Treasured (Embracing Series Book 1) (19 page)

I know it's wrong and he'll do it because I want him to. I unzip his pants. He pulls my dress up and pushes my panties to the side, then guides himself into my wet opening.

“Oh God, I love you so much. I know this isn’t right, but I need you so bad, baby,” I say.

“I love you and this is breaking my heart. I would be lying if I said I didn’t want to be inside of you.”

Each time he pushes up, I push down. We come together for the last time.

I slide my body back down to the floor and kiss Evan as I wipe his tears. “Evan, I’ll always love you.”

I kiss his heart and walk away. I walk back into the house as if nothing ever happened. I find Nikki and take her in the bathroom with me.

“Lila, everything okay?”

I’m sobbing and struggling to speak. “Nik, I uh…I, uh…I love Evan.”

“Oh, Li…You didn’t, did you?”

I nod my head. She sits down on the side of the bathtub and pulls me on her lap. She cradles me like a baby as I cry in her arms.

“We will get through all of this. I’m staying a week or so. I can’t leave you like this, not now.”

“Nik, how could I do this? I’m no better than that woman that was sleeping with my dad.”

“Oh, Li, sweets, you're not like that woman. I know you're confused and love both of them.”

Liam doesn’t talk to me for several hours. When we go home, I try making love to him and he says he's too tired. I know I hurt his feelings. I just couldn’t ignore Evan when he came all this way to pay his respects.

My life is a complete mess. I keep losing everyone and everything seems to be falling apart. God, I have no clue what I even want in life anymore. I know I want Liam, but I also want Evan in my life even though I know that can never be possible.

~Chapter

Twenty-Four~

I wake up to breakfast in bed.

“I’m sorry for overreacting about Evan. I know he’s your friend. I guess you could say I’m jealous. I know you did things with him that you do with me, and it kills me to know he has had his hands all over you.”

“Liam, I’m here with you. You won, he didn’t. I’ll be honest. I do love him, just not as much as I love you. I also kissed him yesterday. Before you say anything, I had to. I needed his touch. When you were gone, he was everything to me, and to walk away from him was hurting me so fucking bad. Please don’t be mad. I’m with you because it is you that I want. I want to wake up to you every day. I want to feel your lips on mine every morning.” He smiles and kisses me. “Now you, Mr. Ellis, need to make love to me right now!”

“So bossy, Miss Carls.”

“Damn straight! Now pleasure your woman.”

I giggle. He never mentions the kiss again.

Six Months Later

After several interviews the past few months, I was offered a position at a small law firm. It’s a great opportunity. Liam is doing so much better. We're still living at my beach house. I haven’t heard from Evan since my father’s funeral. I think about him and what he's doing with his life often. Whenever I ask Brody, he just says he’s fine.

Eric has finally gone back to Boston, but he’s coming back to Cali soon. He says he can’t live in Boston anymore, not without Addie.

Liam and I went to Paris. My dad had gotten the tickets for himself and my mother as a Christmas gift, but my mom wanted us to go. I wasn’t up for the trip, considering everything I've been through, but I’m glad we went.

***

I go to lunch with some coworkers. I don’t know if it’s something that I ate, but afterward I feel really nauseous and go to the hospital. They run tests and find out that I’m pregnant. It’s almost September and they think I conceived in June, when Liam and I were in Paris.

The next day, I go back to work and Anna, my coworker, asks if I’m okay.

“I’m fine, just a little stomach bug.”

I tell her to hold my calls because I’m going to take the rest of the day off and that I’ll be fine.

Liam and I are going to have a baby! I head home to share the news with him. Will he be excited? Will he want to get married? All these questions are going through my mind. I don’t know how to even tell him. I think that maybe I’ll wait a couple days.

I walk in the door and Liam asks, “What are you doing home so early?”

“I thought I would take the afternoon off and we could have lunch together.”

“Sounds great. I actually have a few plans of my own, my sweet L.”

Hmm, what is he up to now?

“Why do you spoil me so much?”

“What makes you think my plans are for you? Now go change into something sexier than that.”

I’m not sure what his plans are, so I decide to wear a maxi dress. As I start changing, I notice the little bulge in my stomach. I’m already showing and didn’t even notice. I put my hair in a small bun on the top of my head and freshen up my makeup.

“I’m ready, Mr. Ellis. Where are we going?”

“It’s a surprise, my love.”

“Why are you blindfolding me?”

“You trust me, don’t you?”

“I do, with all my life.”

I hear a car pull up as I walk out the door. “Liam, what’s going on?”

“You will see soon enough.”

The ride is long and I can hear music playing.

“I love you so much, baby,” Liam says.

“I love you more, and I would love to be able to kiss you right now.” He leans in and kisses me. Then he works his way down my neck and back up.

“Don’t start something you can’t finish,” I say.

“Ha, I can finish.” He slides his hands up my dress and starts rubbing me through my panties.

“Liam Anthony, I want you right here. Wherever we are, I don’t care, just give it to me.” He chuckles, then starts pulling my panties off. Oh God, I hope he doesn’t notice my stomach yet. He runs a finger across my clit. “O-Oh Liam, please!”

He slides one finger inside of me. “Damn, you're dripping wet.”

I laugh. I wish I could see his face. “Liam, I’m hornier than a fucking jack rabbit on a bunny farm.”

“That has to be one of the funniest things you’ve ever said. Thanks, now I see little bunnies everywhere.”

“No, Liam, more please.” He slides another finger in and starts moving them faster as he kisses me. I grip his neck with both hands and scream “Liam!” as loud as I can. I have no damn clue who can hear me, but I don’t care.

Damn, that orgasm was amazing.

“You feel better, baby?” he asks.

“Oh, Liam, you have no idea how bad I needed that. My turn to make you come, my love.”

“No, not now. We’re almost at our destination.”

“But Liam, I want you now.”

“Soon, my love, very soon.”

When he takes off my blindfold, I notice right away that we're standing in the middle of his beach. There are pink roses everywhere along with a huge white blanket. I see bottles of wine and fruit. It's beautiful.

I’m speechless. “How did you do this?”

Liam laughs. I see Ashton and Christabella with their baby.

“They helped,” he says. I laugh as I hug them all.

Liam gets down on both knees. The smile on his face is priceless. He has a pink box in his hand.

He opens the pink box and reveals a beautiful diamond ring. It isn’t too flashy or big.

“This was my mother’s ring. I promised her I would give it to a woman she would approve of, a woman that would make me happy. My beautiful L, that’s you. Will you be my Mrs. Liam Anthony Ellis?”

I have no clue where it's coming from, but I hear “Marry Me” by Train playing. Oh my God, Evan played that song when he proposed. I have to quit thinking about him.

“Liam,” I cry. “Of course I will. I’ll always be yours.”

Through his tears, he smiles and says, “I told you the first night I walked you home that you would be!”

“I do need to tell you something; I’m not sure how you will feel about this.”

“What is it?”

I bite my bottom lip as I reach for his hand and place it on my baby bump. “You’re going to be a daddy!”

“What? We’re having a baby?”

“Yes!” I cry.

“This is awesome, Lila.”

Liam picks me up and carries me to the blanket on the sand. This is absolutely the perfect night to make love on the beach and celebrate both our engagement and my pregnancy. It can’t get any better.

***

Several months have passed and I still haven’t told anyone about the engagement or being pregnant.

“Don’t you think it’s time we make our big announcements? I know your mother has noticed your baby bump,” Liam says.

“I do, my love. How about we invite everyone over for dinner? I’ll call Eric to see if he can fly in.”

“I’ll call my aunt, uncle, and Ashton,” Liam says.

“And I’ll see if Nikki is available.”

Everyone we invited shows up—my mom, brother, Uncle Kes, all of the Ellis’s, and Nikki. All we're missing is Addie and my daddy. I still miss them every day. It's been almost a year and the police still haven’t found Ads’s murderer. All the video footage is fuzzy and there weren’t any witnesses except Eric.

“We've brought you all here to share our news. Liam and I are getting married, and we're expecting our first child in four months.”

Everyone is so excited and happy. Nikki and I step out on the patio and when I look up, I see that same star again. I know Addie is with us.

“Lila, what is it?” Nikki asks.

“Nothing.” I smile. “Just thinking of Addie.”

“Oh, sweetie, I’m so sorry.”

“Me too, Nikki, me too. Have you talked to Brody?”

“Yes, I talk to him every day. Let me guess, you want to know about Evan?”

“Brody won’t tell me anything.”

“You crushed him. He started drinking. I actually had to go to New York a couple months ago because Brody was really upset. Evan left and was gone for several days.”

Tears build up in my eyes. “What happened?”

“He went to upstate New York, to some campground.”

“Black Bear,” I say as I put my hand over my mouth.

“What is it?”

“That's where Evan and I went last year and spent the day, making love and talking about our future together.”

“Oh damn, I’m sorry. Please stop crying. You don’t want Liam to see you crying over Evan.”

I hug Nikki and whisper in her ear, "I’ll always love Evan. Please call him for me.”

“Are you sure, Lila?”

I nod my head and walk back in the house. Then I continue celebrating my engagement and our baby, thinking of the other love of my life.

“Everything okay, L?” Liam asks when I walk back in.

“Yes, everything is perfect. The only thing missing is my dad and Ads.”

He smiles and hugs me. “They’ll always be in our hearts.”

Everyone leaves and Liam and I lounge around, watching TV.

“You and that sexy dress makes me want to take you in the bedroom.”

“Liam stop, I’m huge! And I’m ready to take this dress off.”

“Good, I’ll help.”

Liam enjoys pregnancy sex a little
too
much. He picks me up and carries me into the bedroom.

***

Today, we're getting my second sonogram.

“Lila, we're going to be late for the doctor appointment. Come on,” Liam says.

“I am, hold on. I’m a huge roly-poly.”

“You, my love, are a beautiful roly-poly.”

I playfully push his arm as he bends down to kiss me.

It's now November and I only have a few months to go. When we arrive at the doctor’s office to wait for the ultrasound, I start cramping.

“Liam, I don’t feel so well,” I say.

Liam yells for a nurse. She gets a wheelchair and takes me in an operating room to do the exam.

“Everything is fine,” the doctor says. “The babies are healthy.”

“Did you say babies?”

“Yes, there are two babies.”

I look at Liam. He's smiling ear to ear. “This is great,” Liam says.

I laugh. No wonder I’m as big as a house. None of the other ultrasounds showed that I’m having twins.

“Would you like to know the sex?” the nurse asks.

“No, let’s keep it a surprise,” I say.

“Umm, you can tell me, though.” Liam laughs.

“He doesn’t want to know either.”

“Okay, we'll wait,” Liam tells the nurse.

***

We have only a month to go; Nikki has flown out to help me with the nursery.

Since we decided not to know the gender of the babies, we paint the nursery in yellow and mint green. As I put everything out, all I can think of is Addison. It's been a year since her death.

I know Nikki knows that I’m thinking of Addison “Lila, I have a surprise for you.”

She hands me a box. When I open it, I see a picture of her, Addie, and I in a yellow and white frame that says
Memories are forever.
I sob as Nikki hugs me.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you cry.”

“It’s okay, I’ve been an emotional wreck.”

“I know, sweetie, I know.”

Suddenly, I feel a sharp pain in my stomach. Just as I grab the crib to balance myself, I feel a slow trickle of water sliding down my legs.

“Umm Nikki, I think my water broke.”

“Isn’t it too early?” she asks, panic written all over her face.