Unbound Pursuit (8 page)

“Are you okay?” Mattie asked in a trembling tone.

Giving a slight nod, Tal said, “I’m fine. Is he gone?” She gestured with her chin toward where Mark had disappeared.

Turning, Mattie quickly walked out to the mudroom. Peering out the window, she saw nothing but the outskirts of Van Horn. It was as if Mark had never been there. But he had. She had goose bumps across her skin, and she absently rubbed her upper arms, feeling stunned by his sudden and unexpected presence.

She heard Tal get up, the chair scraping back against the tiled floor. Because of her ankle, she couldn’t move quickly, and Mattie hurried back and met her at the sink. “He’s gone.”

“Did you see where he went?”

Shaking her head, she whispered, “No . . . I looked, but he’s like a ghost. Just . . . gone.” Touching her brow, she added apologetically, “I’m so sorry, Tal. You didn’t need this. God, I didn’t need it either.”

Tal reached out, feeling her shaking. Mattie’s face was white, her freckles standing out against her tightened skin. “How are you doing? Do you want to come and sit down? Can I get you a drink of water?” Tal could feel the tension in her, saw the tears glimmering in her eyes. Mattie was valiantly trying not to cry. “Come on,” Tal urged her gently, “come and sit down for a minute.” Mattie looked so shaken Tal wasn’t sure she wasn’t going to faint on her. And if she did, Tal wouldn’t be able to break her fall, thanks to her weakened ankle.

Jerkily, Mattie nodded, covering her eyes for a moment, trying to hold herself together. She tried to shove down her dark past, her love for Mark. After all he’d done to her! If the townspeople ever knew what had happened, she’d never live it down. Never had she ever wanted anyone but Mark. It was a destiny and a curse. She still loved him. Mattie denied it, but inside, in her private moments, her heart ached for Mark.

Around her, from childhood onward, Mark had been vulnerable, despite his hard life. Mattie had seen the scars where his flesh had been peeled back when his angry, alcoholic father would unmercifully beat him with his belt. She knew he’d gotten those scars when he’d stepped between his father and his sister, Sage. Matt had made himself a target to protect Sage from being sexually molested. His body had been deeply scarred over time. To this day, Sage’s loyalty to her brother was solid, and Mattie knew why. Mark had protected her from her father. And Sage loved her brother as fiercely as Mattie did, but for different reasons.

Sitting down, Mattie was grateful for Tal’s quiet strength, her hand resting on her slumped shoulder as she tried to control her inner tumult. “I don’t know why he suddenly showed up,” she whispered, her voice quavering. Tears spilled down her cheeks, and she turned her head, ashamed that Tal would see her cry.

“Did you know he was coming?”

“N-no,” she whispered, quickly wiping the tears away, humiliated that her future-sister-in-law was seeing her like this, a muddled mass of jellied emotions, pulverized by Mark’s shocking appearance.

“Has he done this before?”

Shaking her head, Mattie said hoarsely, “I have not seen him in four months. I figured he’d just disappeared out of my life forever. That’s why I was so shocked to see him again.”

Frowning, Tal smoothed her hand gently across Mattie’s shaking shoulders. She was crying. Tal put herself in Mattie’s place. This would be a helluva shock for anyone to take. Almost like a dead person returning from the grave.

“I-I’m sorry, Tal. I shouldn’t be crying. You’d think I’d learn my lesson . . .”

“Sometimes, when you love someone, it takes a long time to get over it,” Tal told her.

“I-I shouldn’t still love him!” she rasped, giving Tal a confused look. “How can I?”

“Only you can answer that,” Tal said gently, smoothing back some strands of red hair that were sticking to her damp cheek. “Love and grief are entwined, I’ve found. And it’s a process you work through. There’s no time limit on it.”

Sniffing, Mattie pulled a tissue out of her pocket, wiping her eyes and blowing her nose. “There’s so much grief and sadness shared between us. I knew one day he’d leave for good. And I thought he had. But he’s back . . . I-I never expected to ever see him again.”

Never mind she still dreamed like the child she was of what might have been if they’d married once they were out of high school. The year they spent together when they were teenagers, after their relationship moved from friendship to something more, had been heaven on earth. Mark been so gentle and open with her, so incredibly loving. Sometimes, Mattie felt as if Mark had a lifetime of love stored up for her from the time he was born. At six years old, seeing him in the first grade, she’d fallen in love with him. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world to have him unveil the deepest, most beautiful parts of himself, his dreams, his wishes, with her. People called it puppy love, but the feeling had never gone away. And when she was sixteen and he finally opened up to her, let himself be as vulnerable as she was, and tenderly loved her, her soul had wept with joy and pleasure. He had been that loving. But then their lives had spiraled into a darkness she could never have imagined. And it had torn them apart even though they still ached to be with one another.

After that, Mark had changed abruptly. Forever. He was no longer open with her; he shut down. She knew why. It was a secret both of them would carry to their graves. The more Mattie tried to remain close to Mark, the more he retreated from her, those hard shields that he had always kept between himself and most other people began rising against her, too, cutting her off from his soft side. Mattie was too ashamed, too guilty and young, to figure out how to salvage the love they held for one another. And to this day, she beat herself up, knowing that one night had changed their lives and made Mark suddenly disconnect from her forever.

“We need to get home,” Tal urged her quietly. “Your dad and Wyatt need to know what just happened. Can I help you get things straightened up around here so we can leave?”

Mattie gave a jerky nod, wiping her cheeks dry. “Y-yes, Dad and Wyatt need to know what happened,” she whispered unsteadily, pushing the chair back. “You stay put, Tal. It will take me about ten minutes to get everything in order. I don’t want you trying to run around on that bum ankle of yours.”

*

Wyatt sat with
his father at the kitchen table, listening to what Mattie had to say. Daisy and Cat were in the kitchen, preparing dinner, their ears keyed to the conversation. The kitchen smelled of lamb and rosemary, but Tal’s focus was on Mattie and her story. She saw Hank’s face become hard as stone as Mattie told him what had happened. Glancing up, she saw Wyatt’s gray eyes darken with concern, but he said nothing, not wanting to interrupt Mattie’s story. When she finished, she gave her father a sad look.

“I’m really sorry this happened, Dad.”

Hank reached across the table and gripped his daughter’s long, slender fingers. “This is
not
your fault. And I’m not sorry about it, baby girl. It’s all right. I’m just sorry he showed back up in your life to make you cry like this all over again. That’s what hurts me . . . hurts all of us.”

Sniffing, Mattie whispered, “I-I thought I was finally over him . . .”

“Mattie,” Wyatt asked, “you said Mark’s never done this before? Shown up unexpectedly?”

“No . . . never. It’s so strange, Wyatt. Not
ever
.” She looked at her brother, her voice stressed. “Why did he do that? Why?”

Taking in a deep breath, Wyatt said, “He’s warning us about something, Mattie.”

D
inner turned into
a serious discussion of the incident with Mark. Jake, who had been a Marine, was quiet, but Tal could see he was thinking a lot about it. Mattie ate like a bird, pushing the food around on her plate, her appetite gone. Tal felt sorry for her; she understood that women like her had no defense, no way to protect themselves from life’s harsh side. Mattie finally excused herself halfway through dinner and left for her bedroom. Hank’s expression was grim. His face was hard, his eyes alive with a lot of emotions. Daisy’s gentle voice intruded.

“Now, listen, the best we can do right now is support Mattie. Don’t bombard her with more questions. I think you asked plenty of her before dinner.”

Cat snorted. “How I wish I’d been there! I’d have decked the son of a bitch.” She stabbed at her lamb like it was Mark Reuss on her plate instead. “If he only realized what he did to Mattie! He should be hung up, drawn, and quartered.”

Tal said nothing. Each member of the family was reacting differently to this new threat. And it was a threat. Wyatt remained silent, but she could feel that genius mind of his churning at light speed. And because he held so many clearances beyond top secret with different federal agencies, she knew he couldn’t share with his family much of what he knew or suspected. He could with her, but Tal remained patient, because they’d have to talk about that behind a closed bedroom door. Already, the family office had been turned into what she called an operations center for Wyatt. Earlier he’d gone in there and closed the door to privately take a call on his satellite phone, which went everywhere with him. She knew he’d tell her everything later. Right now, it was important to just be here for his upset family. Tal wished she could do more but knew that because she was an outsider, she couldn’t.

Jake finished his meal and quietly got up, taking his dirty dish and flatware to the sink, rinsing them off, and then placing them in the dishwasher. His face was grim and shadowed as he picked up the coffeepot, coming over to fill everyone’s cup, including his own. Returning to his seat, he sat down, the chair legs scraping against the oak hardwood floor. He buttonholed Wyatt.

“I think you’re right, Wyatt. Mark came in to warn us about a big drug-smuggling effort that’s going down two nights from now. He’s going to be bringing that convoy across the northeastern corner of our ranch. Is that what you think? You were in the military longer than me, but I was Marine Force Recon. And this smells of a big drug operation going down.”

Cat looked over at Jake. “I think you’re right.” She looked at her parents, the hardness still in her tone.

“Why?” Hank growled. “He’s been across our property a number of times already and never warned us before.”

“Two days from now is Saturday,” Wyatt said quietly, looking around the table at them. He folded his hands, resting his chin on them. “I think he’s worried Mattie or someone in our family, or one of our wranglers, might be in the area where that convoy’s headed. He doesn’t want her or anyone else in the cartel’s gun sights.”

Tal drew in a deep breath and added, “Look, through Artemis Security, Wyatt and I are hooked up with every known law enforcement agency from the county and state and to the federal level and beyond. I was there this afternoon when Mark suddenly showed up.” She opened her hands. “The look on his face just before he left? I’d swear to God the man is still in love with Mattie. I saw it in his eyes, heard it in his voice and in the way he spoke.” She shook her head. “But I don’t understand what that means, either. Mattie hasn’t seen him for four months. Why now? Why this convoy? Because he’s clearly taken drugs across your ranch before this.”

Jake grimaced. “I can’t speak to that, Tal, but if whatever is going down is as big as I think it is, the cartel is going to have a lot at stake. There are going to be a lot of soldiers with weapons guarding that convoy. They will shoot first and won’t bother asking questions later.”

Hank let out a sigh, giving his wife a worried look. “I agree with all of you. I think whatever is coming through is important, worth killing for if they see anyone other than their own men in that area.” His brows fell. “And as much as I don’t like the years of sufferin’ Mark has put Mattie through, I think he did this to protect her. Protect all of us.”

“I do, too,” Wyatt added softly. “Because this is going down on Saturday. And you remember how Mattie, Sage, Mark, and I used to go horseback riding on Saturdays through that area and up to the Guadalupe Mountains? We’d be out riding all day and have a picnic basket lunch. Mattie would always take her camera. We’d be gone until dusk every Saturday when the weather was good.”

Hank scowled. “That’s right . . .”

Daisy looked to Tal. “Wyatt’s said that you’re really good at sizin’ up people. What was your impression of Mark today?”

“Tense, on guard, military grade, smart, efficient, and he didn’t trust me at all because he sensed I was a threat to him.”

“Mark was Force Recon like me, for four years,” Jake said. “He served in Afghanistan, just like I did. He’s got four combat tours under his belt. I wasn’t in his regiment, but he made a name for himself over there. He was well thought of by everyone.”

Tal nodded and turned to Wyatt. “We ought to be looking at his military jacket more closely.”

“We will,” Wyatt promised her grimly.

“What else?” Daisy prodded. “Did he look angry at Mattie?”

“No, not at all. When he spoke to her at first, he was tough and no-nonsense. His eyes were hard. He was really on guard, as if we had guns on us, but we didn’t.”