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Chapter 24
“I am sorry,” she said. She kissed his hands. “So very sorry.”
He looked at her in that stark, lost way she had seen by the river and then cast himself into her arms. She hugged him tightly, saying over and over, “It was a pity and a shame and I am so sorry, so sorry.”
Seeking only to comfort him, she kissed him.
He kissed her in return and now their kiss changed, becoming deeper, more urgent.
Suddenly, still in her arms, he became very still. “I would not wish you to think I do this for diversion.”
“Why should we not turn to each other?” she asked gently, wanting to show him that she understood his tangled feelings of loss and pity, lust and comfort, even anger and shame. Had she not felt the same over Gregory?
“With such a little, with just a little more thought, I could have made her happy,” he whispered against her throat.
“You did make her happy, Ranulf. Truly.” She traced the dark line of his jaw with a finger, marveling at the golden stubble there. “I should know—I did not appreciate what joining with a man could be, before you.” She kissed a scar on his ear. “Olwen was happy.”
He nodded, then raised his eyes to her face. “But I would not wish you to think I feel less for you.”
“I know that, too.” She scooped a sheet over them both and rocked him against her, ignoring the slow-building ache in her breasts and hips. If Ranulf wished only to sleep in her arms, then so be it.
“Edith?” He rolled out of her arms onto his belly. “May I—that is, may we—”
Suddenly she understood why he was on his stomach, hiding away from her. She smiled, allowing the sheet to fall away from her breasts.
“Make me happy, Rannie,” she whispered.
 
 
He had done so, too, she reflected, wriggling contentedly in his arms as he slept. He had explored her and coaxed her to explore him. He had pampered her. He had eased into her, always taking his weight on his arms, hanging over her like a golden harvest moon.
Only when she was more than ready, opening her legs ever wider, lifting her hips to him, kissing his chest and mouth, did he move in her more urgently. Soon, with her squeaked encouragement, he was powering into her, his hard flesh cracking against hers like thunder. On and on the pleasure piled and grew in her, and when it was released, she screamed with the blinding force of it.
Ranulf matched her passion, chanting her name as he hammered into her. It was her name he roared at his finish and her name he muttered, half snoring, as he coiled his long limbs about her and slept.
Delight kept her wakeful and although she had dozed, now she was refreshed and ready for more. For a while she was content to kiss her amazing lover, smiling at his grunts of acknowledgment. Then he turned and she cast herself onto her back to watch the stars.
Considering all he had told her, she wondered if she should tell him her own suspicions concerning why his many messages and tokens had not reached Olwen, nor Olwen's letters reached him.
Perhaps it is better that he never knows. It is all too late now
.
 
 
The spy who lingered about the black knight's camp knew by now that Sir Ranulf of Fredenwyke had not returned to his tent this night. The spy snorted, stifling a laugh as he sped away.
He did not know where the knight was, but he guessed it would be somewhere with the princess.
“Oh, oh, my Lord Giles, you will not be pleased.”
He often talked to himself—few others would listen, except when he was bringing a report.
Slipping past cart after cart and tent after tent, kicking away the wandering dogs and rats, he could hardly contain his excitement. His master would pay very well for this night's work!
The spy knew Giles in a way few did. He had worked for the knight for years, since they were youths together, going wenching in the town and country taverns. He did those necessary but messy tasks that his supposed “betters,” with their fancy manners and codes of honor, refused to do themselves.
And now he was doing it again.
Approaching Sir Giles's massive camp, the spy chortled. It was because of his work that the black knight had lost that silver-pale wife of his. His master had coveted her—Sir Giles always coveted what his fellow knights had; it was an itch in the man that would never be satisfied. Following instructions, he had ensured vital letters and tokens were mislaid, an easy task in France, accomplished by bribing the messengers or drinking the lads under the table. Of course, when they had all returned to England, matters had not gone Sir Giles's way and he had turned against the haughty filly, which in turn had made other actions needed.
Now he had news that would drive the knight mad.
“And you will vow to have the princess, as you vowed to have the wife, by whatever means. But I think the Lady of Lilies will refuse you, as the Lady of Fredenwyke did before her, and then where will you be, my lord?”
Chapter 25
Ranulf stirred early, before dawn, clear in his own mind and heart as to what he wanted. Yes, his lady, his prize, was not rich in lands, nor the truth, but she had courage and kindness and resourcefulness. She would help him in his northern scrap of land. His people would love her. He could not wait to show her off, have others exclaim at her amazing beauty.
He was disappointed at her lack of faith, her resolute defense of the solely practical, but perhaps that would change. Her attitude was, after all, no more than what his own father had mumbled at times, after a particularly long sermon in church, and these days of pestilence were enough to test anyone's beliefs.
As for her lies . . .
All women lie
, he thought comfortably.
They are not trained to be as honorable as men.
It was for him to instruct and chastise her, if her lies became too great.
Ah, Ranulf, so it begins
, warned Olwen in his memories.
You seek to control too much. She is no warhorse, to be ordered by your will. Do not make the same mistakes with her as you did with me.
He scowled and rolled over to face Edith. She looked younger in sleep, more vulnerable. He ached to save her pain or hurt.
“She will be safe with me. Her and her people,” he said aloud. He knew it was for the best. He was growing old for the tourney, anyway. These days he ached all over in the morning, before he got moving. And in truth he was not as fast in fighting as he had once been. His skill and experience covered that, but he knew.
He had not told Edith everything that had befallen him in France. He had grown sick of the stink of war and the screams of women and children. There was little honor in torching peasant hovels and stealing their winter food, even if they were French.
He watched her breathing. Her cheek was as soft as a spider's web and as delicate. Her lashes fluttered as she dreamed.
He fell into a daydream of his own: He and Edith at home, harvesting together, making hay. She would admire him afresh, and this time he would make sure she had the chance to adore him in a loving way. When she touched him it was the very bliss of heaven or a devilish pleasure; he was not sure which, and he did not care.
Did she know how to brew ale for the harvesters? He would need to find out, but there was plenty of time, another whole year round.
Thank God I am the younger son. My parents would protest greatly, otherwise, and speak of alliances and dowries. They have done all that with my brother and sister and with me, with Olwen. Now I may do as I please.
She had been married to a smith. No princess would ever be married so low. Were she and her people peasants, fleeing a harsh master? Was that how she knew Giles?
The thought made him uneasy. Not because of her lies—only a naive idiot would tell the truth in such circumstances—but because of his own lack of curiosity. When had he ever considered how Giles treated those beneath him? He had seen Giles harrying his servants and had sometimes intervened, but he had never really thought about those others, the ones who labored for Giles and his kind out of sight.
Such notions were gloomy things, and he was relieved to put them behind him as he saw Edith stir.
“Good morning, Princess.” She matched her name, and it pleased him to tease her with the title. “You slept well?”
“Splendidly, my lord.” She sat up, raised both arms above her head, and stretched.
Ah, so today he was going to have the bold Edith. Excellent.
“Today, my prize, we shall go hunting, to add to the bounty of Lady Blanche's table.”
She was actually shaking her head. “I dare not go, my lord. If Maria should go into labor and I am not there, who will tend her? And the children, our new little ones, they may be frightened—”
“And Maria has been about to give birth and not doing so for the last month, I wager. Why should this day be any different?”
She blushed, crossing her arms over her full breasts. “Please, Ranulf,” she said in a low voice, stumbling a little on his name, “all babes must come sometime. Maria is overdue, by my counting.”
You are very good at feigning meekness
, he almost said, but that stumble and her anxious face and her use of his name made him reconsider.
“I will send Edmund on the hunt. The change will delight him.”
“Thank you.”
She could not keep the smirk off her cheeks—was this another reason she wore a veil, because her expressions were so transparent? It would be the work of moments to hook his arms about her middle and catch her close, but instead, mindful of her anxiety for the ever-pregnant Maria, he hid his arousal and watched her dress.
He was still uncomfortably aware of his own desire, but it was oddly satisfying to see how she arranged her hair and donned her exotic costume. The skirt first, with her paying great attention to its pleats, arranging them all in neat lines, and then to the halter top, which she laced snugly over her breasts. Her head-veil was next, and last another face-veil, this one in plain white, brought out from a secret pocket or other and which she pinned and secured with many pins.
She shook her head so that her plait was straight and glanced at her bare hands.
“If you are missing your gloves, tuck your hands into your veil. You will find some gloves of mine.”
She nodded, suddenly and adorably shy. “Thank you. You are so good to me. Until I met Sir Tancred and you, I did not know knights could be kind, simply for kindness's sake.”
He knew now what she looked like behind the gossamer wall of silk, and, hearing the shy tenderness in her answer and seeing the hero worship in her great eyes, he was tempted to take her back to bed. But that would undo his simple kindness, so he turned regretfully away to gather up the crocks and bedding.
 
 
“Do you miss Tancred?” he asked as they walked through the stirring camp.
“Every day. He had a way of always seeing the best in others, in always finding things I liked.”
Careful, Ranulf
, warned Olwen in his memory, as jealousy threatened to strangle his breath,
this is a dead old man
.
Do not dare to ask her if she slept with him. You know, at heart, that she did not.
“What do you like best, my lord? I would know.”
It was as if the sun rose anew with Edith's question. Now he could hear the singing birds and see that the day was bright.
He sucked in a great gulp of air to answer, but their quiet conversations of the early morning were stopped by the wild pealing of bells. No, not a peal, he realized, but a single low toll, on and on, like a drumbeat: a death knell.
He turned to the church, but Edith was still resolutely walking uphill, to her own camp. He strode after her and caught her hand.
“Do you not wish to know who has died?” Emerging from the morning mists he could see people all going the other way, to church. He thought it callous and disrespectful not to join them. “It may be Lady Blanche herself.”
Edith tried to wrest her hand from his. “I must go to my people.”
“But look! Everyone is going to the church.”
“Then I shall not be missed. Maria needs me.” She tilted her face to him, her forehead a blaze of color, her eyes snapping. “I can do nothing for the other.”
“And if it was me on the bier?”
She flinched at his question, stopping so suddenly on the track that he almost rammed into her. Ignoring them, a growing stream of people—squires, dagger-girls, peasants, maids, and heralds—all jostled past.
“Do not say such things, Ranulf, even in jest,” she whispered.
“I meant no jest, lady.” He was appalled that she did not seem to understand the disrespect in her conduct; for the first time since he had known her, he was truly shocked.
“And if it is the pestilence?” she asked, in an even lower voice.
“Still we should go. They would not toll the bell for a nobody.”
“We are all children of God, eh?” She turned his words against him, but she also watched the figures now speeding by, some repeatedly making the sign of the cross. “We could ask.”
“Hey!” Ranulf called to a passing peddler, such men always knew the news. “Who do they toll the bell for here?”
“Have you been napping, knight?” came back the rude reply. The peddler felt himself safe from cuffs amidst this shoving mass. “A great preacher has come! He knows the cure for the great pest!”
The color seeped from Edith's forehead like a draining sponge. “Maria, oh no—” Catching up her skirts, she yanked her hand from his, twisted about, and sped off, rushing now toward the church.
He slammed through the surging crowd and seized her wrist.
“Make haste!” she cried. “Maria believes everything—any pardoner, any relic seller, any preacher. She will be working her way to the front of the nave, even now!”
“Teodwin will stop her.”
“No one stops Maria, once her mind is set.”
I would
, Ranulf thought grimly.
This whole household needs more discipline. I must see to it.
He strode ahead of Edith, leading her instead of her him. She would notice little in this press of stale bodies and yapping dogs but his height gave him full view of the small church and the encircling mob. How many had already gathered? They looked to be five deep and growing. He had not realized so many were still living in the world.
A minstrel held his bagpipes aloft to save them from the crush and a child stumbled, falling with a shriek into the mass. Ranulf dived down, battering away legs, and scooped the child back up, handing the little girl to her distraught mother. Edith also stumbled but slammed an arm against a peddler's bulky pack and righted herself.
“Bitch!”
The spitting, red-cheeked peddler swung a fist at her. Ranulf blocked the fist and hit back. The peddler toppled sideways and disappeared into the mob, his cursing fading under the tramp of feet.
“You are unharmed?” Ranulf asked, threading an arm around her middle. Her veil was half ripped from her face, but otherwise she seemed unhurt.
She nodded, her dark brows drawn close together as she concentrated on darting and stepping through the gathered multitude.
“I did not know there were so many,” she muttered.
“Nor I.”
Their eyes met and she smiled and he felt reunited with her again, he and Edith against the world.
“How can I reach her?” his bedraggled princess asked aloud, standing on tiptoe to see over bobbing heads. “Can you see anything?”
“There!”
Ranulf swung her round with him and set off, plowing through the ranks of people, ignoring spits and curses. In the distance, by the church door, he could see a figure standing with outstretched arms, as if to welcome the sweating crush gathered about him. Off to his right, huddled in the third rank, was a small, coiled woman, almost as wide as she was tall, her pretty, tanned face glowing with anticipation. Beside Maria, Teodwin was conspicuous in his purple in this mob of faded scarlet and undyed woolen cloaks, and looking as nervous as a restive horse.
Ranulf nudged Edith's shoulder. “A most unwilling convert.”
“I hope she does not start here,” answered Edith, clearly not listening.
Ranulf understood her concern and the problem, especially as they shuffled into place by Teodwin, who acknowledged them with a strangled, “My lord, my sweet lady,” and Maria, who blissfully ignored them. Her pale forget-me-not blue eyes were fixed upon the holy man.
He was somewhere between being small and of middle height, somewhere between being sturdy and fat, somewhere between being comic and compelling. Snub-nosed and pox-marked, dressed in a plain monk's habit, he carried a staff in one hand and a cross in the other. He flung his arms out as he spoke, and his cross and staff shook with the force of his emotion.
It took Ranulf a moment to understand the fellow's speech—his accent, somewhere between London and East Ham, was strange—but as he did, he began to look about the crowd again for men or women with knives. Edith was scowling behind her veil—he could tell that from the way her eyes were pinched and narrowed.
He knew she was agitated, too, because she had forgotten that her hands were not gloved. She had not tucked them out of sight into her veil or skirts but held them rigidly by her sides, clenched into fists.
“I like him not, too,” he hissed by her ear. “Hark how he shrills!”
“Quiet!” snapped a woman beside Teodwin, while Maria nodded each time the preacher's shouts rose into a shriek.
And what things he was shrieking!
“It is because of the Jews and the Infidel that we suffer! It is because of their sins that we die! They commit acts of gross evil, and God sees and punishes them and he strikes us, for we do nothing against them!

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