Tithe (13 page)

Kaye had to get closer. She couldn’t see. Then she noticed there was a small indentation in the wall where she could hide herself, close enough to observe what was going to happen. She would watch and she would find a way to make him sorry for what he had done.

Rath Roiben Rye walked through the crowd, past a table where a sprite was squirming in an ogre’s embrace, perhaps with pleasure, perhaps in dread. His old self would have stopped, surely. His silver blade was at his hip, but his Lady awaited him and he had learned to be a good little slave and so he passed on.

Lady Nicnevin, Queen of the Unseelie Court, stood with her courtiers gathered around her. Claret hair blew around a white face inset with sapphire eyes, and he found himself halted once again by her cold beauty. Four goblins frolicked at her side. One tugged at her skirts like a toddler. Rath Roiben Rye dropped to his knees and bent his head so that his pewter hair puddled on the ground. He kissed the earth in front of her.

He didn’t want to be here tonight. His chest still ached, and he wanted nothing more than to lie down and close his eyes. But when he did close his eyes, all he saw was the human girl’s face, full of shock and horror as he threw her down on the dirty floor of a diner.

“You may rise,” the Lady said. “Approach me. I have a task to set you to.”

“I am yours,” Rath Roiben Rye said, brushing the soil from his lips.

She smiled a little smile. “Are you? And do you serve me as well as you served my sister?”

He hesitated before answering. “Better, perhaps, for you try me harder.”

The smile curled off her mouth. “You would jibe with me?”

“Your pardon, Lady. I mean no scorn. It is seldom merry work you set me to.”

She laughed at that, silvery cold laughter that rose up out of her throat like crows going to wing. “You have no tongue for courtliness, knight. Yet I find you still please me. Why is that?”

“Sport, Lady?” he ventured.

Her eyes were hard and wet as blue beach glass, but her smile was beyond loveliness. “Certainly not wisdom. Rise. I understand that I have a mortal girl to thank for your presence here tonight.”

His face was grave as he stood; he made sure of that. It would not do to let his surprise show. “I was careless.”

“What a fine girl she must be. Do tell us about her.” A few of the Unseelie Gentry that attended her smiled openly, watching this game as eagerly as they would a duel.

He was careful, so careful to keep the flinch from his face. His voice had to be easy; his words could not seem to be carefully measured. “She said that she was known to solitary fey. She had the Sight. A clever girl, and a kind one.”

The Lady smiled at that. “Was it not the solitary fey that shot you, knight?”

He nodded and could not keep the ghost of a smile off his face. “I suppose they are not all so closely allied, my Lady.”

Oh, she didn’t like that. He could tell. “I have an idea, then,” his Lady said, raising one delicate finger to her smiling lips. “Get us this girl. The Tithe to the solitary fey will cement their loyalty. A young girl gifted with the second sight would be an excellent candidate.”

“No,” he said. It was a sharp bark, a command, and courtiers’ heads turned at the sound. He felt the bile rise in the back of his throat. Not clever, that. He was not being clever.

The Lady Nicnevin’s smile bent her lips in triumph. “I might point out that if they do know her it will be just the thing to remind them not to break my toys,” the Lady said. She did not mention his outburst.

There was a jibe in that meant for him, her toy, but he hardly heard it. He was already watching the girl die. Her lips were already cursing him with his true name.

“Let me find you another,” he heard himself say. Once his Lady might have found it amusing for him to struggle with that, finding an innocent to take the place of another innocent.

“I think not. Bring me the girl two days hence. Perhaps after I see her, I will reconsider. Nephamael has just come from my sister’s court with a message. Perhaps he could be persuaded to assist you in finding her.”

His gaze flickered to the other knight, who appeared to be speaking to a goat-footed poetess and ignoring their conversation. It made Roiben queasy just to look at the iron circlet burning on his brow. It was said that even when he removed it, the searing scar ran deep and black in his flesh. He wore a cloak lined with thorns. What little revenge there was to be had on the Seelie Court, Roiben had it in the form of Nephamael. He had noticed how often the Seelie Queen sent her new knight back down to the Unseelie Court on some easy task or another.

He bowed low enough for his knee and brow to touch the earth, but her attention was already elsewhere.

He walked through the crowd, passing the table where he had seen the ogre. Nothing
remained of the couple save three drops of cherry blood and the shimmery powder of the sprite’s wings.

His oaths cut him like fine wire.

Kaye watched Roiben sweep off the dais, fighting down the feelings that seemed to be clawing their way up her throat.
A clever girl and a kind one
. Those simple words had sped her heart in a way she didn’t like at all.

Did he know that his voice had softened when he’d spoken of her?

He is so unpredictable that even his Queen cannot trust him. He’s as likely to be kind as to kill you.

But the memory of his lips on her skin would not fade. Even if she rubbed the spot. Even if she scratched at it.

Kaye rose as another knight approached the Queen and bowed low to press his lips to the hem of her dress.

“Rise, Nephamael,” the Queen said. “I understand that you are here with a message for me.” His slim figure rose with the same graceful, measured formality that Roiben had. This knight was wearing a band of metal on his brow; the skin around it was darkened, as though burned. There was something about his yellow eyes that Kaye thought was familiar.

“This is the message my Lady would have you hear.” His smile emphasized his implication of disloyalty. “My Lady said that although
there has been a truce in the matter of war, she wonders at the matter of mortal influence. She has some favorites that cross your borders and seeks a means of giving them safe passage through your lands. I am told to await your reply. She did not seem to think I need hurry back. I must confess that it is good to be home in time for the Tithe.”

“Is that all she said?”

“Indeed, although one of the Queen’s courtiers begged me to ask after her brother. It seems that she hasn’t had any news from him since he joined your court. A sweet thing, that girl. Very long white hair—one could almost wind a leash of it if one was so inclined. She looks very like the knight you just spoke with.” Another mischievous smile. “She wanted to know why you never use him as a messenger.”

The Queen smiled too. “It is good to have you home, Nephamael. Perhaps you can help my knight acquire our sacrifice.”

“It would be my honor. In fact, I think I have heard of a very suitable candidate indeed—she’s already acquainted with a member of your court.”

Kaye was suddenly caught by the arm and turned. She yelped.

“You shouldn’t be here.” Roiben’s tone was icy, and his hand was tight on her arm.

Taking a breath, she met his eyes. “I just wanted to hear the Queen.”

“If one of her other knights had noticed you spying here, they would have undoubtedly enjoyed making an example out of you. This is no game, pixie. It is too dangerous for you to be here.”

Pixie?
Then she remembered. He was seeing green skin, black eyes, folded wings. He didn’t know her, or at least he didn’t know that he knew her. She let go a breath she didn’t even know she’d been holding.

“I’m no concern of yours,” she said, twisting in his grip. Surely he would let her go, she told herself, but Spike’s words echoed in her head. She saw Roiben on a black horse with glowing white eyes, face flecked with blood and dirt, eyes bright with frenzy, riding down poor Gristle as he hurtled through the brush.

“Indeed?” He did not release his hold on her and was, in fact, pulling her through the crowd. From this vantage point it was easy to see that people didn’t just make way for him, they practically tripped over themselves to do so. “I am Nicnevin’s sworn knight. Perhaps you should be more concerned about what I am going to do to you than what I might do for you.”

She shuddered. “So what will you do?”

The knight sighed. “Nothing. Providing that you leave the brugh immediately.”

Nothing?
She was not sure what she expected to see in his face when she looked at him then,
but it was not the weariness she saw there. No madness glittered in the depths of those pale eyes.

But she couldn’t leave, and she couldn’t tell him that her very human friend was sleeping it off on the other side of the hill. She had to play this out. “I’m not allowed here? It doesn’t seem like there’s a guest list.”

Roiben’s eyes darkened at that, and his voice dropped very low. “The Unseelie Court delights in guesting spies for the solitary fey. We so seldom have volunteers for our amusements.”

Dangerous ground, now. The sadness was gone, and his features were carefully blank. Her stomach twisted. Delights … our amusements. The implication of his participation was not lost on her.

“You can leave through here,” he said, showing her an earthen tunnel that was not the one she had come through. This one was hidden by a chair and seemed closer to the giant. “But you must do it quickly. Now. Before someone sees me speaking with you.”

“Why?” Kaye asked.

“Because they might assume that I had taken a liking to you. Then they might assume that it would be amusing to see my face while I hurt you very badly.” Roiben’s tone was cold and flat. His words seemed to fall from his lips as though they meant nothing, just words dropping into darkness.

Her hands felt very cold as she remembered the diner. What would it be like to be a puppet? What would it be like to watch your own hands disobey you?

Fury rose up in her like a dark cloud. She didn’t want to understand how he could have killed Gristle. She didn’t want to forgive him. And most of all, she didn’t want to want him.

“Now, pixie,” he said, “go!”

“I don’t know if I should believe you,” she said. “Give me a kiss.” If she couldn’t stop thinking about his lips, maybe tasting them would get it out of her system. After all, if curiosity killed the cat, it was satisfaction that brought him back.

“There is no time for your snatched pixie pranks,” he said.

“If you want me to leave quickly, you’d best be quick.” She was surprised at her own words, wondering at the giddy viciousness of them.

She was more amazed when his lips brushed across hers. A sudden shock of feeling lanced through her before he pulled away.

“Go,” he said, but he said it in a whisper, as though she had drained the breath from him. His eyes were shadowed.

Kaye ducked through the tunnel before she was forced to think about just what she had done. And certainly before she had time to wonder how it had anything to do with revenge.

Outside, it was cold and bright. It didn’t seem possible, but the night was past. A breeze made the remaining leaves shudder on their branches, and Kaye crossed her arms to seal in whatever warmth she could as she jogged across the hill. She knew where the brown patch of grass had been. It was simply a matter of getting inside again. If she just stuck to the wall, she thought, probably no one would notice her. Corny would be there, and this time, she would pay better attention, mark the exit in some way.

The grass was no browner in one place than another. She remembered the location well enough. Next to the elm tree and by a grave marker that read ADELAIDE. She dropped to her knees and dug, frantically clawing at the half-frozen topsoil. It was dirt and more dirt, hard-packed, as though there had never been a passageway to an underground palace.

“Corny,” she shouted, well aware that he would not be able to hear her deep beneath the earth.

“For beauty is nothing
but the beginning of terror we can just
barely endure,
and we admire it so because it calmly
disdains to destroy us.”

—RAINER MARIA RILKE, “The First Elegy,”
Duino Elegies

Corny woke on the hillside to the sound of bells. He was shaking with cold. His teeth were chattering, his head felt thick and heavy, and just shifting his weight made his stomach lurch. His jacket was gone.

He was lying alone on a hill in a graveyard, and he had no idea how he had come to be there. He saw his car, hazard lights still dimly flashing where he had pulled off alongside the road. A wave of dizziness hit him. He rolled weakly to one side and retched.

The taste of the wine he vomited brought back a memory of a man’s mouth on his, a man’s hands stroking him. Shocked, he tried to form a face to go along with that mouth and
those hands, but his head hurt too much to remember any more.

He pulled himself to his feet, trying to keep his queasiness under control as he stumbled down the hill toward his car. Despite the lights being on all night, when he turned the key, the engine turned over and roared to life. Corny flicked the heater on full blast and sat there, basking in the gush of hot air. His body shuddered with pleasure.

He knew that there was a bottle of aspirin under all the fast-food wrappers and discarded novels. He couldn’t make himself move. He leaned his head back and waited for the warmth that was creeping through his limbs to relax him and chase away the nausea. Then he remembered Kaye in the backseat, and the beginning of the evening flooded back with disturbing intensity.

Kaye’s skin cracked and peeling, the first flutter of wet wings, her strange new self stretched out in the car, the music … then alone on the hillside, tangled memories tripping over one another. He had heard stories like this—men and women waking on a hill, dreaming one night in Faery. The hill never opened for them again. Angrily, he wondered if Kaye was there still, dancing to distant flutes, forgetting that he’d ever tagged along.

His stomach clenched as he thought of another explanation for being alone on the hill.
It was a memory, really, Kaye hunched over him whispering,
I’m going to find him. Wait for me here
.