Twelve Across (14 page)

"Part art, part science. it's hard work, even for those few short months: '

"A little more complicated than sticking a spigot in a tree, hmm? "

He chuckled. "A little. The work starts well before the trapping season opens. I have to get a license, plus written permission from any private landowners whose land I may be crossing. I have to prepare the traps-season new ones, repair and prime old ones. Once the season opens and I've set my traps, I have to run the line every morning: '

"Every morning? "

"Early every morning: '

"You don't mind that? "

"Nah. I like it: He never used to like getting up. When he d worked in la. " he d hated early morning calls. More often than not he d been partying late the night before, and particularly in the later years, he d awoken hung over.

There were no parties here, though, and no drinks. He had no trouble waking up. Indeed, he d discovered that the post dawn hours were peaceful and productive.

"Why early in the morning? "

"Because most of the fur bearers are nocturnal, which means that they 11

be out foraging, hence caught at night. I want to collect them as soon as possible after they step into the trap: '

"Why?,.

He laughed. It occurred to him that he d laughed more in the past few hours than he had in weeks.

"What's so funny? "

He hugged her closer. "You. Your curiosity It never quits: '

"But it's interesting, what you do. Do you mind my questions? "

"No. I don't mind your questions: And he meant it, which surprised him almost as much as the sound of his own repeated laughter. The past four years of his life had been dominated by silence. He d needed it at first, because he hadn't been fit to carry on any conversation, much less one with a woman. He d spoken only when necessary, and then q with locals who d been blessedly Iaconic. Even the old man who'd taught him to trap had been a miser where words were concerned, and that had suited Garrick just fine. He welcomed words that held real meaning, rather than shallow platitudes. He d had his fill of the latter-sweet talk meant to impress, crude talk meant to. hurt idle talk meant to pass the time, patronizing talk meant to buy or win.

He d never had the kind of gentle, innocently genuine talk that he now shared with Leah, and he wasn't sure he d ever get his fill. Unusual as it was to discuss trapping in the dark after lovemaking, he was enjoying it.

"Why do I want to collect my catch as soon as possible7 Because if I wait, the fox may close in or the fur may be otherwise damaged. Once I've made the catch, I try to concentrate on the art of preparing the fur. "

"There s an art to it? "

"Definitely. For example, when it comes to fleshing... He hesitated. "

You don't need to hear this: '

"Okay, " she said so quickly that he chuckled again, but she was immediately off on a related tangent. "So the trapping season is pretty short. What do you do during the rest of the year? "

"Read. Whittle. Go birding in the woods. Grow vegetables :' She popped up over him. "Vegetables? Where? "

"Out back: '

"What's out back7 There are ii t any windows on that wall so I haven't been able to see: '

He stroked her cheek with a lazy thumb. "Theres a clearing. It's small, but it gets enough sun in the summer months to grow what I need: ' " You eat it all? "

"Not all. You can only consume so much lettuce: '

"Lettuce. What else? " , , Pc ,

"Tomatoes, carrots, zucchini as green beans. I freeze a lot of stuff for the winter months. Whatever is left over, I give away. Or trade. The maple syrup we had with the pancakes came that way"

"Not bad, " she said. Her hands were splayed over his chest. Dipping her head, she dropped an impulsive kiss on the hollow of his throat.

"Actually, I'm in awe. I have a brown thumb. Plants die on me right and left. I finally gave up trying to grow them, which I suppose is just as well. If I'd been attached to a plant and then had to give it away when I packed up to come here-"

"You could have brought it: '

"It's a good thing I didn't. I mean, here I am with most of my stuff still in the car in the cold. Victoria s place is worthless , and I have no idea where I'll be going-"

Garrick cut off the flow of her words by flipping her onto her back and sealing her mouth with his. He didn't want her to talk about going anywhere.

He didn't want her to think about going anywhere. He wanted her to love him again.

Leah needed little urging. The weight of his body covering her, pressing her to the mattress, branding her with blatant masculinity was enough to spark fires that she d thought long since banked. They kissed again and again.

They began to touch and explore with even greater boldness than before.

Lines and curves that should have been familiar by now took on newness from different angles, heightening the fever that rose between them until, once again, they came together in the ultimate stroke of passion.

This time, when it was over and they d fallen languidly into each others arms, they lay quietly.

After a bit Leah whispered, "Garrick? "

"Hmm? "

"I've never done this before: '

"Hmm? "

"Three times in one night: I never thought I had it in me.

I never wanted to.. more than once: '

"Know something? " he returned in the same whisper.

"Me, neither"

"Really? "

"Really " Strange, but he was proud to say it. How often he d lied in the past, how many times he'd bragged about nonstop bouts of sqx. He d had an image to uphold, but it had been an empty one. If a woman had asked for more, he d always had a ready answer; either she d worn him out , or the woman the night before had worn him out, or he had an early call in the morning. The fact was that once his initial lust had been fed he d lost interest.

But it wasdt lust he felt for Leah. Well, maybe a little, but there was love in it, too, and that made all the difference.

"How long have you been here, Garrick? "

"Four years: ' ' And you went places wnen you felt the need... the urge to.."

"I haven't felt it much, but there were women I could see: '

"Were they nice? "

"They were okay"

"Do you still see any of them? "

"No. One-night stands were about all I could handle: ' Again she d given him an opening. He could easily explain that he d been going through a rough time, finding himself, but then she d ask more questions, and he didn't want to have to answer them. Not tonight. So he gave an answer that was honest, if simplified. "None of them made me want anything more: '

"Oh: ' IN hat does that mean-oh? "

"Are you gonna kick me out tomorrow? "

"I cadt. Remember, the mud? "

She scraped the nail of her big toe against his shin. "If it weren't for the mud, would you kick me out? "

"we've already had more than a one-night stand:" you're not answering my question: '

"How can I kick you out? You have nowhere to go: '

"Garrick.. : ' His elbow tightened around her neck. "No, Leah, I would not kick you out. I will not kick you out. I like having you here. You can stay as long as you want: '

"Because I'm good in bed? "

"Yes: '

"Garrickl"

"Because I Wee being with you. Horv s that? "

"Better. "

"You want more? "

"Yes: '

"Because you do things for my sweater that I never did: '

"I thought you wanted it back: '

"I want you to keqep it. Wear it: '

"And you can cook if you want : '

"But you hate Chinese food: '

"I didn't hate what you made tonight. I was just being difficult: He paused, then ventured more cautiously " Do you do anything besides Chinese? "

"I've taken courses in French cooking. And Indian. I doubt you have the ingredients for either of those: '

"Do you always cook foreign for yourself in New York? "

"Oh, no: '

"What do your normally eat? "

"When I'm not pigging out with Victoria? "

"Come to think of it, you do eat a lot. How do you stay so thin? "

"Lean Cuisines: '

"Excuse me? "

"I.can quisines. They re frozen. I heat them in the microwave : ' " You eat frozen dinners? "

"Sure. They re good. A little too much sodium, but otherwise they provide a balanced meal : '

"Oh. If you say so: ' She yawned. "I do: ' ri red "A little. What time is it? "

"I don't know. I doti t have a watch: ' She held her wrist before his nose. "I don't have my glasses. What time does it say? "

"Twenty past a freckle: '

"Oh: She dropped her hand to his chest. " I left my watch in the bathroom: '

"That's okay. The fire s gone out, so I wouldn't have been able to read it anyway"

"It has a luminous dial : '

"You come prepared : '

"Usually" She burrowed closer, stifling another yawn. "I don't want to go to sleep. I like talking with you: '

"Me, too: '

"Will we talk more in the morning, or are you going to go mute on me with the break of day? "

He chuckled. "we'll talk more: '

"Pmmise? "

"Scout's honor. "

"Were you a Scout? "

"Once upon a time: '

"I want to hear about it, " she murmured, but she was fading fast. "You will "Garnck? "

"Mmm? "

It was a while before she answered and then her words were slurred. "How old are you? "

"Forty " He waited for her to say something more. When she didn't, he whispered her name. She didn't answer. Smiling, he pressed a soft kiss to her rumpled bangs.

WHEN Lqh Awotce the next morning, Garrick was beside her. He was sprawled on his stomach, his head facing away but one of his ankles was hooked around hers in a warm reminder of the events of the night before.

Heart swelling with happiness, she took a deep breath and stretched.

Then she rolled against him, slipped a slender arm over his waist and sighed contentedly.

Weak slivers of light filtered through the shutters, dimly illuminating the room. It was still raining, she knew, but the patter on the roof had eased to a gentle tap, and anyway she didrt t care what the weather was.

Garrick had said she could stay as long as she wanted. She wasn't going to think about leaving.

When the body against her shifted, she slid her hand forward up over his middle to his chest. His own covered it, and then he was turning to look at her.

It was the very first time in his life that Garrick had awoken pleased to Eind a woman in his bed. He smiled. "Hi: ' Oh, how she loved his voice, even that lone word, working like fine sandpaper to make her tingle. "Hi: '

"Horv did you sleep? "

"Like a baby"

"You don't look like a baby. " His gaze was roaming her face, taking in the luster of mussed hair on her forehead, the luminous gray of her eyes, the softness of lips that had been well kissed not so very long ago. "You look sexy"

She blushed. "So do you: ' His eyes skimmed lower, over her neck to her breasts. "I've never seen you in daylight, " he said softly. "You have.

"

"Not nude: Very gently he eased back the covers, allowing himself a full view of her body. His gaze touched her waist, the visible line of her pelvis and the length of her legs before returning to linger on the shadowed apex of her thighs. you're lovely"

Leah was trembling, but not oniy because of the way he was looking and the sensual sound of his voice. When he d pulleql back the covers he'd bared himself, as well, and what she saw was breathtaking. With his tapering torso, his lean hips and tigtstly muscled legs, he was a great subject for a sculptor. But it was his sex that held her spellbound, for it was perfectly formed, incredibly full and heavy.

"I doqwant you, " he whispered. "I think I've been like this all night, dreaming of you : ' " You don't have to dream, " she breathed. " I'm here: '

"So hard to believe.. : Shifting so that he crouched over her, he let his hands drift over each part of her in turn. When he reached her belly, he sat back on his haunches, then watched his fingers lower to brush the dark tangle of curls. He stroked her lightly, but even that light touch spread heat like wildfire through her veins.

"Garrick.. : '

"CNARM and beautihql: '

"I neqed you.. : ' His eyes met hers, and there was an intensity in them that held more than one form of passion. "I want You too. I want that more than anything: ' When she reached for him, he lifted her and crushed her close. They held each other that way for a long time, bodies flush, limbs faintly quivering.

Oddly the desire to make love passed, replaced by the gratification of simply being together. At that moment it seemed much more precious than anything else in the world.

Garrick's. arms were the first to slacken. "I need a shower, " he said in a voice lingering with emotion. "Want to share? "

"I've never taken a shower with a man before: '

"Never? "

"Never. "

"Are you game? "

"If you are. it's a large shower. "

"I'm a large man: '

"Which means-"

"we'll be close: '

"I'd like that: '

"Me, too: Scooping her into his arms, he rolled to the edge of the bed.

" Come on: '

"I can walk: ' " The Aoofs cold: ' "you're walking: '

"Would you rather switch places? "

"you're too heavy"

"Then hush: ' When he reached the bathroom, he lowered her feet to the Floor, turned to start the water, then knelt before her and very gently removed the bandage from her leg. She d given up on gauze and adhesive the day before in favor of a Band Aid , and the only discomfort she still Felt was from the black-and-blue area surrounding the cut.

"Laoks okay " he decided, then slid his gaze leisurely up her body. "I like the rest better" though: ' She finger-combed his hair back from his forehead. "I'm glad: ' After pressing a soft kiss on her navel, he stood and led her into the shower. They soaped themselves and then, for the hell of it, each other. And it was hell in some ways, because the glide of suds beneath palms over various bodily areas was erotic, but they didn't want to make love. Resisting the temptation was in part a game, in part a way of saying that there was more to their relationship than sex.