Authors: John Varley
They ascended into a pulsing red night.
The only light came from the laser-straight line overhead. The ceiling was lost in gloom. To their left, a cable loomed, a black shadow in the blacker air.
The walls, the floor, and the air itself reverberated with the rhythm of a slow heartbeat. They faced into a cold, thin wind, blowing from the unseen entrance to the Oceanus spoke.
“It’s going to be tough to nose around,” Gaby whispered. “I can only see about twenty meters of floor.”
Cirocco said nothing. She shook her head to clear the odd, heavy feeling that had come over her,
then fought off an attack of dizziness. She wanted to sit down, she wanted to turn back. She was afraid, and did not dare give in to it.
She held up her sword and saw it shimmer like a pool of blood. She took one step forward, then another. Gaby kept pace, and they walked into the darkness.
Her teeth hurt. She realized she had been biting down hard, jaw muscles knotted. She stopped, and shouted.
“I’m here!”
After long seconds an echo returned, then a series of them trailing into oblivion.
She held her sword above her head and shouted again.
“I’m here! I am Captain Cirocco Jones, commander of the
DSV Ringmaster
, commissioned by the United States of America, the National Aeronautics and Space Administration, and the United Nations of Earth. I would like to speak with you!”
It seemed like ages before the echoes died away. When they were gone, there was nothing but the slow pulsing of the monstrous heart. They stood back to back, swords ready, looking into the darkness.
Cirocco felt a surge of anger flow through her, erasing the last traces of fear. She brandished her sword and screamed into the night as tears ran down her cheeks.
“I
demand
to see you! My friend and I have come through many hardships to stand here before you. The ground coughed us forth naked into this world. We have fought our way to the top of it. We have been treated cruelly, tossed about at whims we do not understand. Your hand has reached into our souls and tried to take our dignity, and we remain unbowed. I challenge you to come forth and answer to me! Answer for what you have done, or I will devote my life to destroying you utterly. I do not fear you! I am ready to fight!”
She had no idea how long Gaby had been tugging her sleeve. She looked down, having trouble focusing. Gaby looked frightened, but stood staunchly at her side.
“Maybe,” she said, timidly, “uh, maybe she doesn’t speak English.”
So Cirocco sang her challenge again in Titanide. She used the high declamatory mode, the one reserved for the telling of tales. The hard, dark walls threw her song back until the black hub rang with her defiant music.
The floor began to shake.
“IIIIIIIIII …”
It was a single note, an English word, a hurricane of speech.
“Heeeeeeear …”
Cirocco fell to her hands and knees, looking dumbly at Gaby hugging the floor beside her.
“Yooooooooouu …”
The word echoed for many minutes, gradually trailing into the far-off bass muttering of an air-raid siren winding down. The floor steadied, and Cirocco lifted her head.
White light blinded her.
Shielding her eyes with her forearm, she squinted into the glare. A curtain was being drawn from one of the walls. The curtain reached from the floor to the ceiling, five kilometers high. Behind it was a crystal staircase. It sparkled cruelly as it ascended into light so intense Cirocco could not look at it.
Gaby was tugging at her sleeve again.
“Let’s get out of here,” she whispered, urgently.
“No. I came to talk to her.”
She forced herself to put her palms flat to the floor and push herself up. Getting to her feet was easy; staying there was another matter. She would have liked nothing better than to do as Gaby
suggested. Her bravado now seemed like a fit of intoxication.
But she began to walk toward the light.
The opening was 200 meters wide, flanked by crystalline columns that had to be the upper ends of support cables. Looking up, she could see them unwind, each strand twisting through a complex pattern until it joined a basket-weave that covered the distant roof. Here was the unimaginably strong anchor that held Gaea together.
She frowned. One of the strands was broken. Upon closer examination, the whole ceiling looked like a sweater a kitten had played with, full of snarls and ravels.
It made her feel better to look at it. Mighty as Gaea was, she had seen better days.
They reached the bottom riser of the staircase and stepped onto it. It emitted a low organ note that lingered while they climbed. The seventh step raised the pitch one half tone, and the thirteenth step sharped it again. They proceeded slowly through the chromatic scale, and when the first octave was reached, harmonics began to creep in.
With no warning, orange flames roared on each side of them. The women literally jumped two meters into the air before the low gravity brought them to a stop.
Finally, gratefully, Cirocco began to get angry again. Awesome it was—a knee-knocking, teeth-chattering display of raw power that was sure to make the bravest grovel. Yet it had the opposite effect on Cirocco. God or no God, it had been a cheap trick, calculated to play on nerves already scraped raw. As such, she thought it in the same league with the novelty palm buzzer.
“P.T. Barnum had nothing on this girl,” Gaby said, and Cirocco loved her for it. Showmanship, that’s what it was. What kind of a God would need it?
The flames died, only to leap twice as high, licking the ceiling to make a tunnel of yellow and orange. They kept walking.
Ahead were towering gates of copper and gold. They swung open without a sound and clanged shut behind them.
The music rose to a maddened crescendo as they approached a large throne surrounded in light. By the time they reached the broad, marble platform at the top of the stairs it was impossible to face the throne. The heat was too intense.
“Speak.”
As the word was uttered—in the same deep tones they had heard outside, and yet with a more human sound—the light began to dim. Cirocco stole cautious glances, made out a tall, wide, human shape in the fog of light.
“Speak, or return from whence you came.”
Cirocco squinted, saw a round head set on a thick neck, eyes that blazed like coals, thick lips. Gaea was four meters tall, standing erect before her throne on a two-meter pedestal. Her body was round with a monstrous belly, huge breasts, arms and legs that would have awed a professional wrestler. She was naked, and the color of green olives.
The pedestal changed shape abruptly, became a grassy hill covered with flowers. Gaea’s legs became tree trunks, her feet firmly rooted in the dark soil. Small animals stood around her while flying creatures circled her head. She looked directly at Cirocco, and her huge brow began to cloud.
“Uh … I mean, I’ll speak, I’ll speak.” She opened her mouth to do so, wondering where her righteous anger had gone, when she glanced at Gaby. She was trembling, looking up at Gaea with eyes that glittered.
“I was here,” she whispered. “I was here.”
“Hush,” Cirocco hissed jabbing her with an elbow. “We’ll talk about it
later
.” She wiped sweat
from her brow, and faced Gaea again.
“Oh Great—” No! Don’t grovel, April said. She likes heroes, April said. Please, April, please be right.
“We came … uh, me and six others came from … we came from the planet Earth, quite some … I don’t really know how long …” She stopped, and knew she would never get anything out in English. She took a deep breath, straightened her shoulders, and began to sing.
“We came in peace, I know not how long ago. We were a tiny crew, by your reckoning, and presented no threat to you. We were unarmed. And yet we were attacked. Our ship was destroyed before we had a chance to explain our intentions. We were confined against our will, in conditions injurious to our minds, unable to communicate with each other or our comrades on Earth. Changes were made in us. One of my crew was driven insane as a result of this treatment. Another was near to insanity at the time I left her. A third no longer desires the company of his fellow humans, and a fourth has lost much of his memory. Yet another has been changed beyond all recognition; she no longer knows her sister, whom she once loved.
“All these things are monstrous to us. I feel we have been wronged, and deserve an explanation. We have been treated badly, and deserve justice.”
She sagged a little, happy to have gotten it all out. What happened next was out of her hands. She was through kidding herself; she could not fight this thing.
Gaea’s frown deepened.
“I am not a signatory of the Geneva Accords.”
Cirocco’s mouth fell open. She didn’t know what she had expected to hear, but it certainly wasn’t that.
“What
are
you then?” It came out before she could stop it.
“I am Gaea, the great and wise. I am the world, I am the truth, I am the law, I am—”
“You’re the whole planet, then? April was telling the truth?”
Maybe it wasn’t wise to interrupt a Goddess, but Cirocco was feeling like Oliver Twist asking for more gruel. She had to fight it somehow.
“I wasn’t through,” Gaea rumbled. “But yes, I am. I am the Earth Mother, though I am not of your Earth. All life springs from me. I am one of a pantheon that reaches to the stars. Call me a Titan.”
“Then it was you that—”
“Enough. I listen only to heroes. You spoke of great deeds when you sang your song. Speak of them now, or leave me forever. Sing to me of your adventures.”
“But I—”
“Sing to me!” Gaea thundered.
She sang. The story took several hours because, though Cirocco wanted to condense it, Gaea insisted on detail. Cirocco began warming to the task. The Titanide language was well suited to it; as long as she stayed in declamatory mode it was impossible to sing in awkward phrase. By the time she was finished she was feeling proud, and a bit more confident.
Gaea seemed to be pondering it. Cirocco shifted nervously. Her feet hurt, which proves, she thought, that you can get bored by anything.
At last Gaea spoke again.
“It was a good tale,” she said. “Better than I have heard in many an age. You are truly heroic. I will speak with you both in my chambers.”
With that, she vanished. There was only a flame which flickered for a few minutes, then died away.
They looked around them. They were in a large domed room. Behind them the stairs, unlighted
now, reached down to the dark hub interior. Corroded nozzles lined the staircase, smoking fitfully, giving off the sharp pings of cooling metal. The smell of burnt rubber hung in the air.
The marble floor was cracked and discolored, covered with a film of dust that clearly showed their footprints. The place looked like a seedy opera house when the house lights come up and banish illusion.
“I’ve seen some screwy things since we got here,” Gaby said, “but this takes it. Where do we go now?”
Cirocco pointed silently to a small door set into the wall on their left. It was ajar, and light was shining through the crack.
Cirocco pushed it open, looked around with a growing sense of recognition, then stepped in.
They entered a large room with a four-meter ceiling. The floor was composed of milky glass rectangles. Light shone through from below. The walls were paneled in beige painted wood and hung with gilt-framed oil paintings. The furnishings were Louis XVI.
“
Déjà vu
, eh?” said a voice from the far end of the room. It was a short, dumpy woman in a shapeless sack dress. She looked like Gaea in the same way a carved bar of soap might resemble Michelangelo’s “Pièta.”
“Sit down, sit down,” she said, jovially. “We don’t stand on ceremony in here. You’ve seen the razzle-dazzle; here’s the bitter reality.
“Can I get you something to drink?”
Cirocco had given up on having opinions.
“You know what?” she asked, feeling more than a little giddy. “If somebody said right now that
Ringmaster
had never left Earth orbit, that this whole thing had been staged in a Hollywood backlot, I don’t think I’d bat an eye.”
“A perfectly natural reaction,” Gaea soothed.
She was waddling around the room, getting a glass of wine for Gaby and a double shot of Scotch on the rocks for Cirocco, straightening paintings, brushing dust from tables with the ragged hem of her skirt.
Gaea was short and squat, built like a barrel. Her skin was weathered and brown. She had a nose like a potato. But there were laugh lines at the corners of her eyes and her sensuous mouth.
Cirocco tried to place the face, giving her mind something to do while she studiously avoided making theories. W.C. Fields? No, only the nose qualified for the role. Then she had it. Gaea looked a lot like Charles Laughton in
The Private Life of Henry VIII
.
Gaby and Cirocco sat on opposite ends of a slightly frayed couch. Gaea put a glass on the end table beside each of them, then huffed across the room to hoist her bulk into a high-backed chair. She wheezed, and laced her fingers in her lap.