Unbreakable: Unrequited Part Two (Fallen Aces MC Book 2) (40 page)

“But?”

“But there’s a lot coming up that I want to see through to the end, and to be honest, if I can find a balance between you and them, it wouldn’t be so bad. I think I hated it the most because it came to represent everything I’d lost.”

“Dante and I?”

“Exactly.”

Her thumb sweeps along my bottom lip. “Can I tell you a secret?”

“Sure.” I take her hand in mine and squeeze. “Anythin’ you want.”

“I never stopped loving you. Even though I said I wasn’t sure, and I tried to convince myself that I had . . .” She sighs and shakes her head a little. “Nope. The brain can tell itself anything it wants to, but the heart never lies. Nobody could make me feel like you do if there wasn’t a purpose to it.”

I cup the back of her head and pull her close to place a chaste kiss on her forehead. “And what do you think our purpose is?”

“To prove adversity wrong.”

“I think we’ve already done that, don’t you?”

She chuckles, laying her hot lips against my throat. “Let’s do it again.”

Elena

To be honest, I’ve lost track of how long it’s been since King and I stopped battling a pointless war. That night out at what is now our developing house was the moment I let it all go: the hurt, the resentment, the grudges . . . all of it.

What good is a life spent living inside a memory?

I’d let my mind be trapped in Carlos’s crazy world where nothing I did would ever work out, where all that I tried wasn’t enough. It took a long time, a hell of a lot of heartbreak, and seeing the evidence of what could have been laid out before me in a pile of splintered, charred wood and a lonely concrete foundation, before I realized what I’d done.

I’d let the ghosts of my past control the future for my soul.

When I let that go, when I cut their ties to the decisions I’d made and let myself actually think about what it was that would make me happy, history be damned, it was as clear as day. To put it in another context: What if I’d met King
before
Carlos came to Papa’s? What would I have done then? Would his ties and obligations to his club have bothered me so much? Probably not. So why should they now?

“You’re an early riser.”

I turn from where I’d been watching the sunset brighten the day on King’s parents’ back porch and smile at his mom, Addie. “Dante had me up with a nightmare, and I couldn’t get back to sleep.”

“Lloyd at his damn club again?” His mother sighs.

I smile, a warmth spreading through my chest at knowing I can trump her with the answer. “No. I let him sleep in. He’s still in bed.”
And looking as ruggedly edible as ever.

Her eyebrows shoot up, and she nods as though acknowledging the feat. “You are a good influence, then.”

“You had plenty of reason to doubt that I would be,” I admit.

She flaps one hand at me, the other wrapped around a mug of tea. “Nonsense. We all make mistakes—how do you think I ended up with his father?”

I catch her deadly serious expression and blanche. Addie bursts into laughter, and I soon follow, her dry wit infectious.

“I’m serious though,” I say, once the giggles have died off. “I’m sorry for the influence I had on him cutting you both out for a while there.”

“That wasn’t you, sweetheart. He made that choice himself. I’m just glad he’s coming around now.”

“I’m what?” King asks in a sleep-roughened voice.

I drink the man in, more potent than a short black in nothing but his worn dark denim jeans, studded belt, and a contented smile.

“Nothing you need to worry your sleepy head about.”

He smiles, crossing over the porch to lean down and give me a good morning peck on the lips. “Hey, baby.” King straightens out and acknowledges his mother. “Hey, Mom.”

“Late night?” she asks over the rim of her mug.

“Yeah.” His hand hovers at his side, his fingers twitching in search of mine. I take it, and the gentle squeeze he gives me has worry thick in my veins. “Could you please give us a minute?”

His mom nods, bending at the waist slightly to see around him and check I’m okay with a lift of one eyebrow.

I give her a smile and grip King’s hand a little tighter.

He watches her go, his thumb tracing a line back and forth over my knuckles. “Try not to worry, babe.” He turns and kneels on the porch beside me. “It’s to do with club business, so I didn’t want her knowin’, gettin’ involved, you know?”

“I understand.” I place a hand to his face and lean in to give him another kiss, morning breath be damned.

We’ve got seven years of making up to do, and our few weeks, no matter how intense they’ve been, are nowhere near enough yet. Progress has been small, but it’s progress all the same. I’ve accepted that he’ll never tell me what they get up to at the club, and I’m okay with is, as long as he lets me know when the runs are going to be volatile so I don’t worry every damn time he rides off for no reason. Perhaps ignorance would be better, but I also don’t want to be that woman who sits at home telling herself that everything is okay when I should be listening to my gut. If something’s going to go wrong, I want to be at least marginally prepared should he not come home when he said he would.

On the flip side, he’s agreed to let us live off-site while the house is finished—hence why we’re living at his parents’ place like a couple of love-lost teenagers. Neither of us wanted Dante to see anything he shouldn’t, simply because we were around if and when the club’s problems came home to roost. King didn’t elaborate, but in his words, “the enemy’s come a knockin’ before, babe.”

Dante enjoys the change. Most days he’s out with King’s father after school, learning how to drive a tractor, what to do to set the milking shed up each afternoon . . . small tasks that Addie’s told me they’re setting aside pocket money for in a savings account.

Life is . . . normal. Or at much as it’ll ever be.

“Did I wake you when I got in last night?” King scrunches his brow with worry.

Truth is I kind of wish he had. But he’s tired after a long day; I get it. And when he makes the effort to come back to me, no matter the hour, I can’t complain.

“No. I couldn’t even tell you if it was this side of midnight or not.”

“About two thirty.” He smiles at my frown. “It’s necessary, babe.”

“I just don’t like you riding when you’re tired, is all.”

He takes my chin in his hand and dots his thumb to my lips. “I wouldn’t put myself at risk if I thought I was too worn out.” The humor drains from his face. “But I do want to talk to you about what we were discussin’.”

I hold my breath. What else should I do? He’s about to break a cardinal rule and talk to me about club business. “Are you sure?”

“Positive. After all, it kind of involves you.”

Okay, now I’m lost. What the hell could his club be discussing in the early hours that involves me? “Don’t leave me hanging.”

He swallows and pushes to his feet. My nerves are instantly shot. My skin breaks out with a rash of heat, my gut roiling.

“You met Vince’s kid’s friends, yeah?”

“The Butcher Boys? Ty, Bronx, and what’s his name?” I click my fingers and will it to come back to me.

“Malice.”

“I knew it was an odd name.” My foot taps a constant beat while I wait on the bad bit.

“It’s a nickname. Anyway, they’ve been doing a job with us to alleviate problems with none other than your lovely ex.”

“Carlos?”

“Is there another ex I should know about?” He twitches a smile, and it relieves me somewhat.

“No.”

“Things aren’t going as planned, anyway. We’re pretty sure Carlos is going to drop us in it, all for petty payback.”

“You never did tell me why you never finished him off all those years ago.” The nail of my middle finger picks mindlessly at my thumb—apparently my foot tapping isn’t enough to relieve the stress at talking about the one person I’ve been happily avoiding.

“I struck a deal
—
he leaves you and our club alone, I let him walk.”

“Why? Why didn’t you just finish him off?”

King looks to the wood beneath our feet and itches above one eye. “I could have pulled the trigger on him, but I was still at the point where I hoped that the right attitude would stop the cycle. I didn’t want to kill another man for the sake of it if the bloodshed could be avoided.”

I should respect his decision, but the majority of me is still mad that the situation they’re in now could have been avoided with a single twitch of a finger.

“Why are you telling me this, then?”

King stops his fidgeting and reaches out for my hand. I take it in mine, and he hoists me out of the seat, pulling me flush against his body, large hands to my backside. “I’m going to be gone for a couple of nights.”

My heart beats so hard I swear it’s going to leave a bruise on his chest. “And?”

He reaches up with one hand to stroke the hair off my face. “I’ve called in a favor.” He tips his head briefly to the side in thought. “Well, it’s more a favor to
him.
”

“You might as well be speaking in tongues for all I know of what you’re trying to say.”

“You remember Sawyer, right?”

“I never met him, but I know he’s one of yours, and also Carlos’s first son.” I look away as memories of my conversation with Carlos, of the knowledge that Sawyer witnessed his mother’s death, surface.

“What?” King tips my chin back to face him. “What are you thinkin’?”

“Carlos told me once that Sawyer watched Carlos kill his mother.”

King swallows hard, and nods. “That’s right, yeah. You understand why he hates Carlos so much then?”

“I could see why, yes.” I offer a weak smile.

“In short, baby, while I’m takin’ care of club business across state . . .”

I lift my eyebrows, ready to shake the rest put of him if he doesn’t just spit it out.

“. . . I’m takin’ Sawyer off the chain. I’m lettin’ him go after Carlos.”

The world stops. There’s no sound but that of my breath as it ebbs and flows, my heart as it pounds slow and heavy in my ears. It’s the last piece of the puzzle, the final thing that’ll set us free from all of this harbored fear.

I place a hand over King’s heart and look him square in the eye. “I want proof.”

“Of what?” He knows—I can see it in his eyes. He just doesn’t believe I’d ask for it.

“Of his death. I want Sawyer to bring me back proof that he’s really gone.”

King’s hand fists in the hair at the back of my head, pulling me into his chest, hard and tight. He dots kisses on my crown and murmurs into my hair the words that have me impatient to reach the end of this chapter of my life, desperate to start the next.

“Whatever you want, baby. I’ll make sure you get it.”

“When do you leave?”

“Tonight.”

So what’s next, huh?

Well, I couldn’t carry on the finalities of King and Elena’s story without giving the game away for the next two books. They’ll be there throughout Tormented and Existential, and you’ll see the relationship deepen between these two as they finally find balance in their lives.

As hinted, Sawyer’s story comes next—Tormented. I’ve adjusted the order of the series slightly. How does he fare against Carlos? What happens to bring the drug lord’s reign to an end? Well, you’ll just have to read to find out. ;)

If the Fallen Aces are your first books of mine, and you’re wondering what some of the details are behind why King ends up working for Carlos and who the Butcher Boys are … then I suggest you read the Butcher Boys series—it’s all explained in there. They’re available on all major platforms.

Any questions, feel free to get in touch with me through Facebook or my email. I’m happy to do my best to answer everything for you ;)

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Elena

Is this what death feels like? This unwavering ache that grows until it seems as though the weight of my emotions will crush my lungs and stop my heart from beating? His smell, his touch . . . he has no idea how close I am to breaking, to giving in. But one glance over at our precious boy as he sleeps like the angel he is reminds me why a mother’s sacrifice is the greatest gift she can give her child.