sewen nodded. “That sounds good to me. I'll raid the coffers for you two. You'll be needing stuff to make you look good in the court, I expect.” He rose and started for the doorâthen turned back, and awkwardly held out his arms.
“IâI don't know what I'd have done without you two,” he said stiffly, his eyes bright with what Kethry suspected might be incipient tears. “You're more than shieldbrothers, you're friendsâIâthanksâ”
They both embraced him, trying to give him a little comfort. Kethry knew that Idra had been in that “more than shieldbrother” category, tooâand that Sewen must be thinking what
she
was thinkingâthat the Captain's odds weren't very good right now.
“Teâsorthene du'dera,
big man,” Tarma murmured. “When we come across someone special, like you, like Tresti, like Idraâwell, you help your friends, that's all I can say. That's what friends are there for,
herây?”
“If anybody can help her out, it'll be you two.”
“We'll do our best. And you know,
you
can do
us
a favorâ” Kethry almost smiled at the sudden inspiration.
“What? Anything you want.”
“Leslac. I want you to teach him a lesson. I don't care what you do to him, just get him off Tarma's back.”
The weather-beaten countenance went quiet with thought. “That's a pretty tall ordâwait a momentâ” He began to smile, the first smile he'd worn since he walked in their door. “I think I've got it. âCourse, it all hinges on whether he's really as pig-ignorant about Shin'aâin as he seems to be.”
“Go onâI think after that
damned
song we can count on
that
being true.”
Sewen's arms tightened about both their shoulders as he looked down at them. “There's this sect of Spider-Priestesses down south; they sort of dress like Tarmaâdeal is, they
didn't
start out life as girls.”
Tarma nearly choked with laughter. “You mean, convince the little bastard that I'm really a eunuched boy? Sewen, that's priceless!”
“I rather like thatâ” Kethry grinned. “âI rather
like
that.”
“I'll get on it,” he promised, giving them a last hug and closing the door to their room behind him.
Tarma went immediately to her armor-stand, surveying the brigandine for any sign of weakness or strain. Kethry put another log in the stove, then approached the wall where Need hung, reaching out to touch the blade with one finger.
Yesâthe call's still there. And I can't tell anything, it's so faintâbut it is Idra. The call gets perceptibly stronger when I think about her.
“Get anything?” Tarma asked quietly.
“Nothing definite, other than that Idra's in trouble. How long do you think it will take us to get to Petras?”
“With a string of thirty horsesâabout a month to cross the passes, then another two, maybe three. Like you said, it'll be Midsummer at the earliest.”
Kethry sighed. “If I were an Adept, I could get us both there in an hour.”
“But
not
the horses. And how would we explain ourselves? We'd make a lot more stir than we should if we did that.”
“And stir is not what we want.”
“Right.” Tarma stood with a sigh, and stretched, then came back to her chair and flung herself down into it. “I seem to recall one contact we might well want to make. The Captain didn't talk about her past much, but she
did
mention somebody a time or two. The Court Archivistâ” Her brows knitted in thought. “Javreck? Jervase? NoâJadrek, that's it. Jadrek. Seems like his father used to keep Idra and her older brother in tales; paid attention to them when nobody else had time for them. Jadrek was evidently a little copy of him. She'd mention him when something happened to bring one of those tales to her mind. And more imortantâ” Tarma pointed a long finger at Kethry. “âshe
also
never failed to preface those recollections by calling him âthe only completely honest man in the Court, just as his father was.' ”
“That sounds promising.”
“If he's still there. Seems to me she said something about him being at odds with her father and her younger brother when he took over the Archivist position. He did that pretty young, since he was younger than Idra or her brother, and she left the Court before she was twenty. She also said something about his being crippled, which could cut down on the amount he sees.”
“Yes and no,” Kethry replied, more than grateful for Tarma's remarkable memory. “People who are overlooked often see more that way. Need I tell you that I'm glad you have a mind like a trap?”
“What, shut?” Tarma jibed. “Now you
know
I've got a Singer's memory; if I'd forgotten
one
verse of any of the most obscure ballads, I'd have been laughed out of camp. Keth, you're worrying yourself, I can tell. You're wasting energy.”
“I know, I knowâ”
“Take it one week at a time. Worry about getting us through the passes safely I'll get you the avalanche map tomorrow; she what you can scry out with it And speaking of snow, do you still want to hear that business about the Snow Demon?”
“Well ... yes!” she replied, surprised. “But I hardly thought you'd be in the mood for it now.”
“I'm jsut taking some of my own prescribed medicine.” Tarma grinned crookedly, and went to fetch the battered little hand-drum she used on those rare occasions when she chantedâyou couldn't call it singing anymoreâone of the Shinâa'in history-songs. “Trying to remember all fifty-two verses will keep
me
from fretting into a sweat. And hoping,” she looked down at her black sleeve, the black of vengeance-taking, “that this outfit doesn't turn out to be an omen.”
Five
“
H
aiâvetha! Kele, kele, kele!”
Tarma wheeled Ironheart about on the mare's heels in a piece of horsemanship that drew a spattering of impromptu applause from those watching, and chivied the last of the tired horses into the corral assigned to them by the master of the Petras stock market. She controlled them with voice onlyânot hand, nor whip. She didn't even call for any encouraging nips at their heels from Warrl, another fact which impressed the spectators no end.
They were already impressed by the horses. They were not the kind of beasts that the inhabitants of Petras were used to seeing. These were Shinâa'in purebreds, and the only reason any of them had been passed over by the Sunhawks was that they were mostly saddlebreds, not trailbreds. The Shinâa'in horses bred for trail work were a little rougher looking, and a bit hardier than the saddlebreds, in the main. There were always exceptions, like Tarma's beloved Kessira, but the Shinâa'in kept the exceptions for their own use and further breeding âas Kessira was being bred, pampered queen mare of the Taleâsedrin herds.
No, these horses were
not
what the inhabitants of Petras were used to seeing in their beast-market. Their heads, broad in the forehead, small in the muzzle, and with large, doe-soft eyes were carried high and proudly on their long, elegant necks; pride showed in every line of them, despite their weariness. Their bodies were compact and muscular, the hindquarters being a trifle higher than these people were accustomed to. Their legs were well-muscled and slim; they were no longer shaggy with winter growth as they had been when the trek started. Now their coats were silky despite the dustâand their manes and tails, the pride of a Shinâa'in mount, were flowing in the wind like many-colored water-falls. And they moved like dancers, like birds on the wind, like music made visible.