To Tame A Countess (Properly Spanked Book 2) (5 page)

Rather like the location of the main road.

After another half hour or so, she stopped at a convergence of paths and looked around. She did not want to face the fact that she might be lost. If one was on a path, how could one be lost? But she was almost certainly lost. The path had curved back and forth so regularly, she couldn’t tell if she’d been going in a straight line. Should she take a different path? That path might curve even more, and take her farther off course. She couldn’t see Chapley’s church spire from her location, or the house, or anything but thick woods and dense treetops.

After taking thorough stock of her situation, she slumped in defeat. What folly this had been. She had to find her way back to the house before she was discovered, or the Baxters would never trust her again. She must find some other way to contact her solicitor in London. She must communicate her dire circumstances, that a betrothal was imminent. Or perhaps she would try to speak to Lord Baxter again, and weep this time, and make such a scene that he would relent on this marriage nonsense. Yes, she would sob until the rafters shook. Men in England seemed to respond to that sort of thing more than reasonable letters. But which way was back? She had turned about so much in her confusion, she couldn’t remember from whence she’d come. “Oh my mercy,” she whispered. “What a coil.”

She was lost in Lord Baxter’s woods without the slightest sense of her direction. For all she knew, she wasn’t even in Lord Baxter’s woods anymore. She could be in
any
woods, with
any
sort of forest creatures making those intermittent rustling sounds. She began to walk again, only to have something to do besides utterly panicking. As the sky lightened, as morning dawned bright, the forest seemed to wake in a disquieting way. Now and again she heard crackling leaves or snapping twigs, and her heart stopped in terror. What else was roaming around in these woods? Deer? Boar? If she screamed, would anyone hear her?

“Oh, help me,” she said out loud. “Help me, help me, what shall I do?” Behind her, she could hear a louder rustling, such as a larger creature might make. She was too afraid to turn around and face the threat. Instead, she ran in the other direction with all her speed and strength, like she did in her tiger dreams. The sound came closer and louder behind her, no matter how fast she ran. She imagined the scrape of claws, and hot teeth sinking into her throat. She cried in a frantic, choking way, without tears, without breath, and still ran until the pursuing creature caught her.

Its arms came around her, holding her, trapping her. “No,” she cried, squeezing her eyes shut. “No!
No!
”

“There now,” came a low, soothing voice. “Dear lady, calm yourself.”

Josephine opened one eye, saw a plain collar and a muscular neck, and a tan leather coat and waistcoat. She blinked up into blue eyes wide with concern. “Lady Maitland?” Lord Warren muttered a soft oath. “What on earth are you doing out here?”

She pushed away from him, wiping at her tears, trying to compose herself. “Oh, thank goodness. I thought you were…”

She felt too foolish to say it.

“A wild beast?” He grinned. “I am merely a household beast who couldn’t sleep and went out for a walk.” He looked her over, head to toe. She must look a fright after her wild dash down the path. His gaze fell upon the satchel she clutched at her side. “Are you running away, then? Good God, woman. You’re as daft as they say.”

“I am not running away,” she said, working to catch her breath. “And I am
not
daft.”

“Like hell you’re not. You gave me a start, I’ll tell you.” He put a hand against his chest. “A chap goes into the woods to find a spot of peace and—”

“Won’t you help me?” she interrupted him. “I seem to have lost my way back to the house.”

“Of course I’ll help you, but you’re a fair distance from the manor. Where were you headed at this hour?”

She looked down at her satchel and felt horribly silly at the plan she’d hatched. “I was not headed…anywhere.”

“You were headed somewhere. Young ladies don’t wander into forests unless they’ve somewhere pressing to go.” He stared at her stubbornly, his arms crossed over his chest.

“Very well,” she said, lifting her chin. “I was headed to Chapley, to take care of some business, but I’ve changed my mind now and decided to go another day.”

He took her bag and looked inside. “Some bread and water, a handful of shillings, and”—he dug deeper—“a pair of velvet slippers. An experienced traveler, I see.”

“I’ve traveled more than you have,” she said in answer to his mocking gaze. “I can certainly walk into Chapley if I wish.”

“No, you can’t, because proper English women don’t do such things. What did you want to do in Chapley?”

“That’s none of your business.”

“Humor me then. I would like to know.”

He seemed partly irritated and partly kind. In fact, he seemed in a very odd mood, so Josephine answered him against her better judgment. “I wished to speak to a solicitor about my inheritance, because I’d like to buy a house. But I suppose I must write a letter about it instead.”

“A letter is probably easier than running away.”

“I wasn’t running away,” she protested for the second time.

“If you weren’t running away, why didn’t you go to Chapley with Lord or Lady Baxter in the comfort of a carriage, rather than blundering through the woods? And you have a house, you know. It’s in Oxfordshire. It’s called Maitland Glen.”

“I don’t want that house.” She crumpled her skirts up in her palms. “I want a cottage, just big enough for me. I want it to be in some quiet town, with a garden and a…a little fence.”

He stared at her as though she was quite ridiculous. She couldn’t bear it.

“You said you wanted to know,” she snapped, taking back her bag. “And so I told you.”

“If it’s just big enough for you, where will your husband live?”

“I don’t want a husband.” She emphasized this fact most clearly, since he was one of the gentlemen angling after her hand. “I don’t need a husband, in fact. I have my own money, more than a few shillings. I just don’t know how to get my hands on it yet.”

“What of the crown’s interest in you? What of the barony you inherited from your father? It’s not just a title.”

“I don’t want to swan about in society and be some grand baroness. Haven’t you been listening?” One of his brows rose. She supposed she was being very shrill. “I only want to buy a cottage somewhere, you see, and live alone. It’s all I want in the world, and no one seems willing to help me do it.”

“Because you can’t,” he said with air of exasperation. “Perhaps, being raised outside of civilized society, you don’t understand why you must marry. You are very rich, with property and tenants which your title obliges you to manage.”

“And that requires marriage…because…?”

“It requires marriage because you’re young and unprotected, and slightly daft, if you want to know the truth.”

“I am not daft,” she cried. “I wish you would stop saying that.”

He held up a hand as if to calm her, or concede the point. “Daft or no, the king wants you to take a husband to manage your barony. Preferably a man of greater consequence, so his title will take precedence over yours.”

“I’ll lose my title if I marry?” she asked, shocked.

“No, you’ll still have it, but your husband will have the power. Like most men, the king prefers not to have a woman in charge.”

“What if my husband tries to sell off my barony, or mismanages it awfully?” The idea seemed dreadful, even though she’d been thinking about selling it off herself just a few moments ago.

“You see, that’s why you mustn’t marry Stafford, or any other fortune hunters. It would be best for your title and property to go to your children one day, along with your money. No matter your husband’s circumstances, you must manage your holdings with care.”

“But how?” she asked, throwing up her hands. “How can I do that when my husband will have all the control? Why can’t I just go wherever these Maitland holdings are, and live on my own?”

“Because men can’t stand that sort of thing. You can’t be setting up on your land, acting independent and capable. The king cannot sleep at night until you’ve been properly yoked to a more powerful man.”

The corners of his mouth turned up as he mouthed this loathsome drivel. He was joking and yet not joking. “I begin to understand why my parents hated England,” she said.

“It will not be so bad, as long as you don’t marry someone like Stafford. You must try a bit harder to attract a worthy gentleman. You must practice your manners, and wear pretty gowns in cheerful colors, and refrain from hiding behind house plants.” He moved toward her. “Lady Maitland, I wish you would not cry.”

“I’m not.”

But she was afraid she might cry, if he kept painting such a bleak picture. She had cried so very long, and for what? Nothing. She’d felt powerless her entire childhood, powerless as a young woman, and powerless now as an orphaned baroness. Nothing ever changed. It infuriated her. If what he said was true, there was no use going to Chapley anyway. She’d
have
to marry someone, and Lord Warren no longer seemed to want her. That left Lord Stafford, whose smiles never touched his eyes.

No, she couldn’t bear it. There had to be some other way.

“Perhaps I am as daft as you say.” She gripped her bag to her chest and backed away from him. “I have been very foolish this morning, at any rate. I would be grateful if you’d point me toward the house.”

“I will. But first you ought to have something to drink, and more to eat than that bit of bread you’ve brought.” He went to fetch his own satchel, which he’d dropped back on the ground.

“I would rather not,” she said. “I would prefer to go back before I’m discovered.”

“Hm. Lord Baxter will be angry, won’t he? But it’s some distance to the house, and I noticed your own water is nearly gone.”

He had that look, the steady, obstinate look she remembered from the ballroom. The look that said he had made a decision and must have his way. In fact, since she had glared at him and refused to cry, his manner had changed entirely, from patient irritation to…something else.

It worried her, that she could not identify his mood. He was congenial, only in a very watchful way. He took off his coat and spread it on the ground, then opened his bag and produced biscuits and apples, and fresh red currants, and a skin of water. The food proved too tempting to her empty stomach, and before long she was seated on his coat, biting into a piece of fruit. Josephine found she was powerfully thirsty. Lord Warren urged her to eat and drink all she wanted, even when she took some of his share.

They didn’t speak any more about the cottage, or her flight to Chapley, or the fact that she must wed. He asked what she liked to eat, and what sort of foods she had eaten when she lived in India and Africa. She didn’t normally like to talk about such things, but he didn’t seem disposed to mock. He seemed genuinely interested, so she told him more of her travels, safe memories and observations, until it began to seem too real again and she left off. He began to tell stories of his travels then, and the grand tour he’d taken as a younger man. He and his friends had gone to all the oldest and most cultured cities in Europe, places Josephine would have loved to go. But no, her parents had to choose Bombay, and Marrakesh, and all the little, dirty villages she couldn’t remember.

“Well,” Lord Warren said, pulling her from her thoughts. “I suppose I had better take you back. And I’m afraid I can’t keep this caper of yours a secret. I count Lord Baxter a friend, and I think he’d like to know. I mean, I would want to know if Minette ever wandered alone into the woods, so she could be properly persuaded not to try it again.”

Josephine was horrified. “You don’t really mean to tell Lord Baxter about my foolishness? Please, you can’t.”

He shrugged. “He would have figured it out anyway, yes? When the solicitor in Chapley dragged you home by the ear. This isn’t India, my dear. Unmarried ladies can’t run about the country setting themselves up in cottages.”

He was mocking her again, and she didn’t like it. “You find my situation comical? I assure you, it isn’t funny to me.”

“Not comical, no. Rather serious, actually. You know better now, but there must be consequences for this sort of subterfuge. Baxter must know what you’ve been up to.” He looked up at her from beneath his lids. “It’s a shame, I agree. I wish I didn’t have to tell him. I doubt he’ll ever trust you again.”

Those words hurt worse than anything he had said before. Kind, protective Lord Baxter, who had treated her as a true member of his family. He would see this as an awful breach of trust. As an act of
subterfuge
, as Lord Warren said. What an ugly word. She had to reason with Lord Warren, bargain if she must. “He cannot know. He will be so disappointed. And I—I can’t bear to lose his regard. He and Lady Baxter are the only people on earth who have a care for me.”

Lord Warren picked somberly at a bit of grass. “It’s because they care for you that they must know.”

“But I’ll never do such a thing again. As you said, I know better now.”

“My sister says the same sorts of things when she’s done something wrong. She’s still punished, as Baxter will have to punish you.”

“Oh, please, I can’t bear for him to be angry with me. I beg you not to tell him. I would rather you leave me here in the forest to wander around until I die.”

He arched a blond brow. “Minette does that too. Says outrageous and melodramatic things. All the same, he must know what you’ve been up to.”

Josephine put her face in her hands. For a while, Lord Warren had seemed like a friend, but now he’d turned on her in this heartless way. “Please,” she begged, not even able to look at him. “I can’t bear for him to know.”

She heard him shift, and let out a sigh. “All right, Lady Maitland. I won’t tell your guardian what you’ve done, on one condition.”

“What condition? Anything.”

“You must allow me to punish you instead. There is no other way I could live with myself. If you won’t let me tell Baxter, I must take my own steps to discourage you from doing this again.”