chapter 2
From inside, it appeared as if the sun was winning. Despite the frigid temperature and the dark gray clouds that hovered over the grounds of Double A, one ray of light after another pierced the locker room windows to create a long row of sunshine. Dr. Lochlan MacCleery, sitting on one of the narrow wooden benches, his back facing the light, felt the warmth penetrate his tweed jacket and spread out across his hunched shoulders, down his back, up toward the nape of his neck. But despite the sunlight's heat, he still felt the chill. It wasn't the outside cold that made him shiver, it was Alistair's note.
Evil walks among the angels. The children must be protected.
It must have been the fiftieth time he read it and he still couldn't imagine what the words meant. He had known the former headmaster for many years, the entire time he worked at Archangel Academy, and not once had he spoken so cryptically, so fantastically. No, Alistair was a logical man.
Like me,
he thought,
someone whose mind had a firm grasp on reality.
But could it be possible that Alistair discovered that their reality had changed, shifted in some horrific way?
“How can I protect the children if I don't know what I'm protecting them from?” Lochlan muttered to himself. He had started that habit about a month ago when it became clear that Alistair wasn't returning to his post, that he had decided to seek out a new life or was being held captive somewhere against his will or something equally preposterous, and he would have to ponder this mystery alone. Many times he wanted to reach out to someone for help, share this unwanted information in the hopes that perhaps a more fanciful mind might be able to uncover its meaning. But who could he possibly turn to?
He was tempted to confide in one of his colleagues even though he usually kept personal matters private, but he couldn't think of anyone he could fully trust. And he knew it would serve no good to turn the note over to the police, they would simply file it away as proof that Alistair was delusional, at best formally deem the abandonment of his post as the action of an academic in the throes of a midlife crisis, either way forever ruin his reputation. Lochlan knew that's what most people already believed, a dozen rumors were circulating among the students and the faculty, but gossip isn't as concrete as evidence, and for some reason the doctor felt that he needed to protect his friend's reputation. Because the more he dwelt on it, the more he was convinced Alistair would not willingly desert his students. “But what the hell happened to you?”
“Practicing your speech, MacCleery?”
The voice startled Lochlan so much that he sprang up from the bench with such force, he would have knocked it over if it wasn't bolted into the floor. “Whoa there,” Blakeley said, raising his two hands in front of him as if Lochlan were a horse that needed taming. “If public speaking makes you this nervous, why'd you demand that you be the one to give the speech?”
Because I need to clear my friend's name,
he thought. “Because I felt like it,” he replied, trying to look and sound disgruntled and not panicky.
“Well, you hardly look like you fancy talking in front of a bunch of out-of-control kids,” Blakeley observed. “Go out wearing that face and those juvies will make you wish you were back in med school slicing open cadavers.” Lochlan never liked the gym teacher; he found him crass and loudmouthed. Now he disliked him for a new reason; he was also perceptive. Try as he might to put forth an earnest façade, an enthusiastic expression, he was clearly unsuccessful and couldn't fake that he was not only terrified to speak in front of such a large group of students but highly uncomfortable speaking about things he didn't fully understand.
“Don't waste your time worrying about me,” the doctor hissed. “Try to figure out how to make something out of that miserable soccer team of yours.” Now it was Blakeley's turn to look unnerved. A good insult always made the doctor feel better, so when he walked out onto the gym floor, he felt more confident than he had in days. But then he made the mistake of looking up into the bleachers and he felt the familiar chill slither down his spine. Every student of both Archangel Academy and its sister school, St. Anne's, was seated in the stands, looking directly at him, waiting for him to speak, daring him to say something important and profound. Before he got to the microphone, he cursed Alistair under his breath. “You better have a damn good reason for putting me in this position.”
Michael leaned over to Ronan and whispered, “I didn't know this was going to be a health seminar.”
Ronan smiled, thankful that Michael was in a better mood than yesterday. “It isn't supposed to be.”
“Then what's MacCleery doing headlining the event?”
“I don't know,” Ronan replied. “I think this is the first time I've ever seen him out of his office.” Ronan was just as confused as Michael and because he never trusted anything the doctor said or did, he was also suspicious.
As Lochlan stood before the podium, adjusting the microphone so it was closer to his mouth, Michael surmised, “I guess we're about to find out why.”
“Hello.” Lochlan's voice echoed loudly throughout the gymnasium, followed by a shrill screech.
“Nice reverb, doc!” one of the rowdier students shouted, causing ripples of laughter to emerge from various spots among the crowd.
“Sorry,” Lochlan mumbled. He glanced at the notes he had prepared, the words he had written about his friend that he wanted to share with the students so they could understand their former headmaster better, but when he looked down at the paper, he didn't see his handwriting. All he saw was the phrase that had been playing in a loop in his brain for the past several weeks:
Evil walks among the angels. The children must be protected.
He couldn't very well shout that into the microphone, so he remained quiet, which only caused the students to fill in the silence.
“What's up, doc?” Fritz cried out, causing Phaedra, who was sitting between him and Michael, to slap him on his knee. Fritz enjoyed hearing his schoolmates laugh at his outburst, but he was happier that Phaedra was getting more comfortable with him. Her touch felt deliberate and pronounced, not so light and airy as before.
“One of these days that mouth of yours is going to get you into trouble,” she whispered.
“Too late for that!” he replied, not quite as softly.
Lochlan cleared his throat into the microphone to try and get the students to quiet down, but it only resulted in their imitating the doctor by coughing into their fists. Not used to such open defiance and blatant disrespect, Lochlan froze, he forgot about the note, he forgot about Alistair, and all he could think about was Blakeley's comment. Yes, right at this very moment, he would have preferred to be performing an autopsy on a badly decomposed corpse, preferably one of the students, than trying to form coherent sentences in front of a hostile group of teenagers.
To hell with protecting the children, Alistair. I'm the one who needs protection!
Which is just what he got and from a very unlikely source.
“All right! Put a bung in it!” Blakeley shouted into the microphone. “Or you'll all be back here this afternoon to run laps for detention!” Standing to the side of the bleachers, Sister Mary Elizabeth, headmistress of St. Anne's, backed up Blakeley's rebuke in the best way she knew how, with silent prayer. The combination worked and after a few moments the coughing stopped. Blakeley cupped his hand over the microphone and told Lochlan, “Now would you mind getting on with it? You're making my soccer team look like bloody national champs.”
This time Lochlan didn't look up. He didn't risk it; he looked down at his notes, pushed all thoughts of angels and evil out of his mind, and read the words he had scribbled down last night. “Alistair Hawksbry was a good man,” he began. “As headmaster he was fair and supportive and he worked tirelessly to make this school one of the best in the country.” Feeling a bit braver, Lochlan looked out into the faces of the students but was again annoyed to see that many of them were talking to each other, laughing. A few were even taking catnaps.
Why, you ungrateful good-for-nothings! Don't you know how hard he worked for you?
he wanted to shout,
how desperately he wanted to enhance each one of your lives?
“He lived and breathed this school and he lived and breathed for every one of you!”
This time when Lochlan's voice bounced off the gym walls, the students didn't mock him; they were too stunned by his tone. Michael turned to see if Ronan was as shocked by the doctor's outburst as he was and he could tell by the way his jaw was clenched, how the little wrinkles had formed between his thick eyebrows, that he too was surprised. But Ronan wasn't surprised because of what Lochlan said or how he spoke, no, he understood the doctor completely, and that's what disturbed him. This was all the confirmation he needed, Ronan was certain, the headmaster was dead and the reason the doctor was leading the assembly was because that is what he suspected as well. “And just because he can no longer be with us doesn't mean he cares for you any less,” he continued. “For as long as this school stands, Alistair Hawksbry will be a memorable part of it!”
The thunderous applause he imagined would follow never came. True, a few kids clapped, but weakly and without enthusiasm, and one kid did shout, “Hawksbry, we hardly knew ya,” but for the most part the gym was silent.
Fine,
Lochlan thought,
if you don't care about your headmaster, then protect yourselves.
Angrily he gathered his notes, shuffled them into a crumbled pile, and started to leave the podium but abruptly stopped when he heard Blakeley cough loudly into his fist. At first, he thought the gym teacher was mocking his previous attempt to quiet the crowd, but then he realized he was once again trying to help him, remind him of the reason they were having the assembly in the first place, the reason he was at the podium, to introduce Hawksbry's replacement. Grabbing the side of the lectern tightly, Lochlan barked into the microphone, “Here's your new headmaster, David Zachary.”
Once again, there was no wild applause after Lochlan spoke, but something did happen. The sun that had been so strong all morning, illuminating St. Sebastian's Gym with a glow, golden and alive, was suddenly overtaken by the clouds. In its place a gray pall crept into the room, the result of the shadows that fell from the ice-covered windows and sprayed out like cobwebs, splintered and dark, along the gym floor. An eerie calm seemed to descend from the ceiling, cloaking the students, rendering them speechless, and the only sound that could be heard was the click, click, click of footsteps coming from the locker room. With each step the sound was getting closer, and with each step the anticipation was growing. Lochlan surveyed the faces of the kids and his anger grew, now they were attentive, only now were they interested. Gone were the apathetic expressions, the restless body language; in their places were the faces of children eager and hopeful, waiting to see what was walking toward them, what would walk among them.
When Lochlan saw David Zachary enter the gym, he involuntarily clutched Alistair's note that he had shoved into his jacket pocket. He felt the words throb in his hand as if they were lifting off the page and burning into his palm, as if his friend were using every ounce of strength he had to reach out to him, connect with him from wherever he was.
This is the reason I wrote the note; this is why the children need to be protected.
The message ripped through Lochlan's mind like a bullet obliterating every other thought that he had, leaving only one meaning, only one belief, that this man who was walking toward him was dangerous. And before the doctor knew it, the man was standing before him.
The new headmaster was easily five inches taller than Lochlan, but height wasn't the only reason he seemed to dwarf the doctor, he was a strapping man, maybe thirty-five, maybe forty, but possessing a muscularity that couldn't be contained beneath the fine woven wool of his navy blue suit. His chest threatened to tear the soft cotton material of his white shirt and his tieâa collection of cream-colored flowers springing from delicate brown branches against a background of sky blue silk, the same color and texture as his eyesâfloated, then fell with each breath. David held his chin level and smiled down at the doctor as he reached his hand out to greet him, but Lochlan was reluctant to let go of the note; he felt that if he did, he would lose the connection to Alistair, lose the meaning of what he needed to do. Unfortunately, he had no choice. And when he felt David's hand engulf his, it was as if he was being enveloped by something completely foreign and yet completely familiar. He felt as excited and defenseless as a child.
“Thank you, Lochlan, for that lovely introduction.” The doctor didn't think he saw David's lips move, but he must have; he heard every word he said. His voice was smooth, soft, but compelling, and seemed to float in the air like a breeze that had no beginning and no end. Despite his immediate reaction, despite feeling that Alistair's words were trying to warn him about this stranger, Lochlan, like every other person in the room, was entranced by David Zachary's presence.
“He is, like, way hotter than Hawksbry ever was,” Michael sighed. He couldn't believe he'd just admitted that to Phaedra, but it felt good to express such thoughts, the kind that he usually kept to himself and, anyway, it was the truth. The new headmaster looked like the pictures of those Norse gods he saw in books about classical mythology, fiery and imposing, with close-cropped red hair and a thin beard that didn't soften but accentuated his sharp cheekbones and square jaw. Phaedra didn't respond to Michael's comment, not because she didn't agree with him, but because she couldn't take her eyes off the man who now stood in front of the microphone, his two large hands placed on either side of the podium as if resting on the arms of a throne. Gazing out at the crowd, at his subjects, David didn't say a word, he merely smiled and nodded his head, only slightly, welcoming the students into his world instead of the other way around.