Together Tea (22 page)

“I leave early in the morning.”

“Oh.”

“But we'll call. Yes?”

A group of mothers and children walked by, and their voices interrupted Ramin and Mina's conversation. She leaned her head against the rough bark and closed her eyes. It was reassuring to think that this tree had stood in this park for a hundred years. It predated the guards. It predated the current rulers and the Shah before them. How many other couples had stood under this tree? How many other conversations had it known?

She opened her eyes and looked up at a slate-colored sky between the branches. A few more people walked by. If anyone thought they looked like lovers, they did not care. The guards only cared because they were paid to care.

The sounds of passersby stopped after a while, and it was just the two of them again, alone.

“It's cold,” she said.

“I wish I could give you my coat.”

She smiled. “Do you think it'll snow?”

“Give me your hand,” he whispered.

She heard the rasp of fabric against the rough surface of the trunk. “No, Ramin, please. They'll see,” she hissed.

But with her heart pounding, Mina slid her left arm around the tree. Her fingers walked along the bark, searching for his. She felt for his hand, a hand that she'd only touched once when they first introduced themselves with a handshake at the party, and found it reaching for hers. His fingers were warm, his skin was so soft. Slowly, gently, his hand entwined with hers. Both of them knew that they should not be doing this. But once they touched, nothing felt more natural. Is this what Darya had been talking about? Is this the happiness that she wanted to find for Mina?

“It is so beautiful here,” she said.

They talked then for a while more, about the snow he saw on the peak of the Alborz Mountains every morning from his grandmother's window, and the difference between kabobs here and in the U.S. He asked for her phone number and she told him, and he repeated it several times so he wouldn't forget it. All the time, their hands were intertwined.

And then it started.

First one flake and then another as thin as a dream. They landed on her eyelashes, her tongue, they dusted her hand in his. The snow filled in the crevices between their fingers, binding them as a unit, no longer two separate things.

Leaning against that tree, swathed in cloth from head to toe with the guards only a few feet away—she felt surprisingly free. His deep voice carried and caressed her, making her feel as if she were floating. Years and years from now, she would remember this moment. She had fallen in love, right then and there. This much she knew. But was this all they would have? Would they really keep in touch? Her life would go on, her schedule was full. His life was busy with work. But no one could undo this moment. No one could make what had happened not happen. When their hands touched, the risk they'd taken to be here was all worth it.

“It's getting late,” she said. As she spoke, a feeling of loss enveloped her. She was with the only man she'd ever truly wanted, and she had to leave. But lunch obligations waited. Their respective families were expecting them. “We have to go.”

He squeezed her hand one last time. “I'll call you in New York,” he said.

Slowly, reluctantly, she let go of his hand. She heard his footsteps receding, his feet rustling in the snow-wet leaves. She shivered. He would now walk past the guards and back to his grandmother's house so he could go to the airport so he could get on a plane and so he could return to his normal life. God willing. There was still the exit from the country to worry about; sometimes exiles were detained at the very last minute before departure. Mina's knees felt weak. Whether she was shaking from the cold or his touch or his footsteps in the snow—she did not know. “Good-bye,” she whispered to the emptiness.

As she stepped away from the tree, her headdress snagged in its bark. She tugged at it, dislodging the cloth at last, but then turned to see a tiny coil of green thread still clinging to the trunk.

The guards were still smoking by the jeep, on their third or fourth or twentieth cigarette now. A few of them passed a walkie-talkie back and forth. One of them glanced up as she walked by, and his gaze took in all of her, his eyes finally locking on her face. Did he know? Had he seen Ramin against the tree, had he guessed? Mina walked faster, still scared but feeling more alive than she'd ever felt. The people she walked past could not have known that she was dissolving into someone else, that she had just felt her life reshaped by love.

Mina thought of the tiny coil of thread from her headscarf, hanging on the tree. Would it still be there after the snow stopped falling? Would it be there after storms and rainfall, after the seasons changed, after the guards grew up, grew old and died? How long would the coil of green hang there, wedged into that timeless tree? Mina wanted it to stay there forever. She wanted that coil of thread to mark for all time the moment when her world was cleaved into a whole new Before and After.

Chapter Thirty-Four

Poets, Prayers, and Persepolis

M
ina, pay attention!” Darya waved a map as they sat in the plane. “See, the cat's left ear borders Turkey and the right ear touches Azerbaijan. Its belly sits on the Persian Gulf. The right side rubs against Afghanistan and Pakistan.”

“I know.” Mina had seen cat-shaped Iran on a map a hundred times.

“Right here is the shared bloody border with Iraq,” Agha Jan said.

Mina looked out the plane window and thought about Ramin. Whenever there was a big life question to be answered, Mamani would fish out her Divan book by the fourteenth-century Persian poet Hafez, open the book to a random page, and read the top right corner. There lay the answer to her question. Mina wished she could ask Hafez whether she and Ramin would actually keep in touch. Who was to say if once they got back to the U.S. they could keep up a connection or even a conversation? Their moments in Iran had seemed suspended from reality. Could the love that Mina had felt under the tree in People's Park really be sustained?

“You will love Shiraz!” Darya squeezed Mina's hand. “Some of our country's most famous poets are from there. Shiraz is known for its literature, its wine . . . its
romance
! And once there, we will visit Persepolis, the site of the famous ancient ruins. From there, we'll go to Isfahan, one of Iran's most historic and beautiful cities.”

The plane rattled on in the sky. The flight attendant winked as she passed by. Agha Jan snored in his seat. Mina wondered if Ramin had arrived in Connecticut.

SIGNS PAINTED WITH SEVENTIES-STYLE BUBBLE
letters told them where to exit the Shiraz airport. The signs looked as if they hadn't been updated in decades. Mina, Darya, and Agha Jan wheeled their luggage behind them and walked out onto the street. Agha Jan hailed a taxi, and they drove past large boulevards lined with trees, beautiful buildings that stood behind reflecting pools, gardens filled with colorful flowers. At their hotel, a man with a bulbous nose and white stubbly beard was introduced to them as their guide. They washed up quickly and got ready for their first sightseeing spots: the resting places of the famous poets Saadi and Hafez.

Saadi's marble tomb was at the end of Boustan Boulevard in a peaceful blue room. His verses were inscribed in the sea-blue tiles of the walls.

“He died around 1290,” Darya said. “They say he was over a hundred years old then.”

“Did you know your very own Ralph Waldo Emerson was a fan of our poet Saadi?” Agha Jan said to Mina. “Touch his tomb and say a prayer.”

The marble was cold and smooth when Mina touched it. She closed her eyes and saw Ramin. She prayed that he had gotten back to the U.S. safely.

Their next stop was Hafez's resting place, a mausoleum that lay in a private pavilion in a lush garden. Mina had grown up learning lines from Hafez's famous
ghazal
verses, listening to Mamani recite his wise words. Hafez's tomb had a mystical, magical feel and Mina thought of Mamani and how she must have come here several times. Tourists walked around, holding cameras. A young woman placed her lips on the poet's tomb. Mina wondered what Hafez would think of his country today. She also wondered what he would think of someone storing their artwork under their bed and working on spreadsheets day and night.

Mina went to the garden outside the mausoleum and walked by its shimmering pool. A new feeling had blossomed inside her ever since her time with Ramin in the People's Park. It was a feeling that made her think she should grab what she wanted out of life, rather than keep doing what she was told was her passion. She shouldn't have stopped reading Persian poetry. She shouldn't have stopped a lot of things, like drawing and painting.

That night in the Shiraz hotel, Mina dreamed that Hafez was doing the backstroke in the rectangular pool near his tomb. Saadi was drinking tea with Darya and laughing. Mina was dressed in a flight attendant's uniform, floating in the sky, arms outstretched. She called out, “I'm in love! Love!” Saadi and Darya continued to chat, ignoring her. Hafez just said, “But is he?” then emptied out the water in his goggles and stretched out in the garden to tan.

“SURPRISE!”

Mina, Darya, and Agha Jan sat in the lobby after lunch the next day and stared at Bita standing in front of them with a duffel bag.

“Just came for one day and one night! That's all the time off I could get. But we can see Persepolis together! You haven't gone there yet, have you?”

Mina was delighted and stunned to see Bita in the lobby. She had told Bita about their itinerary, but she had never expected Bita to just show up. Women were not supposed to travel without chaperones.

“Bita Joon, did you come here alone?” Darya asked.

“I told the guy at the airport that my brother was joining me. I took care of him,” Bita said.

“Paid him a bribe?” Mina asked. Bribery had become such a common way to get around the stringent rules that Mina wouldn't have been surprised if Bita had taken part in it. But still. It just felt like something that Bita shouldn't have to do.

“When do we go to Persepolis?” Bita asked, giving her duffel bag to a porter.

WARNING

Important Note

It is informed to all respected visitors that touching

or displacing stones in the site is forbidden and any

kind of moving scratching, writing memories and so on

will make the ofenders liable to prosecution.

“You would think they could use correct English spelling!” Mina said as she read the sign near the entrance of Persepolis.

“It's the best they can do,” Darya said with a sniff.

Their guide had taken the afternoon off, and a taxi driver had brought them here and said he'd wait for them in the car. No tour guide was needed for Persepolis when they had Agha Jan, who had been a professor of history at Tehran University. His passion and life's work was the history of ancient civilizations. As soon as they entered the grounds, Agha Jan took on a professorial tone. “Welcome to Persepolis,
Takhte Jamshid
! You now stand at the famed ruins of palaces that Darius the Great built more than twenty-five hundred years ago!”

Mina felt dwarfed by the decorated columns that towered majestically above her. Everything was bathed in sunlight. The air smelled of dust and time.

Agha Jan pointed to a sculpture of men in procession carrying carpets, chairs, vases, and bowls. “These are delegations from various nations going before the Achaemenian ruler.”

Mina ran her hand across the carvings of the men, lingering on the curls of their long hair. Was she imagining it, or did one of the men look just like Ramin?

“Please don't touch,” Agha Jan said.

Huge columns reached into the sky. Some of the columns had broken over the centuries and were now small stumps. Bas-reliefs carved with intricate details ran into gaping holes of empty space. Mina took a photo of Bita by a sculpture of two huge bulls with human faces. Bita's head barely reached the bottom of the bulls' feet. It was liberating and humbling to be so tiny against the vastness of this past. Mina took more photos. People walked by in hushed silence, stopping to stare at a pillar or remnant walls of a palace. The requisite group of guards stood at a distance near the bottom of the plain.

Mina walked through the fallen city, careful not to disturb any ancient stone.

“It took over sixty years to build this part,” Agha Jan said. “This here is Achaemenian sculpture, not Assyrian. Why?”

No one answered.

“Because in Assyria the bulls have five legs, whereas the Achaemenians gave them only four!” Agha Jan said.

“Of course!” Bita hit her forehead with her palm.

“That's where the King of Kings received his visitors. And that's the Apadana staircase,” Agha Jan continued.

Mina remembered learning about the Achaemenian dynasty and Darius the Great in school. The Achaemenians had ruled pre-Islam, when Iran's main religion was Zoroastrianism, the three pillars of which were “good thoughts, good words, good deeds.” Many Iranians were proud of their Zoroastrian past, and to this day Agha Jan wore a pendant of its main symbol—a human emerging from a winged disk.

Bita looked up with wonder on her face. “To think of the people who designed and sculpted all this. It's amazing what artists can do! Right, Mina?”

“Right,” Mina said. The way the columns fell into the saffron light made Mina's fingers ache for a brush, the smallest blob of paint, anything to render this on a canvas.

Maybe she could spend the night here. Brush her teeth underneath the Apadana staircase. Feel the sculptures against her nightgowned back. Maybe she could stay for a while. Live here and paint, drink sweet tea by the columns in the morning. Ramin should be here. Taking it all in in his calm way, climbing to the top of the staircase at night with her. Any kind of moving scratching, writing memories and so on will make the
ofenders
liable to prosecution. The stones wouldn't crumble under their bodies. Before her, people had made love here. When the walls were filled with music, when the cups overflowed with wine, when the platforms spilled with laughing guests. Women in jeweled robes had walked on these stairs. Enormous feasts had been held inside these walls.

They took a short break for lunch: a picnic of
kotelet
sandwiches in
lavash
bread with pickles and tomato slices that they had brought from the hotel, and tea from Darya's thermos. After lunch, they explored more. When the sun began to set, it bathed all of Persepolis in a golden haze. A gust of wind swirled around them and it was suddenly cold. The ends of Mina's headscarf lifted in the wind.

Darya looked at her father with concern. “Baba, you've walked all day. You must be tired. Come with me. We can have tea in the taxi.” She turned to Mina and Bita. “You two can look around for just a little more, but come to the taxi before it gets too late.”

“We won't be long,” Mina said.

Darya led her father away, and the two of them got smaller in the distance. Mina turned to Bita. “I'm so glad you came.”

“I figured I'd make the most of our time. Once you go back to Tehran, you'll be so busy with your relatives those last few days, and then you'll be off to the U.S.! Who knows when we'll see each other again?”

Mina didn't want to think about that.

Bita stopped walking. “The best way to experience this place is with the wind in your hair,” she said. Then, as calmly as when she'd removed the towel from her wet hair on the day of her party, she reached up and removed her headscarf.

“Bita, are you crazy? Put it back on right now!” Mina pointed to the group of guards standing in the distance.

It wasn't long before the thumping of boots made Mina freeze. A guard appeared next to them.

Bita's hair flew in the wind, highlighted by the golden rays of the setting sun.

“Khanom,” the guard began.

Mina looked at his lanky arms and legs, took in his thick eyebrows. He looked like Hooman. He could've been her brother.

“Yes?” Bita answered innocently. “Did you say something to me?”

Mina's stomach fell. Her arms were suddenly numb. Nothing had changed since the day Bita had identified the whiskey bottle in Mrs. Amiri's class.

The guard glared at Mina. He would not look directly at a woman who was exposed.

“Do you have any business with me?” Bita repeated in a high angry voice.

He reddened at her words. Bita had detracted from his authority by addressing him in her intimate tone, using the singular “you” in Farsi, instead of the more formal plural pronoun for “you.” Mina stared at the gun that hung from the guard's belt. Next to his gun was a walkie-talkie with which he could alert all the other guards. Mina's heart hammered against her chest.

“You are under arrest,” the guard growled at the ground. Then he looked directly at Bita. “Come with me right now, you whore.”

Anger rose in Mina like a wave that worked its way from the bottom of her sneakered feet all the way to her own covered head. His tone, his righteousness, his treating Bita as if she were subhuman made her scream, “You should be ashamed for bullying a woman! No one was here. She was just standing here alone with me. Go. Just leave us alone!”

Bita stared dumbfounded at Mina.

The guard looked stunned for just a moment. But then his face hardened into fierce resolution. Mina's insults had crossed the line. He no longer looked like Hooman. “I can,” the guard said slowly, “arrest both of you right now. And then we will do what we want with you. Do you understand?”

Mina could feel the adrenaline running through her arms and legs. Without thinking, she pivoted on her left foot. She lifted her right leg, bent her knee, flexed, and aimed. With every atom of her being, she kicked. It all happened in a matter of seconds. Side Heel Thrust Kick. The kick she'd practiced almost all her life. Her kick hit him in the “precious place,” as Kayvon had referred to it in her karate lessons. The walkie-talkie snapped out of the guard's belt and landed a few feet away, near Bita.