Authors: J. A. Jance
B
URTON
K
IMBALL
came to work that morning out of habit, because he had no idea what else to do with himself. He sat numbly in his office with the door closed, staring without comprehension at the stack of routine correspondence Maxine had left on his desk. No matter how long he looked at the top letter on the pile, he was unable to make sense of a single paragraph. It could just as well have been written in a foreign language.
It was as though the connections in Burton's brain had been short-circuited by the knowledge that his father was dead, that he had been dead all Burton's life. The whole time, the forty-odd years Burton had been waiting for his father to show up, longing for him to come home and reclaim his son, Thornton Kimball had been within ten miles of him, lying dead in the bottom of a hole with his skull crushed to pieces by a chunk of eon-smoothed creek-bed rock.
Burton was living through his first morning without the comfort of his cherished childhood illusion. Burton Kimball was an orphan, had always been an orphan, but with the unveiling of that long-skeletonized corpse, his loss and grief were
as new as if his father had died yesterday. In Burton Kimball's heart, that was the truth.
It should have fallen to him, as the closest surviving kin, to plan whatever funeral service Norm Higgins deemed appropriate, but Burton was too emotionally paralyzed. He simply couldn't cope. Instead, he turned the whole thorny issue of arrangements over to Linda and fled to his office, where he sat in his chair and hid out.
Other things that should have commanded his attention barely seeped into his consciousness. The fact that Ernie Carpenter had dared question him with regard to Harold Patterson's murder was driving Linda crazy, but it hardly mattered to Burton.
He was sorry about the death of Harold Patterson, the only “father” he had ever known. But what he was shaken by today was the sudden loss of that second, unknown father. He was amazed by the depth of the grief he felt. How could that old, scarred-over wound hurt so much?
When the phone on his desk rang, Burton jumped as though someone had just lobbed a rock through the window beside his desk. With a suddenly trembling hand, he picked up the receiver.
“Yes?” he said uncertainly, aware of the sudden catch in his throat.
“Sorry to disturb you,” Maxine Smith said solicitously, “but Rex Rogers is on the phone. He insists on speaking to you personally.”
“Rex Rogers. What does he want?”
“He didn't say. Do you want me to put him through or take a message?”
“Take a message. I don't want to talk to anybody this morning, especially not Rex Rogers.”
“You want me to hold all your calls?”
“Please.”
A few moments later, Maxine tapped on Burton's door. “What did he say?” Burton growled.
“He wanted to let you know that they'll be filing a brief to amend the suit so it goes against Mr. Patterson's estate. That is, unless Ivy is interested in negotiating a settlement now, without any more courtroom proceedings whatsoever.”
Burton buried his face in his hands. “I should have known,” he said. “That's Holly through and throughâalways more than happy to kick somebody when they're down.”
He got up and took his coat off the hanger.
“Where are you going?” Maxine demanded.
“To see my client.”
“I thought your client was dead.”
“I've got a new one now,” he answered grimly. “She may not realize she needs me yet, but she does. How are the gossip mills working around town?”
“Fine, I suppose. Why?”
“Does anyone know where the honeymooners spent the night?”
“I suppose if anyone did, Helen Barco would be the one.”
“I'm going down the hall to wash my face. Get on the horn and see if you can find out where Ivy and her groom spent the night. It'll be a whole lot easier to track them down if I have some idea where I'm going.”
As usual, the fact that something threatened Ivy was enough to jar Burton Kimball out of his funk. The same kind of lifetime habit that had brought him to his office that morning now propelled him to action. If Ivy was threatened, he had to do something about it.
Even as she dialed Helen Barco's number, Maxine didn't understand what had gotten into him all of a sudden. Linda Kimball would have understood, if she had known about it. Her husband was like that where Ivy Patterson was concernedâalways had been.
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When Isobel Gonzales finished dusting and straightening the living room, she took the morning's paper out to the kitchen, where she sat down long enough to drink a cup of coffee and read the
Bisbee Bee
.
Isobel had lived a quiet and fairly sheltered life. This was the first time a violent death of any kind had touched her life so closely. She tried to imagine how she would feel that morning if she were Holly Patterson.
It was bad enough for Holly to come back home after all those years to bring such awful charges against her own father. Isobel had no idea what had gone on during that stormy afternoon session in the library on Tuesday. Isobel herself had ushered Harold Patterson into the room for the scheduled conference while Miss Baxter and Miss Patterson were still upstairs. She supposed they were some of the last people to see the old man
alive. That saddened her, made her feel somehow responsible.
Mr. Patterson had been sitting there waiting when Holly came into the room, accompanied by Amy Baxter. Isobel had closed the door behind them and had gone on about her business, doing her best not to eavesdrop, but even in that huge house, she hadn't been able to avoid the sound of raised and angry voices. When you're used to a house being peaceful and quiet, it's hard not to notice when people are yelling.
Isobel had prepared a casserole and a salad for dinner, and she had left the house earlyâpromptly at five-thirtyâso she and Jaime could go vote. She had no idea how the library battle had ended, and she hadn't seen Holly make off with Mr. Rogers' fancy red car either. But she had certainly witnessed the awful aftermath.
Holly's appetite had been bad before. After the incident with the car, it was almost nonexistent. She had virtually quit eating altogether. Sometimes she drank something, but the food on the trays remained almost untouched. Isobel worried about it, but she didn't mention it to either Miss Baxter or Mr. Rogers. As a Mexican-American housekeeper, Isobel Gonzales knew her place. She kept her mouth shut and tried not to listen to the noise of the rocker creaking away in Holly's room directly over the kitchen.
Someone would have to be crazy to rock that much, Isobel thought, to sit there rocking and staring out the window at nothing but the dump for hour after hour after hour. Of course, Miss Baxter
would never use the word “crazy” or even “
loco
.” She said Miss Patterson had “emotional problems.” Poor thing.
And then, just as those thoughts ran through her head, Isobel realized she was no longer hearing the rocker. Moments later, the kitchen door swung open, and a disheveled Holly Patterson stood there in her robe, leaning weakly against the doorjamb. “I want some more coffee,” she said.
Isobel Gonzales had cared for a number of invalids in her timeâpeople who were ill enough to require looking after, but not sick enough to need a nurse. She knew that after even a few days of bed rest, the transition from bed to walking around is a tricky one that requires careful negotiation.
“You should sit down,” she said, hurrying to Holly's side. “You shouldn't be up walking like this.”
Holly waved her away. “I'm fine,” she announced. “I'm really fine.” Nevertheless, she did totter over to the table and chairs just inside the door.
While Isobel hurried to pour a cup of coffee from a fresh pot, Holly sank down at the kitchen table. Her eyes were drawn at once to the pictures on the front page of the paper that was lying there in front of her.
The moment she saw the picture, a lifetime's worth of forgotten memories boiled to the surface, threatening to drown her in a head-crushing wave.
The hours of careful probing sessions with Amy, the hazy, hypnotic, dreamlike questions and an
swers, had never come near this terrible, searing pain, had never cast a light on Holly Patterson's interior darkness. Or her horror.
She grabbed the newspaper and stuffed it into the pocket of her robe, thinking that perhaps if she could no longer see that smiling face, the pain would diminish enough so she could at least breathe. But even with his visage squashed in her hand like an unwary cockroach, she could still see his face. She could still remember.
And then, in a moment of terrifying clarity, she caught a single glimpse of her own danger. Bolting upright, she knocked over the kitchen chair behind her.
Isobel started at the sound of the falling chair. Thinking Holly had fainted, she spun around, almost spilling the full cup of coffee she had just poured. When she caught sight of Holly's stricken face, she nearly dropped it altogether.
Was the woman having some kind of seizureâa heart attack perhaps? Her mouth gaped open. She seemed to be trying to speak, or maybe even scream, but no sound came out of her open mouth.
Slamming the cup back down on the counter, Isobel hurried to Holly's side. “Miss Patterson,” she said. She pulled out one of the remaining chairs and pushed it in Holly's direction. “What's the matter? Sit down. Sit down right here. You look like you're going to faint.”
“She's going to kill me!” Holly whispered hoarsely.
“Miss Patterson, please. No one's going to kill
anybody. You're imagining things. Please sit down.”
With surprising agility, Holly Patterson dodged out of Isobel's reach and made for the stairway. Isobel stood there listening as heavy feet pounded down the long overhead corridor that led back to her room.
Isobel's first impulse was to follow the woman. It was clearer to her now than ever before that Miss Baxter was right. In Isobel's world, Holly Patterson's “emotional problems” meant the woman was crazy as she could be. Upstairs, the bedroom door slammed shut, and Isobel breathed a sigh of relief. If Miss Patterson had tried to go outside or run away, she would have been far more worried. Instead, she had gone back to her room, back to where she was supposed to be.
As soon as Miss Baxter and Mr. Rogers came back from their ride, Isobel would have to report the incident, although she still wasn't entirely sure what had happened.
Miss Patterson had been looking at the paper. Whatever she saw there, it had upset her terribly at a time when she had already been through too much. Remembering the look on the fleeing woman's face, Isobel knew she had gone over the edge.
Isobel stood waiting, expecting to hear the sound of the rocking chair resume, and finally it did.
Isobel crossed herself and breathed a small prayer. “Let the poor soul alone,” she said to herself. “Just let her be.”
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Burton was less surprised by the fact that Maxine had been able to locate Ivy and Yuri Malakov than he was by where they were found. They had stayed at the Geronimo Lodge, a grade-B motel on the far side of Tombstone.
The very look of the place offended him. Certainly, Ivy deserved a better honeymoon suite than this. He called their room from a house phone in the lobby. It was almost noon, but when Ivy answered, she sounded as though the phone had awakened her out of a sound sleep.
“You're where?” Ivy demanded, finally coming to her senses.
“I'm in the lobby. I've got to talk to you, to both you andâ¦Yuri. It's important.”
“Burt, I'm on my honeymoon. I've waited for it for forty years, and this is the only one I'll ever have. Whatever you need, it can wait until tonight. We have to come back to the ranch then to do the chores. We'll take on the funeral arrangements this evening.”
“This isn't about your father,” Burton said. “It's about Holly.”
“What about her?”
“Her attorney called my office just a little while ago.”
“Why?”
“She intends to continue to fight you, Ivy, to file against the estate unless you want to negotiate now. Her lawyer will go to Judge Moore and amend the suit.”
There was a long pause. “Holly can't do that, can she?”
“Yes.”
“What do we do about it?”
“That's what I need to talk to you about.”
There was a pause. “All right,” Ivy said finally. “Wait there in the coffee shop. We'll be down in a few minutes.”
Burton went into the coffee shop, sank into a booth, and ordered himself a cup of coffee. He noticed Dave Hollicker come in a few minutes later, and Burton casually waved at the deputy as he went by.
It didn't occur to Burton Kimball that Dave's appearance had anything to do with him, or that by interrupting his cousin's honeymoon, he might be adding fuel to the fire of Ernie Carpenter's growing conspiracy theory. Because by then, the Cochise County homicide detective was hot on the trail of the possibility that Burton Kimball, Ivy Patterson, and Yuri Malakov might all be in it together.
Detective Carpenter was growing more and more convinced that the three of them, acting in concert, had murdered Harold Lamm Patterson.
F
OR A
while after she went back up to her room, Holly sat on the bed barely allowing herself to breathe. No wonder people thought she was crazy. She really was crazy. In her mind's eye, it was as though two parallel videotapes were running in tandem, the one from long ago and the other from Tuesday. The old one was horrifying and real. Although the colors had turned to sepia like the rusty shades of old pictures in a museum collection, the faces were still recognizable. Holly knew now who those people were. All of them.
The other was in living color, although the clouds overhead had covered the dark red cliffs of Juniper Flats in a misty gray wool blanket. First there was her father telling her the real story, while from deep inside her came the first faint rustlings of recognition and remembrance. And then the tape ended, abruptly, as though cut off in midscene. After that vivid mountaintop scene there was nothing but the warm, sweet, comfortable oblivion of forgetting. After that came an unreasoning anger that her father hadn't come as he had said he would, that he had once again betrayed her.
But that was silly. This time, she realized he hadn't let her down at all. He had been there in the library, just as he had said he would be. He had offered to make amends, to make things right. And she had forgotten it somehow. That was the part that didn't make any sense unless she had been made to forget it.
As she sat there, she tried her best to convince herself that she was wrong, that the sudden shock of panic that had overwhelmed her in the kitchen had to be some kind of horrible mistake. But it wasn't. As much as it hurt, it was no mistake.
She knew now that no chance meeting had caused Holly and hypnotherapist Amy Baxter to stumble across one another's paths months earlier. Amy must have targeted her, come looking for her deliberately. Holly's fall from grace as well as her intermittent drug-use woes had been well publicized among Hollywood insiders. Amy's offer of help and much-needed counseling had been a precious lifeline to someone whose telephone calls were no longer returned and whose longtime agent had just cut her loose.
And after hearing about Holly's rocky relationship with her family, after learning about the Rocking P, Amy had been only too eager to put Holly in touch with Rex Rogers. Of course, those two weren't exactly mere nodding acquaintances. As the
People
article had pointed out, they had worked together on several separate cases and won monetary settlements in most of them.
When she had first seen the magazine piece, Holly had been naïvely proud that Amy and Rex
had been able to find so many other people to helpâother people just like her. She had thought that, with Amy as a partner and with the Rocking P as the site for a treatment center, she, too, would be able to make a contribution to their pioneering work.
But now, for the first time, she saw it for what it really wasâa scam. How many of the families mentioned in the article had paid damages for something that wasn't necessarily true? How many of the supposed memories were being artificially augmented, Holly wondered, and how much had each of their families ponied up to re-bury the past?
Amy Baxter may have started out in life as a scholarship/charity case from the wrong side of the tracks, but she was well on her way toward amassing a fortune from a very lucrative practice, especially with Rex as her sidekick. If she happened to turn up a family with enough money to make it worthwhile, some of that money was bound to find its way to their treatment center; she and Rex could soon settle into partnership with a self-sustaining cottage industry of counseling the victims and suing the perpetrators.
The silence of the house nudged its way through Holly's solitary musings. Rex and Amy must still be out somewhere, maybe together, maybe separately. But when one or the other of them came back, Isobel was bound to tell them what had happened in the kitchen. If Amy once realized Holly knew the truthâ¦
The sense of her own danger came back again,
as strong or stronger than when it first struck her in the kitchen. But if her friend Amy was really the enemy, where in God's name could Holly turn for help?
In the end, she was forced to beg for aid from the least likely of sourcesâher cousin Burton Kimball. Maybe he was a wimp, but she didn't know anyone else to ask.
Standing by the old-fashioned dial-type phone on the table in
Casa Vieja's
upstairs corridor, and keeping her voice low lest she be overheard, Holly tried calling Burton's office. His secretary told her he was out, most likely for the rest of the afternoon. Could she take a message? No, no message.
Even more frightened, Holly tried to think of another solution. Was it possible, with everything that was going on, that Burton might have taken the day off? Pulling open the drawer in the table, she searched through the phone book until her trembling fingers finally located the Kimball's home number. A woman answered after only one ring.
“Who is this?” Holly asked.
“Linda Kimball. Who's this?”
Holly had never met the woman Burton had married, but this was bound to be Burton's wife. “Is your husband there?” Holly asked, rushing on in a strangled whisper.
“Ivy?” Linda said. “Is that you? Are you all right? You sound strange.”
Ivy! Holly had both envied and hated Ivy all her life. Ivy was the good girl, the favorite, the one who never got her clothes dirty; who never
made mud pies out of eggs from the henhouse; who never thought up practical jokes to pull on other people. And yet, until Linda Kimball mistook Holly's voice for Ivy's, it had never dawned on Holly how much they were alike, how much they sounded alike.
“I'm not Ivy; I'm Holly,” she managed. “I've got to talk to your husband. Right away.”
“What about?”
“About his father; about mine.”
“Burton isn't home,” Linda said, her voice suddenly closed and flat. “He isn't here, and I have no idea when he'll be back.”
“Where did he go? I've got to see him now. It's important.”
“As soon as he gets back, I'll have him call you.”
“Don't do that. He can't call here.”
“How can he get back in touch with you then?”
“I don't think he can,” Holly Patterson said, “because by then it'll be too late. By then I'll be dead.”
With that, she hung up the phone. She looked up and down the hall. The house was still unnaturally silent, but even then she heard the crunch of tires on the gravel drive outside.
Panicked, Holly knew she had to get out. Now. That was the only way to save herself. Holding her breath, she crept back down the stairs, grateful for the strip of carpeting that covered the hardwood risers.
Pausing on the ground floor, she heard Isobel working industriously in the kitchen, chopping
something, singing under her breath, but there were voices outside. Rex and Amy were walking up to the back door from the garage. They'd be there any moment.
Still wearing her nightgown, robe, and fur-lined bedroom slippers, Holly tiptoed across the slate entryway and let herself out the front door. She walked bent over, hoping that, by staying close to the ground, she could avoid being seen by anyone, including Isobel's gardener husband. She crept around the far side of the building and made for the ivy-covered terraces at the back of the house where she had once tried to seduce poor Bobby Corbett.
Without looking back, she scrambled down the four-foot drops between levels of terrace. At every step, the thick, straggly vines reached out to entangle her feet and send her tumbling, but she kept on. At last she came to the far end of the property, where a barbed-wire fence barred her way. Beyond that lay the first few far-flung bouldersâmassive hunks of rock waste that had bounced high and fallen wide as they tumbled down the steeply angled flanks of the dump.
As Holly tried to wiggle through the fence, sharp wire barbs caught on threads of her terry-cloth robe. Unable to free it at once and intent only on reaching the dump, Holly slipped out of the robe and went on, leaving the white cloth dangling on the fence behind her like a June bug's discarded shell.
It was desperately cold that day, but even with nothing on but her nightgown, Holly didn't notice.
She had eyes only for the massive multicolored dump with the achingly blue sky arching far above it. All her life, that dump had exerted a strange, inexplicable pull on Holly Patterson. When she reached the bottom, she hesitated, but only for a moment. For all her life, she had wondered what was on top of that dump. Today, to save her life, she was going to find out.
She was halfway up when Amy's voice found her. “Holly! What are you doing? Come down. Come down right now before you hurt yourself.”
Holly closed her eyes, trying to resist the inescapable pull of that beckoning voice.
“Comeâ¦downâ¦rightâ¦now!”
Holly wanted desperately not to hear that voice, not to respond, but she did. Without even having to leave the bottom level of the terrace, Amy began to count.
“Ten,” her voice called out in that powerfully soothing cadence. “Nine, eight, seven⦔
Slowly, the numbers worked their inevitable way down to zero. They burrowed their way deep into Holly's consciousness like so many writhing worms, devouring both her will and her newfound memories.
When Amy's commanding voice stopped Holly's ascent, she had been near the lip of the two-hundred-foot-high dump, climbing fearlessly. Halfway down, she happened to glance at the desert floor one hundred feet below her. She gasped with shock to see how high she was, how far she had climbed. Trembling with fear in every limb, she had all she could do to continue down.
Somehow, for a few moments at least, Holly Patterson had forgotten that she was desperately afraid of heights.
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Joanna came back from lunch to a world of pandemonium. The two brothers from Kansas Settlement who had tried to murder one another with baseball bats the night before were once again on a friendly basis. Despite the fact that one of the two was still hospitalized with injuries, they were ready to be ruled by brotherly love. Their mother, who had not attended the birthday fracas, had negotiated a peace treaty and hired a lawyer.
When Joanna picked up her messages, one was from a Willcox attorney letting her know that his Kansas Settlement clients were prepared to sue the county and the two deputies who had arrested them with false arrest and police brutality. A second message, from the county attorney, related to that same issue.
“What am I supposed to do about this?” Joanna asked.
Kristin shrugged.
“Who usually handles this kind of thing?”
“Mr. Sanders, usually. But he's on vacation,” Kristin added with only the smallest of smirks.
“Who takes care of those problems when Mr. Sanders isn't available?”
“Nobody else that I know of. He's been doing it ever since I got here. He also usually attends the Multi-Jurisdictional meetings, and there's one of those starting at two. Are you going?”
“There isn't a note about that MJ meeting on
my calendar,” Joanna said, pointing to the laminated wall calendar she had posted in order to keep track of where she was supposed to be and when. There was no Magic Marker notation in the afternoon slot.
“I must've forgotten,” Kristin said. “Sorry.”
“Like hell you did,” Joanna muttered to herself after the door closed. It was going to take time to either shape Kristin up or get rid of her, but Joanna couldn't afford to launch into something like that when she was already up to her neck in current-crisis management.
Sitting back in the chair, Joanna closed her eyes for a moment. She felt isolated and alone. It was fine to go have lunch with Angie or Marianne, but within the department she was on her own. It was hard not to envision that she had stumbled into a den of vipers, all of them waiting for her to make the smallest misstep.
She realized that having Martin Sanders leave without even bothering to discuss the situation constituted a real blow to her credibility. She had tried to talk Dick Voland into staying, because, with one supervisor out the door, she realized the need of maintaining experienced officers around her to give the department the appearance of continuity. But she also needed an ally, someone on her side who wasn't going to be eagerly awaiting or even engineering her first public tumble.
The only problem was, she couldn't think of anywhere to turn for help. Voland would work with her, but only grudgingly, and only so long
as he perceived her to be holding up under pressure. At the first sign of weakness, he'd be all over her like flies on crap. The same held true for Ernie Carpenter.
For right now, her only choice was to trudge along as best she could. Until she could forge some in-house alliances, it was important to cover all the necessary bases, wear all the hats.
She picked up the intercom and buzzed Kristin. “Call the MJ folks and let them know I've changed my mind. I'll be sitting in on their Multi-Jurisdictional meeting after all.”
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Without complaint, Linda Kimball had spent all morning doing what she regarded as her wifely duty. That was her job. She made one phone call after another, working her way through the confounding layers of bureaucracy, finding out when the two bodies were likely to be released for burial, making arrangements with Norm Higgins for a private service for Thornton Kimball, and politely dodging Norm's questions about services for Uncle Harold.
Norm Higgins had hinted that it would be a lot simpler for all concerned and a lot less expensive to have one joint service for both men, but Linda had nixed that harebrained idea. The funeral for Thornton Kimball would be absolutely privateâfor family members only. Anyone who tried to turn her husband's grief into some kind of participatory spectacle would have Linda herself to deal with. As for questions about Uncle Harold's ser
vice, she told Norm, in no uncertain terms, that she was sure Ivy would be in touch to take care of those matters just as soon as she possibly could. If Norm Higgins knew about Ivy's inappropriate wedding arrangements, he had the good sense not to broach that touchy subject with Linda Kimball.