Tuesdays at the Teacup Club (7 page)

Alison Lovell frowned in concentration as she mixed wax for the candles she was making – trying to ignore the fluffy grey
muzzle pressing against her side and letting out little whines in an attempt to distract her. George, the family’s wolfhound,
nudged his scruffy head under her arm until she finally shooed him away, readjusting the pencil that tied her wavy dark hair
up. Newspaper covered every surface in the studio and Joni Mitchell sang out from her wax-spattered stereo.

Alison had just mixed a golden yellow wax when soft-skinned arms hooped around her waist from behind and she jumped as her
daughter Holly gave her a squeeze. She turned to see a grin on Holly’s freckled face, her messy brown curls clipped back with
sparkly hairclips.

‘Woah, you gave me a fright, sweetheart,’ Alison said, smiling. ‘I didn’t hear you come in.’

‘Sorry,’ Holly said, with a shrug. ‘Bye, Mum.’

‘Bye darling, have a good day,’ Alison said, giving her a kiss on the head. She heard her elder daughter Sophie shouting out
from the hallway, ‘Come on, Dad, you’re taking ages!’

‘Bye Sophie,’ Alison shouted out. The front door slammed, her goodbye unanswered. She did not miss the school run. This was
usually the last distraction before the day was all hers: a quiet, productive, peaceful Tuesday. She loved her two daughters
to bits, but work could never really get going until they were out of the house.

Alison had put on a linen apron to protect the 1950s floral dress she’d put on that morning. Impractical, yes, but it suited
her, flattered her curves, and she couldn’t resist wearing it now spring had finally sprung after what had felt like an endless
winter. Ten identical blue teacups stood near the edge of her table ready to be filled with wax; by next week they would be
sold as candles in the upmarket boutiques on Charlesworth High Street. She took a ladle over to the first cup and carefully
filled it, then moved on to the second one. The golden yellow wax contrasted nicely with the blue – but something wasn’t quite
right. She looked up at the mood board next to her studio window – colour swatches with delicate
lilacs and bronzes, intricate embroidered lace, 1940s wedding photos and newspaper clippings giving a visual reminder of the
brand identity she wanted to capture in her work. She added to it whenever she found a new scrap and looking at it always
lightened her mornings. Not a teenager on there – just the beautiful things that had always inspired her. But the problem
remained – something about the new cups didn’t quite fit.

George, spotting a coal tit on the windowsill, leapt up from the rug where he’d been feeling sorry for himself and launched
himself towards the open window by Alison’s worktop. The bird made a good getaway but the table, just a section of wood balanced
on books and paint cans, wobbled and shifted – Alison reached out to stop anything sliding off, her heart racing as she pictured
the teacups crashing down, but broad-based and sturdy, they hadn’t even flinched. In the garden, the blossom on her cherry
tree quivered from the coal tit’s hasty exit. She’d picked out the cups from an online homeware shop. Totting up prices and
calculating the profit margin had put her out of her comfort zone – the figures had made her head spin – but she knew they
were cheap and clicked ‘buy’ on twenty items before her head took over. Since last Christmas, when Pete lost his job in communications
for the NHS, things had changed; with only one of them working now she had to be practical where the business was concerned.

But this morning she couldn’t see past the fact that these plain teacups weren’t delicate or pretty enough. They’d withstand
an earthquake. She glanced from their cheerful matt blue back to her mood board – what she needed were fragile, soft tones
that conjured up a different era, when people would make do and mend and a precious set of china would be cared for and cherished.
What could be more indulgent than enjoying a bath surrounded by her upcycled teacups – candles with history? The car boot
sale teaset she had fallen for was The One, no question – the fact Jenny and Maggie had felt the same only confirmed it. Jenny’s
glowing face, the look of love at first sight as she touched the cups, had made her smile in recognition. Nothing else would
compare – but it wasn’t hers to use yet. As they’d agreed, Alison would keep looking for similar cups and if she was going
to fill the new order she’d received that morning, she’d better find something soon.

Alison knew that there had to be more genuine vintage cups that would delight her customers without breaking the bank, and
Charlesworth’s charity shops were the natural place to start her search. Sophie and Holly would be at school all day, if Sophie
didn’t get sent home for winding up her teachers again, that was; and Pete, well …

Pete was a trouper. He was dropping the girls off now and wouldn’t be back till at least midday, with his arms full of Sainsbury’s
bags, a half-smile on his face, trying to
dodge a rogue baguette threatening to poke him in the eye. With his dark eyebrows, untameable brown hair and gangly limbs,
Pete was one of those grown-ups who’d never really stopped looking like a guitar-strumming teenager. He still played with
his band when they got a local gig, and when he did, Alison caught a glimpse of the eighteen-year-old boy she’d first met.
That day Pete had had sun-bleached stubble and tanned skin, just back from interrailing around Europe, and Maggie was wearing
a T-shirt and cut-off shorts, sitting out with her friends on the green, enjoying her first summer after O levels. He’d brought
his guitar over as dusk drew in and, smiling and half-drunk, played U2’s ‘With or Without You’.

It was about six months ago, twenty-five years into their marriage, that her mind had started to regularly drift elsewhere
when she and Pete made love. Last night, as he’d lain beside her, holding her in a loose embrace and beginning to snore softly,
she had wondered whether this happened in all marriages, after decades together, or whether she should be doing something
about it. Perhaps it was enough that they were still doing it?

Her thoughts were never of other men. During the throes of passion, she’d think of grocery lists and dentist’s appointments,
parents’ evenings and invoices. Did that mean there was nothing to feel guilty about, or – and this was what really nagged
at her – was it somehow even worse?

Anyway, she thought, drifting back to the present, Pete had the shopping under control, no one needed her right now and she
could afford to take some time out of the studio and pop down to the high street. Her friend Jamie at the hospice charity
shop would probably be able to help her in her search, and there were a couple of other errands she could run at the same
time. She undid her apron and hung it over the chair.

Standing at the hall mirror, tidying her hair and putting on a slick of red lipstick, she considered her reflection for a
moment; not too bad for forty-two, she thought. She didn’t go in the sun much nowadays, and pilates kept her pretty toned.
She heard George galloping down the corridor towards her. She ruffled his head and slipped a lead onto his broad leather collar,
forgiving his earlier impulsiveness in an instant. She glanced first at her beloved red kitten heels – they’d look so perfect
with the floral dress – then back to the dog. She opted instead for green battered DM boots; it was a look of sorts. ‘Join
me on the hunt, George.’ She unbolted the door and with a backward glance down the hall saw the empty space where Pete’s briefcase
used to be. When he had put it away in the hall cupboard at the start of the year, after his redundancy was confirmed, something
in him – and perhaps also between them – had shifted.

She climbed in to her battered Clio and started up the
engine. Having two cars was an extravagance really, she supposed, now that Pete wasn’t using the Volvo for work. She ought
to find out how much the car cost to run and talk to Pete about whether they really needed it.

The drive to Charlesworth’s pretty, shop-lined high street took less than fifteen minutes, about as long as George would tolerate
staying put on the back seat without trying to leap over and join her in the front. She listened to the news on the journey,
and when she arrived she opened the door to get George out and tied his lead to the railings outside the hospice charity shop
before heading inside.

A jangle rang out as she opened the door. ‘Hello, darling Ali!’ the man behind the counter called over. Jamie was gruff-voiced
but kitten-soft in character, a far cry from the quiet blue-rinsed ladies who volunteered on the other days. When he was at
work, Forties and Fifties jazz and jive were never off the stereo. Jamie lived his life as if every day was a glittering event,
and he didn’t even realise he was the real star, centre stage. He and Alison went way back. They had been swing dancing partners
for some years, and when Jamie’s partner Seb had been diagnosed with cancer it was Alison he’d go to when he needed to let
his defences down. Two years after Seb’s death Jamie was still pouring his energy into raising money for the hospice that
had cared for Seb during his final days. Jamie had transformed the shop into a vintage
wonderland. There wasn’t an old Next shirt with yellowed underarms or a dodgy toast rack in sight – he trawled through the
donation bags, picking out only the very best, and sometimes even sourcing clothes and bric-a-brac from elsewhere so that
the shop glowed with glamour and the promise of a bargain.

‘Hi Jamie,’ Alison said, walking over to him and being welcomed into a warm hug.

‘How are things?’ he asked, pulling back to look her in the eyes.

‘They’re fine,’ she started, hesitating before going on. ‘You know how it is. Sophie, it’s a bit of a battleground there …
but the business is going well, really well – in fact I’ve got a bit of catching up to do. Anyway, I could go on, Jamie, but
I’m actually on a bit of a mission today. I’ve got a new order for my candles and I need to make this lot
dazzling
…’

As she talked, she was scanning the shelves – sound-track LPs, a 1960s Monopoly board, veiled bridal hats, oversized chrome
ashtrays on stands, petticoated dresses and bolero jackets. Where did he find this stuff? But not a teaset in sight. Alison’s
heart sank.

‘Tea … cups?’ she ventured.

‘Oh, sorry Ali – you know how that stuff is flying off the shelves at the moment. We sold a cracking little set last week
but that was all we had.’

‘Darn.’ Ali snapped her fingers. ‘Ah well, I’ll have to
be quicker on the draw next time.’ She fiddled with the chunky red beads strung around her neck as she mulled over what to
do next. ‘I guess there’s always eBay. That’s got to be worth a shot, no?’

‘Of course, petal.’ Jamie’s eyes crinkled as he smiled. His stubble was grey and his hair was thinning out but he was still
one of the most handsome men in Charlesworth – and in his perfectly cut jeans, a crisp shirt, waistcoat and tan brogues he
was the best dressed by a long shot. She stood beside him in her flowery, full-skirted dress and DMs. Ali imagined the sight
of the two of them together. Improbable though the pairing was, they
worked
; and she silently savoured the moment.

‘But where are my manners, Jamie … How have things been for you?’

He laughed and ruffled Alison’s hair. ‘I’m fine, hon, ticking over, more than that actually. There’s something I’d like to
talk to you about. Maybe we could go for coffee next week and I’ll catch you up properly?’

Alison could hear George’s barking through the shop window and it was getting louder. As she turned around she saw him leap
out at an elderly lady who’d been trundling along with a walking frame.

‘Oh God, George – GEORGE.’ As she fled the shop, her full skirt whirling, she turned to look back at Jamie, who was starting
to laugh. ‘Ooh – but yes, Jamie – absolutely, sounds good, yes, let’s do it – I’ll call you!’

In a jangle of bells Ali was back out in the high street and apologising profusely to a rather dazed-looking lady who was
frozen to the spot. ‘Oh, don’t worry, dear,’ she began, still plainly startled. ‘He’s just so, well,
big
, isn’t he? I’m sure they’re bigger now, than in my day.’ She smoothed down her grey hair, then steadied herself so that she
was holding the frame with both hands again.

‘I really am sorry,’ Alison said, quickly casting an eye over the lady to check for any damage. ‘Are you sure you’re OK? He
just gets so excited when he’s out.’ Alison hauled George back and shortened his lead. He protested with a bark. So much for
the quiet trip out, she thought to herself. She watched the old lady take halting steps away down the street and walked George
back to the car. She left him in the back while she ran a few errands – leaving the other charity shops for another day and
instead picking up the shampoo and toiletries that she was ashamed to admit she didn’t trust Pete to get right – and then
drove back home. She was determined to turn her morning into a productive one by sketching out some new hand-embroidered cushion
cover ideas she’d been meaning to get round to.

As she pulled into the wide gravel drive in front of their tumbledown-but-pretty cottage, with its wonky front door frame
and peeling paint, her mobile rang. She pulled the handbrake on and fished the phone out of her bag.

‘Hello?’ she answered, turning the engine off with her free hand.

‘Mrs Lovell?’ came the shrill enquiry.

‘Yes, yep, speaking,’ she rearranged herself in her seat. Damn, she’d recognise the headmistress’s voice anywhere.

‘It’s …’ Alison filled in the blank:
Sophie
. She had set someone’s lab coat alight … was holding a sit-in protest about regulation skirt length … had been caught snogging
in class again … Alison pictured her elder daughter – dyed black hair and bangles, that new, defiant expression. They were
all plausible scenarios.

The headmistress carried on, ‘Mrs Lovell … it’s Holly.’

Alison let the phone fall away from her ear for a moment.
Holly
?