Unchained (5 page)

“Continue, Mrs. St. John. What manner of extravagant frivolity is my husband going up against?”

“Grab hold of your knickers, sweetie, ‘cause this one is classic Draegyn. He wants to make a movie.”

“What?”

Tori guffawed, and Dylan answered with a series of loud laughs.

“Yep, yep. You heard me. A movie. With parts and lines to rehearse. Desi’s kids are totally down with it and make things worse by keeping up a running email thread with Uncle Drae. Apparently,” she drawled with her eyes rolling heavenward, “they have suggestions.”

“A movie?” Lacey was incredulous. Only Draegyn could come up with something so … Draegyn. “And where do the costumed characters come in?”

“The kids want a Wild West theme. Old time Wild West.”

Drae’s movie scheme lit up her mind. Sweet, sexy tingles ran along her nerves. How crazy hot would it be to see Drae, Cameron, and Alex dressed in classic gunslinger costumes? Like
Wyatt Earp
and
Tombstone
. Or Clint Eastwood. Clint was more her husband’s style since he had every damn movie the guy ever made. Hell, she could almost recite
High Plains Drifter
line by line; she’d seen it so many times.

“Well, this explains Cameron wanting a Ferris wheel and a miniature choo-choo train for Dylan’s party.”

Tori got quiet, her eyes glued to Dylan. Finally, she looked at Lacey, and all she could see was sadness and worry in her friend’s gaze. Something was not right with the St. Johns.

“Will they be home by his birthday?”

Wow. A straightforward question about as transparent as mud. Would Alex and Meghan be home in Arizona when Dylan’s September birthday rolled around? Definitely.

They might jet in at the last second, but there was no way on god’s green earth that Alex or Meghan would miss it. But Tori wasn’t thinking about that when she asked. Dylan’s birthday was simply a convenient distraction. They were all feeling the strain of missing and needing the newlyweds back—everyone in their own way.

She didn’t answer right away. Her attention moved to the slobbering baby watching them so intently.

“I know this is gonna sound crazy,” she confided to Tori, “but when Dylan looks like he does now—all I see is the Major.”

“What do you mean?”

A small smile played on her face. “Besides being the calmest baby on the planet, sometimes—like now—he gets that Alex look. You know the one. Quiet stillness and regard. I see it in Dylan’s eyes. It’s like he watches us and somehow knows stuff the rest of us don’t.”

Tori studied Dylan for several moments. “Yeah, I see it. But isn’t Cam the same way? Nobody does brooding, thoughtful silence like he does.”

Lacey nodded. “You’re right, of course. He’s the same way. But if you ask him, he’ll tell you he learned that habit from the Major. In the war. For Alex, though, the intense, thoughtful stillness—well, it’s how he’s programmed.”

Did she sound like a lunatic? Probably. Lacey’d given a lot of thought to the unusual connection Dylan and Alex shared. Even with him being gone for months and the baby being so young, whenever Dylan heard Alex’s voice in a phone chat or saw his face on a screen, he was instantly transfixed. They had a bond. Something psychic.

For some reason, she blurted out the next thought she had. “He gave me away, you know. At my wedding. I’d never seen anyone so serious as Alex was that day. He approached it like a military maneuver. We walked through the moment a bunch of times at rehearsal because he wanted to get it right. For me. And for Cameron.”

Ducking her head in embarrassment, she fiddled with the water bottle and gave a self-conscious chuckle. “I thought he was so gallant and kind of suavely sexy the first time we met. Poor Cameron. He nearly crapped his pants. That was the moment I knew we were meant to be together! He was so ridiculously possessive around Alex, and when Drae came on the scene? Holy cow. Talk about being off the hook.”

Tori smirked. “Let me guess. He led with that double-oh-bullshit, didn’t he? Do his very best Daniel Craig on you?”

Lacey giggled and flushed red. This was Tori’s husband they were talking about. “Well, yes. Of course! Draegyn St. John”—she sighed with dramatic mockery—“need I say more? But he dropped the shtick so fast I got whiplash when Carmen informed him I was living in the casita. Found out later that was code for ‘Property of a Justice brother.’ I’d never met anyone like those three.”

“They’re an unusual trio; I’ll grant you that.”

“I guess for me, Alex represented the strong, male authority figure my life had lacked. He’s been more of a protector and a dad than my own worthless parent.”

Tori reached across the table and squeezed Lacey’s wrist. “It’s the same for me, you know. I mean, shit! My mother dropped me here in the compound and all but signed a permission slip for the good Major to save my sorry ass. And Draegyn? Oh, my god. Idolizes isn’t strong enough of a word. I guess it’s not all that surprising if you see a resemblance to Alex in your son. He’s had an effect on all of us.”

“Speaking of your mom …” Lacey sniggered. “What the what-ing what with her and the constant Instagramming? She posts everything! Did you see the picture of her and Calder at the Farmer’s Market?”

Tori rolled her eyes and started to chuckle. After a quick gulp of water, she capped it off and smirked. “You mean the one where they’re wearing matching sombreros and have those stupid fake black mustaches?”

“Yep!” She hooted with full-throated amusement. “That’s the one I’m talking about. If you look closely, your mama’s hot boyfriend had his hand on her ass.”

“Oh, my god,” Tori wailed. Covering her face with her hands, she shook her head and groaned. “They’re re-goddamn-diculous, Lacey. If I had to guess, I’d say they do it morning, noon, and night.”

Her friend’s distress struck Lacey as comical. “They’re in love, sweetie.”

“They’re old!” Tori cried passionately.

“Old?” Lacey really hoped she was kidding. “Tori, your mom isn’t even fifty yet and Calder? Well, my goodness. He turns more heads than most. Ya do know he placed second last weekend in the motorbike rally in Bendover, right? Old isn’t a word you should associate with him.”

“Lacey,” Tori bit out, “he’s doing my mother. And he still hasn’t sealed the deal. I figured he was waiting till Alex got back, but when I think about it, that’s a suicide mission. Alex will kill him if he lets all these months go by without a wedding in the wings.”

The ceiling fan picked up a warm breeze and swirled it around them. It really was hot. But then again, Arizona in the middle of summer was generally blistering. She slid off her seat and went to the water cooler where she filled a sippy cup.

Handing the cool drink off to Dylan, she ran her fingers through his hair and smiled. Her baby was so big. Big enough to hold the handles on his own cup. Soon, he’d officially be a toddler and his baby days would be behind him.

Lacey couldn’t help it. She circled her hand on her tummy and chewed a lip. She and Cameron wanted another baby, and they had certainly been trying for one. Then two months ago—before she even realized she was pregnant—she had a miscarriage that threw them both. They kept the loss to themselves—nobody knew.

Well, Draegyn knew. He’d driven them to the hospital, stayed during the short, emotional ordeal, and then driven them home. He’d also kept their secret. Even from Victoria. When they were ready to share, they would, but until then, he wouldn’t say anything.

Part of her wanted to tell Tori, but she couldn’t. Not with her friend going through a rough patch in her marriage. Lacey wished she had a magic wand to wave over the St. Johns. Anything to make their troubles disappear. Drae and Tori loved each other, but when it came to having any sort of workable communication skills, well … the two of them were miserable failures.

So she said nothing, kept her own counsel, sought her husband’s arms as comfort, and waited not so patiently for Big Daddy to come home.

All would be right with the world again once she had a chance to talk to Alex and benefit from some of Meghan’s nurturing and positive energy.

Turning back to look at Tori, she crossed her arms and fixed the little woman with a smirking grin.

“Now, keep in mind that I don’t actually know anything but …”

Tori leaped up. “What? What do you know, sis? Does that aging surfer dude have a ring? Is he going to propose?”

Lacey threw back her head and laughed happily. “Sweetie. Old, aging surfer dude? Show your new daddy some respect, would you?”

Dylan laughed at them, yanked the cup out of his mouth as drool and water spread down his chin, and chanted, “Toe-toe.” It was his version of Tori. Lately, Cameron had playfully referred to her as Aunt Toto. Surrounded by a bunch of comedians, she was.

“Lace, come on. Out with it.”

“Okay, okay. I don’t know for sure, but I think a gambling man might take a bet that the ruggedly sexy and oh-so-fabulously-wealthy Calder Dane intends to do the whole down on one knee thing at her fiftieth birthday bash.”

Tori’s mouth gaped open. A few seconds passed and then her eyes filled with tears. “She’s gonna love the shit out of that. Especially when she sees what he’s planning for the party.”

Slinging an arm around her shoulders, Lacey hugged Tori close. “Well, he’s certainly pulling out all the stops—that’s for sure.”

“I want her to be happy, Lacey. She deserves that.”

Hearing the depth of unspoken emotion in her friend’s voice affirmed her fear that something was very, very wrong at the St. John household. A cold sense of foreboding wound around Lacey’s nerve endings.

“Are you and Drae going to Pete’s this weekend? I know it’s our turn to keep an eye on Finn and his odd band of merry men, but I’d love it if you guys came too.”

Silence. Never a great thing when an answer was expected.

“Sweetie?”

“Um, I’ll ask him, but”—she shrugged nonchalantly—“he’s not much fun these days.”

Lacey schooled her reaction. She didn’t want to set off alarm bells in Tori’s head. Draegyn St. John. Not much fun. Since when?

“Well, pooh to him then! He can stay home and babysit. You come with us, okay? Cameron can manage Finn, and we’ll dance. That sounds like a good time, doesn’t it? It’s been a long time since we worked up a dance floor sweat.”

“Not since Boston,” Tori mumbled. “You know what? You’re right. I’ll ask Draegyn, but if he wants to sit at home and sulk or whatever he does when I’m not around, then that’s on him.”

Jeez Louise. So many unspoken emotions and half-baked thoughts were in that statement that Lacey didn’t know where to start picking them apart.

F
IG
N
EWTONS
. C
HECK.

O’s cereal. Check.

Wheat bread. Check.

Dog food. Check.

Toilet paper. Check.

Razor blades.
Grrr.
Heather bristled at the reminder that Brody planned to shave, get a haircut, and put on a suit for his return to Arizona. She’d come to like the scruffy, longhaired, jeans wearing, motorcycle riding outdoors guy her serious English teacher boyfriend had morphed in to.

Like seriously—the guy was hot. Maybe she should try to change his mind and encourage the new look.

“Heather?”

“Hmmm?” She turned toward Bella, who was sitting on the floor near her feet and quietly brushing a doll’s hair.

“Where’s my daddy? Is he coming back?”

Ah. The semi-hourly Daddy Check-In. Smiling broadly, she winked at the little girl. “He’ll be here in a bit, baby Bella, so how about you and me just enjoy our girl time?” Girl time being one in a growing list of diversions she used to lessen the young girl’s anxiety every time Brody was out of sight.

This answer satisfied Bella for exactly two minutes. Heather put down her pen and focused on the little girl she’d fallen instantly in love with. They’d had a challenging time of it since that first moment, but Brody’s sweet baby was a survivor. She’d been through hell and back for someone who was only five years old. Traumatized in ways she and her father were still trying to understand, Mia Jensen, or Bella as she asked to be called, was not going down without a fight.

It was easy to admire the girl’s spunkiness and just as easy to agonize over the fears poor Bella Mia carried.