Read Under the Jeweled Sky Online
Authors: Alison McQueen
“You must do as your parents tell you,” Jag said.
“Do you always do as your mother says, even if she is wrong?”
“I do not have a mother. She died when I was born.”
“Oh!” A blush came violently to her cheeks. “I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to⦔
“Please, do not apologize. You didn't know, and I am not sad about it. I never knew her, so I never missed her.”
A pause hung over them, Sophie suddenly feeling as uncomfortable as he looked. “I'm sorry,” she said. “About what I said about not making friends with the Indians.”
“Servants,” Jag said. She looked at him. “You said servants, not Indians.”
“Oh.” She squirmed under her embarrassment. “Sorry. Now I've offended you even more.”
“It's OK,” he said. “My father wouldn't want me to make friends with you either.”
“Why?” Sophie said, feeling suddenly indignant. “Because I'm English?”
“Yes. And because you're a girl. It is indecent.”
“
Indecent?
”
“Of course! Everybody knows how you English girls all have hundreds of boyfriends and go out dancing and drinking and seeing the pictures in the dark without a chaperone. An Indian girl would not even be permitted to speak to a boy, let alone to make friends with them.”
“Well that's just ridiculous.”
“Ridiculous or not, it is the way of our traditions.”
“And do you agree with it?”
“It doesn't matter if I agree with it. It is the way it is.”
“Hmph.” Sophie perched herself on the edge of a balustrade, thinking. “You know, what you said is not true. My mother would go mad if I had ever had a boyfriend, so don't you go thinking that all English girls are like that. We are mostly very prim and proper.” She found herself straightening her back, sitting more upright as though with a book on her head. “She can be a bit difficult about things.” Sophie reached a hand to one of the plants, touching the leaves. “My father said we needed a change. That's why we came out here. We were all miserable back in England, what with the shortages and bombed-out streets. This was supposed to be a fresh start, but I think my mother had decided not to like it before we had even left London.”
“Your father is right,” Jag said. “Change is definitely a good thing. Take my country, for example. India has been waiting for change for generations, and now it is finally coming. The date of independence will be declared very soon, and India shall have her freedom once more. My father is very excited about it. There will be many celebrations, and many changes.”
“So I've heard,” Sophie said. “But aren't you worried about all that?”
“Worried? Why should I be?”
“They say there is going to be lots of trouble and that the politicians are still arguing about who will be in charge.”
“There won't be any trouble. Believe me. And what do politicians know? They are just puffing hot air and trying to make themselves look important in the newspapers because they all want to be the first president of the new independent India. Why should there be any trouble when we are finally getting what we wanted and everyone wants the same thing?” Jag stopped, holding out a silencing hand, listening intently. “Quickly,” he said. “I think someone is coming.”
Sophie stood up and followed him to the doorway, the hinged slab of white marble sinking invisibly back into the wall as he closed it behind them.
“What now?” she whispered, waiting for her eyes to adjust.
“Do you want to see some more of the palace?”
“Yes, please.” She nodded, her heart beating a little faster.
“We'll go this way,” he said. “It becomes steep and narrow a little way ahead, so be careful.”
“Wait! I can't see a thing!” Sophie reached out into the darkness, found the looseness of his cotton sleeve, and hung on tightly.
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The First Maharani slept badly that night, unable to escape the uncomfortable feeling that somebody had been watching her.
“Do you know what she tried to have me do yesterday?” George Schofield gouged his spoon into the rice. “Leeches! Leeches, of all things! Can you believe that?” Mrs. Schofield didn't reply, so Dr. Schofield continued casually to his daughter instead.
He had given them his usual blow-by-blow account of his trials over supper last night, but he chose to reiterate himself to his wife, as if to impress upon her the enormity of the daily burdens placed upon him. It was part of his role as husband and father, to put himself out in order to rise to his responsibilities, thus deserving his wife's respect, if not her affection. If she had had her way, they would all sit and eat in morbid silence once grace was over, sipping plain water, concentrating mutely on their plates. It was one of the changes he had insisted upon after the move, saying that Sophie was far too old for that sort of disciplinarian nonsense, as indeed was he. It wasn't normal to suffer a complete lack of social intercourse while breaking bread together, and he'd said there was no need for Veronica to continually behave as though it were the Last Supper every time they sat down to eat.
“Likes the sight of her own blood. The more dramatic the better. I told her I wouldn't do it. Not in a million years. We're not in the dark ages, for heaven's sake. If that's the kind of treatment she wants, she can go and try her luck with Dr. Patel.”
“I don't know why you bother with any of them,” his wife said. “Damned savages.” She turned to her daughter. “And as for you, Mrs. Ripperton spent half the morning searching high and low for you. She was under the impression that you were supposed to be going to the mission this afternoon.”
“I was in the library,” said Sophie quickly. And so she had been, at least for a few minutes, long enough to snatch a book in evidence of time well invested, rather than the hours she had spent creeping around the palace with Jag again. He had taken her all over, showing her his favorite places: the marble piazza enclosing the orange garden, the formal staterooms, the flower house, the Maharaja's private study, the ice house dug deep into the earth. Sophie learned that not one stone of the palace had been placed without consulting the highest of authorities, the palace's very site and position dictated by astrological considerations. She and Jag had arranged to meet again tomorrow morning. The Maharaja was in residence, and Jag had promised to show her something very special if she could get up at the crack of dawn and sneak out early enough.
“Well still, you should be ashamed of yourself,” her mother said. “It really was most rude of you. Next time you make an arrangement, you must stick to it. You'll have to apologize to her tomorrow and make your excuses. How many times must I tell you to make the most of your time here rather than mooning around in a sulk?”
Veronica Schofield took up her glass in agitation and drank a little water. George had had no right to drag them all out here, him and his fine ideas. She had always known that she would dislike India. It was a filthy place. Thankfully they would not be here for long, six months, and she had supposed that the experience might be of some value to Sophie in years to come, that someone might be interested to know that she had experienced India before the place was ruined. It had sounded quite grand when he presented the prospect to her, and indeed it was, in a pagan sort of way. They had been allocated apartments on arrival, a sumptuous suite of rooms with their own kitchen and a full complement of staff. Entirely against the grain of her staunch beliefs, Mrs. Schofield had become used to the luxury with alarming ease, although she would never admit to it, of course. It was the people she couldn't abide. Not a single God-fearing Christian among them.
She put her fork down decisively, her glare pinned on her daughter. “You should go and help out in the ADC's room tomorrow and improve your typing skills. At least then you'll come away with something useful when we leave.”
“What rot!” her father said. “You get in amongst it, my girl, and do whatever you want. You're a young woman now, and it's important that you have a ready store of engaging conversation when you get home and start stepping out. Just imagine the stories you will have to tell!”
Sophie sat and thought about the only story that mattered, and she would never tell it to anyone, for it belonged to her, and it had only just begun.
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A brown, stick-thin man moved around the palatial room, its ceiling embedded with glinting fragments of mirror. He was naked but for a yellowed threadbare loincloth, made of homespun, tied about his skin and bone, the symbol of deity marked on his forehead, perpendicular lines of white powder, sandalwood paste smeared on his arms and chest.
“Who is that?” Sophie whispered to Jag.
“The Maharaja's holy man. He is going to perform a ceremony for the Maharaja.”
The priest began to draw on the marble floor, chalking a diagram in thick lines, marking out a grid that looked almost mathematical in its accuracy. Into each corner he placed a coconut, before arranging a number of other things within the space he had demarcated. A vessel of incense, a brass bowl filled with water, a dish of mangoes, not ripe and tight-skinned but shriveled up, a bowl of bright yellow flowers, and a piece of cloth. In the center he set down a statue of a goddess on a salver, the figure so small that Sophie could not tell whether it was made of brass or silver, or even gold. Next to it, the holy man placed a sacred papyrus and a small brass bell.
“Look,” Jag whispered. Sophie craned into the panel. A rotund man, of no particular height, as wide as he was squat, came into view. A servant stepped forward to remove his gown, a heavy silk coat of sorts, white, with no visible embellishment. Beneath the gown, the Maharaja wore only a plain loincloth, which Sophie thought would have to be about the size of a bedsheet to accommodate his girth. The Maharaja sat on a large cushion, set upon the marble floor, at the head of the chalk diagram.
Lighting the bowls of incense with a thin taper, the holy man began to chant, circling the space, punctuating his prayers with a ring of the bell, waving the ritual papyrus over the Maharaja's head each time he passed him. Sophie watched, spellbound, as the holy man went on ringing his bell, sprinkling water, reciting liturgies, the Maharaja sitting there in a trancelike state. After what seemed like a very long time, the priest's chanting slowed to a single note, low and resonant, filling the whole room. The bell rang once more. He stopped, pressed his hands together, and bowed down low. The Maharaja stood, his servant stepping forward to cloak him, slipping the gown up and on to his thick shoulders before bowing and sliding back. The Maharaja bowed to the holy man, then turned and disappeared from view, leaving the priest to gather up his paraphernalia.
Wide-eyed and smiling, Sophie looked at Jag and pulled a bemused expression. Jag put his finger to his lips and nodded his head toward the darkened corridor, moving off too quickly. Unable to see a thing, Sophie reached out instinctively, and slipped her hand into his.
In sharp contrast to the palace's opulence, Jag and his father shared one small room in the servants' quarters, a collection of uniform low-level buildings set at the very periphery of the palace compound, intended to house the imperative staff in a manner convenient to the Maharaja. Not all the servants lived within the grounds. Many relied on the ramshackle dwellings that had sprung up in haphazard fashion, sprawling across the town that had grown up nearby. Jag's father's hours were long and unpredictable, often taking him away for extended periods when the Maharaja traveled the country, but never when he went overseas, as he did increasingly often, particularly when there was trouble afoot. Jag's father would not cross the black water, and this the Maharaja accepted. For a devoted Hindu, to leave India's holy soil would cause untold offense to the gods, rendering the soul irredeemably lost. The Maharaja got around this by taking as much of his homeland with him as he could, in particular the great silver carriers that would be filled with water brought down from the sacred Mother Ganges. This way he could continue to perform his devotional ablutions without offending the deities, no matter if he was in Patna or Paris.
Jag had spent the morning at the elephant house, washing out the stalls. There was talk that the animals would soon be sold off or sent to zoos, with perhaps just one or two being retained for the sake of posterity. The contents of the
pilkhana
were testament to a bygone era, of elephants caparisoned with giant silver howdahs and gilded jewelry encrusted with precious and semi-precious stones, huge anklets adorning their painted feet, jeweled plaques on their foreheads. There were trappings for other animals too, the horses, camels, and bullocks used to draw the ceremonial carts. The paraphernalia in the
pilkhana
required constant cleaning, a routine that had continued despite the likelihood that, once the country was reborn, it might never see the light of day again. The thought of it had saddened Jag, that such ancient splendors should have to fade, but there would be no room for them in the new India, the India that would belong to its people.
Sophie's voice broke into his thoughts.
“If you could change one thing in the whole wide world, what would it be?”
Sophie dangled her feet in the pool beneath the fountain in the orange garden, Jag sitting propped up against the wall behind her, facing the other way, lost in thought as he so often was, his long legs stretched out on the brief lawn laid out before him in a neatly clipped circle. No one would see them here. The garden was completely walled in and not overlooked at all: no windows or walkways, no panels or spy holes. Nobody ever went there, except the
malis
, but only in the early mornings, to tidy and water and take whatever fruit had been ordered by the kitchens.
“One thing?” Jag said.
“Yes.”
“Hmm.” He thought about it. “I think it would have to be that my mother was still alive, so that my father would be happy.”
“Oh,” Sophie said, disappointed that he had chosen something so solemn.
Jag looked up at her, watching her shuffle her feet in the water, her head tilted to one side. He sensed that his answer had not satisfied her.
“Or I would make it that I had been born rich, like the Maharaja, so that I could spend my time reading great books or entertaining important friends with pig sticking and tiger hunting.”
“Where has he gone to this time?”
“To Simla,” Jag said, “to talk to the Viceroy about the arrangements. Some of the other Maharajas have gone too. They're worried about what will happen to their kingdoms after independence.”
“Simla. I've heard of it. It's supposed to be very nice there.”
“It's where the government goes in the summer. Delhi is much too hot for them. It boils their brains.”
“Do you know when he'll be back?”
“In another week, perhaps. It's impossible to say. He's always changing his mind.”
“You must miss your father when he's away.”
“I used to,” Jag said. “But now, it is different.”
“How do you mean?”
Sophie knew exactly what he meant, but she wanted him to say it aloud.
Since his father had gone, they had been as thick as thieves, giving no mind to the time or the arc of the sun as the days came and went. When his father was around, their adventures were restricted to a few stolen hours whenever he could get away. They had taken to hiding notes for each other, tiny slips of paper, folded tightly and pressed into the gap between the stone slabs beneath the enormous marble urn by the path that led to the formal gardens. The area around it was high-planted, with towering palms surrounded by lower shrubs of fragrant hibiscus and showy pink bougainvillea. Sophie checked their secret postbox several times a day, in the hope that she might find a message telling her where they could meet and when. It was difficult for Jag to get away sometimes, as there was always something his father wanted him to do: attend to a chore somewhere or copy out long passages from books which his father would cast his eye over briefly before throwing away and setting him on the next one. Sophie would have been furious if any parent or indeed teacher had done such a thing to her, and she said so, but Jag didn't seem to mind. His father expected great things of him in the new India, and his education would lead him to a better future, where he could be a man without a master, if he worked hard enough. One day he might even have servants of his own.
“You ask too many questions,” Jag said slyly. “You know why I like it when my father is not here. It is the same reason why you like it.”
Sophie laughed, the game over.
“What about you?” he asked.
“What?”
“If you could change one thing in the whole world, what would it be?”
“I don't know really,” Sophie said. “Right now, I'm happy with the way things are.” As she said it, it dawned on her that this really was the first time in her life that she had ever felt truly happy. She leaned back and looked down at him sitting beneath her, smiling up at her, and they sat like that for a while, keeping their thoughts to themselves. Jag dropped his head and picked at the grass, splitting a blade open with his thumbnail and putting it to his lips, blowing hard, trying to get a squeal out of it.
“You shouldn't sit on the grass,” she said.
“Why not?”
“Snakes.”
“They only bite the English.” He tried again, a feeble squeak coming from the blade.
“Seriously. Please don't sit on the grass. It's dangerous.”
“If you insist.” He pulled himself up by the elbows and sat on the edge of the fountain with her. “But you'd have to be very stupid to get bitten by a snake. They're afraid of people. A snake would only bite you if you marched right into it and took it by surprise. It's not the snakes you have to worry about. It's the scorpions.”
“Scorpions?”
“Very nasty,” he said, putting the blade of grass to his lips again. “And they're not afraid of people at all. They're not afraid of anything. If one of those stings you, you've had it.” He blew another squeal, this time much louder.
“Really?” Sophie's eyes darted to the ground, and she slipped her feet out of the pool and tucked them beneath herself tightly.
“Oh yes. You are sure of a long and painful death, with hallucinations and convulsions and your whole body on fire. And there is nothing anyone can do to save you, not even a doctor like your father. So you had better be careful.”
“That's horrible.”
“Very horrible.”
“Do you know anyone who has died from a scorpion?”
“Oh yes. It happens all the time. People are always treading on them and dying. It usually happens when they get out of bed. Scorpions like to hide in people's slippers while they are sleeping, and of course the poor person gets out of bed with bare feet, and the next thing they know⦔ Jag tossed his head casually and flicked the blade of grass aside.
“No!” Sophie stared at him. “You're making it up!”
“No, I'm not. Hey! Look at that!” Jag bent swiftly to the ground and picked up a stray pebble, partially hiding it in his hand. “It's a scorpion!”
Sophie shrieked and flew up from the fountain's edge, snatching up her shoes and running for the path. Jag ran after her, hand outstretched, waving the pebble and laughing wildly.
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Fiona Ripperton fanned herself as she walked back to her apartments, thinking that she might have a gin and tonic when she got there. She had given up trying to find Sophie. It was a lost cause.
Mrs. Ripperton had come out to India when she was not much older than Sophie was now, and was under no illusion that the girl would be entirely at sea without her guidance. Mrs. Schofield didn't strike her as a particularly maternal sort. A prickly woman, unaffectionate with her family, far too Christian and quick to find fault with her daughter. Fiona Ripperton had always dreamed of having a girl to fuss over rather than the son who had sucked them dry. Oh, she loved him, of course, they both did, but there has to come a time when a mother's devotion wears a little thin in the face of a committed wastrel. He was his wife's problem now, a nice Canadian girl who couldn't have known what she was getting herself into. Mrs. Ripperton was in no doubt that Michael had married her on the double-quick so that he could sail away from all the debts and bad feeling he had left in London. Silly boy. They had known they were fighting a losing battle before he turned twenty-five, but what could one do? They threw good money after bad before finally cutting the apron strings on his thirtieth birthday, much to his umbrage. If she could have had her time again as a mother, there were a hundred things she might have done differently, but then, she had finally conceded to herself, the results would probably have been the same. Mrs. Ripperton had come to the firm conclusion that some people were just born that way, and that there was very little one could do to alter the pattern laid down by the Creator. But if she had been too loose a parent, then there was one thing of which she was certain. Mrs. Schofield had been far too strict. Sophie was as timid as a mouse in her mother's presence. It was all quite at odds with the bright, cheerful girl who popped her head around the door of the ADC's room, volunteering to fetch the tea or to lend a hand with the escalating heap of filing. Popular as sixpence she was, and clearly adoring of her father. Yet the moment Mrs. Schofield appeared, she would shrink into the woodwork, barely uttering a word. Too much mothering, Fiona Ripperton said to her husband sometimes, venturing an opinion about how much better a job she would have done of raising a daughter, had they been blessed with one.
As her self-appointed guardian angel, Mrs. Ripperton would see to it that Sophie was saved the misery of having no one of her own age to talk to. Decidedly young at heart, she contrived to overlook her sixty-two years and made a point of seeking Sophie out whenever she could and sticking to her like glue, taking her to help out at the Baptist mission, jollying her along and slipping into nonsensical juvenile banter, at which she felt she was particularly gifted. The thought of the poor girl being stuck in the company of her parents and the other palace cronies filled her with a crusading sense of purpose. There were no other young people here, which, in her opinion, had been a dreadful oversight on the part of her parents. If Sophie had been her daughter, she would have taken the time to present her properly at a coming-out party rather than extracting her from all lively society and cooping her up in this great mothballed mausoleum. It was no place for a youngster on the cusp of womanhood. What on earth must the Schofields have been thinking? Still, everybody knew that they would be moving on soon, and there was plenty of time for Sophie to go and kick her heels up in London and find herself a nice young man.
They were supposed to go to the mission this afternoon, and Mrs. Ripperton had called at the Schofields' apartments an hour ago, only to be told that Sophie had gone off to the library. Fiona hadn't mentioned anything about their loose arrangement, not after the last time, when Mrs. Schofield had behaved as though her daughter had run somebody through with a sword. Instead, she had sat and taken tea with Veronica, even though the woman hadn't had an ounce of conversation in her. Afterward, she had gone to the library, but Sophie was not there either, and she hadn't been seen in the ADC's room since Tuesday. Mrs. Ripperton couldn't help but worry. She hoped that Sophie wasn't hiding in a corner somewhere, mopping buckets of tears and wishing that she were back home. Wherever she was, finding her had proved quite impossible. It was as though she had simply vanished into thin air.
It was hot today. Perhaps Mrs. Ripperton would make the gin and tonic a large one, then take a little lie-down.
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Sophie came bursting around the corner, running as though her very life depended on it, shoes dangling from her hands, the expression on her face close to hysterical.
“Sophie!” Mrs. Ripperton rushed toward her. “Whatever's wrong, my dear?”
Sophie came to an immediate, skidding halt, her face flushed red, breath coming hard. She stared wide-eyed at Mrs. Ripperton before glancing quickly over her shoulder. There was nobody behind her, just a quiet, empty path. Mrs. Ripperton clutched Sophie's elbow and steadied her.
“Are you all right?”
“Yes.” Sophie snatched her breath for a moment, looking down at herself, dark spots of water on her dress, her feet bare. “Yes, I'm fine.”
“What on earth have you been doing?” Mrs. Ripperton ran her eyes up and down the girl's somewhat disheveled figure.
“I⦔ Sophie tried to think of something to say that wouldn't sound utterly ridiculous. “I thought I saw a snake.”
“With no shoes on?”
“I⦔
“Have you taken leave of your senses?”