Untangle Me (11 page)

A Tangled Web

Ding.
I rolled over to see what Sophia said, but it wasn’t her, it was Lisa. My heart sank; Lisa had become a thorn in my ass.

The bitch knew exactly how to fuck with my life; she had become a master manipulator towards the end of relationship.

Lisa: I’ve missed you terribly and I haven’t heard from you in a long time. Where have you been?

I sat there deciding how to handle her. Even though she had ruined my life, I had gone back to her for a short time. I was lonely, at rock bottom with no salvation in sight when Lisa called me. She wanted me back and convinced me that she still loved me. I went against the court ordered no-contact order and spoke to her. Of course it was all in the past, but a part of my past I was ashamed of. I just couldn’t bring myself to tell Sophia. I had a moment of weakness and I just couldn’t admit.

I was already living in New Orleans when Lisa called to say she missed me and regretted all that had transpired between us. With nobody serious in my life but my regular girls, Lisa knew I still harbored feelings for her, and she used that to her advantage.

I bought her a plane ticket to spend a weekend with me. I thought her feelings were sincere, but I soon learned I was just being used. The entire weekend her phone was turned off or placed facedown so the screen was hidden from my view. I knew something wasn’t right, but I put it out of my mind for a chance at happiness again. She asked for money to help pay her bills, and like a fool I still believed she was there for me and not my money.

Me: Stop playing games. I fell for your shit once before. What do you want?

Lisa: Don’t be shitty. I was cleaning and found something you may want.

The bitch always looked for leverage. After Lisa returned home after visiting me in NOLA, she turned into the same rotten bitch I had known she was. My despair had led me astray. She took the nice guy in me and chewed him up and spit him out, and the results were a calloused hearted person. Sophia had been changing me, giving me faith in love again and I felt Lisa wanted to rip it into a million pieces.

Me: You have nothing I want Lisa.

Lisa: I have your grandmother’s wedding ring. Want me to just pawn it?

Me: Fuck no! I need that back.

Lisa: I’ll be in NOLA in a couple of days with some friends. Want to meet for a drink and I’ll bring it to you?

Mother fucking bitch. I left Florida with nothing. I had a no-contact order and could never go back to get my things. I wanted something, anything that was mine. My grandmother’s ring meant so much to me and I wanted it back from her, but at what cost?

Me: I just want the ring, no drinks.

Lisa: If you want the ring, you’ll have a drink with me. I’ll call you when I’m on my way to Bourbon Street.

I couldn’t tell Sophia about seeing Lisa. I’d have one drink with the bitch and only one drink. Any feelings of love I had for Lisa died during her last visit. I wanted nothing from her, but the ring.

A few days later, Lisa texted me that she would be in the French Quarter on Friday around seven to give me the ring. We would meet at the Cats Meow. I had to come up with a lie for Sophia. She would be expecting me to Skype with her.

Me: Hey baby doll. I’m going to meet a couple of the guys for a drink for an hour on my way home from work. Can we Skype a bit later tonight?

God, I hated fucking lying to Sophia. My stomach turned as I waited for her reply.

Sophia: No problem. Just text me when you’re on your way home. I’ll wait up for you.

Me: I will. I’ll still have my phone if you want to text me or need me.

I arrived before Lisa, and picked a spot at the bar. I didn’t want to sit at a table or stay long. My goal was to get the ring and fucking jet. I ordered a shot and a beer while I was waiting. I needed a drink to calm my nerves. I wasn’t nervous about Lisa, I felt like shit lying to Sophia. I downed the shot of tequila and sipped my beer as I saw Lisa walk through the door. She looked beautiful, but I knew the devil that hid under the veneer. She walked towards me as I looked away and turned my attention back to my drink.

“You never change,” Lisa said, venom filling her voice.

“Neither do you,” I said sharply without looking in her direction.

She sat down next to me and ordered a glass of wine. She touched my arm and I recoiled as if burned.

“What the fuck, Kayden?” she said due to my abrupt movement.

“Don’t touch me, Lisa,” I told her.

“You once loved my touch,” Lisa responded.

“I don’t love you anymore. You’ve devastated me for a long time, but I’m on the right path again, no thanks to you,” I said while looking her straight in the eyes.

“What do you mean you’re on the right path? You’ll always love me, even if you can’t admit it,” she inquired with her eyes squinted to display her leeriness.

“I’ve found someone. She is kind and loving, and nothing like you,” I stated in a gentle tone before snapping, “I’ve moved on, I know you did way before your trip to see me months ago.”

“A love like ours lasts forever. She may occupy your time for now, but you’ll be back,” she told me with a grin on her face.

“Never, you’ve done enough damage to me, and I don’t think I could survive another round,” I responded, “Excuse me for a minute.”

I needed a moment away from her, she was driving me crazy. I walked to the restroom and stood at the sink for a moment to gather my thoughts. I looked at myself in the mirror, not happy with the person staring back. I shouldn’t be here right now, alone with Lisa. I lied to Sophia and felt like shit about it. I wanted to be different in this relationship, and I’ve started it with lies and secrets.
I’m an asshole.

I splashed water on my face and dried off before looking in the mirror one last time. I needed to get the ring and get the fuck away from this bitch. I needed to see Sophia, and be reminded that not all women were users and abusers. I reached into my pocket for my phone, but it was missing.
Fuck.
In my haste to get away from Lisa, I left it at the bar with her. That sneaky bitch always crept through my personal shit. I prayed that she had not looked through my phone, but who was I kidding? I quickly returned to the table to see that my phone was still where I had left it. I picked it up and flipped through it and everything seemed in order.

“I’m tired from working all day; can I please just have the ring?” I asked.

“Sure. I’ll be here a few days, want to get together another night?” she responded.

“No. I just came for the ring. I want no part of you,” I said as I stood up and threw a twenty on the bar.

“Come on, I have many parts that you’ve always wanted,” she grabbed her breasts as she replied.

“Just the ring. That’s the only thing I want from you,” I said as I held out my hand.

“Here, but if you change your mind all you have to do is call,” she stated as she placed the ring in my hand. As she pulled her hand away she grazed her fingertips across my palm.

“I’ll keep that in mind.” I placed the ring in my pocket. I didn’t look back as I walked out. She was my past and I needed to get home to my future.

Deceit

I wanted to wait for Kayden before falling asleep. I needed to see his face and wanted to find out if he enjoyed the evening out with the guys. My heart leapt as I heard the chirp from my phone.
I walked to my phone and picked it up, but didn’t recognize the number sending me a text.

Unknown: Do you know where your boyfriend is?

What the fuck?
I ignored the message and continued washing my face and changing into my pajamas. It chirped again moments later. I approached my phone a little more wearily this time.

Kayden
:
I’m on my way home. Call you in a bit.

I didn’t respond to his text. My head was swimming with thoughts.

Unknown: He was with me.

A picture popped up on my screen of Kayden with a female at a bar. They looked happy and were smiling. There had to be a mistake.
Had he been lying to me this whole time? Was I just a fun fuck and another girl to add to his list?

I stared at the picture in shock. His arm was around her shoulders, their heads were touching. Her hand rested on his forearm. I couldn’t believe I have been such a fool. He didn’t want me for anything more than he originally stated. He didn’t do relationships, only friends-with-benefits.

I never responded to the message. I knew by the picture that it was Lisa. I had seen a picture of her before. I seethed, and I felt like my heart was being torn into a million little pieces. Kayden had lied to me. Was this the first lie or has everything been a lie? I didn’t want to know the answer. I was done being a fool or a pawn.

Kayden: Logging into Skype now. See you in a minute.

The last thing I wanted to do was see his face. I held my phone and switched back to the photo from Lisa. I climbed upon my bed, logged into Skype, and I waited a moment before hitting the video button. I held the phone screen up to the camera.

“What the fuck?” Kayden asked.

I couldn’t see his face, nor did I want to, but I knew he saw the image clearly.

“Fuck off, you lying prick,” I said hitting disconnect.

I can’t believe I fell for him. I can’t believe I was blinded by his charm, good looks, and the sex… Oh, the fucking sex.

Immediately the video tried to reconnect, but I hit cancel. I didn’t want to see or talk to him. I was through with his lies. My phone began to ring, but I resisted the urge to answer. I decided to turn my phone off and try to sleep. The anger turned to sadness… sadness about what could have been and the hole left in my chest. Tears flowed down my cheeks like a river after a storm. I buried my face in my pillow and sobbed.

How could I not know he was seeing other people?
I was falling in love with him. I had been delusional.