To Love a Cop (7 page)

“Does Jake lengthen?”

“You mean, is it Italian? No. His full name is Jacob. Matt’s parents were not happy. He was Matteo, you know. They blamed me, but it was all him. I’d have been fine with Rico or Roberto or something like that, but he refused. He kept saying, ‘Mama doesn’t want to admit it, but we’re American now.’”

“Huh.”

“What’s that mean?”

“I take it that Mama Vennetti did not approve of her son marrying a woman who isn’t Italian?”

“Mama did not, and she never tried to like me.” At first Laura had been hurt, then mad. She’d become a damn fine Italian cook, she’d consented to raise their children in the Catholic Church even though she herself didn’t take the sacraments, but she wasn’t good enough and never would be. She wasn’t a woman who would hover in the background, as Renata had done today. The irony was that Mama was a domineering woman who wouldn’t hang back while her husband made decisions, either. Truthfully, what Mama didn’t want was another woman in the family who would challenge
her
.

Ethan studied her thoughtfully. “So the setup was already in place after the shooting.”

“For Mama to reject me? Absolutely. Matt...” She had to swallow and it was a struggle to go on. “That, I never would have expected—”

She wondered if being cut off by his family had devastated her husband more than her fury and inability to forgive him. Sometimes she almost hoped so, as if that would reduce the weight of her own sins.

“Hey.” Given how hard Ethan Winter’s face could be with its stark angles and planes, he had a way of looking remarkably gentle. Even...tender. “I didn’t mean to depress you even more.”

“What’s happening with Jake tears off scabs,” she said honestly. “How can it not?”

He didn’t say anything, his eyes intent on her.

“I think you’re right,” she said in a rush. “About the gun safety class. Can you suggest someplace I can sign him up?”

She felt his subtle relaxation. “Yeah. In fact, I sometimes teach a session. Let me see what’s coming up and call you, all right?”

Laura nodded. “And...thank you. For everything you said in there.”

He smiled. “You’re welcome.”

His smiles made her feel and think things that weren’t realistic. She looked away. “What can you do about the vandals? It is scary. I work for Lehman Fine Furnishings. The family that owns it is Jewish.”

“What do you do there?” he asked.

“I manage the store. Uri Lehman started the store and hired me. He had a stroke two years ago. Neither of his kids was interested enough in the business to want to run it. So I got promoted.”

“My ex-wife dragged me in there one time. Steep prices.”

“Top quality,” Laura countered.

His grin was devastating, his eyes warm. “I’ll take your word for it. A cop’s salary does not run to an eight-thousand-dollar sofa.”

She laughed. “You didn’t see any eight-thousand-dollar sofas in my house, either. Even with an employee discount, it’s not happening.”

They smiled at each other for a moment that stretched, before he sobered.

“I’m heading out to keep canvasing neighbors. I might catch people home we haven’t been able to talk to yet.”

“Wouldn’t they have come forward if they saw anything?”

“People don’t always. Maybe they think what they saw wasn’t significant. Or they don’t read the newspaper or watch the local news and aren’t aware the vandalism at the Finkels’ wasn’t an isolated incident. So we keep trying.” His lips twisted. “Alternative is to wait until these punks strike again. The mayor doesn’t like the idea of telling callers that the police don’t have any leads to pursue and are having to wait until another attack occurs.”

“Which is really what you’re doing.”

“Afraid so.” His grunt might have been intended to be a laugh. “On that note...”

“Yes.” She stepped back, unsure how she’d come to be standing so close to him. “Good luck.”

Something moved in his eyes, but then he said only, “I’ll call,” and went around to get in behind the wheel.

Laura stood where she was and watched him drive away.

* * *

E
VEN THOUGH HE
had things he ought to be doing instead, once Ethan was parked in front of the Finkels’ house again, he made a call to a gun range that offered youth hunter safety classes.

He waited on hold for barely a minute for Ken Rice, the owner. When Ethan explained, Ken said, “We have one scheduled for Saturday, but it’s booked. So are the next three. We have a waiting list, Ethan.”

“If you have range time for an add-on class but no instructor, I’ll volunteer as long as I can get this kid in.”

There was a moment of silence. “And here I saw you at the press conference. You’re not tied up?”

He gave a short laugh. “I’m always tied up. But this kid...” He hesitated, but he trusted Ken. “His dad left a gun out and he shot and killed another kid when he was only five years old. He’s eleven now, and getting too interested in guns.”

“A lit fuse.”

“Maybe.”

“Okay, let me see what I can do. I’ll call you back.”

He did, half an hour later. The classes at this range were usually eight hours and scheduled to take place in two sessions, but the only way he could see to get it in was to break it up into four parts. “We can do four consecutive Tuesday evenings, or maybe Sunday afternoons.”

“Let’s go for the evenings, if you think you’ll get enough sign-ups.”

“Oh, there’s no doubt of that,” Ken said drily.

“Okay.” He hesitated. “First on the list is Jake Vennetti.”

“The cop’s son.”

“Yeah. You remember?”

“Hard to forget.”

“Thanks, Ken. I appreciate this.”

“I appreciate you volunteering. I can’t think of anyone I’d rather have teaching here.” He chuckled. “Even if you don’t hunt.”

Ethan decided he could wait to talk to Laura, and got out to start door-belling.

Nobody had seen a damn thing. Or they weren’t home today, just like they hadn’t been home the past three times he rang their doorbell.

Not until he took a break for lunch did he call her.

She was breathing hard when she answered.

“Did I catch you on the run?” he asked.

“No, I’m scraping paint from my back deck. It’s an awful job. I was going to just paint it, but it was lumpy with a bunch of previous coats, so... One of the joys of home ownership.”

“I live in an apartment.” He didn’t even know why he said that. He and Erin had bought a house but split up barely a year later and sold the place.

Laura huffed. “Right this minute, that’s sounding good.”

She made him smile more than he could remember in a while, a surprise considering how mad and/or upset she’d been during most of their interactions.

“The next youth hunter safety class with any openings starts Tuesday night. Two hours a session, four consecutive Tuesdays. I hope Jake doesn’t have a conflict.”

“No, but...hunter?”

“That’s what’s taught to kids his age. We get all the basics in.” He hesitated. “With your permission, I thought I’d spend a little time at the range with him myself, working with handguns.”

“You’re not teaching the class?” She sounded worried.

“I am.” No way he was admitting he’d set the whole thing up for Jake’s sake.

She expelled an “Oh!” that sounded relieved. “What time on Tuesday and where?”

He told her, and she promised to call to officially sign Jake up and pay the minimal fee.

“Can I offer you dinner Tuesday before the class?”

He wasn’t fooled by how elaborately casual she sounded. Some anxiety vibrated in her voice. He couldn’t help wondering. Did she want reassurance about Jake, about letting him handle guns? Or...was she asking because
she
wanted to see him, and feared it had never crossed his mind to make their relationship personal?

Man, he hoped the answer was number two.

“I’d appreciate that,” he said. “That way Jake can go with me, unless you want to come along and watch.”

The tiny pool of silence didn’t surprise him.

“He’d probably rather I didn’t come.”

“He’s a boy,” Ethan said gently.

“I didn’t even have a brother. Raising a boy is...challenging.”

“If it’s any consolation, my mother says my sister gave her more heartburn than I did.”

“That’s not what you said earlier.” Her voice was teasing.

“Oh, I was a pain in the ass, but Carla was a mass of screaming hormones for at least two years. Even I was scared of her.”

Laura was giggling when they signed off, Ethan smiling in satisfaction.

* * *

“
N
UMBER ONE IS
the golden rule of gun safety. Anyone already know this?”

A girl who looked to be fourteen or fifteen raised her hand. “Never point your gun at anything you don’t want to shoot.”

Ethan nodded. “That’s one way to put it. When you’re handling a gun of any kind, point it in a safe direction. Not at a person, not at your dog, not at your mom’s favorite lamp.” He looked from one face to the next. “Safest place is at the ground, but not too close to your feet.” Holding the unloaded .22 rifle, he demonstrated.

The kids were rapt, even though safety rules were pretty basic. Never touch the trigger until you’re ready to shoot. Keep the gun unloaded until you’re ready to use it. Check to see if the gun is loaded every time you pick it up. Don’t rely on a gun’s safety catch. Never try to take a gun away from someone by grabbing the barrel.

Never fool around with a gun. No Cowboys and Indians, Cops and Robbers games.

Ethan didn’t look directly at Jake when he said that one, but with his peripheral vision he saw him duck his head.

Ethan talked about some other dangers and rules, emphasizing that anyone handling a gun had to be aware not only of their target, but of what was surrounding that target and behind it.

“You might be accurate on the range, but shooting a deer on the run or a duck taking off from a pond is another story. You’re tracking the movement, getting excited. What if there’s another hunter on the other side of the pond? What if you’re shooting tin cans off the fence at your uncle’s farm and you didn’t notice a horse wandering in the pasture behind that fence?”

He had them do some role-playing, let them handle several rifles he’d borrowed from Ken for the purpose, after elaborately checking to be sure they were unloaded even though he had, of course, done so before starting the class.

This first class, they talked about gun care, too. About trigger locks and gun safes. He paired them up and had each pair clean a .22 rifle, in part to help them understand what each part did, but also because a clean gun was a safer gun.

They all worked earnestly, although he could tell that, for about half the kids, he wasn’t saying anything they didn’t know and that they were already pretty comfortable handling the .22s. He appreciated their parents putting them through a class anyway.

He promised to give them a little time the next week on the range, and told them he was trying to book an extra hour at an outdoor range that would give them a different experience.

When the two hours were up, he spent another twenty minutes talking to parents. While he waited, Jake stared into the glass-fronted cabinets at handguns for sale.

Ken had hung around tonight, and he talked easily to Jake while Ethan was busy.

“See you next week,” he said when they left, as if he hadn’t noticed anything amiss about Jake’s interest.

On the drive home, Jake grumbled about not having been able to shoot tonight, but he also asked some eager questions and talked about the other kids in the class.

“I didn’t think there’d be girls. And one of them, Amber, says she already knows all this stuff. Her dad takes her target shooting all the time, and she says her mom hunts, too.”

“There are quite a few women who compete all the way up to an international level in target shooting, too.”

“Girls don’t usually talk about guns.”

Ethan laughed. “Better not say
girls
in quite that tone around your mom. And if you lived in a more rural part of the state, I think you’d find more girls interested. For men and women, hunting is a less common interest among an urban population.”

“How come you don’t hunt?”

“I take carrying a gun too seriously to want to do it for fun. Plus, I like animals. I don’t want to shoot one.”

“But you eat meat.”

Ethan grimaced. “You’ve got me there. I’m probably a hypocrite. But the truth is I don’t need to take a deer every year to keep meat in my freezer the way some folks do. If I’d grown up hunting, it might be different. As it is, I like to hike, I’ve done some mountain climbing, I love windsurfing, I play basketball, I run for exercise and do some weight lifting.” He glanced at Jake. “Do you play any sports?”

“I did Little League until this year. And I play basketball. Mom said I might be able to do some sport camps this summer. Did you play college ball?”

“I did. Portland State. If it’s okay with your mother, maybe this weekend we could find a hoop and play some one-on-one.” Maybe Laura would want to play, too, or come watch. Offer to feed him lunch, he thought hopefully.

“I couldn’t defend against
you
,” the boy said indignantly. “You’re really tall.”

Ethan laughed. “No, but we can play Horse, practice our free throws and layups. Just have fun.”

“Yeah! That would be cool.”

“Good.” He pulled up in front of Jake’s house. “I’ll call. And see you next week, if not before. Ask your mom about this weekend, but be warned that sometimes I end up having to work.”

“You don’t want to come in?” Jake sounded disappointed.

“I’d better not,” Ethan said, even though there was nothing he’d have liked better. But...she’d had him to dinner. She’d blushed a couple of times. Once, their fingers had brushed when she passed him a dish, and she’d stopped talking midsentence and gone very still, a hint of yearning in her eyes.

Or so he’d convinced himself.

No, he wasn’t going to push it.

And...he’d better think long and hard before he spent any more time with Laura Vennetti anyway. He had a hard time picturing her having casual affairs. Anything else—they had some major strikes against them. It really might be smarter not to start anything.