Unchangeable (Undescribable Book 4) (6 page)

PARKER

“10-105,”
Deceased body.
I hear an officer say into his radio as he stands to the right of me in the middle of the highway. I swallow thickly at what that means. I hear it so often, yet it still affects me. Still makes me sick to my stomach.

Wreckage.

Violence.

Blood.

Victims.

All of these things equal total chaos. It would amaze you how much cruelty there is in this world. You may lie in your comfy bed at night with your loved one next to you as you see it on your TV and think
oh my God, how does someone do that to another
? But I live it. I see it every single day. And it never gets any easier. No matter what they tell you or try to prepare you for in training, a person does not acclimate to the horrors that I see when I’m on a shift.

Being a police officer takes a certain type of person. And there are times that I feel like I may not be that person. I’m a grown-ass man and even I will admit that I have shed a tear or two. I’m not heartless by any means—although I know some women who may beg to differ with me on that. Don’t get me wrong, I can be a total dick.

But as I stand here in the middle of a highway, sweating in my uniform even though it’s the early morning, I look at the traffic backed up for miles. People just trying to make it to their everyday boring jobs. I wonder how many take their life for granted. I wonder how many are living in a loveless marriage, or how many times they’ve been in love. That thought makes me think of my parents. I immediately push that thought away. This is not the time and place for my personal issues.

I sigh heavily as my eyes drop to the carnage that lies at my feet—nothing but broken glass and shattered dreams of a little girl and my heart breaks. 

She was two.    

A two-year-old little girl who wore a pink Disney princess dress that was glittered in sparkles was killed only minutes ago. I’ll never forget that for as long as I live. She looked so peaceful yet destroyed at the same time. It made me sick. She’ll never have the chance to grow up. She’ll never have the chance to fall in love. She’ll never have the chance to be a mommy herself. All because her father didn’t place her in her car seat correctly. 

He survived—it’s usually the ones who aren’t responsible for the act that pay the price. He wasn’t drunk or under the influence of any drugs. He is a normal guy working two jobs trying to support his family. He fell asleep on the way to drop his daughter off at daycare so he could get to his morning job on time and hit a guardrail. Although he was not wearing his seatbelt, the airbags were still able to save his life. Their little girl, however, was thrown from the car and died on impact.

Calls like this stay with you forever. No matter how much time passes the memory will always remain as if it was just yesterday—the ones you couldn’t save.

I breathe heavily as I run from my cop car, arriving at the traffic scene. An SUV sits upside down in the middle of the lanes and the family’s personal belongings scatter the highway. I see a little girl lying face down in a puddle of blood to my right and a man lying on his back as he screams out. Two guys try to hold him down while another officer tries to talk to him.

“Sir,” the officer shouts trying to get his attention.

“Oh, my God,” he cries. “Sarah,” he screams as he looks over at the little girl lying in the middle of the road. “Please.” He closes his eyes tightly. “Please God no.” His body shakes.

I kneel down beside him as I look over his cut and bloodied face. He looks up at me, and he reaches up to grab my arm. His hand shakes and red tears run from his green eyes. “Please help her,” he sobs. “I didn’t mean to do it.” He shakes his head. “It was an accident.”

I nod my head as I try to give him words of encouragement, but nothing comes out. I know she’s dead, and he knows she’s dead. I can’t save her. There’s nothing I can do to help him.

The ambulance arrived then and took him to the hospital. We covered up the little girl until the coroner showed up.

Now I continue to stand here with a heavy heart.

“We need to wrap this up,” Bobby, an officer, says looking at what’s left of the family’s SUV. Red pieces of the door lie only inches from my shoes. Glass litters the road and the wadded up SUV lies upside down across two lanes. “Cars are backed up more than two miles.”

His concern for the traffic pisses me off. “So what?” I scowl. “The fuckers will be late to work.” I shrug carelessly. At least they’ll get there safe and sound. “The tow truck is on its way,” I say as I turn to walk away.

I take a few steps and look down when I feel something under my boot. My throat tightens when I see a little pink blanket with a unicorn in the brightest yellow on it. I bend down and pick it up. I give it a shake to remove the glass and broken pieces of the car, but the blood of the child remains on it.

It breaks my heart to think of what her mother and father are going through right now. No parent should ever have to go through this—losing a child.

I fold the blanket up and carry it with me back to my patrol car.

I get into my car and dispatch comes through my radio, “10-16 in progress.” Then they proceed to give me the location.
Domestic trouble.
Great! Just what I wanna fucking deal with right now.

I sigh heavily as I look at my watch. I’ve been off for over an hour. I’m tired and I’m grouchy as fuck. But that’s part of the job.

“2388 In route,” I say as I get the location before pulling away from the scene that will continue to haunt me.

***

I slow down as I come through the nice neighborhood—definitely upper class. It’s probably some housewife who allows her wealthy-ass husband to beat on her. I’m not trying to stereotype, but I see it all the time.  

I pull up to the house that already has one cop car. A man is standing outside—his white shirt shredded as it hangs off of his chest and shoulders. His jeans dirty and falling off his body. His face is red with rage while a police officer that I know well by the name of Jimmy is standing in front of him as he speaks. I get out of my car and the guy is screaming.  

“That is mine. I’m here to get it. As soon as I get it—I’m out of here,” he says pointing over the shoulder of the officer. 

“What’s the problem?” I ask walking over to them.

Jimmy the officer I know looks to me. “He and his girlfriend got into it. She wouldn’t allow him to leave.” 

Girlfriend? If he looks like that, then she must look like shit. He doesn’t seem like he would just sit back and take whatever a woman would dish out. I look the guy up and down with a scowl before I turn around in a circle looking over the very well-manicured, vacant front yard. “Looks like she’s not here to stop you,” I state, and Jimmy rolls his eyes. I have a problem with getting into trouble on the force. I’m not the best guy to send on a domestic dispute. I tend to make matters worse sometimes. My boss calls me a liability. I call it getting into character. Obviously, we have different opinions on how I need to handle things.

“She won’t let me have my truck,” he says pointing to the blue Chevy once again that sits in the driveway. He reminds me of a child—mad because his mother won’t let him play with his favorite toy.

“That’s because it’s not yours.”   

I turn around when I hear a woman’s voice. Normally a woman in hooker heels and Daisy dukes would turn me on. But at the moment, I’m tired as hell and the fact that I just saw a little girl die has me on edge. I’m in no mood to put up with a couple who wants to fight out in their front yard only to make up tomorrow. 

“What is going on?” I ask her, placing my hands on my belt.

She looks over at me and her dark eyes look me up and down with a scowl—as if I am a fucking rent-a-cop. I square my shoulders and bow my chest out. I don’t have time to mess with some bitch on a soapbox. And I sure as hell am in no mood.

She walks over to the Chevy, places her left arm on it, and leans up against it as if cool as a cucumber. It’s irritating.

“That’s my truck. I’m here to get it,” the guys says angrily.

She shakes her head. “I bought you that truck.”

“It’s in my name,” he argues.

“It’s in both of our name you jackass,” she replies with an eye roll. “And this house is in my name so it’s sitting on my property. Get your ass off of it,” she snaps. 

I hold my hand up. “Wait...” I say turning to him. “You said she won’t let

you leave,” I say as I scratch my head confused. Did I hear him right a while ago? I am going on a twelve-hour shift and living off espresso shots from the drive-thru of Starbucks. I tend to hear things wrong at times—another reason why my boss calls me a liability. 

“What?” she screeches. “You told them I wouldn’t let you leave?” she asks as she throws her hands around in the air. “I told you to get off of my fucking property. And what do you do? You call the fucking cops,” she yells. 

I turn to face him to tell him that he needs to vacate the property, but I stop when his eyes widen to the size of quarters. “NO!” he yells.

Jimmy and I spin back around in time to see her exiting the garage with a bat in her hand. She drives the thing into the driver’s side of the door.

“You fucking bitch!” he yells as he starts to run to her. Jimmy grabs him and pulls him down to the ground.

“Sir. I need you to calm down.”

She places the ball of the bat on the ground and looks down at him with a smirk. “Still want it now?”

This chick is crazy! Like she eats a bowl of crazy for breakfast.

“Ma’am,” I say lifting my hand showing her that I haven’t pulled my gun out yet. I really don’t want to have to do the paperwork that goes along with shooting someone tonight. “You don’t need to vandalize the truck.” There’s no way we can make her give it up to him. This is something that will have to be addressed in a civil suit.

She snorts. “I know,” she says as she continues to look down at her husband, boyfriend, whatever he is.  

“Well…” I say trying to find the right words. This chick is a total bitch. And I’m running out of patience. 

“Just give it to me. I’ll leave,” he says as he struggles underneath Jimmy.

She shakes her head and then walks back into the garage and I turn to face him as Jimmy allows him to get up.

“Do you live here, sir?” I ask him.

“The bitch kicked me out two days ago,” he whines as he shakes Jimmy off him.

“Yet you keep coming back. Like a fucking cockroach.”

I turn back around and see her as she walks out of the garage once again. She pulls a knife out of her back pocket and before I can do anything, she stabs it into the front tire of the truck.

The guy runs past me and yanks her by the back of her top. He yanks her backward down onto the grass. 

“You fucking bitch,” he screams in her face.

She lands a punch to his nose before I can yank him off her. I toss him over to Jimmy as I reach down to help her up. Her eyes narrow at me, and she shoves my hand away. “Stay out of this,” she growls as she shoots up to her feet.

Jimmy is in the process of putting the guy in handcuffs for assault when she runs toward him.

I tackle her to the ground before she can get to them. We hit hard as I knock her face down, her body under mine has her taking most of the blow. 

“Get off me you son of a bitch,” she yells as she claws at the grass trying to get away from me.

I reach up, grab her arms, and force them behind her back. It’s not hard.

She’s small, and well, I’m a man. I don’t plan to arrest her; technically, she hasn’t done anything wrong. She wants to fuck up her own shit—well then she’s stupid but that’s not illegal.

I lean down toward her trying to place my weight on her to keep her from squirming. “Just calm down…”

BAM!
She lifts up and knocks the back of her head into my face making my eyes instantly water and my head hurt. 

“Crazy fucking bitch,” I hiss placing my knee into her back allowing me to get place handcuffs on her. Once done, I place my knee on her back to hold her down as I run my hand down my face and it comes up bloody.

“She is a crazy bitch.” Her—whatever he is—says from across the lawn as he rests down on his knees with his hands cuffed behind his back. “She tried to chop my dick off this morning with a butter knife.”

“Not like you need that five inches,” she yells.  

I watch as Jimmy’s eyes widen at her words. I bend down, yanking her up by her cuffed arms. “You’re under arrest….” I read her Miranda rights as I walk her back to Jimmy’s car. I throw her into the backseat as she yells at her boyfriend to go fuck himself. I slam the door in her face.

Running a hand down my face once again, I cringe from how sore my nose is. “Am I still bleeding?” I ask as I tilt my head back for Jimmy to get a look at it.