Torn (14 page)

 

“Please, Liam, don’t ‘baby’ me or butter me up. Just fucking tell me what the hell is going on and tell me
the damn truth.” I seethed.

“Alright. Truth. I met Amber a few months ago. She was the waitress at this restaurant that we had gone
to a couple times for lunch. I love you more than anything but for some reason; I found her very
attractive the more that we talked. We hadn’t done anything; well we kissed a couple of times.” He let
out a loud sigh. “I am so sorry! I told her a few weeks ago that I really needed to knock it off and that we
needed to end it. She was upset, but she agreed. We went in there after one of our meetings and she
happened to be our waitress.” He got down on his knees beside my chair.

“You slept with her, didn’t you?” I didn’t even want to look at him. My eyes stayed fixated at our iron
patio table.

 

“Ryleigh, I’m so sorry.” He repeated, desperately.

 

“Just answer the damn question, Liam.” I said coldly.

 

“Yes.” He whispered.

“Then who are the other two women? I saw you making out with a brunette at the bar when I went
down to get you and guess what? The waitress said Amber had left and you just happened to be making
out with a brunette! Fuck, Liam! How many God damn women are you with? What happened to being
married to JUST me?” I was no longer able to keep my tears from spilling. They began to drip like a
faucet had been turned on.
“Ryleigh. I have only slept with Amber. There was Myka; she was the brunette at the bar. She happened
to be Amber’s roommate and friend. We were all having a fun time, the guys were enjoying the ladies
company and it was just supposed to be for fun but got out of hand with a playful kiss. Amber said she
was done, which I tried all night to tell her. Myka just was doing it for the attention. Kellie, she is with
the office. We met up last night, I did go into the office for a bit and got a few things done but she said
that everything was taken care of and will be ready to be presented. We hit up the bar next door and
she was flirty all night. She knows I am married, but she didn’t seem to mind.” He paused taking a sip of
coffee.

“We ended up meeting this guy. He wanted to play pool with us, but she wanted to back out and let it
be the guys. This guy and her, they were flirting and I just didn’t want him to get the wrong impression
and think that she was just going to go home with him. I told her that she needs to be careful and that
he might get the wrong idea she got pissed at me. I think he heard me, but either way he and I got into a
fight. The bar manager came over but got in the way at the wrong time. I accidently hit him instead of
this guy. I somehow am the only one that gets arrested.” He said confused.

I suddenly felt like there was a major weight lifted off my shoulders after he told me what was going on.
I know I wasn’t to be feeling relief, but that is how I felt.

 

“Ryleigh. What are you thinking right now?” Liam said grabbing my hands away from my chest.

“That I don’t know what I’m going to do right now. The fact that you FINALLY came clean with me really
makes me feel a lot better. But, Liam, you cheated on me. You took my trust and you shattered it. The
fact that I have no idea who you are and I am MARRIED to you, hurts me the most.” I stared at him dead
on. “Right now, the only reason I am looking at you is tell you straight to your face, I don’t know if I
really want to be with you anymore.” I got up from the table and went back inside.

Shocked, I just told my own husband that I don’t know if I want to be with him anymore, made my
stomach turn into knots. I headed into the living room and just stood by the front door, I needed to get
out of here.

“Ryleigh, please don’t leave. I really want to make this work. I have loved you for so long and I can’t just
let you walk out that fast. I know I messed up, butI just need you.” He begged as he came up behind me
and grabbed me around my waist.

“Liam, I don’t know. How would we even be able to work through this? You have hurt me more than you
can ever imagine. Not only that, but you betrayed my trust! What am I supposed to do, Liam? Am I
supposed to forget everything and move on and continue to play this ‘good wife’?” I removed his hands
from me and turned to face him. His face looked like he had aged so much in just the last night.

“I know.” He sighed and suddenly dropped to his knees. “I don’t know how I could allow myself to
screw up so bad, but things between us will get better. I can only promise my love to you and to work at
being a better husband. Can you please give me another chance?” He grabbed my waist and began to
squeeze.
Was he serious? He was down on his knees begging for me to forgive him.

“I need to be alone right now. I am going to go for a drive, just so I can clear my head. I will be back in a
little bit.” I removed his arms from me and grabbed my keys, phone and wallet.

“Alright. I will be here, I am going to go grab a shower and I need to get my stuff together and pack. I will
make us a nice dinner and stay in.” He said as he rose off his knees. “You promise that you are going to
come back though?” He asked.

“Okay and yeah.” Was all I could manage to say to him as I walked out the door. I got into the car and
began to drive.

 

I picked up my phone out of my cup holder and dialed up Courtney.

 

“Hey girl, what are you up to?” Courtney answered as she was stuffing something crunchy into her
mouth.

 

“Are you eating again?” I laughed; I was going to get punched for that one. “Sorry, that wasn’t nice. So, I
have some gossip that you are going to have to sit down for. Are you ready?” I asked anxiously.

 

“Already sitting down, spill!” She sounded a little too excited, like she was thriving off of my drama filled
life.

 

“So… Liam managed to get caught by Caleb with another woman, got into a bar fight, arrested and
begged for forgiveness all in the matter of 12 hours!” I quickly blurted out.

 

“WHAT?!” She screamed into the phone. “After all of that he still managed to beg for forgiveness? Are
you fucking kidding me? Wow! Was Caleb involved in the fight?”

“No, but his friend was. Caleb tried to stay out of sight by him. He just met him at the restaurant a few
hours prior, so he didn’t want to be seen by him. Caleb said he was in complete shock that he was there
with another girl just right after dinner. The sad thing, Court, I don’t have a fucking clue on what I’m
going to do!” I began to sob into the phone.

“Come over. Jason is getting ready to hit up the gym now and so he’ll be gone for at least an hour. We
can have the place to ourselves! Since I can’t drink, I have some wine that you can have.”

 

“Courtney it’s not even noon yet!” I laughed.

 

“It’s five o’clock somewhere. Come over!” She insisted.

 

“Alright. No, you know what. I am going to go for a drive. I need to be alone. I love ya Court, thanks for
the invite though.” I said as I headed towards downtown.

I pulled up to the Four Seasons and I felt as if Iwere running to Caleb. I rode up the elevator with
anticipation and excitement. I practically ran towards his door and quickly knocked on it. He answered
the door in his jeans without a shirt on.
“Hey, what are you doing back here?” He asked curiously.

“I really wanted that moment that we talked about, the one where you just hold me all day…I want that
to happen.” I said reaching up around his neck.

“I think we can make that happen.” He closed the door behind me and pulled me closer into the room. I
looked up at him and found that he was intensely looking at me. “Ryleigh, I’m sorry, but I am going to
kiss you right now.”

I didn’t know how to respond, all I could do was nod at him as he cupped my face. He pulled my face to
meet his as our lips locked. His lips felt so soft against mine, his kiss was so passionate but so sweet all in
one. His hands slowly explored my body as I ran my hands up and down his back.

He pushed me up against one of the walls as we came up for air. He began to kiss down my jaw, ear and
neck. Each of kiss was as passionate as the next one. He pinned my hands above my head as he kissed
down my arms, I felt the goose bumps rush down my entire body.

“Ryleigh? Are you sure you want to do this?” He whispered in my ear.

 

“More than anything, Caleb.” I whispered back.

With that he picked me up and carried to the bed. He carefully laid me down on the mattress. He
crashed into me and began kissing my lips once again, this time hungry to taste my lips, which was fine
by me; I needed to feel his lips all over me.

I felt his hands slide underneath my shirt, and slide up to caress my breast. I pushed him up off of me for
only for a moment to quickly remove my shirt. He must have been thinking the same thing, but he
wanted to remove it for me. Slowly. He loved to watch my shirt glide over my head and my hair fall back
down over my shoulders and down my back. His gaze over me was so intense; I loved the feeling of him
watching me.

“You are so beautiful, Ryleigh.” He said passionately as he leaned in to softly kiss my lips.

We both leaned back onto the bed, both exploring each other with our hands and our mouths. He
tasted so amazingly good, so masculine but not a musky taste, but that of soap and a hint of cologne. I
craved his taste now and I don’t think I would everget enough.

I felt his lips begin to trail down my chest, kissing my nipple through my bra. I even felt a little nip of his
teeth through the material. His tongue then made its way down my abdomen past my navel and stop at
the top of my pants. The goose bumps had reappeared.

He gently slipped his hands into my pants, sliding them down around my ankles. He slid them to the
floor and came back to my lacey panties. He stopped for a moment, as if he were drinking me in.

“Is everything okay?” I asked.
“I’d love to look at you every day, just like this. I’ve thought about this moment for a very long time.” He
said lovingly.

I could feel some tears being to sting my lids, but not because I was sad but the fact that he had really
meant every word that he said. The way he said it, made me feel so loved.

I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him into another kiss. His hand worked around my back and
with a flick of the fingers he unhooked my bra and pulled it off of my arms. His mouth made its way onto
my nipples. He teased them with his tongue and teeth, he was driving me crazy. My nails found their
way into his arms; he let out a little groan as I squeezed a bit tighter as he bit down a little more.

He then trailed his tongue back down my belly, leaving little kisses along the trail. He softly guided my
panties off of me and tossed them aside. My breath hitched as his tongue began to lightly flick at my clit.
I quickly arched my back in pleasure. I thought I might come undone as I felt him slowly guide a finger
inside of me. I moaned out, loudly, in pleasure. He guided in back and forth as his tongue continued to
tease me.

“Oh my god! Caleb…” I moaned out.

 

“Ryleigh…I really want to be inside you.” He said quietly.

 

“I want to feel you!” I screamed out.

He quickly slid his jeans and boxers down to the floor and climbed up on top of me. He slowly positioned
himself and slid into me. I let out a loud moan as I felt him push into me, he was definitely bigger than I
was used to having.

He slowly pushed himself in and out of me. My legs wrapped around his hips, he then pulled my arms
above my head. He leaned in and kissed my arms before ravishing my lips. Are hips moved in sync, we fit
each other perfectly.

Our bodies were glistened in sweat as we sped our movements up. Caleb began to push harder and
faster into me and thankfully he released my arms, I wanted to hold on to him tighter. He moved his
hands underneath me to pull me into him.

“Ryleigh, baby, you feel so incredible!” He groaned out.

 

“Caleb! Fuck! Oh My god!” I screamed out.

 

We both grabbed a hold of each other as we both reached our climax. Screaming out in pleasure, trying
to catch our breath. He looked down at me and gaveme a long adoring kiss.

 

“Ryleigh.” He paused. “I love you so much.”

 

I felt my heart stop. I never knew that three little words could mean so much more.

“Caleb…I…” I wanted so bad to tell him I loved himtoo.
“I don’t expect you to say it back, but I wanted to tell you. I really mean it.” He said kissing me once
more. He rolled over onto the bed and I laid there just staring at him, smiling. He really made me feel so
good all over.

Caleb began to play with my hair, giving me soft kisses all over. I laid there for a minute longer to just
stare at him. His green eyes were so intense on mine I loved the way he could give me butterflies with
just a smile.

I finally rolled up off the bed and quickly got dressed and walked into the bathroom to clean up. When I
came out, he was waiting by the door for me, fully dressed ready to go.

 

“Do you want to go grab that beer? He asked with a smile.

 

“Yeah that would be great.” I answered with a laugh.

 

The thought of what just happened made me want him all over again. As I walked towards the door, he
reached to open the door and I quickly stopped him and reached up to give him a kiss.

 

I pulled his arm away from the door and we began to kiss harder and faster.

 

“You smell so delicious; I can’t control myself when I’m so close to you.” He breathed into my neck. “Are
we actually doing this again?” He laughed.

I quickly nodded as I grabbed onto his neck while he grabbed my ass and picked me up and carried me
to the bed. We stripped off all of our clothes, we only moments ago put on, and threw ourselves onto
the bed.

We were so passionate the first time, but this seemed to be pure fucking. It was hard, it was fast and I
was enjoying every second of it. He pushed hard into me, grabbing my hair as I propped myself on my
elbows.

“Ryleigh, I hope you are fucking close!” He grunted out. “Oh god, I wanna see your eyes looking into
mine!” He demanded