Authors: Mary Calmes
Tags: #m/m romance, #contemporary, #m/m romance, #contemporary, #gay, #glbt, #romance, #mary calmes, #dreamspinner press
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s line. So
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l ke it; I’ve never been a
fan. When I tried to lift
f my
m ha
h nd to cover my nose, I found that I
couldn’t move
v at al
a l. Opening my
m eyes, I
I realiz
i ed that I
I wa
w s pinne
n d to
the floor
r by
b a ma
m n twic
i e my size. The
h wide-open sightless eyes made
me cry out, and, shoving
g out from under him
i , I sc
s rambled back against
the wall.
“Scared?”
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t gas can in one hand
and the s
ame
m gun he had e
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r ie
i r
r in the other.
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G psum, if
f you care
r . He was my
m partner in this littl
t e
l
adventure
r . I
I would have b
lame
m d it a
ll on him wit
i hout you, but I realiz
i ed
that it would have made no se
s nse to people
l and so they would have
v
searc
r hed
d for the logic
i . Lo
L oking for a connection would have led to me.
But
t with you here
r , the
h connection’s made
d , so…
o
no need to do any
digging.”
His pupils were huge, dil
i ate
t d, he didn’t
’ look well. It was like the
man I knew wa
w s gone, ha
h ving le
l ft a wa
w lking, ta
t lking shell in his pla
l ce.
“What did you do?”
“I needed the money.”
“What money?”
“Were
r you a
lways t
his stu
t pid? I never thought of y
ou a
s stupid.”
.
I
I clicke
k d through what I knew before I looked around and saw
where
r I was: in Mrs. Fr
F eeman’s
’ li
l ving room. “Oh shit, Knox.”
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“It made so much sense. I mean, these people are the salt of the
earth, right? Every cowboy movie I ever saw… you never sell the ranch
to city slickers. We’re the bad guys, they’re the good guys, so no way
they sell.”
“But they did—at least some of them did.”
“Yes.” He let out a deep breath. “They all decided to sell.”
“Except Mrs. Freeman.”
He smiled at me. “She was the last hold-out. She was my angel…
as long as she didn’t sell, no one would need the money, and if no one
needed it—”
“Then no one would realize that it was gone.”
“Precisely.”
It was quite a revelation. The money to pay the people who had
decided to sell their ranches had been stolen by my boss. Knox Bishop
had embezzled over five million dollars from his company, my
company, and no one had any clue.
“How did you do it?”
“It’s just a question of moving funds around until people lose
track.”
“They will find it, Knox.”
“No one’s looking for it, Stef. There’s no reason to. No one is
selling their ranches.”
“But when they find out that Mrs. Freeman died, they’re going to
want the money back.”
“Yes. And this is where you and my dead partner come in.”
Shit. “When did you take it?”
“I took it a year ago, when we started this venture. The money
was there, this surplus given to us by Armor South, and no one was
watching it.”
“Someone was.”
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“Yeah, me,” he said cheerfully. “It was my project; I was
supposed to get the buyers to sell and pay them out so Armor South
could build their Green Light megastore.”
“What did you do with all that money?”
He was pacing now. “I have debts and expenses and a life that
you have no idea about, Stef. You just… you have no idea.” There was
a wistful quality in his voice.
“Why kill Mrs. Freeman?”
“I had to,” he shrugged. “You told me yourself on the phone last
night—or the night before, I don’t remember—but you said that she
was going to sell. It’s actually the reason I sent you. I knew if she
would sell to anyone it would be you. I tested her, and I was right.
Everyone loves you, Stef, I knew she wouldn’t be able to resist you.”
“But—”
“Or maybe she could,” he smirked at me. “That was the point
right? She would either hold out and I’d be safe, or she’d cave and I’d
come out here and kill you both and make it look like you embezzled
the money and killed poor old Mrs. Freeman to save your own ass.”
It was terrifying, the power of money. I had known Knox Bishop
for four years, since I had started at Chaney Putnam, and I had never
even seen a glimmer of the evil that lurked just below the surface. The
man had been a friend to me; we had pulled countless all-nighters
brainstorming together, and when he was in a skiing accident, I had
visited practically every day. We had so many memories between us,
sometimes just a shared look could bring on raucous laughter. I would
miss him.
“Stef?”
I tipped my head at the gun in his hand. “So you’re just gonna
shoot me?”
“Yes,” he said at the same time I saw the butane lighter. “And
then I’m going to set fire to this house with you and Cole in it.”
I shivered hard.
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“For the record, Stef, I never wanted to hurt you. I prayed that
Mrs. Freeman wouldn’t sell, and so you know… Cole killed Mrs.
Freeman, not me.”
What was I supposed to say?
“He’s also the one who tried to run you off the road.”
“Why kill Cole?” I stalled him, watching him play with the
lighter, flip it open and closed over and over.
“Cole wanted more than we said at first,” he sighed heavily. “He
gambled a lot.”
I looked up at the man hovering close to me. “Why can’t you just
run away and disappear, Knox? I mean, all the money that you took…
you’ve gotta be able to live off of that for the rest of your life, right?”
“I told you already,” he said sadly. “It’s all gone.”
“It can’t all be gone.”
“Enough of it is. I need my job, and with you gone, I can start
over, make a clean start like none of this ever happened.”
I got slowly, carefully, to my feet. “I don’t think you really want
to hurt me.”
“No, I don’t,” he said flatly, leveling the gun at me. “But I have
no one else. Cole’s dead, and it has to be you two in it together.”
I watched, feeling like I was underwater, as he flipped the lighter
on and casually tossed it into the corner. In an instant, one side of the
living room went up in flames. The fire spread to the curtains, the
bookcases, and the beautiful antique rocking chair. It made me sad to
think of Mrs. Freeman’s home burning to the ground, her whole life,
her photographs, her children’s baby books, recipes, handwritten
notes…. It was all going to be ashes, and her children would have
nothing but their memories.
“Don’t worry,” he said as he advanced on me. “I’m not going to
make it your fault. Cole’s going to be the one who pressured you. I
have a great story about how you guys were in love, but he actually
used you, and then you ended up killing him and then killing yourself. I
even wrote a note.”
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“Nobody who knows me at all is gonna believe you.” I was many
things but tragic was not one of them.
“It’s romantic, in a sick, twisted sort of way,” he shrugged.
“They’ll believe it.”
I didn’t think, I just bolted for the archway. I wasn’t going to
stand there and get shot. How sane was that? I ran into the kitchen,
came careening around the corner, and grabbed onto the doorframe so I
wouldn’t fall. When I turned, I was faced with two doors. The first one
was locked, so I tried the second one. It led up to the second floor.
“Stef!”
There was a pop, and a chunk of the door was gone. In my body,
the hole would have been bigger. I charged up the stairs and heard him
screaming behind me.
“I don’t want to hurt you!”
No, he just wanted to kill me. Obviously as the psychosis had set
in, the man’s logic had flown right out the window.
I ran down the hall on the second floor, hearing pops behind me,
and dived inside of the first room. There was nothing to grab and hit
him with. It looked like a spare bedroom, all done in rosebuds. It was
so surreal to be running for my life and to find myself standing in a
room that looked like it belonged to a nine-year-old girl.
“Stefan!”
I ran to the window and looked out to see how far down the fall
would be if I threw myself out, and the blue lights flashed on my face.
My head snapped up, and I saw the four sheriff cars and Rand’s big,
scary pick-up. Two men were holding onto him, keeping him from
running into the house. I banged on the glass, and his face lifted as he
yelled. I couldn’t hear it, but I saw all the rage and force, even from a
distance.
“Stef!”
The drop from the second floor was straight down. If it didn’t kill
me, it would hurt me really badly. I darted from the room. There was a
“pop,” and my shoulder felt like it, too, along with the house, was on
fire. I ran even as the throb made it feel like my arm had fallen off and
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leaped sideways into another room. That one had another door, and
when I went through that, I discovered that the bathrooms were
connected like a dorm room. When I peeked out into the hall from the
second bedroom, I saw Knox go into the first. Neither one of us knew
the house at all, which was working to my benefit. I took the stairs back
down to the first floor, hearing him running around above me roaring
my name.
It was like walking into a sauna. Smoke was everywhere, and I
wished that Mrs. Freeman’s house were laid out like Rand’s. I would
never again take for granted the back door that led outside from his
kitchen to the enclosed porch. But there had to be a second way out, I
just had to find it. The front door, engulfed in huge flames, was not an
option.
“Stef!” I heard him scream, heard, too, his feet on the stairs.
There was no way out. Everything was too heavy for me to pick
up and launch at the only remaining possibility, the enormous bay
window.
“Stef!”
I turned, clutching at my shoulder, the blood oozing between my
fingers. “You can’t get out either, Knox.”
“I will, Stef! Watch me!” he shrieked at me, lifting the gun.
I braced for the impact; any way I dove, he had me.
He screamed as blood exploded from his shoulder, arm, and
collar-bone. I turned to the window in time to see Sheriff Colter wave
me out of the way. The chairs Mrs. Freeman and I had sat in just days
ago flew through the window, shattering the glass in a downpour of
shards.
The third deputy grabbed me through the gaping hole where the
window had once been. He dragged me outside as the others went in
after Knox. I was spun around and shoved hard only to find myself
crushed against a wall of solid muscle. Looking up, I saw that the
usually bright blue eyes were almost black.
“I just wanted to save him, Rand.”
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He nodded and tucked me against his side before bending fast and
sliding an arm under my knees, scooping me up. He walked me away
from the house toward his truck.
“He shot me.”
“I know. I heard it.”
“Why’re you mad?” I asked, reaching up, touching the clenched
jaw.
“Oh, I dunno, the man I love finally tells me he loves me and then
goes on and gets himself shot.”
He was adorable.
“What should I say?”
“What should you say? You’re askin’ me what you should fuckin’
say?”
It had actually been somewhat rhetorical.
“Goddammit, Stefan!” he roared, squeezing me so tight I made a
very unmanly squeak. “How ’bout, ‘I’m sorry as shit, Rand, for taking
ten goddamn years off your life’?”
I lifted my head and kissed under his jaw.
“All that bullshit about not workin’ on the ranch, you know that’s
off the table now, don’t you?” he muttered angrily. “You’ll be lucky if
you get to leave the ranch to do your goddamn Christmas shopping!”
The bluster was kind of cute, because it was obvious he had been